Now, I suppose that small digression seems neither here nor there. But then again, at this particular moment in time, neither am I.
In any event . . .
Fascination with me is understandable. I am a fascinating individual, particularly to the sort of lower life-forms to which Jean-Luc Picard belongs. There have been committees formed specifically to figure out why I do what I do. Come to think of it, on the world of Angus IV, I am considered a force of unrelenting evil, while on Terwil IX, I am called the Laughing God. That’s not a nickname I readily understand. I can only assume that they believe I’m off somewhere, doubling over in laughter whenever anything in their little lives goes wrong. I haven’t even been around the planet in two thousand of their years, and yet they still fancy that I take an active interest in them. That I’m somehow “watching” and “listening” to their every move and utterance. I don’t dare tell them the truth lest they paint themselves blue and jump off the nearest cliff.
Countless books have been written, as I said, about Me . . . Moi . . . Yours truly. In fact, there is an entire division of Starfleet developing contingency plans in case I should happen to show up one day again on earth. Pictures of me, or at least how I am perceived by lesser minds, are circulated like “Most Wanted” leaflets in a galactic post office. There was one individual, a shape-shifter named Zir/xel, who made an extremely comfortable living simply by showing up in various places looking like me. Most of the time he was given whatever he asked until one day he was shot dead—cut down by some desperate individual who actually thought he was shooting Me! As if I could be dispatched in such a manner. The universe is filled with idiots on both sides of the equation.
Of course, “God” affects different people in different ways. Some honor their god with peaceful worship, or by cloistering themselves, or dedicating their lives to helping the less fortunate. Others honor their god by waging war, piling bodies so high that one would think the respective gods in their equally respective heavens would grow sick of the carnage and blast them all to “kingdom come.” Life and death, war and peace, all placed at the foot of some supreme being. And since I myself happen to be a supreme being, I suppose I can understand why these lesser creatures are so desperate to please those whom they worship. But they seem to feel no compunction in lying, cheating, stealing, or committing the oldest sins in the newest ways as part of the dreary, endless, and pointless endeavor to satisfy their god . . . or is it themselves? I haven’t quite figured that out yet. And what’s Love got to do with it? Got me! Oh! well . . .
Allow me to introduce myself. . . . I am called “Q.” Known to my friends, relatives, and associates as: The Wonderful, The Magnificent, The Living End. I hail from a realm called the Q Continuum, a place that has existed since before time was time. It is our lot to push, to probe, to experiment, and to see the picture within the great tapestry that is the universe. In other words, to boldly go where no one has gone before. At least, that was our mandate when we first started. It has changed somewhat (some would say “mutated,” others might say “devolved”), and now my fellow Q specialize in sitting about on the rocking chair of life, watching the universe pass them by.
That has never been an occupation I’ve found particularly stimulating. So I have taken it upon myself to continue that which I feel is the one true mandate of our Continuum: to question, to stir things up, to make jokes, to “boldly go where . . .” Sorry, I’ve already said that. . . . I’m repeating myself. How terribly fallible. I told you I’ve been with humans too long.
I make lesser beings (of which there is a superfluity) feel poorly about their shortcomings—by way of elevating them, of course! Not for a moment do I think they can even approach my level. But sometimes, every so often, they at least get an inkling of just what my level is. It’s their opportunity to look up from the pissoir of life and gaze down the boulevard—if only for a moment. Which is why my occasional slippage is so annoying. Ah well. Lay down with pigs, end up a ham. And a one, and a . . .
Another point of useful information: I am omnipotent. Some might think this to be a bad thing. I, of course, do not. It is the state to which I am most accustomed. I am able to accomplish whatever I desire, simply by willing it to be so. There are some who try to moralize about my activities, to act as if what I do is right or wrong. I don’t share that point of view. Right? Wrong? Trivial notions, labels applied by those whose expertise is restricted to labeling others. My actions are my own, and I am answerable only to myself. In that respect, I could almost be considered a force of nature. No one questions the ethics of a hurricane, quake, or ion storm. These things simply exist. I am the same way. I am above good and evil. I cannot be measured, judged or assessed, poked or prodded, quantified or qualified, and I’m not the sort you would want to make angry. In other words, don’t tread on me.
I travel, I test, and (with any luck) I’m able to raise some species a bit higher than they were before making my acquaintance.
To that end, there is a particular individual to whom I keep finding myself drawn—other than myself, of course. His name is Jean-Luc Picard, and he is a middle-aged, bald, oddly accented man who oversees activities aboard the Starship Enterprise. The Enterprise is a vessel belonging to an organization called Starfleet, and the Enterprise is the flagship of the fleet, which makes it the most advanced ant on the anthill.
When I first met Picard, I thought him an insufferably pretentious man who heartily deserved to be taken down a few pegs. Arrogantly sure of himself, confident in his ability to see all sides of a situation and then arrive at a solution “best for all concerned,” Picard epitomized to me everything that was wrong with the human race. Though these aforementioned traits may also be apparent in Me, they are also well justified in Me. There is nothing more galling than some ephemeral little pip-squeak strutting his stuff—but that’s a discussion for another time.
