by Lamar Giles
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the authors’ imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
Compilation copyright © 2018 by We Need Diverse Books
Foreword copyright © 2018 by Lamar Giles • “Eraser Tattoo” copyright © 2018 by Jason Reynolds • “Meet Cute” copyright © 2018 by Malinda Lo • “Don’t Pass Me By” copyright © 2018 by Eric Gansworth • “Be Cool for Once” copyright © 2018 by Aminah Mae Safi • “Why I Learned to Cook” copyright © 2018 by Sara Farizan • “A Stranger at the Bochinche” copyright © 2018 by Daniel José Older • “A Boy’s Duty” copyright © 2018 by Sharon G. Flake • “One Voice: A Something In-Between Story” copyright © 2018 by Melissa de la Cruz • “Paladin/Samurai” text copyright © 2018 by Gene Luen Yang, art copyright © 2018 by Thien Pham • “Catch, Pull, Drive” copyright © 2018 by Schuyler Bailar • “Super Human” copyright © 2018 by Nicola Yoon
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Giles, L. R. (Lamar R.), editor.
Title: Fresh ink / edited by Lamar Giles, cofounder of We Need Diverse Books.
Description: First edition. | New York : Crown, 2018. | Summary: “An anthology featuring award-winning diverse authors about diverse characters. Short stories, a graphic novel, and a one-act play explore such topics as gentrification, acceptance, untimely death, coming out, and poverty, and range in genre from contemporary realistic fiction to adventure and romance”—Provided by publisher.
Identifiers: LCCN 2018006762 (print) | LCCN 2018021487 (ebook) | ISBN 978-1-5247-6630-6 (ebook) | ISBN 978-1-5247-6628-3 (hardback) | ISBN 978-1-5247-6629-0 (glb)
Subjects: LCSH: Short stories, American. | CYAC: Short stories.
Classification: LCC PZ5 (ebook) | LCC PZ5 .F88 2018 (print) | DDC [Fic]—dc23
Ebook ISBN 9781524766306
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Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Foreword by Lamar Giles
Eraser Tattoo by Jason Reynolds
Meet Cute by Malinda Lo
Don’t Pass Me By by Eric Gansworth
Be Cool for Once by Aminah Mae Safi
Tags by Walter Dean Myers
Why I Learned to Cook by Sara Farizan
A Stranger at the Bochinche by Daniel José Older
A Boy’s Duty by Sharon G. Flake
One Voice: A Something In-Between Story by Melissa de la Cruz
Paladin/Samurai by Gene Luen Yang, with illustrations by Thien Pham
Catch, Pull, Drive by Schuyler Bailar
Super Human by Nicola Yoon
About the Authors
About We Need Diverse Books
In memory of Walter Dean Myers
Dear Reader,
When I was a teenager, I hated reading.
Well, not hate hate. Love hate. Me and reading, we had our issues.
I was still the guy who’d asked my mom for a new book every time we stepped into a store. Still the guy who, at age eleven, read Stephen King’s It in a week and decided I wanted to write (despite being sleep-deprived from terror and never wanting to see a clown again). Still the guy who escaped into fictional worlds every chance I got because they were better than dealing with my mean peers, or my mean stepdad, or the mean real world. In books, mean didn’t beat the hero. That was everything to me. For a while.
What changed? It became pretty freaking clear that, book after book, adventure after adventure, the heroes weren’t like me at all. I don’t mean short and moderately athletic with severe seasonal allergies, because I’m aware those traits might hinder one’s ability to save the city/world/galaxy. I mean black boys. More often than not, if I ran across a character who shared my race and gender in a book he was a gross stereotype, comic relief, token sidekick, or, depending on genre (I’m looking at you, science fiction, fantasy, and horror), there to die so the real hero could fight another day. This was not an uncommon problem.
Any of my friends who didn’t fit a certain mold had the same issue. Finding ourselves in the stories we loved was hard, frustrating work. But when we discovered that rare story that reflected us, that hidden gem, we latched on and fell in LOVE love with reading all over again. For some of us in that renewed state of romantic bliss, we made vows to write the stories we had such a hard time finding.
With the book that you hold in your hands, we’ve un-hidden the gems! In these pages are all sorts of heroes. There’s one who doesn’t speak but flies around with a jet pack to fight monsters. One who’s nervous about bringing her girlfriend to family dinner. One who outswims ignorance as well as his competitors. And more. I hope you find one who looks like you, or thinks like you, or feels like you. If not, I hope you find glimpses into other worlds that are both respectful and enlightening. Whatever your experience among these pages, know this about the twelve stories collected here: they’re presented with nothing but love.
Lamar Giles
Shay’s father climbed up into the driver’s seat of a rental truck and slammed the door. Started the engine, cut the emergency blinkers, then honked the horn twice to say goodbye, before pulling off. Moments later, another truck pulled up to the same spot—a replacement. Double-parked, killed the engine, toggled the emergency blinkers, rolled the windows up until there was only a sliver of space for air to slip through.
