"You look tired," I said, since I refuse to be all stilted and formal with her. "Is rotation bad?"
"No injuries so far," Zan said, being her usual correct self. But then she actually asked me a question, which is progress. "You're scheduled to start a rotation today?"
I nodded, wondering if for the rest of my life people would know more about what I'm doing than I do myself. "When Setari off-duty?" I asked. "Never know if what say go into mission reports."
"It would be truer to say we're off-shift, not off-duty. All time in the Ena is fully logged, and most training sessions, but I would have no reason to report on this conversation, for instance. Besides, you're on second level monitoring."
The way she paused made it clear that she wished she hadn't said that, so naturally I asked what second level monitoring was, and appreciated that she didn't avoid answering.
"It means your life signs monitor, along with everything you do, you're recording internally – separately from any private recording you make. The record isn't reviewed unless there's an incident which needs verification or investigation, such as when you vanished into the Ena."
I suppose I wasn't that surprised deep-down, but that didn't stop me from feeling absolutely exposed. I must have gone brick red.
"Everyone can look at?"
"No." Zan made her voice as firm and clear as possible. "There are very strict rules about such reviews, and they can be performed only for a clear reason, by those with the very highest security clearance. No-one in the Setari has anywhere close to that level. But a selected extract of your record was appended to Tsee Ruuel's report on your recovery, showing your attempt to open a gate into your world."
"Monitoring used criminals?"
Zan was looking distracted, but nodded. "Or children considered at risk."
Or conscripted strays, I thought. In a way I'm almost glad, because every time I start to think about being heroically self-sacrificing, the words "second level monitoring" are going to help me immensely.
I looked up as Maze put a tray on the table next to me and sat down, his mouth set. I was willing to bet he was the reason Zan had been distracted, that they'd been having a silent conversation about what I'd asked and how she'd answered.
"Do Tare have saying here," I asked, before he could say anything, "'Who watches watchers'?"
He blinked, then gave me one of those tired, super-nice smiles: "I think I've heard some variation of that. But the restrictions on monitoring are very tight."
"Is ever likely be less monitored?"
"I don't know. Perhaps if we gain a proper understanding of your talent set. And you stop nearly dying."
I felt like arguing, demanding that I be taken off, but I could see by the way he was steeling himself that there was no hope so I held my tongue. "When everyone talk using surnames, that when official recording, right?"
"Usually. Or habit. Formality is a discipline." He glanced across at Zan, who was being super quiet and proper while she finished her dinner. "Unnecessary, I suppose, but the competitive atmosphere fosters it."
"During rotation, consistent naming is common sense," Zan said. She paused, then stood up, lifting her tray. "Good luck today, Cassandra." With a nod to Maze she left.
A first time for everything. And she'd pronounced it correctly. Pleased, I made myself forget about starring in my own reality show, and concentrate on eating my breakfast. And toyed with the idea of asking Maze if he knew or cared that half the younger Setari had the hots for him. Or why they bullied Zan. But it would be unfair, since Zan was really bothered by Maze, to go talking about her with him.
After we'd eaten, Maze gave me a lesson on extra equipment we would take while on a mission. A little food and water, a very tiny medical pack, and the breather, in case we encountered a flooded zone. Zee joined us, and reminded me practically to go to the bathroom, and then we went down and met the others at another of the sealed-up gates. I could tell by the way Zee was watching me that she and Maze had discussed second level monitoring before she arrived, but by that time I'd moved through annoyed to resigned, and switched back to being worried about gallivanting through the Ena killing monsters.
"Is all spaces okay atmosphere?" I asked, making a pocket for my breather.
"Usually," Ketzaren said. "Sometimes the air is not very pleasant, but we've yet to encounter one which was toxic. The theory is that only certain atmosphere types create a truly living world. Or that we are not truly breathing."
"Why this easy rotation?"
"Because it's short, there's nothing smart, and it never changes," Lohn said, grimacing in the middle of some slow stretches. "And it leads to Unara, as at least a quarter of all rotations do, so there's usually not much going on in near-space either."
Maze took over talking, in captain-mode. "In addition to Tare's near-space, we will be travelling through four spaces. The first is always bare. The second will be insects – small, and in swarms. We are not likely to allow any to get close to us, but if one strikes you, the antidote to their poison is in your medpack. After the second space we will return to Tare's near-space and search for any Ionoth which have reached it from neighbouring spaces. The first space on the return trip is only occasionally inhabited, and the Ionoth which spawn there are large and quite slow. The last space contains three winged Ionoth. Spel will move you if necessary. Ready?"
I nodded, though my breakfast was considering not coming along. That sick feeling stayed with me the entire time, for all the mission itself went exactly the way Maze said. We crossed through near-space to a baked and dying field of plants, then to a meadow crawling with over-sized bugs which made the mistake of gathering into groups and coming at us. Lohn touched my elbow and fried them instantly, his Light wall blocking any chance of them getting close.
