by Jean Rabe
She resisted the urge to fight her way to him and join in fighting by his side, sharing the bloodbath he was creating.
But she was in charge, so her goal was to get her men to safety so she could plan a fresh assault. “Retreat! Regroup!” She would not call for a surrender. She’d never surrender to the likes of those creatures. “Slay them all,” her superior had told her. “Every last one.”
First she had to pull her forces back by those rare trees Tavor had spotted. Then the fight would be on her terms—not theirs. Tavor? No doubt the goblins had gotten him first.
Zocci faced two hobgoblins. One was nearly as tall as he and ugly from all the scars that crisscrossed its face and arms. The other looked old with stooped shoulders. The older one wielded a thick spear, prodding methodically with it, then jabbing forward, as if he’d had some training with the weapon.
Where? Bera wondered. Where could goblins possibly get weapons training? But many clearly had, as they nimbly darted in and swept their knives in fluid arcs, aiming at the joints in the knights’ leg plates and now and then meeting with success. The knights had the longer reach and better weapons, so they could often kill a goblin before it was able to slip in close enough. But some managed to duck beneath Dark Knights’ blades.
“So damn many rats,” she cursed as she cut down one after another. “Too damn many.” And where was Grallik? She’d only observed goblins and hobgoblins. “Where is the traitor?”
She fought with renewed urgency. “Get behind me. Get back to Isaam.” She gestured to a trio fighting a throng of brown-skinned goblins with shrunken heads dangling from their belts. What did that mean, shrunken heads? “Damnable creatures. Regroup!”
The trees continued to flail at her men. Goblins were perched above the animated limbs and kept firing with their primitive bows. Her bowmen were targeting them, and as she watched, a broad-shouldered goblin plummeted from its branch.
“Where is Grallik?” And which goblin or hobgoblin could be the druid who forced the trees to take sides in the melee? There were too many goblins for Bera to pick out which one might be responsible for the trees. And there were too many—“Grallik!”
She didn’t spy the wizard, but she did see a thin column of flame shoot down next to a clump of birches. A handful of her knights had backed themselves into that place, and the flames caught them … but miraculously did not touch the goblins they were fighting. The men burned inside their armor, their screams barely audible above the clash of weapons and all the shouting. Grallik had to be responsible for such fire.
“Grallik!” Bera spun one way then the other, swinging wildly to keep the goblins back as she searched for the traitor. Colorful shards cut through the air, melting into the breast plate of one of her best female knights. The woman clutched at her chest and fell backward. A hobgoblin swooped in and picked up her sword as more colorful light shards flew past.
“The traitor is here!” Bera shouted. “Grallik is casting these spells! Zocci! Regroup!”
Bera needed him to fight his way back to safety too. Zocci was too isolated at the edge of the bluff, surrounded by goblins and hobgoblins with not another knight for more than a dozen yards. She could see a wide smile on his face. Like her, he was at his best, his happiest, when he was in a fight with a foe.
“Aye, Bera!” He’d heard her. “I’ll join you in a moment.” He said something else, but she couldn’t hear. Or perhaps he’d only mouthed it: “My love,” she thought it was. “I’ll join you in a moment, my love.”
She thrust her sword into the chest of an overly thin hobgoblin. Pulling her blade out, she heard a nearby hobgoblin cry out, “Rustymane! Rusty!” then begin to sob.
“Sentimental rats,” she snarled. “Zocci! Regroup!”
Zocci only laughed. He was facing a big hobgoblin, roughly Zocci’s height, who warily circled Zocci and jabbed forward with a long knife in one hand then made a chopping motion with an axe in the other.
“Zocci, get out of there!” Panic seized Bera’s heart, and her chest felt tight. The big hobgoblin looked pretty skilled.
Then a number of goblins swarmed around Zocci’s legs. He kicked at them. Their puny knives couldn’t penetrate his heavy, blued armor. He laughed again, louder. She imagined he’d be angry later that they’d scratched and dented it, though. She’d have to help him work out the imperfections.
“Zocci!” She started toward him. “I’ll bring you back myself if I have to!”
