Prince of Thieves

by Chuck Hogan

  Doug said, "I'll wait out here."

  "No," she said, thinking he was jealous. "Meet him."

  She took his hand, and before he knew it she was leading him into the room.

  The patient was propped up against an avalanche of pillows. He turned toward them, head and shoulders moving as one. Gauze and bandaging masked half his face, bulging thick over his right eye, but Doug saw enough to recognize the assistant branch manager of the Kenmore Square BayBanks, Davis Bearns.

  Claire released Doug and crossed to Bearns, Doug remaining just a few steps inside the private room.

  Bearns held out his johnny-bare arms and Claire bent into them, a gentle kiss against his unbandaged cheek. "Hey there," said Bearns, his throat and lips doing most of the work, his fixed chin giving him a Harvard lockjaw. When she was slow to pull away, he said, "I'm getting some action here."

  Claire straightened and smiled, whisking away a tear. She looked back at Doug and made introductions, and Doug nodded, giving Bearns a flat wave and a Hey.

  "Are you comfortable?" she asked. "I wish you had let me bring you something."

  "I just want to be done with it-- this operation, this place."

  "You said they're hopeful."

  "They better be. I am. If I recover fifty percent sight in this eye, it will be a roaring success. I just want to get on with it, get home, get back to work."

  "Really?" she said. "Back to work?"

  "Anything, God, yes. Something to focus on instead of large-print crossword puzzles. But it won't be for a while. They'll have me on this dim-light-only diet for a few weeks, at least."

  She nodded, tugging on a sheet wrinkle. "I'm having trouble at work."

  "Well, see, you have memories. The one inconvenience I was spared." He turned his face farther toward her for inspection. "Which would you rather?"

  She shook her head at his halfhearted joke, looking away. "Someday I'll go through it all with you. I promise. But not now."

  "Of course not now. Tell me your plans for tonight. Vicarious living is all I have."

  Doug cut in, "I'm gonna step outside. Nice meeting you, good luck."

  "I won't keep her long," said Bearns. "But we will talk about you."

  "Fair enough," said Doug, turning away, remembering Jem standing over bloody Bearns with the open jug of bleach.

  * * *

  BEING AT THE CHART HOUSE with Claire felt nice and clean and free of deception-- until Doug remembered that, in fact, their entire relationship was founded on deception. But then the conversation would continue and he would again lose himself in the flickering candle of temporary innocence. What amazed him was his sincerity. Within the overarching lie-- maybe because of it-- he talked freely and was more honest and open with her than he had ever been with anyone else.

  She ordered a single glass of white wine without comment. They worked out three Boston College football games they had separately attended. His steak arrived, her scallops. She talked about work at the bank and how unmotivated she was, killing two-hour lunches in her garden in the Fens and then suffering from pangs of guilt. "BayBanks does this community service thing, you know, masquerading as a small bank that cares? It's mostly bullshit, but they do pay you a couple of hours each week to volunteer somewhere. I started a year ago, at the Charlestown Boys and Girls Club?"

  "Sure, yeah."

  "Working with kids who were about the age my brother was. Whatever that means, right?" She smiled self-consciously, shrugged. "I just chaperone trips and stuff. They're delinquents, but they're good delinquents. Funny kids. Probably like you were, I'm guessing, right?"

  "Nice that you do that."

  "Thing is, it's supposed to be like three hours a week, and I'm spending more time there than I am at the bank."

  "They're gonna catch up with you."

  She nodded. "Part of me hopes they do."

  The waiter wasn't used to being paid in cash. Outside, they followed low, black iron chains slung post-to-post along the waterfront, the night surf knocking boats into docks, groaning the piers, slapping wood. Doug was hit up by a skinny extortionist hand-selling roses out of a mop bucket, and Claire stripped away the cellophane and tissue down to the dethorned stem, raising the petals to her nose, then slipping her hand around the crook of his elbow.

  In Columbus Park, at a sprawling, vacant play structure, they crossed the soft wood chips to still rubber swings. She sat and twisted in circles, letting the chains twirl apart and then twisting them again. She stuck her legs straight out as she spun, flexing her smooth calves, and Doug imagined that every flight of stairs she had ever climbed was mere training for that moment in that light, in his eyes.

  "Okay, getting dizzy," she said, swiveling to a rest. Doug stood near her like a bodyguard, toeing at the tamped-down mulch. She looked out at the airport, the planes coming in. "Weird, isn't it? Here we are, two people, enjoying the night-- and then Davis, sitting alone in a hospital room, waiting."

  Doug watched her eyes. Something was happening in them. "He got a tough break."

  She tracked a seagull flying over the docks. "One little thing-- that's all it takes. You turn the wrong corner one morning and suddenly-- you're Davis, you're on the outside of life, looking in."

  "Some terrible luck."

  "No," she said, looking down now. "It's worse than that." Her arms were inside the swing chains, worrying the stem of the rose in her lap. "It's actually my fault."

  Doug followed this through. "How is it your fault?"

