He looked down at her hand, then his eyes locked on hers, and he reached out to touch her chin, tipping her face toward his. The pain and regret in his expression deepened. “I can’t imagine anything worse.”
She’d already accepted that their relationship would end, but hearing him say those words cut deep.
“Of course. I understand.” Embarrassed, she tried to turn away, but he caught her shoulders and brought her back to face him.
“I don’t want to just stay in touch. I want another chance at us. We lost something very precious, years ago, and I hope it’s not too late to give this another try.”
“But…you’re leaving. You said you never wanted any ties.”
He kissed her, long and slow, with heartbreaking tenderness. “And that has been one of my biggest mistakes. I love you, Kristin. I always have, though I was too angry and proud to admit it. Years ago, I believed you walked away because I had nothing left to offer you—no future, no security.”
“That wasn’t true. Only you mattered.” But she could never tell him the rest of the story. Not when it seemed he’d finally made peace with his father.
Ryan’s eyes were deep with understanding. “My mother explained a lot of things. It’ll be hard to ever forgive Dad for threatening your family. Even harder knowing that you and I have wasted so many years because of it.”
“He thought he was protecting his own, I guess.”
“It was never right, and it wasn’t the only time. When he and my mother split up, he threatened to drag her into a mudslinging court battle for as many years as it took, if she dared fight for custody. Rather than put her young kids through all of that, she gave in.”
“And gave up everything she loved. Her home, her children.”
“Knowing the truth is better than imagining she never cared.” Ryan gave her a faint smile. “Now, I guess she’s agreed to stay here and take care of him…while he thinks he’s going to retire from politics and start taking care of her. Should be interesting.”
“And you? What will you do now—head back into the service? Ride off into the sunset?”
“Dad wants me to stay on. I know we’ll never get along well, but he wants me to be a full partner in this place with him and my brothers. In fact, he made it an order.” Ryan laughed. “Given his temperament and mine, I’m definitely thinking about that sunset.”
He held Kristin close for a moment before pulling away, his eyes so full of love and tenderness that she felt her own eyes burn.
“All of that seems inconsequential, given the most important thing in my life.”
“Which is?”
“This is coming many years too late, but I mean it more than ever, because my poor ole heart isn’t going to take another day without you. Marry me, Kris. I’ll take Homestead or that sunset—wherever I can be with you.”
“This is where we belong. Here. Together,” she whispered as she melted into his arms. “And tomorrow couldn’t be soon enough.”
ISBN: 978-1-4592-1493-4
A HOME IN HILL COUNTRY
Copyright © 2011 by Roxanne Rustand
Originally published as BACK IN TEXAS
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