by Lolah Lace
“You’re not on the pill?” I asked. Guess I should have asked that a week ago before I fucked her against the garage wall.
“No I’m not.” She sneered, leered and looked at me like I was stupid.
“Why not?”
“Isn’t it obvious?”
“Uh no, not to me.” I shrugged.
“Do you see any guys hanging around here? Where’s my boyfriend? Have you noticed any guys calling my house when you’re here? Give it some thought Luke. Why would I take birth control if I’m not having sex?”
“Yeah you’re right.” She made perfect sense. “If there was some guy you were dating Kelly would have mentioned it or I would have seen him by now.”
“Yeah.” She frowned. Maybe I shouldn’t have mentioned that Kelly would tell me.
“Right, so what are you saying exactly?”
“I’m saying I don’t know what’s going on with you so I’m telling you what’s going on with me. I’m not on birth control.”
“So what do you need a pregnancy test or something?”
“No, of course not. I’m not pregnant.”
“How do you know?”
“I can count. I know when I ovulate and I know how long sperm can live before fertilization. I almost went to medical school. I know I’m not pregnant.”
“So, that’s good news. I don’t want to be a father.”
“Well then maybe you should think about that when you have unprotected sex with women.”
“I don’t have unprotected sex with women, just you, twice.”
“Lucky me.”
“Maybe it’s lucky me. You are so fucking hot in the sheets and you taste so fucking sweet.” Maybe I shouldn’t have said that. Nicki was just looking at me. She was speechless.
“Thank you. I think. Was that a compliment? Yeah it was. Okay.”
“Look Nicki.” I took a step toward her. “I’m not wearing a condom after feeling your insides. That would be just fucking stupid on my part. But I don’t want kids ever, being a father blows. After what happened to my daughter never again. I’m okay with Kelly because she’s yours and not mine. I’m into how we fit together. How it feels when I’m inside you. I’m not wearing a condom and I’m not pulling out so you figure it out.”
“Are you serious?”
“About what?”
“About everything you just said.”
“Of course. It’s the truth. That’s how I feel.”
“You sound like a total asshole.”
“I’m an asshole for being honest and telling you the truth?”
“You sound like a caveman.”
“You just said you weren’t sleeping with anyone else so that’s good. I’m not either so get on the pill and we will continue to sleep together.”
“What about STD’s?”
“I’m clean and you are unbelievably clean, organized and a little obsessive compulsive. Plus it’s a little too late for that. We already did it, twice. You can just do this until one of us gets sick of the other.”
“This, us, this is getting complicated. What happens when we fall out? What happens when you stop coming around and end up hurting my daughter.”
“Are you crazy? I would never do that to a kid. I would never hurt Kelly because of us.”
“Luke I don’t understand you.”
“I don’t understand you either.”
“Maybe because I’m normal and you’re weird.” She mused.
“I’m not weird. I’m damaged.”
“Well I’m glad you recognize it.”
“Of course I do. You know when you drink alcohol you become relaxed and if you drink enough you become numb.”
“Yeah.” She smirked.
“That’s how I feel when I’m inside you, relaxed and then numb. I enjoy that feeling. I love that feeling. I want to feel it more often. I truly want to get wasted off your pussy. I’m sorry I sound so vulgar but that’s how I talk. When I’m at home alone I feel too many emotions. I don’t want to feel anything right now but the inside of your pussy. Don’t deny me that feeling.”
“Okay, I guess.” She smoothed down her skirt, a nervous gesture I think.
“Kelly is gone to school, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Come here, bend over.”
“Luke, I’m going to be late for work.”
“You can be late dressed like that. You practically run that place.”
“I’m completely dressed. I can’t get sweaty.”
I moved my body closer to hers. “Geez Nicki, I like it when you’re quiet and submissive.”
“I’m shocked.”
I chuckled. “Bend over, pull up your skirt and I will do the rest.”
“Uh-uh.”
