by Liv Morris
“Oh my god! Jacob! Fuck. Me. Harder!”
I do what she says and pull her hair. She loudly gasps, “Yeah you like that don’t you?” I thrust faster and harder in her. I grip her hair tighter and hear her moan. Her slick pussy feels good on my cock. I need more of her. I slowly bring her down from off the wall. “Stand up here and put your foot on the seat,” I command her. She does as I tell her. I slap her ass hard and before she could say anything, I’m back in her. I grip her ass in my hands and go deeper inside her.
“Jacob I’m going to come!”
In seconds I release myself in her and feel both of our bodies shaking. I let her down and take off the condom. I dispose of it in the trash and readjust my clothes.
Without saying a word, I open the bathroom stall. “Ready?”
Madison looks down as she pulls down her dress and straightens her hair. She starts mumbling under her breath and I can’t seem to make out what she’s saying. I slowly creep up to her, “I love you Jacob.” I stop dead in my tracks. I turn back around. I twist my head, over my shoulder but her head is still down.
“Madison. Ready?” I ask.
She walks towards me, giving me a smile. I unlock the bathroom door and walk out before her. She catches up to me and loops her arm through mine. The touch of her skin on mine does nothing for me. This disastrous cycle of bedding different women needs to end before I fall deeper in.
After dropping off Madison I have Gary drive me to the park. It’s a little past midnight but I need to walk around and clear my mind. This isn’t what I want. I don’t want Madison to be falling in love with me. I hate what I’m doing to her.
It’s a peaceful night. There aren’t any clouds in the sky and there’s a light breeze. The calmness of the night helps me relax and think. I find a bench underneath a tree and take a seat. I become incredibly anxious and think about how I’m going to handle Madison.
In the morning I get up after another sleepless night and head to the gym. The gym is a fairly short walk from my loft. I get outside and throw on my sunglasses. I look around and see a few people walking around. It’s a quiet Sunday morning as I make my way to the gym. I walk in and head straight to the treadmill. All the cardio machines are facing the full length mirror. I can watch the world pass me by and let go of my stress at the same time. There are a few people on the machines but the weight area in the corner is fairly empty. I put on my ear buds and start my work out playlist. I set the machine to six point five and start running. As the music blasts in my ears, I boost up the speed and work harder.
Sixty minutes later, I press stop and look at my accomplishment. Eight miles. I get off the machine and take a drink of water from my bottle. I wipe the sweat off my face and shake off my muscles. Damn I feel good. I head towards the weights and get some lifting done.
On my way back home, I notice Madison’s car next to mine in the garage. “Fuck.” I go through the doors and get on the elevator to my loft. With my head down, I try and figure out how to handle her. When I get inside, Madison is standing at my door wearing a black lace teddy and black stiletto heels. “Ah Madison. What are you doing here?”
She saunters over to me and places her hands on my chest. “I’ve been waiting for you,” she whispers looking deep into my eyes.
I slightly push her away and head to my bedroom. “Madison, give me back my key. You are not to come back here do I make myself clear? I’m busy today so you will need to leave.” She hands me her key and pouts her lips.
“But Jacob.”
Not letting her finish I yell, “Madison just get out! I’m not in the mood for you.”
I grab my towel and head to the bathroom without looking back at her.
*****
A few weeks have gone by and I felt guiltier with each day. I couldn’t get out of my head what she said to me. She’s been showing up at my loft without letting me know and sending me pictures of wedding dresses. This was not what I wanted. I thought I made it clear I don’t want a relationship with her. I’ve told her to stop the nonsense but she laughed it off and told me I would love her the way she loved me. I’ve been staying away from her. Things have gotten to be too much for me to handle.
My phone vibrates. I look at who is texting me before opening the message. Madison.
Madison: Hey baby. What do you want for dinner tonight? I already have dessert ready.
Me: Madison, I’ll be in meetings all day and am going over to Logan’s for dinner.
Madison: Well can I come?
Me: No.
Madison: Why not?
I sigh in frustration. This isn’t what I need today. Why is she being so needy? She never used to be this way.