He kicked a yellow-skinned goblin in the face, planted his foot on the belly of another, then swept wide with his other leg, knocking a red-skinned goblin off the bluff.
The tall hobgoblin, who had been crouching beneath Zocci’s swing, sprang up and rammed his long knife into a seam where the knight’s cuirass breast plate met a mailed skirt.
The blow had to have glanced off, Bera thought. Her eyes widened as she saw the hobgoblin try to pull the knife free and instead pulled his blood-soaked hand back. The hobgoblin swung with the axe, keeping close to Zocci and turning, turning, forcing the Dark Knight toward the very edge of the bluff.
“No.” Bera rushed toward them, slipping on blood-drenched ground and sliding into a pit. There were goblins and one of her knights dead at the bottom, and she scrambled over them to get out.
The hobgoblin was hacking into Zocci as if he were so much firewood. The blued plate was dented, a rent in the center of the knight’s chest piece. Blood poured out everywhere, and Zocci fell to his knees. The hobgoblin pulled Zocci’s axe out of his hands, spun the weapon, and slammed it into Zocci, knocking him down.
“No!” Carthor and Doleman grabbed her shoulders, pulling her back. “Zocci!”
“Commander, we have to get out of here.” She couldn’t tell which of them had said it. “Commander, that was your order.”
Zocci lay on his stomach, unmoving. The big hobgoblin raised the great axe and brought it down on Zocci’s neck then bent over and grabbed his victim’s head, holding it high in the air. A moment more, and the hobgoblin hurled the head over the side of the bluff. Two hands on the axe handle, the hobgoblin looked across the battlefield and locked eyes with Bera.
“Your orders, Commander,” Doleman said. “Regroup.”
She whirled and headed toward Isaam, Doleman, and Carthor and a few other knights straggling behind. They dodged flailing tree limbs and batted away arrows. Carthor fell just short of safety, colorful magical darts from Grallik piercing his armor and killing him instantly. Bera kept moving away, away.
25
THE STONETELLERS
NOT MUCH OF A LOOK
Rustymane had turned back late in the morning of the third day. He told Qel he was sorry, but he didn’t think it was right to leave Direfang, what with all the misfortune that had befallen the city. Direfang needed him. He said he should have never agreed to escort her to the ocean.
“S’dard,” Rustymane said, thumping his thumb against his chest. “S’dard to go from the city. S’dard more to be here in the woods. Time to go home.”
What city? Qel thought. What home? Nearly everything is destroyed.
He’d patted her on the shoulder, wished her good fortune, and left her in the hobgoblin Gralin’s care.
That was two days earlier, maybe three, and Qel hadn’t protested. As she walked, she wondered if she should have tried to talk him out of it. The forest was a little more intimidating with only one hobgoblin for an escort—and he a chatty one who seemed perfectly happy to talk to himself when she wasn’t in the mood answer his myriad questions. She had no idea where exactly they were in the massive woods, as she lacked her friend Orvago’s nature skills.
Perhaps they were lost; she certainly felt lost, utterly, hopelessly wandering from one berry bush to the next, eating and walking and getting sore feet while drawing no closer to the shore.
Could Gralin truly lead her to the coast? Or was he as clueless as he appeared?
“S’dard, me, for coming here, Gralin. And more the s’dard for wandering wi
th you for days and days. We’re lost.”
“Qel said that yesterday.”
“And the day before, I believe.”
He gave a clipped laugh. “A pretty voice, Qel has. But Qel does not use it often enough. Even if it is to complain, Qel does not talk very much. I prefer her talking to silence.”
“When I do talk, it is more often than not to call myself a fool.”
The laugh was louder at that. “Qel worries too much and talks too little. It will not be so hard to find the shore. Just takes time. Don’t need Rustymane for finding big water.” The hobgoblin paused and tugged at a hair growing crookedly on his chin. “Rustymane’s a better tracker, though. Rustymane hunts better, knows how to spot wolf prints and boar signs. Finds better food. Wouldn’t mind that. Right now only need to find the ocean, and that won’t be hard. Promise. Said that yesterday too.”
