“You gotta understand something, Spenser.” He always pronounced my name as if it were in quotes. “I’m a bad guy. Maybe the baddest in southern California. But bad guys maybe have good sides too.”
“Hitler loved dogs,” I said. “I hear he was sentimental.”
“I love my wife. I love my daughter. I’m going to protect them—their privacy, their dignity, all of it. And if that means killing some people, I’m bad enough for that. And if it means not killing people I ought to kill, I’m all right there too.”
“Okay,” I said. “I buy it. What you told me is between us.”
“If it isn’t, you’re dead.”
“It is, but not because you might kill me,” I said, “. . . if you can.”
Del Rio frowned at me for a moment, then his face cleared.
“No,” he said. “It’s probably not.”
“What can you tell me about Jill?” I said.
Del Rio gestured toward the other green leather chair, the only other piece of furniture in the office.
“I’ll tell you what I know,” he said.
25
CHOLLO was still draped in the chair like a dead snake. The shadow of the bulky Mexican was still motionless outside the door. I was in the other chair, sitting in it backwards with my forearms folded over the back. It had grown dark outside the office and del Rio hadn’t turned on a light, so we all sat in the aftermath of sunset as del Rio talked.
“She was already starting to get a little attention,” del Rio said. “She had that face, and the body . . . eighteen years old, maybe. The face says I’m an angel, and the body says, The hell I am. We were at a fund-raiser for barrio kids.” Del Rio paused to laugh softly. “Nobody there ever been to the barrio, except me. I was the most important barrio graduate they could find . . . and I was a crook.” He laughed again. “It was a fashion show, and the models were supposed to be well-known actresses and TV people, but mostly they were kids like Jill. She tagged on to me. She didn’t have much class, she didn’t know how to act, but she had a quality.” He shrugged. “I’m very loyal to my wife. I love her. I admire her. She’s not part of my business, she’s got nothing to do with that world. She lives in another one. I live there sometimes too. But in the business world I snack now and then . . . still do. It’s got nothing to do with her. Nothing to do with her world. You understand?”
I shrugged.
“Don’t matter if you understand or not,” he said. “Jill was just another snack. Except for that quality.”
He paused again and thought about the quality. I waited.
“We were together maybe a year. Always careful, never embarrass my wife, but when she had the kid she started to turn the screw a little.”
Again he paused and thought about things. Again I waited.
“I’m not a good man to pressure; but this came close to the other world, if you follow me, and there was the kid. Whatever else she was, Jill was my kid’s mother. I couldn’t just have her clipped. So I supported the kid, and I went to see her when I could. It didn’t take long to see where it was headed. You’ve seen Jill’s old lady.”
I nodded.
“I got lawyers, I talked with my wife. I said there was a girl, daughter of one of my people. I said her father died, her mother didn’t want her. I said I wanted to adopt her. My wife is very proud. It was always a loss to her that she couldn’t have kids . . .” He spread his hands.
I nodded.
“We raised her careful. She went to school with the nuns. Goes to school now in Geneva. She plays the piano, speaks French perfect. Maybe you saw her when you came up the drive. Riding a white horse. Can ride like a jockey.”
I nodded.
“I bought her that white horse for her sixteenth birthday. From school she writes it letters. Her mother reads them to the horse.”
Del Rio looked at me hard for a moment. I made no comment.
“She’s home for Christmas,” he said.
I nodded. To my left Chollo got up and squatted before the fireplace on the left wall. He fiddled with it for a moment while del Rio and I watched. Then a gas flame appeared. Chollo put a couple of dry, barkless logs on top of the grate and stood and went back to his chair. The blue gas flame began to move among the logs, turning orange where it hit them and caught.
“So I told Jill,” del Rio said, “I take care of the kid. The kid is mine. She is no longer yours. She belongs to me and to my wife. My wife is her mother now. I said if she ever caused me trouble, if she ever hurt my daughter or my wife, if she ever spoke of this . . .”
Del Rio held his right hand out, with the first two fingers apart like the blades of a scissors, and closed them. Nobody said anything. The flame had caught the bone-dry wood and made bright heatless orange movements in the Mexican tile fireplace. A California fire. All light, no heat.