And then we were somewhere in the bowels of Unara, in a wind-blasted tube taller than a house which Mara said was one of the air channels which power Unara and keep it breathing. We walked along it, not finding a single Ionoth, then stepped into the bottom of a canyon with a thin stream running down the middle, and a hulking bull with wide horns crashing along one bank. All of First Squad simply went up, Ketzaren hooking me into her side and lifting effortlessly. We floated above as it ramped about, crashing and snorting, until Mara dropped down and finished it with a single, swift stroke of her Light whip. I could smell it, burnt flesh rising to cut through rank, musty animal scent, and decided to eat smaller breakfasts as we lifted up further to a gate into a forest clearing. Lohn, who was unenhanced by this time, shot three Light bolts at three precise points around the clearing, and three feathery things crashed to the ground. Then back to near-space, and through to the KOTIS facility.
Though they were as crisply professional as always, it was clear that the run had been incredibly easy for First Squad, that they knew exactly what to do before entering each space, and had been most interested in testing out their altered abilities. Maze and Zee escorted me down to medical so that all three of us could be scanned for side-effects, and discussed the effect on Combat Sight, which picks up hostile intent. They were very pleased that this doesn't seem to be distorted. It was a good introduction, and I'm not quite so worried about the next rotation. Nothing came even close to me, and though I didn't find the killing easy to watch, I can perfectly understand not wanting any of those things running loose on Tare.
But it's endless, this fight. Because for all they kill off the Ionoth, the spaces still remember them, and they come back and have to be killed again. Memories. The Unara Rotation was so easy because First had done it hundreds of times, and knew exactly what the Ionoth would be and how they would behave. Over and over, an infinite number, and First Squad's already been fighting them too long.
Saturday, February 16
The Watched
This morning I found myself avoiding looking down while dressing, and staying turned away from the mirror. Then I made myself look, because what did I have left to hide? I'd spent the night wondering
if second level monitoring logs were ever deleted, or if there'd be a permanent record of me farting in the bath and laughing at the bubbles. Inspecting my armpits. Every single thing I do in the bathroom.
I don't think I'll ever dare masturbate again.
It didn't occur to me to look up the laws concerning second level monitoring until breakfast. I'm too used to being kept in a box with no view of the outside. Second level monitoring is almost like parole here, far more common than I expected. There's layers and layers of rules and controls about when the logs can be uplifted, but it's an accepted part of the Taren justice system. There's even a third level monitoring, where you're basically live-streaming your life. Some people here actually do that for the kicks.
The encyclopaedia entry I found handily told me the history of the laws which had led to second level monitoring, and I guess it's a logical progression from things like the CCTV and GPS bracelets, and I can understand why they'd put a lab rat like me on it, but NOT HAPPY, JAN.
Until I can figure out how to safely get home, I'll just have to put up with it, but I did need to degrump myself before leaving to meet Mara. The Setari are assigned rotations every second day, so I'll be going into the Ena again tomorrow, and I'm scheduled in for three more rotations with First Squad after that. Between I have training and medical appointments. In a few days I also have a session scheduled with Eighth Squad and later Third Squad, to review my effect on their talent list. Then a day with nothing scheduled, but I'm not sure if it counts as a day off or they just haven't put anything there yet.
This morning I had swimming with Mara, and Zee and Ketzaren came along as well. They're all so incredibly fit. I can just about beat them if I swim freestyle while they breaststroke, but even though they've only been swimming a couple of years they outpace me easily if we're doing the same stroke. Mara's such a taskmaster – after we played around for a while she made me do laps while she monitored my heartbeat. And then she scheduled in some running for me as well, for afternoons, though she says I don't have to wait for any of them to join me for that. Running is not my idea of fun, though I think maybe I could do my schoolwork at the same time as running, which is useful, or watch television or whatever.
I'm doing quite well with this year's schoolwork, though I'm not pushing through it nearly as hard as I did the previous year's. And I'm starting to find my way around all the vast array of the parts of the interface which I now have access to. I watch news programs, and am constantly surprised by stories of violence. I kept imagining this place as relatively crime-free, especially thanks to second level monitoring, but bad things still happen here. And there's sports reporting, and gossip and politics and business, all of which is this mass of confusion to me because they don't explain who the people are and I have to look them up to work out what's going on. I usually don't bother, just let all the sounds wash over me while I look at the images.
With the entertainment options and discussion boards and games there's so much out there that I've been too overwhelmed to do more than browse. I read the beginnings of books, watch the beginnings of shows, follow links, but keep moving on. Schoolwork comes as a relief after that because it's so structured. I started watching that Setari/Songstar show that Nenna liked so much, but it's really silly and young. I found a different one called The Hidden War which is also about the Setari, but much more serious and with no singing so far. There are years and years of it, though, and while I found out how to watch it from the beginning, I've only skipped through a couple of episodes. It starts out with this girl called Nori being in the not-yet-qualified-as-a-Setari part of KOTIS, and I'll probably go back to it when I'm in a better mood.
The planet is seriously obsessed with the Setari. It's not surprising. Earth would be the same, but give them less privacy. [I can't believe I just wrote that.] As it is, I've found these huge discussion boards which are all about people talking about sightings of Setari. They can't take photographs of them, and their name display shows random names, but every sighting of them is tracked, and people draw pictures using art programs. It's very rare for Setari to be seen anywhere except Konna, and rarer still for them to go out in uniform. Hordes of people want to live on Konna, just because of the Setari. I already felt, the couple of times I've been into the city, the sense of lots of people watching, and the extra-smile factor of shop assistants, but it's apparently against some kind of rule to run up and ask the Setari for autographs, which is fortunate or they probably wouldn't be able to go out at all.
