by John Lutz
There was no pain, she realized. Incredible! No pain! For that, at least, she was grateful.
If there’s no pain, why should there be fear?
Evening in Paris enfolded and embraced her like a warm, welcoming shroud.
4
To his friends and enemies, Artemis Beam was simply “Beam.” Ella, the waitress at the Chow Down Diner on Amsterdam Avenue, thought of him as “Over hard.” The way he liked his eggs. The way she figured he was.
Beam sat in his usual booth near the window, where he could look out on the street over coffee and his folded Times, at people who had places to go in a hurry. He had no particular place to go, but he thought that if need be, he could still get somewhere in a hurry. Though he walked with a long, limping lope, the truth was that the leg didn’t hurt much anymore, and he was still in pretty good shape and could move fast.
Another truth was that Beam hadn’t been eased out of the NYPD four months ago only because of the gunshot wound. Politics had been involved. Beam had never been in his element within a bureaucracy—which the NYPD was—and had stepped on the wrong toes.
The resultant trouble had been all right with Beam, except that his job was at least partly the cause of his wife Lani’s bouts of depression. Almost a year had passed since Lani’s death leap from the apartment balcony near Lincoln Center.
Beam was still grieving for his wife, still trying to come to terms with the hard fact that she was actually gone, that the dark winds of her tortured mind had finally claimed her, and that in part it had been his fault. Because of who he was, because of not quitting the department sooner, because of all the things he hadn’t done and all the words he hadn’t spoken and she would now never hear. She had left him behind in a cold world that denied him peace and comfort.
Still feeling the effects of the Ambien he’d taken last night to get to sleep, he sipped his coffee and gazed out at the crowded sidewalks and stalled morning traffic on Amsterdam Avenue.
New York. His city, like clustered Towers of Babble, that he used to protect, that he still loved. Where he was born to a Jewish father and Irish mother, and, with Cassie, raised on the Lower East Side. His father, who’d been a cop.
The city still needed protection, needed to be set right again and again because that was its raucous, rowdy, and sometimes deadly nature.
The hell with it! Not his problem anymore.
Beam was getting accustomed to not thinking about his past, but it still scared the hell out of him to contemplate his future. His future alone.
He still didn’t mind stepping on toes. And he didn’t feel like being involved again with the NYPD.
He knew Andy da Vinci was going to ask him to do both those things.
Beam’s eyes narrowed at the invasive morning light beyond the window. There was da Vinci, picking his way like a nifty broken-field runner through the stalled traffic before the signal at the intersection changed, engines roared, horns blared, and he might be run down and over and dragged. He was grinning, obviously relishing the challenge.
Dumb! Beam thought, but he liked da Vinci. It was just that needlessly risking a life wasn’t Beam’s game.
“Topper?”
Ella was standing next to his booth, holding the round glass coffee pot, staring down at him with a questioning look on her long, bovine features.
“Sure,” Beam said.
Horns honked wildly outside. Da Vinci hadn’t quite made it all the way across and was really dancing now, his moves a graceful series of passes within inches of bumpers and fenders. He was still grinning, now and then waving, or flipping off an irate driver.
“Look at that idiot,” Ella said, staring out the window as she poured coffee into Beam’s cup. “He’s gonna get himself killed.”
“Bet not.”
“You’re on.”
“I know him,” Beam said. “He’s on his way here. Pour him a cup of coffee. I know he’ll want one.”
“You don’t mind,” Ella said, “I’ll wait till I know it’s necessary.”
And she did. Da Vinci was safely up on the sidewalk before she brought another cup from the nearby counter and poured.
“Mine?” da Vinci asked, pointing to the steaming cup, when he’d pushed inside the diner and slid into the booth to sit across from Beam. There were perspiration stains beneath the armpits of his otherwise pristine white shirt. It was going to be a hot summer.
“Yours. And on me.”
Da Vinci flashed his handsome grin and shook hands with Beam. “It’s good to see you again, Cap.”
“No longer a captain,” Beam said.