“What I wanna know is, why you get to give me one, but I can’t give you one?” Dante asked, leaning forward, elbows resting on his knees, his eyes on the street as the people in the new truck—a young man and woman—finally jumped out, lifted the door in the back, studied whatever was inside. Brooklyn was being its usual self. Alive, full of sounds and smells. A car alarm whining down the block. An old lady sitting at a window, blowing cigarette smoke. The scrape and screech of bus brakes every fifteen minutes. A normal day for Brooklyn. But for Shay and Dante, not a normal day at all.
“Oh, simple. Two reasons. The first is that I can’t risk getting some kind of nasty eraser infection. I’m too cute for that. And the second is that my dad will come back, find you, and kill you for marking me,” Shay replied, stretching her arms over her head, then sitting back down on the stoop beside Dante.
“Kill me? Please. Your pops loves me,” Dante shot back confidently. He wiped sweat from his neck, then snatched the pencil he had tucked behind his ear and gave it to Shay. They had been planning this ever since she got the news—ever since she told him she was leaving.
“Um…‘love’ is a strong word. He likes you. Sometimes. But he loves me.” Shay pushed her finger into her own sternum, like pushing a button to turn her heart on. Or off.
“Not like I do.” Dante let those words slip from his lips effortlessly, like breathing. He’d told Shay that he loved her a long time ago, back when they were five years old and she taught him how to tie his shoes. Before then, he’d just tuck in the laces until they worked their way up the sides, slowly crawling out like worms from wet soil, which would almost always
lead to Dante tripping over them, scraping his knees, floor or ground burning holes in his denim. Mrs. Davis, their teacher, would clean the wounds, apply the Band-Aid that would stay put only until school was over. Then Dante would slowly peel it off because Shay always needed to see it, white where brown used to be, a blood-speckled boo-boo waiting to be blown. Kissed.
* * *
• • •
Shay smiled and bumped against Dante before turning to him and softly cupping his jaws with one hand, smushing his cheeks until his lips puckered into a fish face. She pressed her mouth to his for a kiss, and exaggerated the suction noise because she loved how kissing sounded—like something sticking together, then coming unstuck.
“Don’t try to get out of this, Dante,” she scolded, releasing his face. “Gimme your arm.” She grabbed him by the wrist, yanked his arm straight. Then she flipped the pencil point-side up and started rubbing the eraser against his skin.
They’d been sitting on the stoop for a while, watching cars pull out and new cars pull in. Witnessing the neighborhood rearrange itself. They’d been sitting there since Dante helped Shay’s father carry the couch down and load it into the truck. The couch was last and it came after the mattresses, dressers, and boxes with SHOES or BOOKS or SHAY’S MISC. in slanted cursive, scribbled in black marker across the tops. Up and down the steps Dante had gone, back and forth, lifting, carrying, moving, packing, while Shay and her mother continued taping boxes and bagging trash, pausing occasionally for moments of sadness.
Well, Shay’s mother did, at least. She couldn’t stop crying. This had been her home for over twenty years. This small, two-bedroom, third-floor walk-up with good sunlight and hardwood floors. A show fireplace and ornate molding. Ugly prewar bathroom tiles, like standing on a psychedelic chessboard. This was where Shay took her first steps. Where she took sink baths before pretending her dolls were mermaids in the big tub. Where she scribbled her name on the wall in her room under the window, before slinking into her parents’ bed to snuggle. This was where she left trails of stickiness across the floor whenever coming inside with a Popsicle from the ice-cream truck. Where she learned to water her mother’s plants. Plants they weren’t able to keep because now this space—their space—was gone. Bought out from under them. Empty. All packed into a clunky truck that was already headed south. And since Shay’s father left early to get a jump on traffic, it seemed like a good idea to let her mother take a much-needed moment to weep in peace.
Plus, then Shay could have a much-needed moment to eraser-tattoo Dante.
* * *
• • •
It felt like nothing at first, to Dante. No different than a finger rubbing.
“Where y’all goin’ again?” Dante asked.
“For the millionth time, Dante, North Carolina.”
“I know that part. I mean, what city?” Dante’s skin started to itch a bit.
“Wilmington,” Shay said. “Not too far from the water.”
Dante didn’t say anything. He had never heard of Wilmington, so he figured it was far. Figured it was a place buses couldn’t get to.
“And that’s good. I mean, not good that I have to move but that I’m gonna be near water so I can work on my career stuff. Maybe get an internship or something.”
“I know, Shay. You wanna save fish and whales and all that.”
One of the new tenants, a young white woman, came from the truck and approached the house, her wavy hair whipping in the breeze. She climbed the steps carrying a chair over her head. Dante scooted to the left an inch to let her by.
Shay cocked her head to the side, lifted the pencil for a moment, the air instantly cooling Dante’s arm. “A marine biologist. Somebody gotta care for all the stuff underwater that nobody can see. It’s a beautiful world down there, full of living things that most folks don’t understand.”
“Like sharks.”
“Like fish that glow in the dark.”
Dante ticked his tongue against his teeth. “Fish that glow, Shay? Really?” He shook his head. “It don’t matter anyway, because when I get rich and famous for building bridges, I’m gonna build one from here to…”
“Wilmington.”
