by C. P. Watson
I took a breath as my insides had a tingling sensation. I slipped my top over my head and walked over to the sink. I turned the knob to allow the water to flow as I cupped my hands together to gather water, my mind thinking about the woman in the shower.
I stupidly splashed the water on my stomach, thinking it would help to clean it off though my senses were not working properly. I loudly cursed as my shorts got wet.
"Are you okay?" The shower stopped running and I heard the slide of the glass door.
I slipped my shorts off before looking towards her, "not really." I grumbled.
"I should have cleaned that up for you." She said slipping out of the shower and walking towards me. My eyes almost bulging out as I took in her naked form. Her full, perky breasts with hard, pink nipples, her flat stomach along with her long smooth legs, and my eyes could not ignore the smooth flesh beneath her stomach.
"Your eyes love to wander." She said as she placed her hand on my shoulder snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Umm...hmm."
"Take off the rest of your clothes." She whispered making my breaths become heavy. "I'll wash you off, nothing sexual, I promise." I nodded as I slipped my underwear off along with unhooking my bra. Her eyes did not leave mine as we walked into the bathroom together.
She turned the knob to allow the water to run again and I walked under, my body becoming wet. I sighed as I twisted my neck side to side and closed my eyes.
"You're beautiful." She whispered making me reopen my eyes. Her eyes lifted to my gaze again and she smiled. "Sorry, I shouldn't have..."
"It's okay, I am no better." I grinned as I reached for the soap from the bath rack. "Are you going to soap me up?"
She nodded and took to soap away from me, "of course." She turned off the water and began to lap the bar from my neck to around my shoulders, then travelled down my chest before caressing my breasts. "Sorry but I need to be thorough." She smirked making my face heat up. The tingling sensation increased every second that passed while she touched my body.
She bent down as she reached my midriff and twirled her finger inside my navel making me giggle. "That is ticklish." I continued to laugh.
She continued below my waist, her eyes stopping for a moment at my centre, she skipped that part of my body and went straight for my thighs.
"When is the last time that you shaved your legs?" She questioned as she neared my knees.
“I cannot remember,” I mumbled, the sensation of her touch making my mind fuzzy.
"They are so smooth." She whispered as she rubbed her thumb against my ankle.
"Good genes," I mumbled as she slipped her fingers in between my toes.
"Can you turn for me cutie?" I nodded as I did as I was told. She stood again and began to lap my upper back.
"Do you do this for all the girls?" I asked as I took in a deep breath.
"Only for you sweetie." Her hands travelled down the slope of my back. "Are you uncomfortable?"
"Not really," I answered as her hands rubbed my bum in circular motions.
"Good." I swallowed, "I'm really sorry about earlier." She stood and turned on the shower, allowing the water to wash away all the soapiness.
"It's okay, it was just surprising." She placed the soap down on the rack.
"I didn't mean to." She placed her hands on top of my shoulders before allowing them to slide down my arms.
"It was interesting, can I ask how?" She placed her hands in mine.
"I don't know, but I knew it was because you really turned me on." She bit down on her lip. "Anyway," she slid the door open and stepped out, "you're all clean." She said lastly before picking up the clothing I left for her and walking into my room.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
I let out a high-pitched moan, which made me immediately place my hand over my mouth. “What are you doing?” I whispered, my skin feeling as though it was on fire.
"You seem to like it." I pressed my lips together as she grazed her tongue along my collarbone. I gripped the fabric of the bed sheets as my back arched off the bed.
"Please." I panted. "I am not ready." She then placed a kiss on the side of my neck before getting up from the bed.
"I'm sorry, I got a bit carried away." She mumbled as she walked over to the bean bag chair and took a seat.
"I just cannot have sex with you just yet." I took a deep breath and dropped my gaze from her.
"I wasn't even thinking about that, but you do know that lesbian sex is different right?" My eyes met hers and I nodded. "Do you know what it feels like to be eaten?" She questioned.
She got back up from the chair and kneeled in front of me as I sat on the bed, "no, do you?" She shook her head.
"Want to go for a test drive?" My eyes widened as she stood up again and pulled down the zipper of her pencil skirt.
The fabric pooled to the floor and revealed her black lace underwear. I bit down on my bottom lip as my eyes lingered there for far too long. "Like what you see?" I inhaled deeply as she walked closer to me. Her smooth thighs making my heart skip a beat.
"I... uhh...mm."
"Don't worry, I promise not to touch you... below the waist that is." She said sexily as she placed her knees on the bed and began to unbutton her blouse, her bra slowly revealing her cleavage.
I swallowed as she slipped it off her shoulders...
My eyes shot open as I felt sweat covering my entire face, "are you okay?" I heard someone whisper next to me. It was my mother. I wondered why she was up so early.
"Yeah," I lifted myself up with my elbows. "Where is Ava?" I swallowed as visions from my dream ran through my mind.
"She is downstairs helping your grandfather prepare breakfast." She said and I yawned.
"What time do you have to head to school?"
"Um, around 10:00." My mother nodded as she sat up on the bed.