Did the hobgoblin sense her nervousness? Was he trying to reassure her?
“Qel can talk some more now, even if it is to complain.”
She lapsed back into her usual grouchy silence.
Gralin was on the short side for his species. He stood only five and a half feet tall. His skin was the color of dead oak leaves, and its smoothness suggested to her he was quite young in years. He was the least marred of the hobgoblins she’d known, having only one scar of any significant size: a jagged line that looked like a lightning bolt stretching down his forearm to his wrist. He’d told her he got that a year before, wrestling a ferocious wild pig in the Plains of Dust.
“Fault is here,” he’d said, smacking the palm of his hand against his forehead. “Lazy, careless. S’dard to not pay attention and watch out for pig tusks.” He’d laughed too, long and loud and gave her a goofy grin. She didn’t want to admit it, but over the days she’d found herself enjoying his company.
Gralin had not been a slave in the Dark Knights’ mines, so he’d never been whipped or beaten, and thus he possessed the optimism of one who’d never been under another’s thumb. He was with one of the groups of hobgoblins and goblins who had answered Mudwort’s call through the earth and had traveled west across the Plains of Dust and over the dwarf mountains.
“I can’t hear the ocean, Gralin. I thought we’d be able to hear it by now,” Qel finally piped up.
“Good, Qel talks again. Otherwise just birds to listen to,” he said. “Hear lots of birds. Sounds good, though, all the birds. Like to listen to them. Maybe Qel should have decided to go home earlier—before Direfang led the goblins to the bluff to build the city. Decided earlier, then ocean wouldn’t have been so far away. You should listen to birds too, Qel. Very peaceful.”
“The ocean will sound much better to me than birdsong.”
“Ocean not far away. Then Qel can find a ship and go home to the island.”
“Schallsea Island,” she said wistfully. “It will be good to go home.”
He let out a deep breath and shook out his hands, clenching and unclenching his fingers. “Home is good, yes. Soon all the goblins will have a good home here. It will be bigger than the nation in Northern Ergoth. The Qualinesti Forest will be known as the homeland of goblinkind.” He paused and pawed at a web he’d walked through. “Direfang’s city will be a very good home, Qel. Never been to Schallsea, but maybe see it someday. Graytoes and some of the others talked about the island. Said the buildings were pretty and the grass was too short to get tangled in. Said everything smelled like the sea and like flowers.”
She smiled. “I’d never much paid attention to the way it smelled. I guess you have to leave home to realize you don’t want to or need to.”
He raised a hairy eyebrow.
“Sometimes I don’t explain myself very well.”
He cocked his head.
“I guess what I’m trying to say is that maybe you have to travel somewhere else to realize just how good your own home is.” She reached a hand up and plucked at some webbing he’d missed across his forehead. “I was raised on Schallsea Island, Gralin, never knew anyplace else. And I’d never thought of giving the world a look until Direfang’s ships came into port. Oh, ships were always coming into port, but this was different. So many goblins, and so full of purpose and hope. My curiosity won out, so I came here with them … to give the world a look.”
“Qel didn’t get a long look.”
She shook her head ruefully. “No, I guess I didn’t.”
“Probably no dragons or bloodragers on Schallsea. One good thing about Qel’s island, no beasts there. Life is easier, probably. But easy isn’t always the best way.” He sighed, apparently waiting for her to say something. After a few moments of silence, he continued. “Some think Qel was sent to spy on the city and to report back. Was sent to watch everyone. Some of the others talk about that. Not me. But I heard talk.”
“No. We’ve discussed this before. Yesterday.”
“And the day before that and before that,” he added.
“I wasn’t a spy.” But Qel would have plenty to tell the healers on the island, namely that the goblins and hobgoblins were not stupid. And they were not evil, though she couldn’t necessarily call them all good souls. They spoke a little primitively, but that was just their language. She figured Gralin was as smart as any young human; the hobgoblin simply looked at the world through different eyes.