  "I was the one who set off the alarm at the robbery. Not him. They beat up the wrong person." She sighed to forestall tears. "And I watched them do it. I could have spared him, I could have told them it was me. But I just stood there and let it happen. I took the easy way out, because that's what I always do."

  "But come on. You were scared."

  "He's marked for life now, and he did nothing wrong-- nothing to deserve it. I did this to him."

  "Look," said Doug, dropping into the swing next to her. "You gotta find a way to stop thinking about this. Is it the FBI? They still coming around?"

  "The agent, he assumed that it was Davis who hit the alarm. And of course I let him. Admitting otherwise wouldn't have been the easy way out." She looked up into the sky over the water. "Why am I this way? You wouldn't have lied."

  "Me?" said Doug, going for it. "I wouldn't have told them anything."

  "What do you mean? Anything like what?"

  "Nothing beyond the basics."

  She turned, confused. "Because you think the agent suspects me?"

  "This is one of the differences between growing up in Canton and Charlestown, I think. People who don't deal with cops that much, such as yourself, you probably tend to believe all that stuff about the Search for the Truth. Forgetting that cops, FBI, anybody with a badge who has a lot of power-- they're just people like anyone else. They have lives, they have jobs to protect. And how they do that is by clearing arrests. Getting results. Which also means, if they can't catch the one who did it, sometimes they'll settle for the one who fits. And that person is usually the one who talked the most."

  She stared. "You're serious."

  "How often do you hear about convictions overturned, confessions coerced? We learn early where I'm from, don't talk to the cops. Or if you do, get a lawyer present."

  "You're saying I should hire a lawyer?"

  "No, too late. Don't do it now. You lawyer up now, you better believe they're going to start taking an interest in your story, a very close interest."

  She nodded, assailed by his logic.

  "You did your civic duty," Doug told her. "And that's great. You don't know anything, right?" He pressed her. "Right?"

  "No, I don't."

  Doug nodded, relieved, easing off. "So leave it at that. Personally? It seems to me like you're hanging on to this robbery too tight. I think you know this. It's bad, what happened to your friend. And bad, sure, what happened to you."

  She was eager to cut him off. "I kn
ow, it doesn't seem... a robbery, okay. Masked men, guns, the van. Other people have been through so much worse-- I know this. But it's like I'm stuck. I thought I was going to be murdered, I was going to die on the floor of the bank... and my life seemed wasted." She winced, frustrated that this sounded like whining. "If only I could get that morning back. Or like Davis, have it wiped away forever."

  "Here's the thing," said Doug. He had put this pain into her face, maybe he could take it away again. "I'm outta my league here, I know. But I can tell you this. For a long time in my life, I was The Kid Whose Mother Left Him. That's all I was, the sum total of my existence. And it led me into a world of trouble. Right now, I think you're The Girl Who Got Robbed."

  She stared, listening hard.

  "Now," he went on, "I happen to like The Girl Who Got Robbed. I don't mind her at all, she looks pretty good to me. But I think she's not all that thrilled with herself."

  "You're right," she said, thinking, nodding. "You're really right."

  "You can get past this."

  "I have to. I know." She sat up, squaring her shoulders, a harbor breeze lifting her honey-colored hair with its fingers. "I'm sorry for getting into this with you, bringing you down. I'm going to cheer up now, I promise. Grow up too. Count to three."

  "One, two, three."

  "Ta-da." She smiled. "Happy face."

  They sat there in swaying silence, drifting away from and back toward each other.

  "You know what you are, Doug?" she said. "I just figured it out. You're decent."

  "Oh." Doug gripped the swing chains. "Christ, no."

  "You are, and more than that-- a lot of people who are decent, they were raised to be decent, you know? Like me-- good parenting, good manners, blah, blah, blah-- which is all fine and good until a little pressure comes into your life, and then you crumble like stale bread. But you-- you've made mistakes, you've said as much. You're not a saint or anything, but you know how to be good. Your decency is earned, not learned."

  Doug said, "I don't know how well you know me," but she mistook his discomfort for modesty.

  "Can you tell I've been thinking about you?" she said.

  "Oh yeah?"

  She swayed a little more, bumping her seat gently against his, eyes bright, grateful, and deep. "Yeah."

  17

  Demo

  THE CHARGES CRACKED LIKE a volley of gunshots from the head of the cliff, wind whisking away the smoke tails, sheets of rock dropping like a hand had opened up and let them go, sliding off the stratified face into rubble and dust.

  Doug and Jem squinted at the rip and crumble, feeling the earth shudder in complaint, watching the gray dust arise. They stood near the silver-sided break wagon and the hard hats lining up for Winstons and coffees, Doug wearing a loose, long-sleeved shirt reading Mike's Roast Beef, Jem a white sweatshirt bearing a peeling green shamrock under the arched word T O W N I E S. The hood was snug over Jem's head and ears, emphasizing his small skull. Both carried their old yellow helmets under their arms, like blue-collar jet pilots.

  "Look at you," Jem said.