Me: Madison, stop this. I’m going to spend time with my family tonight and I rather you not come. Do I make myself clear?
Madison: Yes, sir.
I put my phone away and turn back to my computer. After a few minutes of answering emails, Logan comes into my office and sits down on the chair.
“Logan what is it?”
Logan plays with his tie as he tips his head back. “Oh big brother. What are you doing?”
I stop typing and look at him. “What do you mean?” There’s question in my voice and I wonder what he knows. Madison wouldn’t tell him anything. She knows to keep this a secret.
“You seem off today Jacob. What’s going on?”
I know Logan is trying to be helpful and is watching out for me. I can’t help but feel annoyed. I’m not a child. I know I’ve been distant. “Nothing Logan.” I bite out angrily.
“Hey. There’s no need for that Jacob. I’m trying to help you.” Logan responds with hurt in his voice. He gets up and walks over to me and places his hand on my shoulder. “You know we all care about you so tell me what’s going on.”
I turn my chair around and face him. I shake my head and get up to walk over to the bar. I pour myself a glass of scotch and bring the cup to my lips. The liquid goes down my throat and leaves a slight burn. “I’m fucking Madison,” I tell him with no emotion. “She helps me get my mind off of Katherine.”
Logan, taken aback from what I just said, leans against my chair with an unreadable expression. “Wow. I’d say congratulations, but I know this isn’t you. What’s up?”
I pour myself another glass and shoot it back again. “I don’t know. Everyone keeps telling me to move on and that Madison is great. Don’t get me wrong she’s great and she’s a good fuck but that’s it.”
“Then why are you with her?”
I throw my hands in the air and let out a loud grunt. “I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing Logan. I haven’t been in a relationship since Katherine died and a part of me does want to move on.”
“It’s okay. I get it. Just make sure she knows that too. I don’t want you to be in a bad situation that you can’t get out of. You are using protection right?”
“Yeah she’s on the pill and I wear a condom. We’ve fucked a few times. Wait, you’re not thinking anything are you?”
“Just be careful. A pissed off woman can cause issues.”
Madison won’t hurt me like that. She knows trying to pull something this irresponsible won’t mean anything and it’ll make me hate her.
My phone rings. I go back to my desk and answer it. “Jacob.” I listen as Logan’s assistant, Francesca, tells me I have a visitor. “Yes send her in please.” I hang up the phone and look back at Logan, “Can we talk later?”
“Sure no problem. Oh Hayden wants to know, chicken or fish?”
I let out a laugh, “Chicken is fine. Thank you.”
Logan nods his head before leaving my office. I wonder who is coming in and hope it isn’t Madison. The door slowly opens as she comes walking into my office. I tilt my head to the side and notice her natural beauty. She’s not the type of woman I normally go for but there’s something about her that pulls me in. She’s wearing black pants that hug her slim legs and curvaceous ass. Those heels would look sexy on her without the clothes. I l
ook up and see the short-sleeved white button down she’s wearing. I wonder who she is and hope she’s my new assistant. I make my way over to her. I turn on my charms and give her my killer smile. “Can I help you?”
“Are you Jacob Greene?” She heatedly asks.
I look at her trying to figure out who the beautiful woman is. Her long brown wavy hair seems soft and elegant. She’s beautiful “Yes, here please have a seat. Can I get you anything to drink? Water? Coffee?”
She sits down and smoothes out her pants. The way her hands run down her legs makes me feel tight all over. “No thank you, Mr. Greene. This isn’t a social call.” She stares me down. “You’re probably wondering who I am. Well, I can tell you I’m not one of your bombshell bimbos,” she laughs. Her eyes meet mine and all of a sudden I feel small and incompetent. No one has ever said anything like this to me. My curiosity peaks. She pushes her bangs out of her face. She gets up and slowly walks her way over to me. I straighten up and a part of me gets a little excited. I’ve never had a woman like her come into my life. I need to know more about her. She comes close to my face and I can smell her light flowery scent. I want to take those plump sexy lips and bring them to mine. I want to tease her and show her pleasure. Those beautiful brown eyes look straight in my soul. Who is this wondrous woman? “You fired my sister Heather for no reason!” Oh shit. Her finger is on my chest. “You are a jackass, Mr. Greene. Heather did everything for you! I hope you can live with yourself!” She spins around and slams my door shut. I’m speechless. I lean against my desk and shake my head. My breathing constricts as I think about this beautiful woman. I want to see more of her. Her scent lingers in my office. I want to know more about her.