“Jill never really had any luck,” del Rio said. He was sitting back in his chair now, his hands locked behind his head, staring into the fire. “Sounds funny to say about her. She’s a big star, big TV star. But she’s never really caught a break . . . except me.”
Del Rio paused again. I could hear him breathing softly through his nose.
“I got her started. She came from nowhere. Mother’s a drunk. Old man left when she was a kid. Had a baby, had to give it up. She never knew what she was, then she got to be a star and everybody started treating her like she was a princess, you know . . . the fucking emperor’s daughter . . . so she thought she was.”
“She knows she isn’t,” I said.
Del Rio shifted his eyes to me thoughtfully.
“Maybe,” he said. “Maybe she does.”
“Makes it worse,” I said.
Del Rio nodded slowly with the right side of his face lit by the fire and the left side in darkness.
“Si,” he said.
26
JILL’S agent worked for an agency that occupied the top half of a new skyscraper in Century City where, if you looked out the windows, you could see Twentieth Century Fox. While I sat in the waiting room two would-be starlets with flat blue eyes and a lot of blond hair chanted at the switchboard.
“Robert Brown Agency, good morning.”
Each of them said it maybe a hundred times while I waited. Each time they said it exactly as they had said it previously. Then they would listen and touch a button and the call would be processed. There was a mindless fascination to it, like watching water boil. The waiting room was done in beige marble and pale green carpeting. On the wall above the blond bentwood chair I sat in was a picture of the founder of the agency. Robert Brown had a wide face and red cheeks, and the smile of a child molester. Under the portrait was a brass plaque bearing his name and the single word INTEGRITY.
On some of the other chairs sat people trying to look in control while they waited hopefully. There was a guy in a silk tweed jacket and starched jeans carrying a manila envelope that reeked of manuscript. He had no socks on, and his ankles were tan above the low cut of his woven leather loafers. Under the silk tweed he wore a tuxedo shirt, open at the throat. Agents, mostly men, mostly young, strolled through the waiting room to and from the inner spaces, carrying themselves as insiders always did in the presence of outsiders.
A good-looking young woman with more hair than the switchboard ladies came out from one of the doors behind the switchboard. She wore a cobalt silk dress spattered with red flowers. Her hips rolled as she walked.
“Mr. Spenser?” she said. Her eyes sparkled, her smile gleamed.
I nodded.
“Hi, I’m Jasmine, Ken’s assistant. Ken’s on the phone long-distance to London and he asked me to see if you wanted coffee or anything.”
“Hot diggity,” I said.
Jasmine’s smile gleamed even more brightly.
“Excuse me?” she said.
“London is exciting,” I said. “I mean, how would I feel if you came out and said I’d have to wait because Ken was on the phone to Culver City?”
Jasmine seemed a bit confused, but it in no way interfered with the luminosity of her smile.
“Exactly,” she said. “Did you say you wanted coffee?”
“No, thank you, Jasmine.”
“Tea, juice, Perrier?”
“No, thank you, Jasmine.”
“Well, you be comfortable, and Ken will be with you as soon as he can get off the phone.”
“Sure,” I said.
Jasmine rolled her hips away from me, walking with a long stride on high heels which emphasized her natural wiggle. I waited. Behind the switchboard operators was a floor-to-ceiling picture window for looking at Twentieth Century. On either side were doors that opened into the working spaces of the Robert Brown Agency, where clients and agents conspired on who knows what unspeakable project. A fat woman with extensive makeup came in carrying an animal that looked like a fluffy rat. She was wearing a fur coat, though when I’d come in a half hour ago the temperature at Century City had been eighty-seven. Her hair in its natural state was probably brown turning gray. In its present state, however, it was the color of a lemon, and stiff with hair spray so thick that you could cut yourself on her curls. She spoke inaudibly to one of the switchboard operators, then took up a seat with the fluffy rat on her lap, and gazed at the room before her the way Marie Antoinette must have gazed at the crowds in Paris. The small white animal wiggled out of her lap and waded through the pale green carpet and stood in front of me and began to yap. It was a persistent high yap that had the same metronomic quality that the ladies of the switchboard displayed.