"It surprises me that you slept next to Ava last night." I pressed my lips together as I sat up.
"I know, that is a good sign, right?" She nodded.
"It's great actually, I don't want to imagine what you two were doing though." My mother scrunched up her nose.
"Since when are you a prude?" I mocked making her eyes widen.
"So something did happen?" She asked excitedly taking a seat back on the bed next to me.
"Um, no?" I said not convincingly.
"Ohhh, tell me." She grinned widely.
"Nothing happened mom." I groaned as I picked up a pillow and placed it over my face.
"Something did happen, I am your mother, I have the right to know." She said sternly as she pushed the pillow away from my face.
"She was sitting on my..."
"Okay, and?" She interrupted too excited for my slow speaking pace.
"...stomach and she had an orgasm." My mom furrowed her brows.
"Okay, so that's it?"
"It was unexpected, she did not intend to."
"Who doesn't intend to have an orgasm?" She wiggled her eyebrows. "If you can make a girl orgasm by such little friction, imagine what you can actually do." I felt my cheeks heat up.
"I regret telling you." I frowned and crossed my arms over my chest.
"But please tell me there was some lip to 'lip' action." I hit her with the pillow.
"You are so inappropriate!" I yelled as she fell on the bed.
"Am not!" She yelled back making me get up off the bed and walk out the room.
I skipped down the steps and headed straight for the kitchen, where Ava and my grandfather were making breakfast.
"Good morning Kay, you seem quite adrenalized." He chuckled as he picked up a few things from the pantry.
"I am going to pick up some of my things after school, so I will be back a little late," Ava said with a bit of sadness in her voice as she peeled an onion.
"Would you like me to help?" I asked as I raided the cupboards for a snack.
"I don't think that is a good idea, I don't want my parents to get the wrong idea." I pressed my lips together and sighed.
"I can come along too." I heard my mother say. "Nothing suspicious about a middle-aged woman with moving boxes." She joked.
"I'm just going to up a few personal items, I can't be borrowing Kylie's clothing all the time." She said looking over at me.
My grandfather cleared his throat, "you too need to be careful. Though Kylie is eighteen, there are laws against teachers having relationships with their students."
"You seem to have done your research grandpa." I placed on a forced smile as I closed a cupboard.
"I am just looking out for the two of you, I don't want either of you to get into trouble." He looked to me and then to Ava. "Also, you both know it would cause damage on both sides if the authorities were to find out." I pressed my lips together, guilt pooling in my stomach, "not only penalties for Ava but also for you Kay, you could lose your chances at an Ivy League school."
"I agree with your grandfather Kylie, it's only in your best interests." I nodded looking down at the floor. I was more concerned about Ava and worried little about myself. Having a relationship with me could make her possibly lose her teaching license and there was a chance of jail time.
"I have to get ready for school," I said as I walked out of the kitchen. I headed up the steps and into my room before closing the door behind me. I leaned on the door and slid to the floor before wrapping my arms around my knees.
Tears began to stream down my face as I thought of all the dangers I could cause. 'Was it worth the risk?' I asked myself, not being able to answer the question. Ava had made her way into my life and into my thoughts over the short period of time I was staying with my grandfather.
I could not imagine my future without her, my heart hurt as I thought of letting her go, realizing that I could not. I placed my trust in her, and she never broke it. Not even when I was completely naked and she could have made a move on me, but she did not.
I leaned my head back against the door and let out a deep breath, "it's time." I told myself as a few more tears slipped down my cheeks. "Time to let go of the past." My chest heaved up and down, "that will be the start of a good future." I mumbled to myself before getting up and walking over to my phone which was on the night stand.
I unlocked it and scrolled through my contacts before finding the person I was looking for, my half-brother was a sweet kid, and was a year younger than me. My father had him with one of his many mistresses or at least that was what I figured from information I received.
I sent him one last message, explaining my reasons for doing what I was about to do before I blocked him and deleted his number. It was time to sever ties with the person who kept me updated about someone I wanted to forget.
I placed the phone back down, before plopping down on the bed. My cheeks were still wet and my eyes were a bit saggy but I knew what I had to do if I wanted my relationship with Ava to work, an undefined relationship that is.
I heard a knock on the door and I went to open it without asking who it was. "Are you okay?" She asked as I allowed her to walk into the room.
"Yeah, just got a bit overwhelmed." She placed her hands on my shoulders before drawing me in for a kiss.
"I don't want us to end." She said as she leaned her forehead against mine.
"Me neither," I whispered as I wrapped my arms around her neck.
"What are we going to do then?" She pulled me in closer.
"I... I think I should..." she placed her finger over my lips.
"No, I won't have it." She pressed her lips softly against mine. "I won't let you go." She whispered against my lips.
"I was trying to say that I should graduate early." I chuckled at the fact that she thought I was about to say otherwise.
"How so?" I dropped my hands from being hooked around her neck and gave her a kiss on the tip of her nose.
"Sit and I will explain," I said before taking a seat on my bed, Ava following my lead.
"Okay so..."
"How many credits does a student need to graduate?" I questioned, not sure if the school I was attending was the same as the one I attended prior.
