by Eden Myles
They told me that I was very pretty, that they were looking forward to my play, whatever that meant. A few inquired about who my gentleman was, a few others admonished those ill-informed women for being so terribly out of the gossip loop. Of course, they were interested in the witch’s curse, and I proved it when one of the women offered me a glass of punch and I, of course, dropped it to the parquet flooring.
But before I could make excuses for my clumsiness, the door opened and the men started filtering in. “You’ll do wonderfully, little one. You’ll be a triumph tonight,” one of the women told me, then surprised me by kissing me fully on the lips before slipping away and finding her gentleman. I had no idea what she meant.
A few moments later, Tiberius found me and slid my arm into the crook of his elbow. His eyes were bright and fierce, as they often were when we’d been apart for too long and he found himself hungry for my company. “You look very beautiful this evening,” he said in his low, rumbling voice, and I tried very hard not to blush as the other members of the Dollhouse began collecting around us. Their interest made me feel very much on display. He leaned in close to tell me the safe word for the night, which only made me blush more furiously. I had a good idea of what was going to happen tonight, but since I wasn’t sure, I inquired.
“Tonight is your debutante ball,” Tiberius said. “You’ve never had a proper one, have you?”
I wondered how he knew that. He had been away in the Orient when I had come of age. “Is that something my father told you?” I asked. “Is the Society prone to gossip? It seems its members are very close as well as being very secretive,” I babbled on nervously. “Is that the reason you’re resisting me on the matter of Mr. Brinkerhoff? Oh my…is Darcy a member of the Society...?”
His face clouded over with anger and I was suddenly afraid. The situation with Stuart Brinkerhoff had bothered him more than he was letting on. Before I could react, he seized my cheeks and kissed me. “Don’t say his name,” he told me. “Don’t say anyone’s name. If you must prattle on, Lucky, I insist you say only my name tonight.” He kissed me very hard, dipping his tongue deep into my mouth. I resisted him, not because I didn’t enjoy his kisses, which of course I did, but because of his very public display of affection.
He simply moved one of his hands to the back of my neck, holding me in place while he deepened his searing kiss and the warmth of his body pressed against mine as if he meant to brand me all over. Like those nights when he visited me, I wound up sighing into his mouth and giving him his way. He kissed me over and over, stopping only long enough to snatch a quick breath of air in between kisses. He tasted faintly of port and tobacco, and his cheek scoured me, but I didn’t mind so much. These things had become a kind of comfort to me. They were things I dreamed about late at night.
“Lucky…” he growled, saying my name in that way he often did in our intimacies, less like a name and more like a prayer. He seemed to be full of fury tonight, and I realized I had angered him deeply by speaking of Stuart Brinkerhoff at my debutante ball, but the anger was translating into something other than violence. He grabbed me up in his arms so I squeaked in surprise and set my hands on his shoulders to steady myself. He stared up at me with almost delirious hunger as he climbed the steps of the dais, tripping over the top step and stumbling toward the divan.
“Careful,” I warned him. “Witch’s curse.”
He looked briefly worried. “Promise me you won’t set me on fire tonight, Lucky.”
“I shall do my best not to set you on fire tonight, Mr. Sloan,” I told him. “But tell me…what do you mean to do to me tonight?”
“Touch you. Play with you.” He eased me down onto the edge of the divan, then dropped to one knee and drew me close to kiss me once more, roughly like before, like he couldn’t bear to be apart from me even an instant. He grabbed my hair, pulling it from its coiffure, and twisted my chin so he could bite at my open mouth and catch my tongue in his teeth. I groaned against his mouth. I thought about admonishing him for ruining my coiffure, but the hand not in my hair had moved to the back of my gown to undo the buttons, and I felt a flash of panic. Like that first night we were together in my bedroom, he began pairing me down. Only this time he fumbled with my clothing as he ripped it from my body, and, of course—also unlike that first night—we weren’t alone. As he tore the dress from me, I reached up and snagged the front of his fine dinner jacket to stop him.