I turn to my computer and type in Heather’s information. I look up her contact information and see that her emergency contact is Abigail Anderson.
Abigail.
I type in her name on the Internet and look up her information. She’s a second grade teacher at an elementary school; graduated from UNC with her bachelors and masters degree. I read more about this wonderful woman. She’s perfect and the rest of the afternoon all I can do is think of her.
That night at Logan and Hayden’s I tell them about Abigail.
“Uncle Jacob, why did you make her mad?” Mila asks while playing with her brownie. “You’re not a mean person. You’re my Uncle Jacob. The best uncle ever!”
We all start laughing as Mila continues to eat her dessert. I run my hand through my dark brown hair and rub my tired eyes. “I don’t know what to do. I can’t get her out of my head.” I catch Hayden giving Logan an odd look. “What?”
Logan takes a bite of his dessert before answering. “Man, Francesca told me that Madison’s been outside looking for you. She’s in a black SUV. I think you need to end things with her before it gets too far.”
“What? No. Madison knows better.”
Hayden gets up to take Mila upstairs. “Alright sweetie, say good night to your uncle and daddy.” Mila comes over to us and gives us hugs and kisses. “Night Uncle Jacob. I’ll see you later!” She bounces in my arms. “I love you.”
“I love you too Mila.” I wait until Hayden and Mila are out of the dining room before talking more to Logan. “You’re crazy. She knows it’s just physical. There’s nothing there. I don’t want her like that. I can’t give her more.”
Logan shakes his head. “You’re blind. She does want you.”
Before I can answer, my phone vibrates.
Madison: I want you tonight Jacob. Come over. I’ll be ready.
Me: Not today.
Madison: Jacob I NEED YOU NOW.
Me: Madison, stop this. I’m with Logan right now and I’ve had a little too much to drink.
Madison: SO? I’ll come get you.
I see Logan watching me. “It’s nothing. She just wants to see me tonight. Don’t look at me like that.” I turn off my phone and change the topic.
The rest of the night goes by without the mention of Madison. I say good night to Logan and Hayden before getting in my car. When I get in, I take my phone out and turn it on. As soon as it loads, it starts vibrating. There are eight text messages from Madison. “What the fuck?” I open each text.
Madison: Jacob I’m sorry please come over.
Madison: Hello? Why aren’t you answering me?
Madison: Don’t I mean anything to you?
Madison: I’m sorry Jacob but I want you.
Madison: Why are you doing this to me? What did I do wrong?
Madison: Please Jacob don’t leave me.
Madison: Jacob?
Madison: I’m still waiting for you...
I shake my head as I finish reading each message. What the fuck did I do? Logan’s right, I do need to end this. She’s getting too close. I punch my steering wheel, “Fuck!”
I text Madison and ask her to meet me at Tavern Seven. Within minutes I park my car and start walking inside. I get to the bar and order scotch on the rocks. The bartender comes back with my drink. “Here you are handsome. Can I get you anything else?” I look into her dark brown eyes and see her smile. “No I’m alright but thank you, beautiful.” She strokes my hand before going to her next customer. I let out a quiet chuckle and drink the cold scotch.
“Jacob.” I turn around and see Madison standing behind me. She’s wearing a short dark green sleeveless dress. Her hair is tied to the side and she has a sad look on her face. Fuck, this might be harder than I thought.
“Madison, come sit next to me.” I gesture her to come sit down. Her eyes don’t leave mine. There’s tension in the air. All I want is to get this done and over with. “Would you like a glass of wine?”
She shakes her head. “No Jacob.”
