And as with the debacle in Indochina, the American crusade against drugs is collapsing without the loss of a single significant battle. Quite to the contrary, the reckoning already at hand in the West Baltimores of this country comes replete with a string of seeming victories: tens of thousands warehoused in prisons; millions in contraband and dollars confiscated; generations of police commanders and lawyers compiling impressive stats to assure themselves promotion.
But these successes aren’t nearly enough, and when the rules of engagement get in the way of lasting victory, we simply change the rules, creating whole new tracts of federal statute, establishing strict mandatory punishments and unforgiving guidelines for sentencing, granting so much raw punitive power to U. S. prosecutors that federal judges around the country are left to grumble in legal journals about draconian and immoral sentencing laws. It used to be said that only in a police state could police work be made easy; yet for the sake of this war, we’ve gutted the Fourth Amendment, allowing race-based profiling and stop-and-frisk police tactics based on the most minimal probable cause. We’ve created civil forfeiture statutes that make it a game for government to take what it wants—houses, boats, planes, cars, cash—from anyone it targets without the necessity of criminal conviction. We’ve made mandatory drug testing a prerogative not only of parole and probation agents, but of any private employer in the nation. Most dramatic of all, perhaps, we have continued to escalate this war of occupation in our inner cities until more than half of the adult black male population in places like Baltimore are now, in some way, under the supervision of the criminal justice system.
This war, like the last one, will not be won. The truth in this is nakedly visible—if not to those crafting the tactics and strategy, then to those standing on the bottom, looking up at all the sound and fury. To the men and women of Fayette Street, it isn’t about tightening the screws, or raising the stakes, or embracing a few more constitutional twists and turns. It isn’t about three-time loser statutes or drug courts or kicking in the right door of the right stash house. It isn’t that all these efforts don’t work quite well enough, or that more of them will work better. It’s that none of it works at all. The tactics are flawless, but the strategy is nonexistent.
At rock bottom, down here where Fayette crosses Mount Street and runs up the hill to intersect with Monroe, no one is fooled—just as no grunt up to his ass in rice paddy could ever be fooled. Here on Fayette, every fiend and tout and runner understands; they know with a certainty to rival the faith of any religion that no one will miss his daily blast.
Against that, there will be no victory. Not if you come up Fayette Street with bulldozers and knock over every rowhouse between downtown and Bon Secours. Shit on that; the slingers and fiends would be out here in the rubble, slinging pink-top vials. Not if you call out the National Guard or put police officers on every corner; do that and they’ll move five blocks, or ten blocks, or twenty, until there’s an open-air market savaging some new neighborhood and you’ve run out of cops and guardsmen.
But you still want it to work. Of course you do.
Try napalm.
Seriously. One of those Rolling Thunder air strikes might do it. Because that Marine commander with the sage wit had it right: Only if you’re willing to destroy the village can you be absolutely assured of saving it. Don’t bother with surgical strikes for the Fayette Streets of this nation; if you want victory, you’ve got to send these people right back to the proverbial Stone Age, because anyone left standing will be back on their corners the next day. Or better still, some New York Boy will figure out how to boil down the jellied gas you’ve been dropping, and the fiends will be lining up to buy that new, wild ride in $10 vials.
A cleansing of that kind might actually work. But of course, we can’t do something even modestly genocidal and expect to stay the same ourselves, to maintain the myth of a national ideal. A war waged openly on the underclass would necessitate some self-inflicted scars, some damage to the collective soul of whatever kind of nation we think we are. And if we can’t stomach that kind of horror show, perhaps the only real alternative is to keep pretending, to keep telling ourselves that it’s only a matter of a stronger law or a better mousetrap or this year’s model of shit-spinning politician swearing that he’s the one to really get tough on crime.
So we ignore these dying neighborhoods, or run from them if they creep too close. In the end we know we can always cash in our chips, climb to the embassy roof and ride that last Huey to suburbia or some well-policed yuppie enclave in the best quadrants of our cities. We’ve got a right to walk away because it’s our world; hell, we’ve got the tax returns to prove it.
But how far can we run from New York and Detroit, from Atlanta and Newark, from West Baltimore and East St. Louis? How many county lines must we cross before the damned of these cities will no longer follow? How many private security guards can we hire? How many motion sensors do we need? This is different, this war, and instinctively we know that retreat from it can never be total. These people that we’re ready to abandon, they are not an alien foe—their tribe is our own. And these battlefields are not half a world away in places easily forgotten. This is us, America, at war with ourselves. In some weird way, this is our own manifest destiny coming back to bite us in the ass, the pure-pedigreed descendant of all those God-fearing forefathers plunging into the wilderness, stripping the land, looking to feed off their new world, killing and being killed, opening up the east and marching west. Now, it’s a twisted replay of that devouring, except that this time, we’re the fodder.
