Amir shook his head again. “It’s a good thing you can throw a football, because you ‘bout one stupid little boy.”
“Enlighten me, Dr. Know-It-All.”
Amir shook his head. “Lord, I swear my people are going to perish due to stupidity. The government pays big money to people who take on section eight and subsidize housing. Damn Democrats.”
“So you are a Republican, Amir?”
“Not really, I’m Amir. The government is full of crap.”
“Shut up, Amir.”
“That man on that poster is no different than those slave catchers who used to chase down other blacks for the plantation owner.”
“You can find a way to compare everything to slavery,” I said, growing tired of Amir’s Black Panther moment.
“Okay, name one thing that we as black folks can’t find a joke about.”
I searched my brain but couldn’t come up with anything.
“I’m telling you, Rome. You can think about it until your black face turns blue, but you ain’t coming up with nothing. We laugh about everything, a hee hee hee. Even slavery. I bet you won’t find a Jewish person laughing about the Holocaust.”
“How you gonna judge an entire race based on a few clowns?” I said, getting pulled back in again.
My boy Amir was a character, and I loved getting him riled up. All five-foot-two inches of him. He had a caramel-brown complexion and a big gray patch of hair in the middle of his head. He gave me that Boo Boo the Fool look again.
“We allow those clowns to prosper. We celebrate thesefools and make ‘em spokespeople for the black community. Have you ever seen the Ying Yang Twins? What about Gucci Mane?”
I had to laugh at that one.
“And that’s who we have representing us. I rest my case,” he said, throwing his hands up in the air.
“You know, Amir, you should’ve been born in the fifties or sixties so you could really have something to complain about.”
“Oh, you think it’s all gravy now, Mr. Dumb Football Player? Racism worse now than it was in the sixties, only now they don’t wear white sheets—they wear suits. That’s because they’re the CEOs of the record labels and television stations. That includes the black CEOs too. If they really gave a hoot about helping blacks, then they wouldn’t go and find the most ignorantiest people they can find and put them on TV for little kids to look up to. I swear, I wish I could go on a Nat Turner spree and get away with it.”
“Ignorantiest? That’s not even a word. And you got the nerve to call me dumb.”
“It’s these public schools, man,” Amir said, shaking his head. “But you know what I mean.”
Our low-level political debate came to a halt when we saw a few of the project natives standing around a fancy car belonging to a neighborhood hustler name Pete “Wicked” Sams.
Wicked had a few of the locals’ undivided attention as he told tall tales of his life as an outlaw. He stopped mid-sentence when he saw me.
“Romey Rome,” Wicked called, waving his arm for me to come over and join him. “Holla at me.”
“What’s up, Wicked?” I said, throwing my hand up in the air and not missing a stride. I knew better. Wicked would have me out there with him all day long talking about what he used to do on the football field. The more he told the story, the better a player he became, and I had heard it so much that by now, to hear him tell it, he was better than every player in the NFL.
“Come here, boy,” Wicked called out, which was more like a command.
“I’m in a hurry, man,” I said, slowing a little.
“You in too much of a hurry that you can’t come and holla at your boy?” Wicked said, playing the guilt card.
Amir shot me a look and shook his head.
“Man, let me go and holla at this fool for a minute,” I said, finally relenting.
“You go right ahead. I ain’t about to sit up here all day listening to some fool who calls himself Wicked,” Amir said. “I’m going home to handle some business.”
“A’ight, man. I’ll see you later,” I said.
“Rock on, black man,” Amir said, throwing up his peace sign as he hurried to his building.
“Where the militant midget running off to?” Wicked asked me as I walked over to him and gave him a fraternity-brother-like hug.
“Home, I guess,” I said, shaking a few more hands.
“So are you sitting on the bench, or you getting in the game?”
“Don’t even try me like that,” I said. “How’s life treating you, Pete?”
“Beating me down, but hey,” Wicked said, rubbing his ample stomach. “I’m eating good.”
“I see,” I said, eyeing the Buddha-like thing hanging on the front of his body. “You look like you’re about six months pregnant.”
A few of the flunkies laughed but quickly zipped their lips when Wicked jerked his head in their direction.
“What you do last game?” Wicked asked, turning back to me.
“Threw for two hundred and ran for a hundred but we lost, so it didn’t matter.”
“Damn, boy, you the high school all world, ain’t cha?”
“Nah, just doing me,” I said.
“Keep doing what you doing. I be hearing about cha. You got a lil buzz going round. You know I blew my career up hanging out here in these damn streets. I’m telling you, Rome, I used to be a beast.” Wicked’s eyes widened with excitement.
Here we go, I thought to myself.