No is not an option. “I can rip your pretty business clothes right off your body. I’ve done it before.”
“Why are you always threatening me in my house, on the phone, at my job?”
“Maybe because I’m bigger than you.” I removed the bath towel. “Nicki do you see my cock?”
“I think a blind woman could see your cock.” She rolled her eyes.
I smirked. She was funny in her straight-laced way. “Luke you can’t stay inside me for an hour.”
“Fine, five minutes.” I made a gesture for her to turn around with a finger.
Nicki turned away from me and pulled her skirt up to her waist. She wasn’t wearing stockings, bare skin is so sexy. She removed her lace panties and placed them on the bed. She put her hands on the bed and bent over. She gently stepped out of one of her high heeled pumps.
“No, no put your shoe back on.”
She stepped back into the shoe and spread her legs apart. I raised my hard heavy cock with one hand and grabbed her by the waist with my other hand. I guided the smooth bulbous head of my cock to her juicy pussy lips and they were already wet and ready.
“Why are you so wet if you didn’t want me inside you?”
“Luke, I never said I didn’t want you inside me. Fuck me and shut the fuck up.” Nicki wiggled her ass back on my cock.
Jesus, don’t do that! I will cum. I slowly guided my cock to her lubricated opening. I slid into home plate and released my cock inside to fend for himself.
Nicki was tight just like I hadn’t opened her up for surgery last night. Her walls were holding me comfy and I was pushing myself further inside her honey pot. This time I was moving slow and holding her waist. She pushed her fine ass back on my cock. I watched as her ass rolled off my length and bounced back again. I looked down and watched her creamy sex milk coat my cock completely. She was so wet and lasting an entire five minutes seemed impossible.
She rolled her hips in circles on my cock. “Fuck Yeah!” I moaned as she controlled the rhythm and the tempo. We fit together well. She could take all of me and still feel snug around my big rocking hard cock.
I was barely moving when my face started to sweat. I bent my knees so I could push all the way inside her sexy cunt. I hit her spot and she stopped pushing back on me. I took the chance to ram her hard over and over and over. She was screaming now and I tried to block it out but she was yelling. “AHHHHHHH! OHHHHHHH!” over and over. I couldn’t hold on much longer.
“Fuck Yeah! FUCKKKKKK!” I came and she did to. She collapsed on to the mattress pulling me down on top of her. I released all the cum I had inside her wet canal. I was smashing her with my weight but I was too weak to pull myself up. I rolled over and off of her back in an effort not to wrinkle her clothes. Oh shit! I probably should have pulled out.
***
I went home feeling like a trillion bucks. I believe that’s the feeling. I had today off from work. I was the boss so I made the schedule. It was the middle of the week. I sometimes split my days so I could go in on the weekends. Most people moved on the weekend, some during the week.
I was watching Sons of Anarchy when there was a knock on my door. I hadn’t heard anyone drive up but my surround sound was epic. I lowered the volume and wen
t straight to the door.
I opened the door to Jolene, my exes cousin.
“Hey there stranger.” She was smiling.
“Jo.” My only word.
“Can I come in?” She batted her eyelashes at me. She did that in high school. I opened the door wide to let her in. “I haven’t seen you in ages. Give me some love.” No actually she saw me at the funeral. She reached out for a hug and I hugged her back. Hugging seems weird, awkward even. “Jesus dude, your body is sick.” I closed the door.
I took a look down and touched my abs. Oh yeah I wasn’t wearing a shirt. “Not a kid anymore.” Why did I say that?
“You can say that again.” She flipped her long blonde hair off her shoulder. Jo walked into my living room and took a seat on my couch. “How ya doing Luke?”
“I’m okay.”
“Well you look good.”
“Thanks.” There was a wave of silence that transpired between us.
“This is tragic for everybody.”
I didn’t know what to say to that. “I have the money. You’re here for the money.” I jetted off. I rushed down the hall and ducked into my bedroom. I had the money in my bottom sock drawer. I counted out two thousand dollars in hundreds. I took the money back into the living room to Jo.
