by Unknown
Maisie blushed. Over the years the edges had been knocked away from her London accent. She might not pass for the aristocracy, but she could certainly be taken for a clergyman's daughter. And not one bred for knitting.
"I hardly think so, Pris."
"Well, I suppose not. One only has to look at your academic work, and those books that you read. Anyone who can read those turgid tomes can make short work of a sock. Dear God, give me a drink that bites back and good tale of love and lust any day of the week"
Maisie dropped a stitch, and looked up at Priscilla. "Now, don't tell me that, Pris. Why did you come up to Cambridge?"
Priscilla was tall, giving the impression of strength, though she carried no extra weight. Her chestnut hair hung loose around her shoulders, and she wore a man's shirt with a pair of man's trousers, "borrowed" from her brother before he left for France. She claimed that they wouldn't be in fashion by the time he returned anyway, and swore that she would only wear them indoors.
"Dear girl, I came to Cambridge because I could, and because my dear mother and father were ready to fling themselves burning into the lake rather than have me roll in through the window at two in the morning again. Out of sight, out of mind, darling.... Oh my dear Lord, look at this sock! I don't know what I am doing wrong here, but it's like knitting into a funnel."
Maisie looked up from her work.
"Let me see"
"Whoopee! M. Dobbs to the rescue"
Priscilla got up from her place on the old armchair, where she had been sitting sideways with her legs dangling over the arm, while Maisie sat on the floor on a cushion.
"I'm going out now, and to hell with Miss What's-Her-Name downstairs' curfew"
"Priscilla, what if you get caught? You're not supposed to be out late.You could be sent down for this"
"Dear Maisie, I will not get caught, because I will not be coming in late. If anyone asks, I know you will say that I've taken to my bed. And of course, when I come in at the crack of dawn tomorrow well-I needed the early morning fresh air to clear the mind after my indisposition"
Minutes later Priscilla reappeared, dressed from head to toe in evening wear, and carrying a small bag.
"One thing you have to admit about war, darling-there's nothing quite like a man in uniform. See you at breakfast-and for heaven's sake do stop fretting!"
",good Lord, Maisie Dobbs, where do you think you are going with those books?"
Priscilla Evernden was leaning out of the window of Maisie's room, and turned back to draw upon the cigarette she gamely smoked through a long ivory holder. It was the end of her second term at Girton, and Maisie was packing to go back to Chelstone for Easter.
"Well, Pris, I don't want to fall behind in my work, so I thought it wouldn't hurt-"
"Tell me, Maisie, when do you ever have fun, girl?"
Maisie reddened and began to fold a cotton blouse. The intensity of her movements as she ran the side of her hand along the creases and patted down the collar revealed her discomfort.
"I enjoy reading, Priscilla. I enjoy my studies here"
"Hmmm.You'd probably enjoy it a lot more if you went out a bit. You were only away for a few days at Christmas."
Maisie smarted, remembering her return to a depressed household at the end of her first term. The war had not ended by Christmasas predicted-and, though nothing was said, Maisie felt that others found her studies frivolous at a time when so many women were volunteering for jobs previously held by men who had enlisted to serve their country.
Holding a woolen cardigan by the shoulders, Maisie folded it and placed it in her case before looking up at Priscilla. "You know, Priscilla, life is different for some people. I don't go back to my horses, cars, and parties.You know that"
Priscilla walked toward the armchair and sat down, folding her legs to one side. Once again she drew heavily on the cigarette, leaned her head back, and blew smoke rings toward the ceiling. Then, holding her cigarette to one side, she looked at Maisie directly. "For all my strange, peculiar privileged ways, Maisie, I am quite acute. You wear your sackcloth and ashes a little too proudly at times. We both know that you will do terribly well here. Academically. But I tell you this, Maisie-we are all a long time dead when we go, if you know what I mean. This is our only ride on the merry-go-round."
She drew again on the cigarette and continued. "I have three brothers in France now. Do you think I'm going to sit here and mourn? Hell, no! I'm going to have fun enough for all of us. Enough fun for this time on earth. And just because it took a tremendous leap for you to be here doesn't mean that you can't enjoy life along with all this-this-studying" She waved a hand toward the books.