“Ray Lewis ain’t had nothing on me, boy. I used to break bones. Crack! I’m talking about giving coaches straight up sleepless nights tryna figure out how to block me. Had lil quarterbacks like you in straight panics. Rome, I would’ve broke you up, boy.”
“You too slow, Wicked,” I said, shaking my head. “You wouldn’t stand a chance.”
“You crazy. Ask your brother ‘bout me, boy. Matter of fact, come by the crib. I got tapes to prove my word ain’t a lie.”
“Whatever. I don’t wanna see any tapes. If you were all that, then why ain’t you in the league?”
“See, my problem was I wanted that fast money.” Wicked spread his arms and nodded toward his black 745 BMW.
“Ain’t doing too bad but if I could do it all again, I might’ve paid for this ride with different dollars.”
“It’s not too late,” I said.
“Look at you. Mr. Opportunistic. Always looking on the bright side.”
“You mean optimistic. ”
“That’s what I said.”
“No, you said opportunistic.“
Wicked turned to one of his flunkies. “What did I say?”
“You said it right,” said Mark, a tall skinny kid whose only job on earth was to be Wicked’s yes-man.
“Whatever,” I said. “How are you gonna ask somebody who failed pre-K to answer a question about a word with more than one syllable?”
“Who you talking to?” Mark said, puffing out his little birdlike chest and yanking the chain of his vicious-looking pit bull.
“You,” I said, not in the least bit concerned with him or his dog.
“Mark, shut yo mouth, boy. We can’t have Romeo out here hurting up his hands on the likes of you,” Wicked said, pushing his flunky away.
“I ain’t worried about his hands. I’ma let this damn dog go on him.”
“I’m petrified,” I said. “Oh, my bad. That’s three syllables. I meant to say, I’m scared.”
“Come on, Rome.” Wicked went into his boxer’s stance. “I’m tired of you and all your mouth.”
I still didn’t move. Pete was my older brother Kwame’s friend, so he looked at me as if I was his little brother. That was the only reason I could get away with talking to himthe way I did. Anyone else would be picking up a few teeth right about now.
“Boy, how old is you now?” Wicked asked.
“Seventeen.”
“And you what?” Wicked stood in front of me and placed his hand at his head to measure who was the tallest. “S
ix feet.”
“Six-one,” I said, standing up. “You know my brother might be coming home in a few days. His parole hearing’s tomorrow.”
“Aw, man.” Wicked swatted away my concern with his chubby hand. “That lil crack charge ain’t ‘bout nuttin'. Ain’t no might about it—he coming home. And you tell him I said come holla at me the minute he touches town.”
“I can’t wait for him to get out of that place. He’s been gone too long,” I said, thinking about how much I missed the guy who was far more than a big brother to me. He was also the only father figure I’d ever had. Everything I knew, I learned it from Kwame.
“Two years.” Wicked frowned up his face. “Man, that ain’t jack. I can do that without a snack.”
“Two years is a long time.”
“For you maybe, but not for my dog. See you … Big Nana sheltered you too much. Wouldn’t let you cuss, made you do your homework, and had you up in piano lessons like you was gonna be a black Rocketeer or somebody,” Wicked said, drawing laughter from his cronies.
“There you go. I’m outta here,” I said, reaching out to tap his fist with mine.
“A’ight. Tell Kwame I said come holla at a player when he gets himself settled,” Wicked said, touching his heart.
“Okay,” I said, walking away and frowning at the ludicrous thought of my brother putting himself back into the same situation that got him arrested in the first place. I wasn’t sure what led to his arrest, because everyone kept the details from me, but I was almost one hundred percent sure Wicked had something to do with it.
“Rome.” Wicked stood and shuffled his three-hundred-pound frame over to me. “Hold up, boy. You always rushing off somewhere.” He placed a roll of money in my palm.
“What’s this for?”
“Just a lil something something. Make sure Kwame knows I gave you that. If … When he gets home, give him some of it and tell him I said we need to talk.”
I nodded and we shared another brotherly hug.
Living in the Village Apartments, aka “The V,” gave you an edge, a hardness that was essential if you were going to survive the everyday rigors of life in subsidized housing. But it was also a trap waiting to close its jaws around you at the slightest slipup. I made my way through the breezeways between the buildings and stopped when I saw General Mack, our neighborhood nutcase and shell-shocked war veteran, marching a line of five-year-olds as if they were in basic training.
“Hut two, three, four. Pick ya legs up, soldier. Hey, pay attention, boy. You gonna mess around and get yourself shot,” he sang with all seriousness.
“Good Lord. That man is nuttier than a fruitcake,” I said, shaking my head at the spectacle before me. The kids seemed to be having fun, so all I could do was laugh before heading upstairs to the apartment I shared with my nana.
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