I handed the money over to Jo. “Here you go.” She took it and placed it inside her purse.
“Thanks Luke. Are you going to go back and visit Rebecca?”
“I don’t think so.”
“I understand.”
“No I don’t think anyone really understands.”
“Why are you standing?” Jo asked and I hadn’t even noticed I was standing.
I took a seat in the chair beside the coffee table. “I’m sorry. I’m not very good company. I’m not good at talking about what happened.”
“I understand. I love my cousin but if I were you I would be mad at her. Rebecca is really a good person. This is really tearing her up inside. She loved Hailey. She was so in love with you when she had Hailey and this is killing her.”
“She has two other children.”
“Sure she does but Hailey was her first. I know she is dying inside.”
I wished she would die on the outside. No, I don’t. Why did I think that? “I’m just trying to move on. I hope she makes bail. I don’t want her in jail. She’s been in there long enough. She has had time to think about what she’s done. Nothing is going to bring my daughter back so why discuss it.”
Jo’s eyes were scanning the room. She jumped from the chair. She grabbed a picture of Hailey off the mantle.
“I remember this day. This was Hailey’s fifth birthday party at the Aquatic Center.” She was staring at the picture in the frame. “You remember we had so much fun in the wave pool and little John almost drowned.”
I stared at her, half paralyzed. A wealth of emotions came rushing into my chest. I couldn’t breathe.
“Luke, are you okay?” Jo walked over to where I sat and took a seat on my coffee table facing me. She was too close. She reached over and ran her hands through my hair. “Rebecca really fucked up letting you go.” Jo trailed her hands down to my bare chest.
I didn’t know how to respond to that. I don’t know how to respond to her hands on me. She bent forward to kiss me. I let her do it or I just didn’t move or react in any way.
She pulled back from the kiss to regard me closely. I hadn’t fully participated in the kiss and this was why I was being scrutinized. “Luke, I can make you feel better.”
I swallowed hard. “That won’t be necessary.”
“Do you still love her?”
“Who?”
“My cousin, Rebecca.”
“No.”
“Well, I had you first.” Her hands were down my sweats. She was fishing for my cock and she found it. She leaned back in to kiss me and I froze. Jolene was hot when we were kids and she was still a good strong eight point five now that we were adults. I just felt odd. I felt like I belonged to someone else. Sure my cock stirred a bit as Jo held it in her hand but I got a flash of bossy Nicki in my brain and it put a wrinkle in Jolene’s seduction. I had bedded Nicki two point five times and that was enough to have me hooked.
“Jo, no stop.” I grabbed her hand and slowly removed it from my package.
“Why?’ She was insulted. I think.
“I have a girlfriend.” A quick lie to get out of this awkward situation.
Jo arched her eyebrows and smirked. “Of course you do. You’re hot.” She wiped the corner of her mouth.
“I’m okay.”
“Whoever she is, she’s lucky. You are much bigger than I remember.”
Uh okay. She’s talking about my cock.
***
The next day I was back over at Nicki’s place. I picked Kelly up from school after violin practice. I hung out at the house until Nicki showed up from work. I was in the den watching a Mixed Martial Arts Fight on Cable. Nicki’s heels tapped the floor as she came from the connecting garage door. I wasn’t quite sure how she would react when she saw me but I could handle it.
“Hey.” She said, as she placed her leather briefcase on the couch beside me.
“Hey, you look nice.” My eyes scanned up her body from her feet to her flawless face.
“Thanks.” She looked down at her outfit.
“How was work?”
“Good, made a little money.” She smiled.
“I’m sure you made more than that.”
“Just a little bit more…So you are watching fighting on TV. Are you trying to learn some new moves to fight off the next attacker?”
“I don’t need to learn any new moves. He had a weapon.”
“You’re right. You have all the right moves.”