  Doug watched a hard hat cup a blue pill into his mouth like it was his morning vitamin. The break wagon also sold speed at $3 a pop. Doug remembered the jolt of a blue with a beer back, ten or ten thirty in the morning, kicking the workday into gear. "What?"

  "You."

  "What?"

  "All the way up here, you're in fucking La-La Land. You get laid last night?"

  "Yeah. I wish."

  "Anybody I know? He do you right?"

  Doug smiled in spite of himself, watching the dust spreading in the distance.

  "What is it, then?" said Jem. "You found Jesus or something?"

  "I did. In a condo over on Eden Street. Nice place."

  "Yeah, I hear he's a good carpenter. I would of thought maybe you ran into him at the Tap."

  Doug went cold under the white sun. "What are you talking about?"

  "Splash the bartender said he thought he saw you in there, few nights before."

  "That Saturday night, all of us?"

  "No, fuckhead. Recent."

  A dismissive shrug, a good one. "Different Doug MacRay."

  "I see. Maybe the old Doug MacRay, come back to us like Jesus on Eden Street. All I can say is, you better not be drinking on the side. I been waiting too fucking long. Your first drink back, I'm there at your elbow, or else."

  Relief seeping in. "Speaking of abstinence-- how's that going for you?"

  "I remain pure."

  "Get the fuck."

  "My mother's grave."

  "Yikes, that's where you do it?"

  "I'm pulling two full workouts a day. Check these guns."

  "Hey, cowboy-- all the same to you, I'm gonna take a pass on standing here, checking out your shoulder hard-ons."

  Jem studied him one-eyed in the sun. "You got laid, motherfuck. Come clean."

  Doug smiled big. "I always do."

  The whistle blew the all clear and Jem found his hat under his arm. "Let's go see Boner and get this shit over with."

  In the distance, a demo crew in hard hats, goggles, and face masks advanced on the settling dust. Doug could smell the grit from where he was, remembering the feeling of it stopping up his pores. "You ever miss this?"

  Jem twirled his helmet like he used to, the J. Coughlin fading on the back, the head strap inside worn to the foam. "You fucking kidding me?"

  "I miss it a little. Not the commute, the bullshit, eating lunch out of a truck, fucking dust in my hair."

  "You like blowing shit up."

  "No. I just like watching it fall."

  "Well, second thought, going at a wall with a crowbar, that wasn't so bad either. The old wrecking crew, right? Hammers, sledges, and pickaxes. Walking into some condemned building in our dusted overalls like, 'Warriors, come out to play-ayy...' "

  Doug shrugged. "I just liked watching it fall."

  Inside the construction trailer, they waited for Billy Bona, Billy saying, "Yup... yeah... sure...," into the phone and strangling the cord in his hands. Ten years before, while tearing out a condemned building alongside Doug, a falling cinder block claimed the nails of the last three fingers of his left hand. Doctors told him they would grow back twice as thick, but they never grew back at all. Now Billy was the demo foreman in his father's company and only used his helmet-less fingers for pointing at guys and signing things.

  He hung up and came across to shake hands. "The original thick-dick micks."

  Doug said, "Billy Boner."

  Jem said, "'S'up, Little Italy?"

  "You know how it is," said Boner, sliding a clipboard off his desk, "this and that, that and this. I got two minutes here, literally. What's the squeal?"

  Doug said, "Highway project, huh?"

  Jem was twiddling Boner's Rolodex like a kid on a visit to his dad's office. "This economy, I take it where it comes," said Boner, distracted, not liking his cluttered desk touched. "What you got? Potato famine suddenly? Coming back to do some real work?"

  "Never, man," said Jem. "Just wanted to go over terms of our deal."

  Boner frowned, looked at Doug, concerned. "Fuck's wrong with the deal?"

  Jem held up a Bonafide Demo paperweight showing the Leaning Tower of Pisa. "Know what I'd like to see on this instead?" he said. "That chef from the pizza boxes, twiddling his Rollie Fingers mustache, you know? That would be good."

  Boner said to Doug, "What's going on here, MacRay?"

  Doug had forgotten Jem's sourness toward Boner, it had been that long. "It's all good, Billy," said Doug, dropping Boner for the moment. "Nothing wrong with the deal. Everything's cool."

  "'Cause your guard dog here is slobbering all over my desk."

  Jem smiled his smile, challenge accepted, and went around to sit in Boner's big chair, putting his mud-caked boots up on the desk. "Seat's a little hard, Boner. Your ass is much more accommodating than mine."

  Boner gripped his clipboard two-handedly. "If this is some fuckin'
poor man's shakedown, you can both-- "

  "Whoa, whoa," said Doug. "Hold on. How well you know me?"

  "Used to know you good, Duggy. Going way back. So what the fuck?"

  Doug said to Jem, "Get out from behind the man's desk," just to be polite, not really expecting Jem to move, which he didn't. Doug said to Boner, "Everything with the arrangement is going great, everything's fine. We just think we might be hearing hoofbeats, so to speak, so we wanted to come up here, make sure all our bases are covered."