“Hard not to think of you that way.”
“The waitress and I had a bet about whether you’d make it across the street.”
“Ah! And you had faith in me.”
“I knew you,” Beam said. “And by the way, I still think of you as Deputy Chief da Vinci.”
“Good.”
Da Vinci skipped cream but dumped three heaping tablespoons of sugar into the cup. Still living dangerously.
“Had breakfast?” Beam asked.
“Naw. Never eat it. My stomach doesn’t like it. What I came here for’s to talk.”
“My stomach doesn’t like that,” Beam said.
Da Vinci sampled his coffee and smiled. He was handsome enough to be an actor, dark wavy hair, slightly turned up nose, strong chin and clear gray eyes. Young Tony Curtis, Beam thought.
Da Vinci was in fact the youngest deputy chief ever in the NYPD. He was clever and shamelessly ambitious, but at least he was up front about it. Despite his sometimes brash and manipulating manner, Beam liked him. Da Vinci had proven himself incorruptible and dedicated, two virtues Beam admired. It was also rumored that eight years ago da Vinci, as a young motorcycle cop, planted a “throw down” gun after pursuing and shooting to death a Mafia enforcer without giving him a chance to surrender. The thug had deliberately run down and killed an assistant DA’s six-year-old daughter. A review board had, without winking, cleared da Vinci of any wrongdoing. That was fine with Beam.
“Better talk before you run out of coffee,” Beam said.
“Doesn’t matter. The waitress will top off my cup.”
“Not if she thinks I want you to leave.”
“Don’t kid yourself, Beam. Women love me, with or without coffee. I give her the word and she might chase you away.”
“Doesn’t a deputy chief have more important things to do than yak with an old retiree in a diner?”
“That’s for damn sure. Which means the old retiree oughta be wondering what it’s all about.”
“Give my friend some more coffee,” Beam said, as Ella passed close by the booth with her pot.
Da Vinci sat silently and watched as his cup was topped off. He didn’t seem at all out of breath from playing dodge with the traffic. Must still be in pretty good shape.
“Two words,” da Vinci said, when Ella had left. “Serial killer.”
“Not my favorite words.”
“But nobody was ever better at getting inside their sick minds. Especially the vigilante types who think they’re righting some terrible wrong.”
Beam knew what da Vinci was talking about. Four years ago Beam had hunted down and nailed Reverend Death, the city’s last vigilante serial killer, who had been murdering porn shop owners whose establishments the city seemed unable to shut down.
“We got one who might be cut from that same sanctimonious cloth,” da Vinci said. Two days ago a woman named Lois Banner was shot and killed in her fabric warehouse. Two weeks before that a tax attorney named B. Eder was whacked.”
“What’s the B stand for?”
“Nothing. Like with Harry S. Truman.”
“Nobody ever called Truman ‘S.’”
“Doesn’t matter. Two weeks before B. Eder, an exercise equipment salesman named Harry Meyers was murdered.” Da Vinci sipped coffee and looked at Beam. “All of the victims were shot.”
“With the same gun?”
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nbsp; “No doubt about it. A serial killer. The media hasn’t tumbled to it yet.”
“They will soon. The NYPD does nothing better than leak information.”
“So it won’t be long before they leak the letter J.”
“Is it something like Truman’s S and the victim’s B?”
“No, we think it stands for something. At the scene of each murder was a capital letter J. Lois Banner’s employees discovered her body under some kind of fabric, and a red cloth J had been cut out and placed on the corpse.”
“All the Js cut from red cloth?”
“No. But they’re all red. The attorney had red marking pen on his forehead. The exercise salesman had a red J torn out of a magazine ad tucked in his breast pocket.”
“But you don’t know what the Js stand for?”
“We’re not sure. But Eder was Jewish. Meyers wasn’t, but his name could have suggested in the mind of the killer that he might have been. Same way Banner, though her real name was Banion.”
“Anti-Semitism. Nasty.”