Maisie looked up from her packing. "You don't understand"
"Well, perhaps I don't. But here's what I do know.You don't have to rush back to wherever it is you are rushing back to. Not this evening, anyway.Why not go tomorrow? Come out with me tonight. We may not have a chance again"
"What do you mean?"
"Oh, look at me, Maisie. I really am not cut out for all this. I received a severe reprimand when I arrived back here after my last evening out, and was reminded that when I took up my place, I had denied another, more deserving young woman the opportunity to study. Which is true, no getting away from it. So, I'm leaving-and quite frankly, I'm sick of sitting on the sidelines either listening to crusty old dons or knitting socks when I can do something far more useful. And who knows, I might even have an adventure!"
"What are you going to do?"
Maisie walked over to the chair and sat on the arm, next to Priscilla.
"Got to find yourself a new person to share rooms with, Maisie. I'm off to France."
Maisie drew breath sharply. Priscilla was the last person she thought would enlist for service. "Will you nurse?"
"Good Lord, no! Did you see my church hall bandages? If there's one thing I cannot do, it's walk around playing Florence Nightingale in a long frock-although I will have to get a First Aid Nursing Certificate. No, I have other arrows to my bow"
Maisie laughed. The thought of the dilettante Priscilla having skills that could be used in France was worthy of mirth.
"You may laugh, Maisie. But you've never seen me drive. I'm off to be a Fannie!"
"A what?"
"Fannie. F-A-N-Y. First Aid Nursing Yeomanry. An all-women ambulance corps. Actually they are not in France yet-although from what I understand, it might not be long, as Mrs. McDougal-she's the head of FANY-is planning to ask the War Office to consider using women drivers for motor ambulances. Apparently you have to be twenty-three to go to France, so I am extending the truth a littleand don't ask me how, Maisie, please."
"When did you learn to drive?"
"Three brothers, Maisie." Priscilla leaned forward to take the cigarette stub from the holder, and to press in a fresh cigarette, which she took from an engraved silver case drawn from her pocket. "When you grow up with three brothers you forget your cuts, scrapes, and bruises, and concentrate on your bowling arm, on coming back in one piece from the hunting field, and on not being run over by the lugworms when they come to the table. And unless you show that you are as good at everything as they are, you find that you spend virtually all your time running behind them screaming like a banshee, `Me too, me too!"'
Priscilla looked over her shoulder to the gardens beyond the window and bit her bottom lip. She turned and continued telling her story.
"The chauffeur taught us all to drive. At first it was only going to be the boys, but I threatened to tell all if I was not included. And now the fact is, my dear, I simply cannot have them in France without me. It's `Me too, me too!"'
Priscilla wiped the hint of a tear from the inner corner of her left eye and smiled.
"So, what do you say to a party this evening? Despite my dismal record, I have permission to go out-probably because they will soon see the back of me, and also the hostess this evening is a benefactor. How about it, Maisie? You can go back to wherever it is you go to wash the
ashes from your sackcloth tomorrow"
Maisie smiled and looked at Priscilla, sparkling in defiance of what was considered good behavior for young women at Girton. There was something about her friend that reminded her of Lady Rowan.
11 "Whose party?"
Priscilla blew another smoke ring.
"Given by family friends, the Lynches, for their son, Simon. Royal Army Medical Corps. Brilliant doctor. Always the one who remained at the bottom of the tree just in case anyone fell from the top branches, when we were children. He leaves for France in a day or two."
"Will they mind?"
"Maisie, I could turn up with a tribe and no one would turn a hair. The Lynch family are like that. Oh, do come. Simon will adore it. The more the merrier for his send-off."
Maisie smiled at Priscilla. Perhaps it would do her good. And Priscilla was leaving.
"What about permission?"
"Don't worry, I'll take care of that-and I promise, all above board. I'll telephone Margaret Lynch to make the necessary arrangements"
Maisie bit her lip for just a second longer.