We know this deep down; we read the newspapers, we watch the television. We have and they have not, and therefore, they need us. They need us so badly that they’ll cross the lines and dodge the rent-a-cops and climb any wall we build. And in the end, there is no real surprise when you hear that your neighbor’s car is gone. Or that the counter guy at the local 7-Eleven got aced in a robbery last night. Or that someone you work with pulled up to the pumps at the Route 32 Exxon and got carjacked. There should be no surprise when you come to that hideous moment for which you’ve spent a lifetime preparing, when you or someone you love walks down the wrong block, or into the wrong parking garage. In an instant, the illusions are obliterated and the reckoning—their reckoning—is yours as well.
Thirty years gone and now the drug corner is the center of its own culture. On Fayette Street, the drugs are no longer what they sell or use, but who they are. We may have begun by fighting a war on drugs, but now we’re beating down those who use them. And along Fayette Street, the enemy is everywhere, so that what began as a wrongheaded tactical mission has been transformed into slow-motion civil war. If we never seriously contemplate alternatives, if we forever see the order of battle in terms of arrests and prisons and lawyers, then perhaps we deserve three more decades of failure.
In the end, we’ll blame them. We always do.
And why the hell not? They’ve ignored our warnings and sanctions, they’ve taken our check-day bribe and done precious little with it, they’ve turned our city streets into drug bazaars. Why shouldn’t they take the blame?
If it was us, if it was our lonesome ass shuffling past the corner of Monroe and Fayette every day, we’d get out, wouldn’t we? We’d endure. Succeed. Thrive. No matter what, no matter how, we’d find the fucking exit.
If it was our fathers firing dope and our mothers smoking coke, we’d pull ourselves past it. We’d raise ourselves, discipline ourselves, teach ourselves the essentials of self-denial and delayed gratification that no one in our universe ever demonstrated. And if home was the rear room of some rancid, three-story shooting gallery, we’d rise above that, too. We’d shuffle up the stairs past nodding fiends and sullen dealers, shut the bedroom door, turn off the television, and do our schoolwork. Algebra amid the stench of burning rock; American history between police raids. And if there was no food on the table, we’re certain we could deal with that. We’d lie about our age to cut taters and spi
ll grease and sling fries at the sub shop for five-and-change-an-hour, walking every day past the corner where friends are making our daily wage in ten minutes.
No matter. We’d persevere, wouldn’t we? We’d work that job by night and go to class by day, by some miracle squeezing a quality education from the disaster that is the Baltimore school system. We’d do all the work, we’d pay whatever the price. And when all the other children are out in the street, learning the corner world, priming themselves for the only life they’ve ever known, we’d be holed up in some shithole of a rowhouse with our textbooks and yellow highlighter, cramming for finals. Come payday, we wouldn’t blow that minimum-wage check on Nikes, or Fila sweat suits, or Friday night movies at Harbor Park with the neighborhood girls. No fucking way, brother, because we pulled self-esteem out of a dark hole somewhere and damned if our every desire isn’t absolutely in check. We don’t need to buy any status; no, we can save every last dollar, or invest it, maybe. And in the end, we know, we’ll head off to our college years shining like a new dime, swearing never to set foot on West Fayette Street again.
That’s the myth of it, the required lie that allows us to render our judgments. Parasites, criminals, dope fiends, dope peddlers, whores—when we can ride past them at Fayette and Monroe, car doors locked, our field of vision cautiously restricted to the road ahead, then the long journey into darkness is underway. Pale-skinned hillbillies and hard-faced yos, toothless white trash and gold-front gangsters—when we can glide on and feel only fear, we’re well on the way. And if, after a time, we can glimpse the spectacle of the corner and manage nothing beyond loathing and contempt, then we’ve arrived at last at that naked place where a man finally sees the sense in stretching razor wire and building barracks and directing cattle cars into the compound.
It’s a reckoning of another kind, perhaps, and one that becomes a possibility only through the arrogance and certainty that so easily panies a well-planned and well-tended life. We know ourselves, we believe in ourselves; from what we value most, we grant ourselves the illusion that it’s not chance and circumstance, that opportunity itself isn’t the defining issue. We want the high ground; we want our own worth to be acknowledged. Morality, intelligence, values—we want those things measured and counted. We want it to be about Us.
Yes, if we were down there, if we were the damned of the American cities, we would not fail. We would rise above the corner. And when we tell ourselves such things, we unthinkly assume that we would be consigned to places like Fayette Street fully equipped, with all the graces and disciplines, talents and training that we now possess. Our parents would still be our parents, our teachers still our teachers, our broker still our broker. Amid the stench of so much defeat and despair, we would kick fate in the teeth and claim our deserved victory. We would escape to live the life we were supposed to live, the life we are living now. We would be saved, and as it always is in matters of salvation, we know this as a matter of perfect, pristine faith.
Why? The truth is plain:
We were not born to be niggers.
* * *
“It’s fucked up,” R.C. says.