“Oh, Beenie,” the fat blonde said, “stop that noise right now.”
Beenie paid her no heed at all.
“He won’t hurt you,” the blonde said.
“That’s for sure,” I said.
The blonde looked startled. “Well, he won’t. He’s usually very good with strangers.”
The yaps continued. It was a piercing sound. Even the two switchboard receptionists turned glazed eyes toward the sound.
“What kind of rat is this?” I said politely.
“Rat?” The blonde’s voice went up an octave in the middle. Not easy to do in a one-syllable word.
“Oh, I’m sorry,” I said. “Of course he’s not a rat. Guinea pig maybe?”
“You fucking creep,” the blonde said.
Jasmine appeared radiantly at the door. She frowned a little, but only for a moment, at the yapping and the “fucking creep” and then smiled even more brilliantly than before and said, “Ken can see you now, Mr. Spenser.”
I scooped up the yapping animal and dropped it into the blonde’s lap as I headed for the office door.
“Spenser,” she said. “I’ll remember that name.”
I smiled my killer smile at her. She remained calm. I followed Jasmine through the door. I went down the long corridor lined with glass-partitioned cubicles. At the end was a bigger office, with real walls as befits a senior agent representing the highest TVQ in the industry. He stood and walked around his desk, a tall elegant man in a double-breasted blazer and a soft white shirt. He had the kind of tan that would soon lead to basal cell carcinoma, and his dark hair, touched with gray at the temples, was combed back in easy waves, longish in the back. His grip was firm as we shook hands.
“Ken Craig,” he said. “Really glad to meet you.”
There was a faintly British sound to his speech, either long forgotten or recently cultivated, I couldn’t tell which. His office was done in the same beige and green tones and the walls were covered with abstract art which lent color, but no meaning, to his surroundings. It was a corner office and you could look at the Twentieth Century lot from two different angles.
“Please,” Craig said, and gestured toward an armchair done in pale peach. I sat. “I know you’re helping Jill out with that trouble in Boston,” he said. “How can I help?”
“Tell me a little about her, Mr. Craig.”
“About Jill? Well . . . brilliant talent, truly. And a real pro. A pleasure to work with. I consider Jilly not only a client but a friend.”
“No,” I said, “I’m talking about Jill Joyce, the former Jillian Zabriskie.”
“I beg your pardon?”
I put my left ankle over my right knee and laced my fingers behind my head. My New Balance running shoes were getting a little ratty. If I was going to be in show business I might have to spring for some new ones.
“I’ve worked with her too, Mr. Craig.”
“Ken.”
“And I know what you must know . . . that she’s an imperial pain in the ass.”
Craig stared at me politely for a moment and then his face slowly creased into a smile.
“Of course she is,” he said. “But she is also the number one television star in these United States.”
“Which means she’s a valuable commodity.”
“Exactly,” Craig said.
“So tell me about her as, what we investigators like to call, a person.”
Craig frowned.
“You know, what’s she like? What causes her pain? What gives her happiness?” I said. “Talk about her not as a client but as a friend.”
Craig continued to frown. “I don’t . . .” he said and paused and seemed to be trying to regroup. “I don’t really think . . . ah . . .”
“These questions too hard for you, Ken?”
“Well, perhaps I shouldn’t, you know. Perhaps I’m not at liberty . . .”
“Perhaps you don’t know,” I said. I could feel the telltale stirring in the trapezius muscles. I was tiring of the television business. “Perhaps that stuff about her being client and friend was bullshit, and you don’t know how to say anything that isn’t bullshit.”
“Wait just a minute,” Ken said. “I’m responsible for Jill’s professional life. Her personal life is hers.”
“You ever meet her family?”
Craig looked surprised. “No,” he said. “I didn’t know she had any.”
“Un huh.”
“Well, that’s not quite true. She has a father. I met him once.”
“Run into him at Spago?” I said.
Craig snorted. “Hardly,” he said. “He came here once. Looking for money, as I recall. Said he couldn’t get a response from Jill. We ushered him out, politely.”
“What did he want the money for?” I said.
“Down and out, I assume. He didn’t look very successful.”