Kind eyes, she thought after a moment. They’d not seen some of the horrors Direfang and Mudwort and Graytoes had witnessed. Qel mentally went over some of the events and incidents she would report to the healers. She intended to tell them about the dwarf baby too, not that anyone on Schallsea Island could do anything about it. Umay festered at the back of her mind.
“Umay,” she said.
“It means hope.” Gralin stood on his toes and tugged at a bulbous, yellow-skinned fruit. It had knobs on it, looking like a puffer fish. He took a bite and found it acceptable then stretched a hand up and tugged one free for Qel. “Hope, hopeful, a promise for the future. That is what the name stands for. Graytoes wants the baby to have a good, hopeful, important life.”
She stopped herself from arguing about the child. She’d exhausted herself on several of the other goblins and hobgoblins—and Orvago—trying to tell them they ought to find a family in the mountains, a dwarf family, to take the baby. Returning the child to her real mother was probably impossible, she knew. Arguing the subject with Gralin would be equally pointless. Maybe she should have taken Umay with her, so the healers on Schallsea could find the baby a proper mother of its own race.
“Well?” He’d asked her something and she’d missed it.
“Sorry. What?”
“Qel? What does Qel mean?”
“I don’t know. It probably doesn’t mean anything.” He stopped in his tracks and faced her. “No. Names mean something. It must mean something.”
“The healers on the island named me Qel.”
“For a reason.”
“I never asked.” She paused. “But I will. When I get home, I will ask.”
“Gralin means little and lively,” he said, resuming the trek and his chatter. “Like Qel, never knew parents, just the clan. Neacha’s father picked the name Gralin. Sounds good, eh? Means something—little, lively.” He added a bounce to his step to prove his point and tried to catch a dragonfly buzzing past.
They waded through a thin creek and skirted a pond dotted with lily pads. Gralin paused a moment to watch a fist-sized bullfrog’s throat balloon and sound a deep croak. When the frog plopped into the water, the hobgoblin continued west.
“This forest is a good, big place, Qel. The city will be a good home. Why do you want to go back to Schallsea Island? Why go back when there is still so much … world … to see?”
“Homesick.” She spoke the word in the common tongue. There was no goblin word that meant the same thing as far as she could tell. “I miss Schallsea Island more than I thought I ever could. I miss it so much, there’s an ache inside my heart.”
“But does Schallsea miss Qel?”
> “I—”
“Does Schallsea need Qel? Plenty of healers there, eh? This nation needs Qel. A good healer, Qel is.”
“I—”
“Better find out what the name Qel means.” He swiped at another dragonfly and skipped over a fallen log. She noticed he wasn’t really trying to catch the insect.
“I’m homesick, Gralin,” she repeated.
He shrugged and pressed ahead of her, using his big hands to part the bushes and tall fronds, hopping here and there to act out the meaning of his name. She had to hurry to catch up. He chattered about the birds and the flowers and the stink of something that had died nearby. He asked her more questions, but she didn’t answer, staying focused on walking quickly and not tripping over roots and rotting branches.
“Too quiet,” Gralin said after an hour or so had passed.
Qel shivered and looked around. There were plenty of birds in the branches, and she spotted a gray squirrel scampering up the trunk of a half-dead maple. The bird sounds were soft, but she’d not noticed a change to alert her to a predator.
“Without Rustymane, it’s too quiet on this walk,” he continued. “Qel stopped talking. Without Qel talking, it is too quiet round here. Rustymane does not talk much. But Rustymane snorts a lot. Sounds likes snores, eh? Maybe Qel should talk more about Schallsea so it is not so quiet. Maybe Qel should talk about how much Schallsea needs one more healer—needs a healer more than Direfang’s entire city does.”
He waited for her to say something, and when she didn’t, he wiped the back of his hand on his mouth and walked even faster.
“Maybe we should go back,” she said suddenly. “The ocean is not much farther.” He stopped and sniffed the air. “Smelling it now. Salt. Not far now at all.”
“I’ve been thinking, Gralin.”
“Took a long time to think, eh? Took days to think.”
“I’ve been thinking about something you said.”