Humans. Don’t get me started. Damn . . . too late.
A remarkably aggressive and violent race, spreading their barbaric philosophies throughout the galaxy with the same abandon as they spread many a deadly virus, and with about as much concern for the harm they inflict. The fact that humans have survived this long is nothing short of miraculous. We in the Q Continuum have regularly wagered on the likelihood of their demise. I once hazarded a guess that humans would never make it out of the Dark Ages, thinking that I was a lock to win, and was positively shocked when they muddled through. Like cockroaches, humans seem to thrive in nearly impossible circumstances with a determination that borders on supernatural.
Naturally I have endeavored to treat them with the disdain to which their lowly status entitles them.
Yet . . .
As much as I am loath to admit it, one almost has to admire their pluck.
Imagine, if you will, a rather boorish individual who has unknowingly crashed a party, declaring his invitation simply went astray. Despite every exhortation, delivered in tones ranging from the subtle to the blatant, he remains at the party. Of course, he is nothing more than a nuisance, but one can’t help feel a grudging admiration for his determined obtuseness—that, my friends, is a human, in a nutshell. The equivalent of a clueless partygoer who can’t take a hint.
I have tried to explain, on numerous occasions, why humans would be far better off if they stayed put on their pathetic little planet. There are those, such as Picard, who believe that I am unfairly trying to restrict them. Nothing could be further from the truth. In point of fact, humans have the entire concept of exploration backward. They believe that in order to explore, to learn, to grow, to develop, one must hurl oneself into the void and see “What’s Out There.” But they are all in such an infernal hurry! The truth is, there is an endless amount of self-examination and self-exploration they could do on their own little world. They need to turn inward instead of outward, comprehend where they’ve been before they can see where they’re going. To hear Picard speak of it, though, one would think they have left all of their foibles behind
them and are, therefore, ready to take their rightful place in the universe. Yet less than a millennium ago, they were convinced that the Earth was the center of the galaxy! In many ways, they’re still just as egocentric. And while some of them have the good manners to keep their mouths shut when confronted with more advanced races, they still believe they are wonderfully impressive beings and that the sun rises and sets solely to benefit them. Yet their own technology constantly outstrips them. This was particularly a problem in their twentieth century, when they created an atomic bomb and then had the remarkable lack of foresight actually to detonate it. They invented the VCR and then couldn’t program it! In houses all over the world, “12:00” blinked on and off in silent mockery of their “technological advances.”
Yet, as I have said, the fact that they are oblivious to these limitations leaves me shaking my head in a sort of grudging admiration. As for Picard, well . . . once he was the target of my unmitigated disdain. Now, however much I hate to admit it, I realize I may very well have misjudged him. He has a dogged habit of not accepting when he is totally outmatched, and he is ingenious enough to find his way out of situations which lesser individuals would dismiss as hopeless. He also displays a stubborn resistance to change, while still tacitly admitting that he has a good deal yet to learn. In many ways, he is a study in contradictions. Then again, so am I. So is any thinking individual, really, because we all must adapt to changing situations. In a universe of free-floating possibilities, a refusal to adapt is about as contrary to nature as one can get.
Yes. Yes, well . . . now that I’ve waxed on . . . built up a head of steam, I suppose we must reluctantly start with Picard. It makes sense from a narrative point of view. And besides, one always should try to work from the lesser to the greater. In that spirit, we will begin with Picard and work up to Me.
Now, of course, you may be wondering how I know what Picard was up to on the morning, that fateful morning that began the last of all days. I suppose you’ve heard of the literary technique of the omniscient narrator. Well, who is more entitled to assume that title than one who is genuinely omniscient?
So . . . to get back to my story: Picard and Data were fishing.
I suppose I should speak for just a bit about Data. Mr. Calculator Man . . . Ah . . . I just keep interrupting myself, don’t I? Well, that’s my privilege. But not yours, so don’t get any ideas.
Data is conceivably the most pitiable sentient being in all creation: a gold-skinned android who should have the word “wistful” tattooed on his forehead. I have already explained to you my problem with humans and their various shortcomings. Well, if humans can be considered a laughably pretentious species, what could be worse than a creature whose highest aspiration is to be a human? How inconceivably sad is that?
In Data we have a being who is, in most ways, infinitely superior to humans. He does not age, does not require sustenance, and is heir to none of the frailties that plague humans. In terms of intellect, he is light-years beyond even their most brilliant minds. Even his one alleged “failing,” a lack of emotion, is compensated for with an implanted chip that gives him the full range of human emotions. Yet he still considers himself inferior. He wishes to be one of them, and would give up all the advantages that his android status bestows upon him if only he could be a human being. To put it delicately, his desire is shortsighted. To put it indelicately, it’s bone stupid. The only rationalization I can offer is that he has been hanging around humans for too long. He would truthfully be better served if he got as far away from them as possible. Cozying up to an old Volvo or maybe a pencil sharpener would do him a world of good! But I know that’s not going to happen anytime soon, and so I can only sigh and ponder the remarkable waste of material that Data’s aspiration represents.