"Yes. I'll come. Though I've nothing to wear, Pris"
"No excuse, Maisie darling, absolutely no excuse. Come with me!"
Priscilla took Maisie by the arm and led her to her own adjacent room. Pointing to the chair for Maisie to take a seat, she pulled at least a dozen gowns of various colors, fabrics, and styles from her wardrobe and threw them on the bed, determined to find the perfect dress for Maisie.
"I think this midnight blue is really you, Maisie. Here, let's just pull the belt-oh gosh, you are a skinny thing aren't you? Now let me just pin this here . .
"Pris, I look like two penn'orth of hambone trussed up for the butcher's window"
"There. That's just perfect," replied Priscilla, "Now step back, step back. Lovely. Very nice. You shall have that dress. Have your Mrs. Whatever-Her-Name-Is at Chelstone hem it properly for you"
"But, Priscilla-"
"Nonsense. It's yours. And make the most of it-I saw a bill posted yesterday that I memorized just to remind myself to have some fun while I can"
Priscilla stood to attention, mimicked a salute, and affected an authoritarian mode of speech: TO DRESS EXTRAVAGANTLY IN WARTIME IS WORSE THAN BAD FORM. IT IS UNPATRIOTIC!
She began to laugh as she continued adjusting the blue silk dress on Maisie's slender frame.
"I'll have no need of evening dresses in France, and besides, there will be new styles to choose from when I get back"
Maisie nodded and looked down at the dress. "There's another thing, Pris."
Priscilla took up her cigarette, placed her hand on her hip, and raised an eyebrow. "Now what's your excuse, Maisie?"
"Priscilla, I can't dance"
"Oh, good Lord, girl!"
Priscilla stubbed out the cigarette in the overflowing ashtray, walked over to her gramophone near the window, selected a record from the cabinet below, placed it on the turntable, wound it up using the small handle at the side of the machine, and set the arm across the record. As the needle caught the first spiral ridge in the thick black disc, Priscilla danced toward Maisie.
"Keep the dress on.You'll need to practice in what you'll be wearing tonight. Right. Now then, start by watching me."
Priscilla positioned her hands on imaginary shoulders in front of her, as if held in the arms of a young man, and as the music began she continued.
"Feet like so, and forward, side, together; back, side, together; watch me, Maisie. And forward, side, together . .
car had been sent to collect Priscilla and Maisie, and as they climbed aboard for the journey to the Lynches' large house in Grantchester, Maisie felt butterflies in her stomach. It was the first time she had ever been to a party that had not been held in a kitchen. There were special Christmas and Easter dinners downstairs at the Belgravia house and at Chelstone, and of course she had been given a wonderful sendoff by the staff. But this was a real party.
Margaret Lynch came to greet Priscilla as soon as her arrival was announced. "Priscilla, darling. So good of you to come. Simon is dying for news of the boys. He can't wait to get over there, you know."
"I have much to tell, Margaret. But let me introduce my friend, Maisie Dobbs"
"How lovely to meet you, my dear. Any friend of Priscilla's is welcome here."
"Thank you, Mrs. Lynch" Maisie started to bob, only to feel a sharp kick from Priscilla.
"Now then, you girls, let's see if we can get a couple of these young gentlemen to escort you in to the dining room. Oh, there's Simon now. Simon!"
Simon. Captain Simon Lynch, RAMC. He had greeted Priscilla as one would greet a tomboy sister, asking for news of her brothers, his childhood friends. And as he turned to Maisie, she felt a shiver that began in her ankles and seemed to end in the pit of her stomach.
"A pleasure to meet you, Miss Dobbs. And will the British Army be at your mercy as you sit behind the wheel of a baker's lorry, converted and pressed into service as an ambulance?"
Priscilla gave Simon a playful thump on the arm as Maisie met his green eyes. She blushed and quickly looked at the ground. "No. I think I would be a terrible driver, Captain Lynch."
"Simon. Oh, do call me Simon. Now then, I think I'd like a Girton lass on each arm. After all, this is my last evening before I leave."
