“You put yourself at risk.”
Crysta fought the need to tell him to fuck off. He was sick. He almost died. If she said those two phrases enough times, she might remember them.
“Oh, and so that explains your reason for acting like a pissy little boy?”
“I said to stay at the house. I had it under control.”
That one little comment pushed her over the edge.
“You had it under control? You?”
Unable to sit any more, she stood and started pacing the room. “I was supposed to sit at the ranch not knowing what the hell was going on, what the fuck was going to happen to you? You would have died without me. You know and I know. Oh, but I could have said I obeyed your order? I don’t think so.”
“Crysta—”
She didn’t want to hear it. She’d been through too much. After everything, she just couldn’t take this.
“You’re just going to have to get over that shit, right now. Jesus, you almost died, right there and for second, I couldn’t find your pulse. I thought you were fucking dead, and all you can say is that I didn’t follow your orders?”
She hadn’t been paying attention and got too close to the bed. He grabbed her hand and tugged her down. “I’m sorry, Crysta.” He pulled her down for a kiss. “Please stop crying. I can’t take it when you cry.”
“I’m not crying,” she said on a sob, then she realized she was crying.
“I’m sorry.”
“How can you say that? How can you care? You would have died without me, and you just have to admit it.”
“No worries,” he said then kissed the tip of her nose.
“And I’m not leaving. I’m staying here and you just better get used to it.”
He gave her a smile. “Okay.”
“And at some point, you’re going to have to propose or something because my father isn’t going to be happy about me living with you.”
“Sure.”
She sighed, and then she realized what she had just yelled at him.
“Okay, you don’t have to marry me, but you have to stop all the crap about me coming after you. I thought you were dead and I didn’t want to live anymore.”
“No, love, you just said we have to get married.”
“I didn’t say have to.”
She tried to move away but he held her tighter.
“You did and now I’m going to hold you to it.”
“And why would you do that?”
“You stupid woman. I love you too.”
For a second or two, she didn’t think she heard him right.
“You love me?”
“Oh, love,” he said cupping her face and pulling her closer for a kiss. “I started to fall in love with you when I first met you. Probably even before that.”
“You don’t have to lie, Eli,” she said, trying to keep herself from believing.
“It was Joe talking about you; something you said, something you did, and I couldn’t seem to stop thinking about you. Then you were here and you have this love of life that just amazes me. You’re kind and strong, and damn, I love a woman who likes a good spanking.”
“Yeah?” she asked as a lump rose in her throat. No man had ever said those things about her.
“Yes and I recall telling you I loved you when I got shot.”
“That doesn’t count. I thought you said it because you thought you were dying.”
“Silly woman.” He pulled her down for a long, wet kiss. “So, what do you say, Crysta. Marry me, raise some smartass kids, and run a ranch? Does that sound like fun?”
“That sounds splendid.”
He scooted over. She could see the wince and knew he had hurt himself.
“Don’t move like that.”
He ignored her and situated himself, patting the bed next to him. She lowered the lights, slipped off her sandals and joined him in bed. He wrapped his arm around her as she settled her head on his shoulder.
“So, tell me what’s been going on at the ranch.”
And there, with the low hum of the television in the background and the morning sun peeking through the shades, they talked about nothing all that important.
And, for your pleasure, see how the Harmless Series all started! Here is the first chapter of A Little Harmless Sex, book one of the series:
Is it love, or just a little harmless sex?
Max has always been Anna's knight in shining armor. But Max has always seen her as a charming, and very sexy, little sister.
Until Max's cold fiance dumps him, Anna unloads another of her many conquests and she invites him over for margaritas and Mexican food. Too much tequila, too much flirting, and too many years of fighting the attraction — Max loses control and has mind-blowing sex with Anna on her couch. And in her shower. And in her bed. When the sun rises the next morning, both of them must face that their night together is just the first of many.
For Max, he knows he wants Anna forever, but convincing a commitment-phobe like Anna is no easy task. For Anna, she can't believe she has finally slipped beneath Max's steely self-control. He is every woman's dark, wet fantasy come true.
But what happens when Max pushes Anna for more than just A Little Harmless Sex?
»WARNING: The following book contains: explicit sex, graphic terms for body parts, torture via silk stockings, a little spanking, and shower and office sex.
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“You have to understand, Max, this has nothing to do with you.” Cynthia tucked a strand of her blonde hair behind her ear then blinked several times. The sweet smell of jasmine filled the humid Georgia air along with the clink of glasses and silverware against fine china.
Maxwell Chandler stared at his fiancée—strike that—his soon-to-be ex-fiancée, and wondered why she’d dragged him out to lunch just to dump him. It would have been so much easier and cheaper if she had just called or sent a note. Hell, Max would have been happy with an email telling him to fuck off. But then, that wasn’t Cynthia’s style.
Cynthia probably worried he’d cause a scene. Max never made a scene. It would be bad for business. Which meant that she didn’t know him well. And as his best friend Anna had pointed out, that wasn’t any way to start a marriage.