He caught my hands, brought them down, and used a long length of silk scarf from his pocket to bind them in my lap, rather tightly. “Really, Mr. Sloan, this is quite unreasonable of you…”
He took the ends of the scarf and shoved them into my mouth. “Lucky. Be quite.”
I spit them out and said, “No…I will not…!”
The men down in our audience laughed. “You’ve trained your courtesan well, Tiberius!” one heckled Mr. Sloan.
Tiberius looked exasperated. “Lucky, be quiet or I shall spank you. Publicly.”
That shut me up. I knew he would do it, too!
He worked his way down to my chemise, and I was only grateful that his presence blocked me from our audience. As he started working on my underthings, I began wriggling around. He didn’t like that very much, so once I was in only my shift, stockings, and boots, he growled, “Lucky,” in a menacing voice, cupped the back of my head, and leaned forward to kiss the front of my throat, over my flitting pulse. The warm, ticklish feel of his lips and whiskers immediately calmed and excited me at the same time. He kissed, and then sucked, at my throat, and before long I was writhing under his ministrations while his hands moved over my knees, then up the buttons of my chemise as he began to undo them. He quickly learned that it is patently impossible to remove a chemise when the owner’s wrists are bound, and, with a faint growl of annoyance, ripped at my corset and the fine, silken material beneath.
I gave a cry at the sudden tearing of fabric and the flaying of whalebone.
“That was my best corset,” I complained bitterly against his lips.
“I’ll buy you another one. I’ll buy you ten,” he told me, moving his mouth ravenously over my lips and chin and back down my throat, toward my exposed wreath of collarbones. He shoved the chemise down my arms and out of his way as he continued exploring the shivering surface of my skin. He nuzzled the space between my breasts, then turned his head and tongued my right nipple until it was fully erect. He closed his hot, wet mouth over it and sucked it deep into his mouth. I cried out at the sudden, intense assault of pleasure and pain and clutched the front of his shirt with both bound hands, yanking at the fabric until his buttons broke away. Oblivious, he tongued and suckled me, the suction of his mouth tensing an invisible wire of delight that seemed to vibrate through my whole body from top to bottom. When he moved to my other nipple, to pluck at it with his teeth and lavish the same kind of affection, I rocked against his mouth, whimpering shamelessly, blind to everyone watching us play.
He stopped to roll his eyes up and find me. “I enjoy your company, Lucky, and I like it that you speak your mind, and that you have a mind to speak. But I think I love those sounds you make even more.”
I made those sounds while he teased and suckled me. I continued to make them as he peppered his kisses and gentle bites down over my ribs and belly. He circled my navel with his tongue, dipping it in briefly, then lowered his head to nudge my legs apart and nuzzle the quivering flesh on the insides of my thighs. I tried to close my legs to him but he clamped his hands over my knees and forced my legs farther apart. I whimpered at the realization that only the bulk of Tiberius’s body kept me from being on full, shameless display to the others.
He licked along my lower belly, then snuffled along my damp slit before flicking his tongue against my most sensitive part. I shivered against him, but my bounds hands got in his way, so he stopped to slip them over his head so they rested on the back of his neck. That put him right up against my body. He gave me a feral look and a biting kiss before lowering his head
and lapping between my legs once more, his tongue darting out to scrape inside all my sore, wanting wetness. I cried out and tried to squirm away before I climaxed for the entertainment of all those who watched us, but he slid both hands under my bottom, forced my legs as far apart as he could, and licked me front to back.
I thrashed against him, against his hot, probing tongue. Like him, I had became a creature of instinct, and against my will my hips began to move against his mouth. I listened to the wet, lapping sounds of his tongue as he licked at both my openings, imbedding his tongue deeply, and shamelessly, inside me. He had touched me there before, of course, he had even tasted me, but never with such demanding fury, even lifting my hips in his hands to better his depths. I clutched the back of his neck, threw my head back so the lights of the chandeliers blinded me, and ground my hips against his face, oblivious to the world around me. I was so close, so close to climax.
