by Peter Meinke
The Piano Tuner
Winner of
The Flannery O’Connor Award
For Short Fiction
The Piano Tuner
Stories by Peter Meinke
© 1986 by Peter Meinke
Published by the University of Georgia Press
Athens, Georgia 30602
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Meinke, Peter.
The Piano tuner.
I. Title.
PS3563.E348P5 1986 813′.54 85-28864
ISBN 0-8203-0844-7 (alk. paper)
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For Jeanne
Acknowledgments
The author and the publisher gratefully acknowledge the magazines and anthologies in which some of the stories in this volume first appeared.
“The Piano Tuner” and “The Twisted River” were published in the Atlantic Monthly, and “The Piano Tuner” was subsequently selected for inclusion in The Best American Short Stories 1985 (Houghton Mifflin).
“Losers Pay” first appeared in the Carleton Miscellany.
“Even Crazy Old Barmaids Need Love” was originally published in Gallery.
“A Decent Life” first appeared in the Virginia Quarterly Review.
“Alice’s Brother,” “The Ponoes,” “Conversation with a Pole,” and “The Bracelet” were published in Yankee, and “The Ponoes” was selected for inclusion in Prize Stories 1983: The O’Henry Awards (Doubleday & Company).
“Ruby Lemons” first appeared in From Mt. San Angelo: Stories, Poems, and Essays (Associated University Presses).
Contents
I Home Thoughts
The Piano Tuner
Alice’s Brother
Ruby Lemons
The Ponoes
Conversation with a Pole
Losers Pay
Even Crazy Old Barmaids Need Love
II From Abroad
A Decent Life
The Twisted River
Sealink
The Starlings of Leicester Square
Winter Term
The Water-Tree
The Bracelet
I
Home Thoughts
The Piano Tuner
The piano tuner was a huge man, crowding the doorway. I hadn’t known he was coming, but I got up from my desk to let him in; my wife was still out shopping. His head was small for his body, and his belt was almost hidden by the belly folding over it. I suppose I came up to about his shoulders, and the reek of his sweat was stunning. His stained T-shirt announced THE PIANO EXCHANGE.
“Where’s the piano?” he said.
“In there.” I pointed toward the music room. “But there’s nothing much wrong with it.”
“Yeah, we’ll see.” His voice resonated like the bass in a barbershop quartet.
I led him through the living room to the small music room. In one corner the mahogany of my wife’s Russian-made harp glowed in the late-afternoon sunlight. By the casement windows on the right stood my old piano, painted black. “It’s an 1899 Kimball,” I told him. I was proud of this handsome antique, with its scrolled legs and matching bench.
“No, it’s not that old,” the piano tuner said sourly, “but it looks like a Kimball all right.”
“It says Kimball.” I pointed to the gold lettering.
He bent over the keys, shaking his little head. “That means shit. This’ll take some time; I’ll go get my tools.” He straightened up with a sudden intake of breath, as if someone had kicked him in a kidney. “Jesus,” he said.
I wanted to go back to my desk to continue my work. Fredericks would be furious if my review was late again, but this one was proving particularly troublesome. The problem was, I knew all the authors; there was no one I could attack with relative impunity. Van Buren was clearly the weakest, but he had said such good things about my last book, I had to reciprocate somewhat. Prokol was a friend of Fredericks’s. I had just about decided to stick it to Foreman, who was pretty good but without influence, when the piano tuner rang.
I wished my wife wouldn’t make these appointments without telling me. Besides, it was my piano and it sounded all right to me. I had been practicing Durand’s “Valse,” a not-too-difficult but flashy piece with lots of runs on the right hand and oompah on the left, and I hadn’t noticed anything. Maybe the B-flat stuck a little now and then. I practiced hard when my wife was out, though I pretended never to practice at all. She was a pretty good harpist, but had to work hard at it.
I wouldn’t feel right going back to my study with this massive lout of a piano tuner lumbering through the house. Who was he to say my piano was not that old? We had a lot of expensive—irreplaceable, really—souvenirs scattered around; he might just slip our Wedgwood ashtray into his pocket, or a wooden plate from Poland into the khakis bunched below his gargantuan stomach. Where was he, anyway? I looked out the front door. He was standing in our driveway, next to a dilapidated VW van, talking to a thin black man about half his size. The van’s windows were painted crudely, in childlike strokes, with a continuous forest scene; on the back were what appeared to be the turrets of a castle. Whenever a car wandered down our narrow, curving street, the black man would lean back and deliver a sharp karate-style kick toward the car, which would swerve to the other side and then move on. The piano tuner paid no attention to this but kept talking intently, crouched over, fingers jabbing the air. When he saw me watching, he called out, “Help me with these, will you?” I noticed two large metal toolboxes at his feet.
The thought occurred to me that there were just two boxes and he had two hands, but his tone was so peremptory that I walked down the driveway to comply. Up close, the black man was startling to look at: the skin on his face, arms, and hands had large, irregular patches of pink. I was consciously not staring at him, but he said, “What you look-in’ at, man?” Of course, I didn’t reply, and turned to the piano tuner instead.