Picard and Data on this particular morning were on the holodeck of the Enterprise. They spend a lot of time together, those two: a boy and his computer. The holodeck is, in many ways, the ultimate fantasy fulfillment—an outgrowth of an ancient form of entertainment called the “movies.” It gives humans the opportunity to control, completely and utterly, their environment . . . and their fantasies. With a few words, they can shape the holodeck into whatever “reality” they desire. The fact that this reality is, in fact, unreal doesn’t matter a whit when you get right down to it. Humans have so little comprehension of the true nature of reality that there might as well be no difference at all between holodecks and the real universe. As long as they can strap on a feedbag of buttered popcorn and guzzle a gallon of sugar water—all’s right with the world.
So . . . back to the holodeck. Picard and Data were relaxing on a small yacht, which was named the Hornblower for some reason that I’m sure was important to Picard, but makes little difference to this narrative. The sea was quite calm, because Picard, master of all he surveys, wanted it that way: the ultimate indulgence for one who wishes to control all aspects of the world around him . . . a description that certainly fit Picard to a “tee.” The sky was a rich blue, and seagulls circled high above. Picard smiled in satisfaction. In fact, all was right with his world.
Picard was seated in a comfortable chair, which was bolted to the deck of the ship. His rod and reel, locked into a stand in front of him, were easily removable should he manage to snare “the big one.” Data was similarly positioned, but while Picard was busy gazing at the sky, Data’s entire attention was focused on the fishing gear. Picard couldn’t help but notice the intensity with which Data was regarding the pole.
“Data,” he said with a familiar touch of reproof in his voice, “this is supposed to be a relaxing exercise.”
“Oh?” Data ran this casual instruction through his positronic brain. Understand, an instruction from Picard to plot a course to a star cluster at the far end of Federation space would have been carried out without any hesitation. But the simple order to “relax” required the full weight of Data’s brain power to come into focus, and even then he was somewhat befuddled. He interlaced his fingers uncertainly and rested them upon his lap in an attempt to “assume the position.” When that seemed insufficient, he awkwardly crossed his legs and simultaneously slumped his shoulders, but he merely looked like a marionette with its strings cut. What made it even more ludicrous was that Data was in full uniform. Picard, at least, had the good aesthetic sense to be sporting a polo shirt, a pair of blue shorts, and sandals.
“Is this sufficiently relaxed, Captain?”
Picard seemed about to say something, but instead he shrugged and replied, “If it’s good enough for you, Mr. Data, it’s good enough for me.”
Perhaps sensing that his relaxed posture was not all that his captain had been hoping for, Data said, “My apologies, Captain. I am not adept at relaxation. I have no such needs.”
“It’s more than just physical relaxation, Data,” Picard said, his eye never straying from the ocean. “It’s relaxation of the mind as well. In a way, it’s a sort of art form, being able to screen out all your concerns. Believe it or not, ‘quality’ relaxing can take a lot of work. To just lie back and think about nothing . . .”
“That I can do quite easily,” said Data.
“Can you?”
“Certainly.” Data paused a moment, and then his head tilted slightly to one side. He stared off into nothingness.
“Data . . .” Picard said cautiously.
Nothing.
“Data.”
Still nothing.
“Data!!” Picard snapped his fingers in front of Data’s face. The android appeared startled as he turned and looked at his captain. “Are you all right? Is anything wrong?”
“No, sir. Nothing is wrong. Actually, in this case, I thought ‘nothing’ was what you ordered.”
Picard laughed softly to himself. “Yes, Data. Carry on . . . carry on.”
Data was puzzled, but I suppose he felt it was pointless to pursue the conversation in a fruitless quest for clarification. In observing his interactions with humans, I have lost count of the number of t
imes that Data has chosen not to continue a line of inquiry simply because he realized he was not going to get a coherent answer. I believe the old human phrase for it was, “Garbage in, garbage out.”
“Fishing used to be one of my favorite pastimes when I was a lad,” Picard said, mercifully taking it upon himself to change the subject. “Oh, I didn’t have a ship like this, and it wasn’t deep-sea fishing. My father and I would fish in a lake near our home. Simple rod and reel, much simpler than this,” and he patted the array in front of him. “Fancy equipment takes the sport out of fishing. Sonar locators, ultrasonic lures that the fish can’t resist. My father wouldn’t have truck with any of that.” Picard dropped his voice an octave in what he presumably thought was a reasonable imitation of his father. “ ‘Man vs. fish, the way nature intended it to be, son.’ That’s what he’d say to me. A rod, a reel, a worm on the line, that was all you needed. And whatever we caught, we’d take home and prepare for dinner. ‘If you catch it, you cook it.’ Another bit of paternal wisdom; he couldn’t abide waste. My father and I would chat about whatever occurred to us. No holds barred, anything could be discussed. That was a relaxing way to spend a day.”
“Not for the fish,” said Data.
“No. Not for the fish,” agreed Picard. “We didn’t dwell much on what the fish thought. I suppose that’s the way of the world. Those above don’t have as much concern for those below. It’s all subjective, I suppose. But now this fish,” Picard continued, patting the rod in front of him, “this fish is quite a different story from the fish my father and I pursued. We’re going after . . .” and his eyes glittered with anticipation, “Big Arnold.”
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