Finally, he drew his thumb in a circle over my anus, inserted it into my rectum, and snapped his teeth down over my clitoris. He sucked and I immediately climaxed against him, rocking my hips, crying out, and gushing my wetness against him. He licked and licked, and when he raised his face, his eyes were dark and wild, and his lips and chin shining with my release. I trembled with weakness at the feral sight of him.
He kissed me, and to my intense shame I tasted myself in his mouth. His hands teased over my small, bare, applelike breasts as he kissed me, pinching and rolling the nipples in his fingers until I gasped into his mouth. He looked pleased by my reaction and stopped to reach into a pocket of his jacket and withdrew a curious device that looked like an instrument of torture, two small clamps with a chain strung between them. “I discovered these in the Orient, my filly. It’s called a butterfly clamp, and I understand they can be either quite pleasurable or quite painful, depending on your perspective.”
I groaned against his mouth in response. I writhed against his body. The more he plucked at my nipples, the wetter I became. I thoroughly enjoyed stories about the exotic ways of the Orient, but at the moment all I could think about was how much I wanted to feel his hands on me, and his lips and teeth back between my legs. He seized my left nipple roughly with his fingers, pinching it and making me hiss between my teeth, then deftly attached the little clip. The pain shocked me at first, but before I could even begin to acclimate myself to it, he attached the other clip to my other nipple and slid a hand between my legs to gauge my reaction. The little clamps bit so deeply into my sensitive flesh that I found myself thrashing against him and wetting his hand as I immediately climaxed again. He grabbed the chain between the two clamps and tugged on it, and a third orgasm fluttered through my belly as I cried out. He held my eyes and kept his other hand firmly planted between my legs, experiencing my climax even as I convulsed against him.
“Good girl,” he said, his voice so low a growl it was barely human. His fingers teased past the slippery folds of my sex and probed me. He whispered that I was almost ready for him, almost there. He commanded me to lay down on the divan on my stomach. I wanted to resist, but he pinned me with a look that suggested he would pull the chain again if I disobeyed, so I scrambled to lay flat on the divan, which applied more pressure on my already throbbing nipples, and the pain became almost unbearable. Just as I began to cry from it all—the pain, the humiliation, my own need—I felt him come up behind me on the divan and run his hands down my back and over my slightly upraised bottom. He leaned against my back and whispered soothing words into my ears and my crying lessened. His hands moved back between my legs and a wave of intense pleasure slowly took my mind off the pain.
I closed my eyes, gripped the edge of the divan with bound hands, and moaned as he rubbed himself against my back, gently and persistently. He continued to whisper in my ear even as he slid two fingers inside me, thrusting suddenly and forcefully so I rocked my hips and gushed over his hand. I squealed at the sensation, having never felt anything so intense, having never been so out of control before. It was too much, too fast. I couldn’t even control myself when I finally felt him enter me from behind.
He grabbed my hair and thrust inside me, hard. “Oh Lucky, my love…” he said in that low, growling voice, and there was such warmth and love and tenderness in his voice that I relaxed completely into his thrusts. He sheathed himself completely inside me, then withdrew, then shoved himself back inside. I was wet but tight, and he had to fight for every inch he gained inside me. Gathering my hair away from my ear, he kissed it and said, “Relax and open for me, Lucky. Let me all the way in. Let me in as you’ve never let anyone in.”
I arched my back and relaxed my lower half. He immediately took advantage and bucked sharply inside me, making me cry out as he buried himself all the way to the testes in my body. He pulled back and then re-entered me with a massive grunt of approval. “Good girl,” he said and I felt the warmth of his approval fill me with love and happiness. “Are you mine, Lucky? Are you my woman? My courtesan?”
“Yes,” I answered as I fought for breath.
“Do you love me?”
“I love you,” I said. I knew it was just play, but I secretly meant the words. I loved his warmth, the way he controlled our pleasure, the way he protected me, wanted me…when no one else did.