“If that’s what’s going on. Some kinda religious or political nut.” Da Vinci stared at his coffee cup, as if he didn’t like its contents, then placed the cup on its saucer and stared across the table at Beam. “I don’t really give a frig about the why of it, Beam. I just want the bastard stopped.”
“Why not give this knotty problem to a working homicide detective instead of one who’s happily retired?”
“You’re not happily retired. And you happen to be the best at this kind of investigation. And I’m gonna be honest with you. You break this case, as I know you will, and I’ll get credit for putting you on the scent. I could make chief.”
“Being nakedly ambitious becomes you.”
“I also think you’re a certain kind of cop, Beam.”
“The kind you are?”
“Yeah, only much more so. What I think of your kind of cop is that they’re Old Testament cops. Now and again, they play God. You got a reputation for bending the rules, even the law, in the interest of seeing justice done. And as you’re already retired and more or less don’t give a shit, you’ll bend whatever you have to in order to nail this letter J scumbag.”
Beam had to smile. “I’m more used to being called a dinosaur than God.”
Da Vinci shrugged. “God is a dinosaur.”
Beam thought he better not ask what da Vinci meant by that. Didn’t want lightning to strike the booth.
“You do this thing, Beam, and you’ll be on a work-for-hire basis, have a captain’s status, and all the resources of the NYPD at your disposal. And I’ll assign you a team of detectives.”
Da Vinci bolted down the rest of his coffee, making another sour face, then stood up from the booth.
“This where you ask me to think about it?” Beam said.
“Naw. You know I know that you know.”
“That I’ll do it,” Beam said.
Da Vinci smiled. “I’ll have Legal draw up a contract.”
“Nothing in writing,” Beam said.
“That’s not the way it works.”
“That’s the way I work.”
Da Vinci’s grin widened and he shook his head. “Okay. Dinosaurs never had anything in writing.”
“I’ll work this case my way, out of my apartment.”
“Why?”
Beam shrugged. “I’m retired. But I do want access by computer to NYPD data bases.”
“Easy enough. But you’re gonna need those investigators.”
“A couple of good ones,” Beam said. “And some added uniform help if and when I need it.”
“You mean you’re not gonna wrestle this guy to the ground yourself?”
“Let me think on that one,” Beam said.
“Okay, we’ll meet again and I can give you more details.”
Da Vinci grinned, saluted, then turned and strode from the diner. Beam watched him cross the street the other way, toward his illegally parked car. There wasn’t much traffic just then. Da Vinci seemed to wish there were some.
“What was that all about?” Ella asked, standing by the booth and clearing away dishes.
“Extinction,” Beam said.
Beam’s bedside phone that night was insistent, piercing his sleep with its shrill summons, not letting him sink back each time he rose toward the real world.
He reached out in the darkness, noticing that the luminous hands of his wristwatch had edged past midnight, and found the receiver. He drew it to him and mumbled hello. Terrible taste in his mouth.
“Cassie, bro,” said the voice on the other end of the line. “Just thought I’d call and tell you about this dream I had.”
“I wasn’t dreaming,” Beam said, annoyed, “which is rare for me.”
“It was about you.”
“Great.” He wasn’t in the mood for one of Cassie’s hazy prognostications.
“I think it was about you, anyway. Had to do with biblical figures. In a place with tall stone columns, like a temple. I could make out faces. One of them was yours. The dream was about betrayal.”
Beam waited, exhausted. “That’s it?”
“It was vague. Piecemeal. Like most of my dreams. But you were in it. You and someone close to you—I’m not sure who, or if it was a man or woman.”
“Tall stone columns. Maybe Julius Caesar. Brutus is gonna stab me in the back. Kinda thing happens to me all the time.”
“You weren’t Julius Caesar, bro. Biblical, but not Roman.”
“And I’m gonna be betrayed by someone close to me? Like Jesus?”
“No. You were Judas.”
“Terrific.”
“Hey, you know how dreams are, all mixed up. Probably means nothing.”
“Thanks for calling.”
“No problem.”