There were descriptions of our Kanza game on those forums. There were great big dossiers on First Squad. They don't know what they're called or anything, but they've given them all code names and link the sightings together, and now there's a dossier started on me. They think I'm a Kalrani or newly graduated Setari, or possibly just a relative of someone in First Squad. I spent lunch reading through a bunch of posts of people giving really frank opinions of what I looked like (6/10) and how I acted. 6! I think I'm a 7, really, but I guess I was standing next to Zee a lot of the time.
It amazes me that any of the Setari ever poke their noses out of KOTIS.
Sunday, February 17
Lights Rotation
Today's rotation was called Lights Rotation.
The first space was up on a mountain, all grass and tumbled rocks and flowers on a slope so high there was cloud below. We're settling into a routine for being a squad-with-useful-stray. Before going through each gate, Mara and Maze, who both have Combat Sight and Speed talent, touch my arm to enhance themselves, then take lead. They go through as close together as they can, and just like when I was with Ruuel, the rest of us only come through when they signal.
This time, as soon as Maze was through, he dived abruptly left – so fast it was almost like he vanished – and something flashed after him. Mara followed in a rush, and just as quickly ran right, her Light whip striking out from one hand. None of the rest of First Squad enjoyed staying put, but they did, very tense and prepared. I was wondering how long they had to wait before going without a signal, but Mara came back almost straight away and Lohn and Zee went through followed by me and my Ketzaran/Alay escort. Lohn brushed a hand against my arm and was off.
The things they were fighting were like gargoyles. Or bats with wolfish faces, all grey-skinned. The sky above the mountainside was thick with them, and they dived like hawks, incredibly fast. Ketzaren's Wind manipulation abilities were really useful there. It's not the same kind of instant-hit that Lohn's Light wall is, but if she sets up enough movement in the air, it grows to cyclonic levels. It made it incredibly hard for the gargoyles to fly, and funnelled them together really handily.
That space was huge, too. It took almost an hour for First Squad to chase down all the gargoyles, and I noticed a few escaped through other gates, and that one of the things First Squad were trying to do was prevent that, although they wouldn't chase them through the gates. It was also by far the worst time I'd had with First Squad, because there's no way slaughtering a couple of hundred animals could be anything but awful. The Ionoth might just be memories, but they still don't want to be killed. Being Setari is a really horrible job.
It was only when the very last of them was gone that First Squad said anything more than "There," or "To the left". Maze called for a break, and we all sat down on some rocks and had a drink and some of the molasses-tasting food bars. Using their powers takes an awful lot out of the Setari, especially over such a long period of time, and they were sweating and looking drained. In a way it annoys me that it doesn't take me any effort to enhance them. I'd feel less like a useless spectator if it at least made me tired.
"That was more than twice as many as the last time we did this space," Zee said, after drinking thirstily.
Maze nodded. "I'll recommend reclassification of the rotation."
"Don't understand how ecology work here," I said. "Do Ionoth need eat? Or just attack people out habit?"
"It varies," Lohn said. "In some spaces the Ionoth d
on't have any apparent food source, and we've never verified if they have to eat, but they often turn on each other or start to roam, preying on whatever they can find until separation from their home space causes them to fade. There are others, roamers and static, which are not aggressive and don't have any interest in us at all. If we do Boulders Rotation, you'll see the Tenders. They 'notice' but never attack us, so we leave them be, as we do anything not classified as a threat."
"It's a big job keeping up with all the known types," Alay said. "But a lot easier dealing with types already encountered than new varieties."
Maze called the end of the break then – they don't like to hang around in the spaces unnecessarily – and we went into the next space, which was a single short corridor with a couple of gates in it. All the doors were outlines, showing only blackness. and First Squad were really tense as they passed through it. They said that they'd occasionally encountered very unusual Ionoth in there, but there was nothing this time.
Next was the reason it was called Lights Rotation. It was a night time space with lots of huge overarching trees by a lake, and there were floating balls of light everywhere, about the size of two fists together. It was the coldest space I've been in yet, and everyone's breath came out smoky. The lake was black and mirror-still and reflected the glowing balls. Maze had explained before we went through that there were usually only one or two creatures in this space, but that they were fast, and clever enough not to just jump out and be killed. That was a rather nerve-wracking space, because after enhancing themselves, Lohn, Mara, Zee and Maze all disappeared off into the dark and Alay and Ketzaren and I waited by the gate. I turned on the names in my interface again, but could only see where Maze and Zee had gone. And then, while I was craning to see the others, Alay leaned forward and the chilly silence was ripped apart by a high vibrating sound, followed by a shrieking yowl accompanying a black shape falling out of one of the trees. Alay has a sonic talent which seems to only be useful when she can take a few moments to build it and, importantly, none of her squad are anywhere near what she's trying to take down.
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