“What was his name?” I said.
“Zabriskie, ah, Bill, Bill Zabriskie.”
“He live around here?”
“I don’t know,” Craig said. “I assume he lives somewhere in Los Angeles.”
“You have any thoughts on why someone would threaten Jill, or harass her, or attempt to kill her?”
“Certainly no one in the industry,” Craig said. “She’s a television money machine.”
“The industry,” I said.
“Yeah, you know, the business.”
“Of course,” I said. “How about motives other than money?”
“Such as?” Craig said.
“I know this is hard,” I said, “but maybe passion, jealousy, rage, unrequited love, unrequited lust, revenge, stuff like that.”
“Well,” Craig was thinking carefully, “Jill, as you pointed out, can be difficult.”
“Like life itself,” I said. “What do you think? Any disgruntled lovers, angry suitors, any history of wacko fans? Anything that might help?”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Spenser, I really can’t be much help. Jill’s a wonderful girl and I love her madly, but . . .” He shrugged. “I try to keep
my clients’ private affairs separate from our professional relationship.”
“But you know her TVQ,” I said.
“I resent that,” Craig said.
“I don’t care.”
“What makes you think you’re some kind of East Coast tough guy can walk in here and insult me?”
“I am some kind of East Coast tough guy,” I said. “And a man would have to have a heart of stone not to insult you.”
“You better just watch your step, pal,” Craig said. He stood up as he said it and looked as menacing as the angora rat that had yapped at me in his waiting room.
“That’s the problem with you television guys,” I said. “You have no sense of reality. Look at me. Look at you. Consider the plausibility of standing up and telling me to watch my step.”
Craig stared at me for a moment, then he pressed the button on his intercom and said, “Jasmine. Would you come in here and show Mr. Spenser out, please.”
“Ah,” I said, “at last a worthy adversary.”
Jasmine came in, smiled at me like a klieg light and held the door open. I started out.
“When we go through the waiting room, Jasmine, try to stay between me and that savage guinea pig.”
“I’ll be with you,” Jasmine said, “every step of the way.”
27
THERE were seven Zabriskies in the L.A. books, but only one William. I tried him first and he was the one. He lived in an apartment building in Hollywood, on Vermont Avenue, south of Franklin. It was built during what L.A. thinks are the old days, around 1932, under the impression that it was going to be a Moorish palace. It was named The Balmoral and it was built in a squat U shape around an open courtyard with a fountain in the middle that didn’t work. There were architectural curlicues along the entire top of the building and each window had a white marble lintel set into the brown stucco. Most of the windows were open in the heat and here and there a dirty curtain fluttered wanly in the languid air. Occasionally there was a fan, and an air conditioner protruded from one window. A sidewalk of concrete stairs led through the center of the courtyard, Y’d around the dry fountain and led to the glass front door, which had chipped gilt letters that said THE BALMORAL. Some newspapers, still rolled, were yellowing inside the doorway. There were a few tired-looking yucca trees declining on either side, and the vestiges of untended plantings scrabbled for life on the hard-baked soil of the courtyard. It smelled hot, and it sounded hot with the slow drone of insects amplified by the three enclosing walls. Through the open windows I could hear a television playing. The door was supposed to lock automatically, but the frame was warped and the door didn’t close tight. I pushed it open and went in. I was wearing a light sport coat to hide my gun. It felt like a mackinaw in the glassed-in entry. I could feel the sweat begin to form along my backbone and trickle down. William Zabriskie was listed on the first floor, number 103. I went into the lobby; it was littered with discarded junk mail and reeked with heat. Once it had been ornate, with carved wood paneling and marble floors. The paneling was warped now, with its oak veneer peeling off. The marble floors were deeply stained and there were dried yucca leaves in the corners. I stood for a moment in the silent stifling lobby. It was old. The building was old. The yucca leaves in the corner were old. The two-color flyers for supermarket sales seemed as if they were probably there when the building was built. The windows across from the door were shut and looked as if they wouldn’t open. No air stirred. The light filtering through the windows was grayed by its passage through the dirt on the windows. What light got through highlighted the dust motes that moped in the still air.
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