He drove his cock deep inside me again and again, his arm pressed against the space between my shoulder blades to force me down onto the surface of the divan, my nipples stinging from the constant pressure of the clamps. The mix of pain and pleasure made me cry out, and soon my cries and whimpers turned to sobs. I could feel another climax building deep inside me.
So could he, he was so attuned to my body. “Not yet, Lucky. I don’t want you to find release until I tell you.”
“Yes, sir,” I managed between sobs.
He pulled out of me and came around the divan. He grabbed me by the hair and pulled my head up so I was facing him and I could see his impossibly huge, engorged cock dripping with a combination of our juices. He held my hair and said in a soft, commanding voice, “Lick. The way I showed you.”
I put out my tongue and licked the angry purple crown of his cock. It immediately wept over my bottom lip and chin.
“Lick it all,” he said, and I did. I licked the tip and down the sides. I followed the pearls of fluid where they were collecting beneath his cock. I licked along the soft, swollen velvet pouch that was his scrotum. I even dipped my tongue behind his testes, swirling it in that little private place that I had discovered brought him enormous pleasure, so a plaintive cry was torn from his lips.
The men down in our audience murmured approvingly amongst themselves. I had not proven to be the difficult, disobedient courtesan that they assumed I would, though their approval—or lack thereof—meant nothing to me. Tiberius stood with his head tilted back and his lips parted, his tongue wetting the whiteness of his teeth. He was rubbing the sensitive place behind my ears with both thumbs and groaning softly, a sure sign that he was incredibly pleased with me. I wanted to make him happy. I thought that if I could make him happy, maybe, just maybe, he would love me back.
He pulled my hair and drew my face back so he could bend and kiss me on the lips, then he returned to his former station, bent over me, and turned me over on the divan so I was facing him, the chain from the clamps rattling between my breasts. He shrugged out of his formal jacket, dropped it on the floor, and straddled my hips, mounting me from the front. His face was full of furious passion as he looked upon me, and his look alone, so intense and demanding, made me arch my hips against him like a doxy.
He slid his hands up my stockinged legs, then folded them back so my knees nearly touched my ears and I was fully open to him as he eased himself back inside me. I was so wet there was no trouble at all. His breaths came hot and furtively against my throat as he forced himself deep inside me, and I cried out at the sudden spasm of pleasure and pain. Still watching my face, he drew back and shoved himself inside once more, even more forcefully. I screamed at the impact. He was not usua
lly so rough with me, and I had the sudden impression that he was punishing me in some way, though I couldn’t fathom why. Hadn’t I done whatever he wanted? Hadn’t I pleased him?
I thought about using the safe word, but the pain of his entry was so close to pleasure as to be indistinguishable from it. He forced himself inside me a third time and I automatically arched my back. At the same moment, he took up the chain and yanked the clips from my sore little nipples.
The surge of pain and pleasure made me scream and made my entire body convulse around him, which forced his own climax. The walls of my cervix closed around him like a mouth, and then I was milking him so he writhed with me, above me, not the little spasms I was used to, but enormous, breath-stealing lunges that rocked my hips as his seed erupted inside me over and over and filled me to overflowing. He gasped as he pounded inside me and we climaxed together.
“I want to see you,” I told him, shocked by my own boldness, and he dutifully pulled out so the last twitches of his cock were not just inside me but against my lower belly, his sticky, sweet seed spilling over me. Spent, he let out a sigh and leaned down to kiss me below the ear, the residue of our passion smeared between us, though he didn’t seem to mind it at all. In fact, he rubbed himself against me as if scent marking me as he kissed me.
“You belong to me,” he said, his voice hoarse and insistent. “You belong to me and no one else, do you understand, Lucky? You’re my woman.”
I felt warm. I felt loved, even if he didn’t say as much. I began to cry. “Yes,” I answered in a whisper.
It wasn’t love, of course, it was only theater, but it would do.
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BOOK 3: THE RELUCTANT BRIDE