Try getting back to sleep after that.
5
1987
New York had been leaden-skied, cold, and gloomy all week, and the man who entered the Waldemeyer Hotel looked like a product of the weather.
He was medium height, wearing a dark raincoat spotted from the cool drizzle that had just begun outside. Ignoring the bellhop’s half-hearted attempt to relieve him of the single small suitcase he was carrying, he paused just inside the revolving glass doors, glanced around, then trudged across the lobby toward the desk.
A whiff of mold made everything seem damp. Though small, the Waldemeyer had once been one of New York’s better hotels. It had been in decline for years. People wanted to stay closer to the theater district now, or to upscale shopping or Central Park. Fewer wanted to stay in Tribeca, in a fading small hotel that had once housed celebrities who wanted to visit town incognito. Tribeca was becoming more desirable, but not for the Waldemeyer. The rehabbing and construction in the area would soon catch up with demand, and the struggling hotel would fall even further victim to commerce and skyrocketing real estate prices. The ancient, ten-story Waldemeyer was in too valuable a location to be saved. It would doubtless be razed to make room for something that would generate higher taxes.
Grayer and almost as old as the Waldemeyer, Franklin, behind the desk, watched the man approach, sizing him up. An average looking guy, but there was something about him that drew and held the eye. He hadn’t bothered to unbutton his raincoat, and he seemed oblivious of the faded red carpet, oak paneling that needed waxing, potted palms that had seen better days, marble surfaces that were stained and cracked. His face was composed, his eyes unblinking and sad. He was here, in the Waldemeyer, but his mind seemed to be somewhere else.
It occurred to Franklin that more and more of the hotel’s guests wore distracted looks. Sad was the word that persisted in Franklin’s mind, as the man did a slight dip and put down his suitcase out of sight on the other side of the desk.
“I’ve got a reservation,” he said. “Justice.”
Franklin gave him a smile and checked on the computer. “Yes sir, we’ve got you down for one night.” Something in the man’s eyes kind of spooked Frank
lin, so what he heard next was no surprise.
“I’m not carrying credit cards, but I can pay cash.”
“Cash is still good here, sir.” Franklin couldn’t help glancing across the lobby, out to the street, thinking maybe there was a woman lurking out there who would soon enter the hotel and nonchalantly make her way upstairs. Justice had the earmarks of a guy on a guilty pleasure trip with the baby sitter or his wife’s best friend. Or maybe it would be a guy. The world had changed since Franklin started as a car parker at the Waldemeyer thirty-five years ago.
“It’ll be in advance,” the man said, pulling an untidy wad of bills from his pocket and peeling off the exact amount of the room rate.
“Best way, sir.” Franklin had him sign a registration card. “Room five-oh-six,” he said, forgetting the man’s name and glancing at the card as he handed over a key, “Mr. Justice.”
“There should be a package for me,” Justice said.
Franklin checked beneath the desk, and sure enough there was a small box wrapped in plain brown paper, hand addressed to the hotel in care of a Mr. I. Justice.
“Came in today’s delivery,” Franklin said, and handed over the package, which was heavy for its size. He saw that it was marked book rate. Guy might be a writer. They stayed at the Waldemeyer sometimes.
Justice thanked Franklin, tucked the package under an arm, then hoisted his suitcase and walked toward the elevators. A cheap vinyl suitcase, Franklin figured, and the way Justice was carrying it, moving so balanced, it couldn’t be very heavy.
Okay, Franklin thought, whatever the guy’s game, it was fine with him. Whatever was making Justice edgy in a deadpan sort of way, it was none of Franklin’s business. In fact, it didn’t really interest him. Didn’t interest him much what might be in the package, either—could be pornography, or not a book at all but a vibrator, or one of those blow-up dolls. No matter. In Franklin’s job, you learned to submerge your curiosity.
As soon as Justice had stepped into an elevator, and the tarnished brass arrow above its sliding door started its hesitant journey toward the numeral five, Franklin turned his attention back to the newspaper he’d been reading.