“Alright.” I finish my drink and set my glass down. “Madison, I think we need to end this. I can’t give you what you want.” She lets out an uneasy gasp and looks away from me. “You’re too emotionally connected to me and I think we’re better off as friends.”
“Screw you Jacob.” Abruptly she gets up and knocks down the chair. I see her hand ready to come to my face. I quickly grab her arm before she could slap me. “Jacob let me go!”
“Madison, stop this.” I get up and face her. In a hush tone I start talking. “This is done. Over. I tried to be nice to you about this but you have left me no choice. I want you out of my life Madison. Just leave.”
Madison yanks her arm from my hand and storms out the door. I run my hand through my hair and let out a heavy sigh. The bartender comes back to me and tells me to sit back down. She brings me another glass of scotch. I quickly drink it and ask for another.
“Looks like you’ve pissed off another woman, Mr. Greene”
That voice. I know that voice. I turn around and see Abigail. I look into her brown luscious eyes and can’t look away. “Why hello Abigail.”
She turns around and looks at me. “How do you know my name?” Her magnificent icy brown eyes are narrow as she looks back at me.
“I’m a man of many talents. Come sit with me and have a drink.”
“No,” she scoffs.
Normally I’d back off but I’ve had a few drinks and feel confident I’m getting through to her. I get up from the stool and walk over to her. My face is inches from hers. She doesn’t move. I take her in and brush her hair from her eyes, “Have dinner with me tomorrow night.”
I can hear her breath hitch. A smile comes across her face. She runs her hand through my hair and trails them down to my face. She comes closer to me and whispers in my ear, “Not in your wildest dreams.”
Her hand brushes my hair and I feel something spark. I know she feels it too. My eyes meet hers. “Stay with me for a drink. It won’t hurt.”
She pulls her hand away. “I have to get going. Wouldn’t want to cramp your style.”
I get up from my stool and put my arm around her shoulders. She wiggles away and gives me a look of disgust. “Come on. I’ll walk you to your car. It’s dark out. Stop being stubborn.” I hear her scoff b
ut we walk out together. She tears her attention from me and looks forward. I know I’m getting to her. This is too fun. “So what are you doing tonight? It’s early.”
“Not that it’s any of your business but I have plans with Heather.” I know she’s forcing herself to not look at me.
“Well I’m going home tonight and working on some reports.” We get to her silver Toyota Rav4. She takes out her keys from her purse. “I’m glad to know you’ll be safe tonight. Have a nice evening, Abigail.” She gets in the car and I close her door. I give her a smile and pull out my phone to text Gary to come pick me up.
Chapter 6
Abigail
I roll on my side in bed and throw my arm over my head. It’s quiet tonight and the realization that I’m alone hits harder than other nights. “Gah!” I take the pillow from behind my head and throw it across the room. I can’t take the quietness so I get my laptop and turn it on. Once it’s loaded, I type in Jacob Greene and look through his pictures. He’s extremely sexy and I love his smile. Things are starting to feel weird and I’m dreaming of Jacob every night. At first, the dreams are innocent but now the dreams are leaving me breathless and wanting more. He draws me in and I can’t stop thinking of him. I can’t stop thinking about confronting him in his office. The way he looks stays on my mind. His smile. The way he touches his chin. Everything.
I feel myself getting wet. I’m home alone and Thor is lonely. I get up from my bed and close my door. I make sure it is locked before heading back. I pull out my nightstand drawer and pull out Thor, my large and thick pink electronic dildo. I pull down my cotton shorts, lie back down, lick my two fingers and bring it to my goddess. She loves Thor and my quick fingers. I slide them in and out and let out a soft moan. Oh I’m so ready for this. I turn Thor on and hear him vibrating, “Oh I miss you too baby. Mmm get in me now!”
I rub Thor over my clit and loudly start moaning. I bring Thor inside me; slowly moving in and out. While Thor is having fun inside me, my two fingers rub my clit for double the action. I’m getting so wet and images of Jacob fucking me from behind while slapping my ass pop into my head. I vision his hard cock thrusting in me and making me scream his name.