She’d claimed that if you were going to marry someone, you should know every single bad habit that person had. That, in her humble opinion, was the only way to tell if you truly loved the person. He probably didn’t know much more past Cynthia’s surface than she knew past his. Maybe that’s why all he felt was…relief.
“You’re calling off our engagement, so I think it has a little to do with me,” Max said in an agreeable tone. “Have you met someone else?”
Her blue eyes widened and a look of complete horror passed over her face. “No. It’s not that.”
“So, you’re just dumping me because you don’t like me?” Max tried to sound a little hurt. Truthfully though, the tension eased out of his shoulders and the constant throbbing in his head lessened. He’d gotten so used to the pain, Max hadn’t realized how intense it had become. Showing his true feelings would be in bad form. Sort of like making your fiancé pay for lunch when you planned to dump him.
Cynthia reached across the table and grabbed his hand. A look of acute distress marred her perfect face. Her eyes filled with tears. She spent most of her days with that look on her face. Any tiny thing set the woman off, and not in a pleasant way. Not that she would ever cause a scene. Cynthia Myers never lost her temper, never showed an ounce of passion.
What had he been thinking when he proposed to her? It couldn’t have been because the sex was great. It was good, but someone who stressed out when she had to pick the color of her car couldn’t relax enough to have fun in bed. He came, but there was no real satisfaction in fucking the woman. She didn’t like wet, hot, messy sex. He’d had to invest in lubricant for the first time in his life. Why marry a woman who couldn’t get wet?
“No, I like you a lot. It’s just that…well, I think we aren’t suited.�
� She picked at the linen tablecloth nervously. Her attention was apparently captured by the complexities of the ivory color and the wrinkle she eased away with her index finger. Without looking at him she said, her voice filled with anxious worry, “I hope there will be no hard feelings.”
In Max’s opinion, what Cynthia hoped was that he wouldn’t take this out on her father. Their families had been doing business for years. It was one of the reasons he’d proposed. And probably one of the reasons—if not the main reason—that she’d agreed to begin with. That and her father had wanted the match. Cynthia usually did anything her father wanted her to do. Well, until today. And the fact that Max had been ready to marry her based on a business relationship didn’t say much for him. From the very beginning of their “courtship”, Cynthia had seemed like a nervous rabbit. Not once had he ever seen her relax, which explained why she didn’t like sex and probably never would.
Max smiled and did his best not to look too relieved. “No. You should know me better than that.”
Cynthia looked up, worry puckering her brow, but then she returned his smile, albeit warily. “That’s nice to know. I think it best if we tell our parents right away. Daddy is going to be furious.”
“Tell him it’s my fault.”
She sniffled a bit, wiped her nose and then the tears disappeared. “You are a true gentleman.”
No, he was a true putz, but he knew Cynthia’s father. Max felt like a shit because, for the first time, he realized his heart hadn’t been with her or the engagement. “Just tell him I had second thoughts. We’re months away from even picking out the invitations. No harm done.”
The smile that brightened her face did nothing more than exasperate him. “I truly appreciate it. You know how Daddy is, and he so wanted this”—she gestured back and forth between them with her hand—“marriage to take place.”
She licked her lips and reached for her iced tea. It was then that Max noticed her hand shook as her fingers wrapped around her glass. Being nervous was one thing. Being frightened was a whole other ball game.
When he spoke, he reminded himself to keep his voice calm. One word the wrong way and she might bolt. Or, God forbid, change her mind back. “Your father will get over it, Cynthia. It isn’t like I won’t do business with him.”
Again, she offered him a guarded look, but said nothing more as she took another sip. He understood her wariness because he knew her father. As he watched her drain her drink, his mind moved onto other things. Business mainly. His thoughts kept wandering to calling one of his distributors, meetings, his parents who were on vacation in Greece, and…Anna.
“Max.”
Her irritated voice pulled him out of his thoughts to focus on the matter at hand. Which was dissolving their engagement…and gaining freedom.
“Sorry, Cynthia. My mind sort of wandered.”
Her eyes narrowed as she studied his face, a frown tugging down the corners of her mouth. “You do that a lot, Max.” The sharp rebuke he heard in her voice was the first show of gumption he’d seen from Cynthia. The moment she said it, her face flushed and she looked down at the table. Knowing her father, who was a bastard in the first order especially when it came to Cynthia, she’d been trained never to say a word in defense of herself to a man.
“You’re right, so you’re probably damn lucky to escape my evil clutches.”
She snorted, then covered her mouth, looking around to see if anyone noticed. It took her a moment to compose herself again.
“I’m sorry, Max. I didn’t mean—”
“No,” he said with a laugh and a wave of his hand, “don’t let it bother you. I would rather we parted as friends, wouldn’t you?”
This time, the smile she gave him reached her eyes and her dimples appeared. For a moment, her expression lightened, and he felt a completely unexpected jolt of arousal. He’d forgotten just how attractive she was. Which was sad, considering ten minutes ago he’d been engaged to her. Cynthia deserved better than that. Hell, they both did.
“I’d like that, Max. I’d like that a lot.”
“I think the best thing to do is show a united front. If your father gives us any problems, I’ll handle it. I promise.”