“Wilmington.”
“Or, you could just buy me a plane ticket.” Shay chuckled to herself and started in again with the eraser. She was concentrating on the top of the S, a curved back-and-forth motion—a frown.
“I’m gonna buy you a plane ticket. Shoot, I might just buy you a whole plane. And this house so we can live in it.”
Shay nodded but didn’t respond.
“You don’t believe me?”
“I do. I just don’t want to think about all that.” Shay glanced up at him with sadness, a dim shooting star in her eyes. She blinked it away. “Right now, I just want to think about burning my initial into your arm.”
“Yeah…and, just so you know…um…it’s starting to burn.”
“Am I not worth the pain?” Shay tightened her face, cut her eyes at Dante playfully.
“Whatever, Shay. Ain’t like you getting my initial. So don’t give me that.”
“Come on, Dante. Let’s be real—”
Just then, she was interrupted, not by Dante, or by any sound. Just by the other new tenant—the white man from the truck, cradling a big box, waddling up the stoop. Dante scooted a little more to the left, this time to let the guy pass before he was bowled over.
Shay picked up her thought. “Let’s be real,” she said. “What if we break up?” And before Dante could interject with all the reasons they wouldn’t, and why would you even think like that, Shay added, “Not that we will or that I want that, because I don’t. But…what if we do? Then I gotta have that ugly D on my arm forever.”
“And I’m gonna have this S, so…”
“Yeah, but at least you’ll be able to tell people it’s a snake or something. What am I gonna say?”
“Whatever, Shay.” Dante winced as the eraser broke the skin, and the two people trotted past them, back down the steps. Back to the truck.
“Hurt?” Shay asked slyly.
“A little,” Dante lied. It hurt like hell. Like someone was trying to strike a match on his flesh. He glanced down at his arm, the eraser rolling back the brown as Shay started on the curve.
“You don’t gotta lie. Remember who you talkin’ to. The girl who healed your boo-boos when we were kids.”
“Uh-huh. Which is why this is so funny—the girl who taught me how to tie my shoes so I wouldn’t hurt myself is now…hurting me,” Dante said, through his teeth.
“Ah, so it does hurt.”
“It hurts, Shay. It hurts. It didn’t at first, but now it does.”
“Just don’t think about it. Take your mind off of it.”
“Um…I can’t. I mean, what you want me to think about? I can’t think of nothing except for the fact that my arm’s on fire!” Dante now clinched his jaw and squirmed on the rough clay step. He was doing his best not to quit, to keep his word and go through with this even though he was regretting it more and more each second.
“Okay, okay.” Shay stared up at the sky, thinking. “How ’bout…You remember when you told me you loved me?”
“The first time?”
“No. We were five. That ain’t count. You told everybody you loved them back then. You used to kiss your juice boxes after you drank them and tell the straw the same thing.” Shay shook her head.
“I did love juice boxes, though.” Dante shrugged. “Seriously, straws are made for kissing!”
“Whatever.” Shay shook her head again. “I’m talking about the first time you told me forreal. In the ninth grade.”
A smile crept onto Dante’s face. A perforated smile, interrupted every few seconds by a grimace. Partly due to the burn from the eraser, partly due to the burn from the memory. “Yeah. It was part of our secret handshake at first. Two claps, a pound, one clap, a dap, then ‘I love you’ from the both of us.”
“Exactly, and we had
been friends so long that it was no big deal. Like family. Until one day…” She was scrubbing his skin vigorously with the eraser, now coming into the second curve. Almost done.
“Until…” Dante’s words caught in his throat, overtaken by a painful hiss. “Until one day I hit you with the smooth okey-doke.”
“Wasn’t no damn okey-doke!” Shay teased. “You dapped me, and we both said ‘I love you,’ like usual, except you wouldn’t let go. And you had this wild look in your eye like my face was lunch or something.”
“Yeahhhhhh.” Dante gave a cocky nod.
“No, Dante. It was scary. But then you said it again. But you were super serious. Like real serious.”
“And you remember what you said?” Dante bit his lip to hold in a grunt. Again, part eraser, part memory.
“You always try to bring that up.”
“No, Shay, you brought this whole thing up! I just wanna make sure before you move to Willington—”
“Wilmington.”
“Whatever. I just wanna make sure before you move you get this part of the story straight. So, I told you I loved you, but this time I said it forreal. And you said…”
Shay sighed. “And I said, ‘No doubt, homie.’ ”
“NO DOUBT, HOMIE!” Dante yelped, showering Shay in fake disappointment. “That’s what you said!” Dante dramatically slapped his free hand to his chest. When the “no doubt, homie” fiasco first took place, he thought his heart would split in half. But it’d been a long time and he’d gotten over it, for the most part. Now it was just something he loved to tease Shay about.
“Because I didn’t think you were serious!”
“But you just said you knew I was serious, Shay!”
“Okay. Okay. So, I was scared. Because I knew I loved you too, but it was strange. It’s always been me and you, and so for you to, like, try to make it us, well, that was a little weird for me at first. But after we walked away from each other, what happened?”