“You think so?”
“I know from personal experience.”
Oh God, she’s sexy. I was seriously blushing, smiling and feeling all weird inside. “Are you hungry?”
“No, not really. It’s still early.”
“I could run out and get us something for later.”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know but you should cut back on the pizza. There isn’t really anything in the fridge. Nicki, honestly I think you guys should try to eat a little healthier. It’s just a suggestion.” I crossed my fingers and hoped she wouldn’t bite my head off.
“It’s a good suggestion. All my friends are vegan and vegetation and it’s annoying being to only person that eats junk food when everyone else has Greek yogurt and salad.”
“I can take you to the grocery store and point you in the right direction if you like.”
“When?”
“Now or whenever you’re ready.”
“Give me a few minutes to freshen up and then we can go.”
“Okay.” What was making her so agreeable and nice to me? She must have made a shitload of money today.
“Is Kelly in her room?” She asked.
“I think she’s on the phone with one of her friends.” I assumed as much because even though Kelly wanted me around she was a kid and liked talking to kids her own age.
Nicki grabbed her briefcase and pushed pass my legs. She could have gone behind the couch but she walked in front of it and me instead. I got a good look at her ass and I’m sure she wanted it that way. She has to know how attracted I am to her. She has to know I want her. Does this mean she wants me too? She walked up the stairs and I watched her until she was out of my sight. My package was on high alert but I patted him down and focused on the bloody violent cage fight.
I hated to admit that I enjoyed it over here. It wasn’t because the place was new and huge. It wasn’t because of the décor. It just felt good being here and this couch was comfortable and cozy. Not to mention Nicki’s bed was comfortable and cozy.
I sat there and vowed to myself that I wouldn’t wear out my welcome. If Nicki wanted to sleep with me and was down for it, I was too. I’m a good distraction for her. I’m a fun time. She could never see me a
s more and I could never see her as more. We seriously don’t have anything in common. We live two entirely different lifestyles that would never mix.
Thirty minutes later Nicki descended down the stairs. Her hair was in a ponytail and she was wearing a black summer dress and sandals. She looked younger than usual. She looked hotter than usual if that’s possible. Little Kelly was a few steps behind her with a backpack slung over her shoulder.
“Luke, are you cool with dropping Kelly over to her friend Marie’s house before we go to the store?”
“Yeah.” I stood and grabbed my baseball cap off the couch cushion. I lifted my keys off the coffee table.
“Marie lives over on Degas.”
“Mom he knows where Marie lives.”
“Of course you do.” She smirked. I hope I’m not in trouble. “Let’s go.”
Kelly was the first one out the front door. I popped my door locks. Nicki turned to me as she went to arm the security alarm system.
“Luke, do you know the security code?”
“Ah…” Shit! “I ah, I know the code but I don’t know the password if they call. Please don’t--.” I ran out of words.
“Luke, I swear I still want to hit you sometimes.”
“Okay.” I thought of the first time she threatened to hit me and a smile drew to my lips.
“Stop smiling at me. I know what you’re thinking and get your mind out of the gutter.”
“Sorry.”
“Go.” She ordered and I exited as she set the alarm.
We dropped Kelly at her friend’s house. I turned the truck around and I went the other way toward the Whole Food Store. I was going grocery shopping with Nicki. It was weird but not weird. I couldn’t remember the last time I went into a grocery store with a woman. I pushed the cart. I was glad she didn’t fight me for it. I needed somewhere to put my hands. I wanted to touch her curves in her sexy black dress.
The shopping cart was soon filled with healthy products. I had fruit, vegetables, chicken breast, fish, and gluten free products. Surprisingly Nicki didn’t give me any hassle. I stopped pushing the cart to put a box of Rotini in with the other groceries.
“Luke, why do you go to the gym? Were you a scrawny little kid?”
“No, I was always average. I wasn’t skinny. I wasn’t fat. I just like the feeling of working out.”