Surviving the gossip would probably kill Cynthia, and the only way to avoid that was sticking together in the ending of their engagement. Truthfully, he couldn’t care less about it, but she would be mortified by the whispers. And, in the world of dating, it would make him more of a catch if a woman could gain his attention. In their small Georgia town, dating and marriage was a debutante’s favorite blood sport. He would be a trophy to fling in Cynthia’s face.
After many reassurances that he would handle everything, and that he harbored no ill will, she left. The moment she was gone, he motioned for the waiter and ordered two fingers of whiskey. Max never drank in the middle of the day, but he felt the need to celebrate. Cold, yes, but theirs had been more a wedding of two companies than of two people.
He took a sip of whiskey, enjoying the burn as it slid down his throat. It’d been a while since he’d enjoyed a drink without the irritation of other people.
As he downed the last drops, he motioned to the waiter for another one and knew Anna would approve.
* * * *
Anna Dewinter stared at her almost ex-boyfriend and wondered why she’d started sleeping with him to begin with. Most women would jump at the chance, and into his bed. Wavy black hair and brooding blue eyes had many women comparing him to Heathcliff more than once in her presence. He did act the part of a tortured hero—when it suited his purposes. Like now as he stared at her as if his life depended on her attention. Lord knows it probably worked on the college girls he usually dated. Those little girls didn’t understand it was his ego—not his life—that depended on the attention.
She’d been attracted to him in the beginning. The sex had been…pretty good. His hands were quick and eager and he had the most amazing mouth, which had worked wonders on her pussy. But, as an artist, Brad tended toward the dramatic. Everything was either a high or a low, nothing in between. Nothing just level. It got old—fast.
Anna sipped her latte, trying to ignore her frustration, and glanced around her restaurant and coffee house, The Last Drop. The lunch crowd had dwindled, but several customers lingered.
Another good month or two…
If she kept it going, she’d be able to open that second location in Valdosta she was planning. With the college there, a storefront somewhere near the campus would clean up. She could even plan some weekend events, like maybe a few local performers or a poetry slam. The college groupies would pay a fortune for designer coffee and snacks, along with a few extras. She would make a killing.
“Anna, are you paying attention to what I’m saying?”
Brad’s voice interrupted the thoughts of expanding her business. Guilt sent a wave of heat to her face and Anna turned her attention back to him. His bottom lip drooped into a pout. Anna sighed. She really liked him, but Brad tended to take things a little too seriously. He was too young to be so serious. Besides, they’d had some fun and now he wanted to complicate things. His eyes spoke of the pain he thought he felt. Which she knew he didn’t. Men his age—or about any age—didn’t get their feelings involved in a three-week affair.
Anna sighed again. He was not going to make this easy on her.
“Listen, Brad, we had a good time, but I thought we weren’t going to take each other seriously.”
“I took our relationship seriously, Anna. I can’t believe you’re dumping me.” His voice rose and several of the customers sitting close to her table looked in their direction.
“You said you didn’t want to get serious. Your art was the only thing that mattered at the moment.”
“Until I met you.” His voice spoke of his anguish.
She tried not to notice that more people were paying attention to them. An older couple kept glancing their way, the woman looking a little uncomfortable. It wasn’t like Anna had the bes
t reputation in town because of her personal life, but it had never boiled over into her business. She’d be damned if it would now.
“You said that last week.”
He paused, then leaned forward and pronounced—with much conviction, “I’ve changed.”
No, what Brad meant was he thought he’d be the one to dump her. She had stolen his thunder and if there was one thing Anna understood, it was men’s egos and how they could ruin a woman’s life. She’d been down that road before and she wasn’t ready to take the trip again.
“It’s been fun, and we had a good time, but really, Brad, we’ve run our course.”
“Do you care so little for my feelings?” His voice cracked on the last word.
Oh, God. He sounded like he was going to cry. Never again. Never again would she tumble into bed with an artist. No matter how talented his hands were, how enthusiastic he was or how much she needed a good fuck, they weren’t worth the trouble. A value pack of batteries was a better deal—and a lot less trouble.
“I care, Brad.”
And she did. She’d been drawn by his talent and his sense of humor, as well as his looks. And he was a wonderful man. But he didn’t want a long-term relationship any more than she did. He was young, and scared to move on. It was her job to give him a little push.
Anna cleared her throat and tried her best to sound soothing and not irritated. “But you said yourself you were thinking of moving up to Athens at the end of the month. I think that will be good for you.”
He stood, his frown still deep, unshed tears in his eyes, and spoke rather loudly. “I thought you cared about me, about my art.” Then he stormed out of her restaurant and, Anna hoped, out of her life.
“That was intense.” Myra sighed dreamily as she refilled Anna’s coffee. At eighteen, Myra still thought dramatic scenes were romantic. At twenty-seven, Anna just found them aggravating and time-consuming.
She rose to her feet and allowed the tension to drain out of her as she glanced over at Myra. Short and small-boned, with fair skin, light blue eyes and pale blonde hair, Myra always reminded Anna of a fairy or water sprite.
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