As a string quartet began to play, Simon Lynch crooked an elbow toward each girl and led them into the dining room.
Simon had completely drawn Maisie from her shell of shyness and embarrassment, and had made her laugh until her sides ached. And she had danced. Oh, how Maisie Dobbs had danced that evening, so that when it was time to leave, to return to Girton, Captain Simon Lynch made a gracious sweeping bow before her and kissed her hand.
"Miss Dobbs, you have put my feet to shame this evening. No wonder Priscilla kept you locked up at Girton"
"Don't take my name in vain, Lynchie-you brute! And it's a book of rules that keeps us all locked up, remember."
"Until we meet again, fair maiden"
Simon stepped back and turned toward Priscilla. "And I'll bet my boots that any wounded in your ambulance will go running back to the trenches rather than put up with your driving!"
Simon, Priscilla, and Maisie laughed together. The evening had sparkled.
C H A P T E R S I X T E E N
he young women arrived back at the college in the nick of time before their extended curfew-arranged at the request of The Honorable Mrs. Margaret Lynchexpired. Just six hours later, standing on the station platform waiting for the early train that would take her to London for her connection to Chelstone, Maisie replayed, yet again, the events of the evening. In her excitement she had not slept a wink, and now that same excitement rendered her almost oblivious to the chilly air around her. Maisie held her coat closer to her body and up to her neck, feeling only the memory of sheer silk next to her skin.
As Maisie reflected upon the three of them laughing just before they left the party, she realized that it was laughter that held within it the sadness of a bigger departure. The gaiety of Simon's party had an undercurrent of fear. She had twice looked at Margaret Lynch, only to see the woman watching her son, hand to her mouth, as if any minute she would rush to him and encircle his body in her protective arms.
Her fear was not without cause, for the people of Britain were only just receiving news of the tens of thousands of casualties from the spring offensive of 1915. From a land of quiet farms in the French countryside, the Somme Valley was now a place writ large in newspaper headlines, inspiring angry and opinionated debate. The Somme was indelibly enscribed on the hearts of those who had lost a son, a father, brother, or friend. And for those bidding farewell, there was only fearful anticipation until the son, father, brother, or friend was home once again.
From Liverpool Street, Maisie traveled to Charing Cross for the journey to Kent. The station was a melee of khaki, ambulances, red crosses, and pain.Trains brought wounded to be taken to the London hospitals
, nurses scurried back and forth, orderlies led walking wounded to waiting ambulances, and young, new spit-and-polished soldiers looked white-faced at those disembarking.
As she glanced at her ticket and began to walk toward her platform, Maisie was suddenly distracted by a splash of vibrant red hair in the distance. She knew only one person with hair so striking, and that was Enid. Maisie stopped and looked again.
Enid. It was definitely Enid. Enid with her hand on the arm of an officer of the Royal Flying Corps. And the officer in question was the young man who loved ginger biscuits: James Compton. Maisie watched as they stopped in the crowd and stood closer together, whispering. James would be on his way down to Kent, most probably on the same train as Maisie, except that she would not be traveling first class. From there Maisie knew that James would be joining his squadron. He was saying good-bye to Enid, who no longer worked for the Comptons. Mrs. Crawford had informed Maisie in a letter that Enid had left their employ. She was now working in a munitions factory, earning more money than she could ever have dreamed of earning in service.
Though she knew it was intrusive, Maisie felt compelled to stare as the two said good-bye. As she watched, she knew in her heart that Enid and James were truly in love, that this was not infatuation or social climbing on Enid's part. She lowered her head and walked away so that she would not be seen by either of then. Yet even as she walked, Maisie could not help turning to watch the couple once again, magnetized by two young people clearly speaking of love amid the teeming emotion around them. And while she looked, as if bidden by the strength of her gaze, Enid turned her head and met Maisie's eyes.
Enid held her head up defiantly, the vibrant red hair even brighter against her skin tone, which was slightly yellow, a result of exposure to cordite in the munitions factory. Maisie inclined her head and was acknowledged by Enid, who then turned back to James and pressed her lips to his.