The rest of the crew is equally angry. They discovered this corner, worked and nurtured it. As much as they own anything in this world, they own Gilmor and McHenry. Now, suddenly, the C.M.B. crew finds that its real estate has drawn the attentions of a rival.
“I mean, damn,” says Tae, “I know we ain’t doin’ right. But how can some other peoples tell us to get off the corner when they doin’ the same thing we doin’.”
“And they not even from around here,” adds Dinky.
“Man, I know it,” agrees Tae. “Where they comin’ from sayin’ that we can’t stand here when they ain’t even from here?”
“Ain’t like they New York Boys,” says Boo.
“That’s what I’m sayin’,” Tae insists. “They from D.C. How can they come up here and act like they got the right to be tellin’ us shit.”
“It’s fucked-up,” R.C. says again.
“They fucked-up,” says Dinky, making it specific.
At sixteen or seventeen years, most of the C.M.B. crew are still too young to see the corner rules as the end of all argument. The blast and the dollar are the only two standards by which life at Gilmor and McHenry can be governed, yet here they stand, perplexed and offended at the behavior of another group of young men selling drugs. They are still young, and in a perverse way, idealistic. Consequently, the idea that people can be arbitrary and irrational, unjustified and imperious is fuel for all kinds of indignation.
Off and on, they’ve been playing at the corner for three or four years now, time enough to learn a lot about selling drugs. Money, mechanics, players; ruses and risks, dodges and fears. But now, with the ante suddenly raised, they’re confronted with the elemental unfairness of the thing—the corner not as their playground, but as the rigged game it always proves to be.
Since summer, C.M.B. had been entrenched at Gilmor and McHenry. They had scouted the corner, opened their shop, brought good dope and coke to the down-bottom McHenry Street strip. And they were seeing some dollars because of it.
The Southern District troops were still running on old-school time—chasing calls and writing reports and generally rolling past the corners on their way to somewhere else. The stickup boys still weren’t showing much interest either. And the white boys down here were loyal and docile customers. Their money was always on time; their version of the stashstealing, short-changing, dope-fiend move was a pale imitation of the games played on Fayette Street. Some other young crews had set up down here, but they were, for the most part, accommodating of C.M.B. and its enterprise. The history and connections between groups proved lubricant enough: Boo’s brothers had the shop at Ramsay and Stricker; Dewayne, Tank, and Tony were down on South Vincent; Herbie and his brothers were over to the west on Payson.
So on this early December night, idling at the lip of an alley a half a block from their corner, with a couple of forties going flat from lack of attention, the crew is angry as they struggle with the latest turn of events. This one started, as these things often do, without much fanfare. Two nights ago, they were out here on post—Tae and Dinky and Brooks—when a dark blue Acura rolled past, speakers blaring. The car came through McHenry Street a second time, finally rolling up to the north corner at Gilmor. Tae was there, leaning against the bricks of the corner house, trying to look hard and disinterested at the same time, wondering who they were and how it might play out.
Down came the passenger window.
“Yo, Shorty.”
“You talkin’ to me?” Tae as DeNiro, but without the backup.
His gun was home. Dinky, standing across the street, had his nine at the stash house, but that was half a block too far.
“This our corner.”
“Huh?”
“You got to be movin’ on. You standin’ on our corner.”
Tae fell speechless. Their corner?
“I’m sayin’ you don’t want to be standin’ out here tomorrow,” warned the boy in the car. Before Tae could react, the Acura slipped away from the curb, turning at Monroe. Then Dinky came across the street.
“Yo, what up with that?”
It would take Tae a couple of minutes to get some pieces of the story together. And it would take all of C.M.B., working hard on those few shards, most of the next day before they felt confident enough to peg the threat. Dinky had the Acura pinned to some older boys who had showed up a couple of days earlier and opened shop across the street from them on Gilmor and McHenry. This fitted with some other scraps: a tip from Brian that a crew from D.C. had tried to do something over on Fulton Avenue, and R.C.’ s report that some D.C. boy was a cousin to Tank, and that D.C. boys had come up here on Tank’s invite. All of this blended with Tae’s sense that the boys weren’t local.
Still, as they grappled with all the ramifications tonight, it didn’t make a whole lot of sense. Dinky remembered when the boys had made their ap
pearance, first at Gilmor, and then, when it was clear their vials couldn’t compete with C.M.B.’ s product, down the block at Stricker Street. After watching them for a couple of hours, it was obvious that the new crew wasn’t about a whole lot—just some latecomers with weak stuff, looking for a little room.
The C.M.B. contingent let them be. There was market enough for anyone on McHenry Street, particularly since the double-seal bags that R.C. and Brooks had out now were smokers. And for their hospitality, they’re rewarded with a threat.
Conferencing at the mouth of the alley, Dinky is, as usual, the most adamant. “Yo, we shoulda squashed ’em right from jump,” he says. “This shit here is ours.”
“What we gonna do?” asks R.C.
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