"Twenty-one." I nodded and felt a tinge of relief.
"I have twenty-nine already, and Literature would make it thirty."
"How did you manage so much?"
"Summer classes, extra classes, a lot of classes," I said the adrenaline rushing through my body. "The deadline for early graduation is November 1, I checked it up a while ago but I..." I paused.
"Babe?”
"I don't want to go to law school" I let out a deep breath.
"You don't?" I lowered my gaze and sighed.
"I don't want to be a lawyer, it is not my passion," I whispered.
"You don’t need to follow in your family’s footsteps sweetie." She placed her hands on my shoulders and smiled. "You can do anything if you put your mind to it, but you cannot be happy with something you are not passionate about."
"I love writing, but my mom would not approve."
"It's not what your mother wants, no disrespect, but as I said already, do what makes you happy." She empathized 'you.'
"I guess you are right," I mumbled as I fiddled with my fingers.
"Your writing is amazing, I am your Literature teacher after all." She nudged my arm.
"Is it?" I raised my eyes to meet hers.
"Yes, wonderful and beautiful, just like you." I felt the heat rise to my cheeks.
"Thanks.”
“I will leave you to think about it on your own, but it is sweet of you to want to graduate early for us to be together.” She bit down on her bottom lip, before pulling me into her.
“Do you think that I was destined to come here?” I questioned as she leaned back on the bed frame, my head rested against her chest.
"To this town?" I nodded. "I don't know Kylie, but I do know that you didn't have to, you could have graduated already back in the city."
"That is true, but I was uncertain about my future so I prolonged the situation with Literature."
"So you used Literature as your way of being too afraid to tell your mother that you don't want to be a lawyer?"
"I want to go to college," I whispered. "But I want to study only English though." She ran her fingers through my hair.
"Are you sure you want to graduate early?" I pressed my lips together and nodded.
"Don't do anything for me, think about if it is right for you, okay?"
"Think about it, by February next year, we can openly be together." That thought frightened me a bit. 'Was I taking the relationship too far, too quick?' We were still undefined as well.
"That sounds amazing." She whispered, "but enough thinking about that and get ready for school, you need to consult the principal about this early graduation." I frowned as she slid from behind me and off the bed. "We'll have breakfast after we are finished getting ready."
"I miss my pillow." I pouted and crossed my arms over my chest.
"You can shower with me if you want." She wiggled her eyebrows before turning and walking into the bathroom.
I jumped off the bed and almost sprinted behind her. I hoped she would sponge me down again.
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WE TOOK OUR TIME in the shower, that time Ava allowed me to soap her down as well. I had a smile plastered on my face the whole time and a giddiness in my stomach. “Come on now, I don't want to get wrinkled to a prune.” Ava chuckled making me place a kiss on her lips.
She smiled against my lips before wrapping her arms around my neck, "this feels like heaven." She said leaning her forehead against mine.
"Euphoria." I whispered, "let's wash off." I mumbled making her drop her hands from my body. She gave me one last peck on my cheek before turning on the water to wash off our soapy bodies.
After getting out the shower and drying our skins, I gave her undergarments, the only problem being that she was a few sizes too large to fit into one of my bras.
"I have small boobs." I chuckled as I looked down at my breasts and then at hers.
/> "They are perfect." She said with a small smile. "I will just reuse the bra I wore yesterday though." She said walking over to the laundry hamper and picked up her bra that was on top of the pile.
"You might want to dry clean it." I chuckled before grabbing my body spray off my dresser and handing it to her.
"Kylie, breakfast is getting cold." I heard my mother's voice as she opened the door and walked in. Ava shrieked and covered her breasts with her arms. "Oh god, sorry, um... I will be downstairs." She dropped her eyes to the floor before walking out.
I burst out laughing as Ava threw her bra at me, "that's not funny." She grumbled and crossed her arms over her chest. I caught the item and scanned the cup size. "Give that to me." She scrambled it away before slipping the straps through her arms and hooking it. "Pervert." She mumbled as she walked over to the dresser and picked up the brush.
"Your ass looks so cute with Mickey Mouse plastered across it." She grimaced and began to brush her hair.
I walked next to her by the dresser and opened a drawer that stored all my sports bras. I took out one and slipped it on as Ava let out a loud sigh.
"What's wrong?" I questioned turning to face her. She placed the brush down and looked at me.
"I'm so happy, yet so sad." She whispered making me place my hands in hers.
"The drama getting to you huh?"
"You think she'll ever accept me?" She questioned, her sad grey eyes looking into mine.
"I don't know." I whispered leaning closer, "but she would be a fool not to." A tear slipped down her cheek making me wrap my arms around her body.
"You're so warm." She mumbled, her voice a bit stifled, "and you smell so nice." I hummed as she pressed her nose against my skin and inhaled deeply, "I don't know how to describe it."
I gently dragged my tongue along the crook of her neck, "you taste like nothing I have ever tasted before." I placed a kiss on her jaw making her let out a moan, "everyone is unique, and no one tastes like fruit." I chuckled as she pinched my waist.