“If I was a little more diseased,” the black man said, stepping between us, “I be white like you.” He leaned away, aiming his foot at me, but as I jumped backward he reversed and bent steeply toward me, snapping his foot behind him into the side of the van, leaving a good-sized dent.
The piano tuner had already started toward the house, carrying one of the toolboxes as lightly as if it were empty, and he didn’t turn around. I hefted the other one and lurched after him. “Watch out for the flowers!” I shouted, not knowing whether to look in front or in back of me. His great square-toed boot had just crushed one of our azalea cuttings alongside the driveway. I had told my wife it was asking for trouble, planting them so close to where people walk, but she was an incurable optimist, believing somehow that everyone would be careful and sensible, would keep within the proper boundaries. Twice a year she pruned our azaleas, potting the cuttings for two months in just the proper mixture of vermiculite and peat moss before transferring them to various parts of our property in her ongoing beautification program. She was the neighborhood’s answer to Lady Bird Johnson.
The piano tuner paused on the doorstep, waiting for me to open the door for him. “My wife loves azaleas,” I said, “so please be careful of them.”
“I don’t like flowers, myself,” he said. “Th
ey bother my asthma.” I had already noticed his heavy breathing. With a sinking heart I opened the door and led him in, trying to get him to follow my example of not stepping on our delicate Persian rugs, mementos of our year in Iran. But he blindly and heavily—greasily, muddily—tramped straight across them into the music room. With surprising dexterity and speed for such a heavy man he had the top and front panels of the piano off in a minute. The exposed keys huddled together like ranks of suddenly naked soldiers. He set up the tuning hammer and began hitting single notes over and over.
“I think it’s all right,” I said.
“It’s flat,” he replied, without looking at me. “I’ll have to bring it up almost a whole tone. That’ll cost you fifty dollars.”
“Sometimes the B-flat sticks,” I said, trying to show some knowledgeability about the subject. I could read music, but I was tone-deaf; his jarring notes meant nothing to me.
“Yeah, you need some new hammers. Some turkey tried to fix them with Scotch tape. That’ll cost extra.” I could see the dried-out tape peeling off the pegs like old gauze bandages. The piano tuner did not sit down but stood humped over the keyboard, left hand prodding the notes, right hand working the tuning hammer. His fingers were so large it was hard to believe he could press down a single key at a time.
I went back to my study but was unable to work in that comfortable, windowless room; the repetitive striking of notes was too irritating. At the same time I felt I needed the door open so I could keep an eye on the piano tuner, whom I instinctively mistrusted. After sitting immobile at my desk for what seemed hours, I got up and made myself a drink. What was keeping my wife? Evening was coming on. Looking out the living-room window, I saw the black man still in the driveway. Now he had headphones on, and an expensive-looking portable stereo sat against the pole supporting the basketball backboard our son had loved so much. The man was dancing to the silent music, making Oriental motions with his chin, neck, and hands, not unlike his earlier karate movements.
I walked over to the music room. “That man is still out there,” I announced somewhat superfluously, since he could be clearly seen through the casement windows.
“It’s a free country,” said the piano tuner, looking up. Rivulets of sweat ran down his face, and his thin hair gleamed on the bullet-shaped head. Dark wet spots patched his T-shirt, and his chin was going black with stubble, rougher and thicker than when he arrived. He was staring at my drink.
“Do you want a glass of water, or a beer?” I asked.
“No,” he said, “maybe a little whiskey. Beer hurts my stomach. You got some Jim Beam or something?”
“I’ve got a little bourbon, I forget what it is.”
“Sure, a little bourbon, it’s good for the digestion. My digestion is terrible.”
“Have you eaten?” I said. My conversation seemed to pop out of me against my will.
He pulled on the tuner with a grunt. “No, when could I eat? I’ll eat later, I’m used to it. I meant to say, if a string breaks, you got to pay for that, too.”
When I brought him his drink, he sat down with a sigh, hiking his pants up tight around his crotch. I asked him how long the tuning would take; if it was going to take too long, maybe he should come back another day.
“No,” he said, “you got to work nights, overtime, if you’re a piano tuner. And even then, you can’t afford to buy a woman.” He banged the piano so hard that some whiskey splashed out of his glass.
I spoke smiling into the silence, trying to be man to man. “I didn’t know people still had to buy women nowadays.” He looked at me as if I had thrown up on his boots. “Are you kiddin’? Do you live under a rock, or what? Y’ever been downtown, see those babes on the street corners? What d’you think they are, goddamn city engineers?” He finished his bourbon in a gulp. “These felts are all eaten by roaches,” he continued, peering into the piano. “That’s going to cost ya.”
I looked over his shoulder: the felt pads were indeed ragged and in places completely gone.
“And if you don’t buy a woman,” he went on, “you get in terrible trouble. I had a best friend once, and I was getting it on with his old lady; they had four kids. When he found out about it he just up and left, after twenty years! Took the car, too. God knows where he went.” The piano tuner’s sweat was splashing on the keys as he tightened the strings; his lower lip stuck out as though he might burst into tears, or maybe he was just pouting at the world’s injustices, or straining with the effort of his work.
“Look,” I said, “don’t feel bad. If you could ruin a marriage like that, it probably wasn’t worth saving anyway. It would’ve collapsed sooner or later. Don’t blame yourself.”
“Yeah,” he said. “We’re all going to die sooner or later, so I might as well strangle you now.”
There was another silence while he stared at me. I was trying to smile.
“Am I right?” he said.
I couldn’t believe my wife wasn’t home yet. It was past supper time. This had happened before, but she had always left something in the oven for me. It wasn’t like her to be so careless. I kept looking around, half expecting her to materialize through the walls.
The piano tuner sat down again and groped a cigarette out of a wrinkled pack. I dashed out to the kitchen for one of our old glass ashtrays and brought it to him. “My wife and I are trying to give up smoking,” I explained.
“People who smoke have more lead in their pencil,” he said with conviction. “What do you think of just four smokes a day?”
“I heard you could smoke up to six a day without bad effects, but I could never hold myself down to that few.” The smoke from his cigarette was making me dizzy; some of his ashes fell on the keys.
“I have four a day,” he said. “I can’t afford to get sick, but you gotta have something to enjoy.”
“Yes, everyone does.”
“The rich don’t get sick. They get all the women they want, and good food, too. The poor get exercise and diet.”
“It’s a tough life,” I said, trying to back out.
“Could be worse.” He hit a few chords on the piano. “I pass blood every day, but they won’t give me one of those scans, I don’t know why. I did five push-ups three days in a row and I haven’t recovered. I told the doc I’m a right-handed piano tuner, I can’t afford to get arthritis in my right hand.”
“How’s the piano sounding?” I asked, trying to switch the conversation to more professional ground.
He ran a series of scales, starting from the bass and winding up high in the treble. “Some uprights are lemons, but this old Kimball is worth keeping up. I know a guy that re-finished one and sold it for twenty-nine hundred dollars. The dampers are stuck, though,” he said, working the pedals. “That has to be extra, too.”
By now it was dark out. I brought him another bourbon. “How long is this going to take?” I asked.
“A long time,” he wheezed, pulling on the tuner. “This is really flat. I have to bring it up a long way. It could take all night, but after nine o’clock I get double time.”
This was a depressing prospect in several ways, so I said, “I don’t know if I can afford it.”
“Listen, it’s worth it. This is a good instrument here. Almost as good as that harp.” The harp looked outrageously expensive in the soft light.
“Well, we got that in Russia,” I said. “It wasn’t too expensive over there.”
“Over here it’s plenty expensive; this is real money,” he said, waving his hand around. “You know, that harp’s got over two thousand moving parts?” He peered backward toward the harp. “And that’s gut string, the real thing. A lot of dead animals in this room, I’ll tell you. Look”—he lifted his sloping shoulders with a groan—“I could use another bourbon.” He had swallowed it like water, but I was ready for another one myself, so I went obediently to the kitchen.
After I got him the drink—a small one this time; I didn’t want a drunken piano tuner on my hands—I went back
to my study and sat down. I was worried about my wife. She really was very dependable. I had been taking her too much for granted, getting irritated by her high nasal voice, which, after all, was hardly her fault. She was still very attractive. When she came home, I would tell her that. She had probably gone to a matinee with Iris and they had stayed to discuss the movie over a bite to eat. I hated talking about movies. I never knew what to say. But why hadn’t she called me? On impulse I got up and went to the phone. I had avoided it before because the phone was on the wall near the music room and it was somehow embarrassing to be looking for my wife in front of the piano tuner. He was working on the higher register now. Iris’s line was busy. He hadn’t paused while I was dialing, but when I hung up he stopped and the quiet was a great relief from the insanely repetitious notes.
“I’ve got a Reserve meeting tomorrow,” I told him. “I have to find out what time I should leave.” This was true enough, though my reluctance to speak about my wife in front of him puzzled me.
“You in the Army?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said, ‘I’m a captain in the Reserve. It brings in some nice extra income.” At once I regretted saying that; he seemed to make me babble like an idiot.
“Were you in the war?” he asked.
“Yes, but I was stationed in Washington, reading documents.”
“I was in the Navy in the sixties, during Vietnam.” The piano tuner sighed. “Didn’t do much, but you know what I liked?” His square-tipped left fingers kept striking notes while his right hand pulled the tuning key to tighten the strings. His little head bent close to the keys. “I liked laying in bed listening to the engine and feeling it shake the bunk, like a big cat purring or something. Sometimes I’d wake up and there’d be this little bird outside my porthole movin’ right along with the ship without wavin’ its wings or anything, just like it was painted there, its little black feet tucked under its belly like miniature bombs. That was a helluva way to sleep.” He stood up, gasping, suddenly towering over me. “Now I got me a bad back and nobody gives a shit. Look, you got a vacuum? I need to clean the inside of this thing.”