“There’s something else,” he said. “G told me she smelled my cologne and that it was too strong. I don’t wear cologne. The logical conclusion would be that she dreamed this.”
Nika reconsidered his theory. “It’s a possibility,” she allowed. “Dreams do come in all sorts of sizes and shapes. I’ve had some incredibly vivid dreams.” The most recent one had been about him, but she wasn’t ready to admit that to him yet. “I can’t see why smells and even taste can’t be part of that vivid experience.” She needed to start scrubbing in, but she hated the idea of leaving him alone to wait for his grandmother’s surgery to be over. “Are you going to hang around while she’s in the O.R.?” she asked, then subtly tried to get him to go back to work. In the long run, that would be better for him than just waiting here. “When she comes out, your grandmother won’t be conscious. She won’t know if you’re not here.”
“No, she won’t,” he agreed. “But I will.”
Nika walked out of the room, making her way to the elevator. He fell into step beside her. “Tell you what—I’ll text you the second she’s out of surgery.”
They turned a corner. He allowed himself a small smile. “Trying to get rid of me?”
Her mission was loftier than that. “Trying to get you to relax and breathe regularly. Really, you don’t need to hang around here.” Reaching the elevator, she pressed the down button, then turned to face him. “Keeping busy is the best way to make time pass,” she said. “Go, be super-detective. Find out who’s behind all this,” she requested earnestly. “Please. Before we lose someone else.”
In the face of everything, it was not an unreasonable request. And Veronika was right, he thought. He was better off keeping busy.
The elevator arrived. The car was empty as she stepped into it. He suddenly remembered what he wanted to tell her. “Oh, don’t text me,” he told her, stopping the doors with his hand before they closed and the elevator whisked her away. The doors instantly sprang back.
This time Nika placed her hand in the way as she looked at him, curious. “You don’t want to know?”
Cole shook his head. “It’s not that. Call me instead.”
He didn’t elaborate. He didn’t have to. Nika put two and two together and grinned. The man had made no secret of his dislike of all things technological. “You don’t have to know how to send a text in order to be able to read one.”
Cole had never liked owning up to any shortcomings and, in this day and age, not being able to communicate on all levels was considered a basic shortcoming. But if he didn’t say something, he had a feeling that Nika would go on and on about it.
“I don’t know how to access a text message.”
She opened her mouth both to instruct him and to laugh at the look on Cole’s face. But then she decided to do neither. This wasn’t the time to tease him. So instead, she merely nodded.
“Then I’ll call you with any news,” she promised. She took away her hand from the spasmodically shrugging elevator doors. The doors dived toward each other. “Now go, make the world safe,” she ordered a second before the doors finally shut.
She was only half teasing.
The mass in Ericka Baker’s breast turned out to be deeper than the MRI had led them to believe. Consequently, the procedure lasted longer than had initially been estimated. And rather than just performing a needle biopsy, Dr. Chase opted then and there to remove the entire mass. A small section of the tissue was immediately sent off to the pathology lab.
Nika mentally crossed her fingers and offered up a quick, silent prayer that the results would be benign. She’d grown to like the feisty little octogenarian a great deal since she’d first met Ericka Baker.
When the procedure was over, Nika had walked beside the gurney, accompanying the unconscious woman to the Recovery Room. She checked Ericka’s vital signs even before the on-duty nurse arrived to take them. Anxious to set his mind at ease as much as possible, Nika wanted to be able to give Cole all the information she could. So far, it was all good.
She fervently hoped it would remain that way.
Leaving her patient with the recovery room nurse, who, not counting Mrs. Baker, had six other patients to watch over in the small, antiseptic and darkened room, Nika stepped out into the hall.
She blinked a couple of times to get her eyes accustomed to the brighter lighting. Once the halos receded from around certain fixtures, Nika went in search of a landline. Her cell phone was still in her locker where she’d left after changing into her blue O.R. scrubs.
She found one next to the ladies’ room opposite Outpatient Admitting.
She didn’t bother to change now beyond removing her mask and surgical cap, which somehow always felt too small every time she put it on—Alyx claimed it was because she had such an incredibly big head. Nika dialed Cole’s cell number.
It took her two tries to get through. The first time his cell phone aborted midway, losing the signal. But her second attempt reached him. She listened to the phone ring and began counting in her head.
Cole’s crisp baritone rang in her ear as he answered his phone on the third ring. “Baker.”
She wondered if her stomach would ever stop tightening at the sound of his voice. “Cole, it’s Nika—”
She could almost feel him gripping the phone tightly as he asked her in a stony voice, obviously braced for the worst, “How is she?”
Nika talked quickly, not wanting to prolong his anxiety one second longer than she had to. “Your grandmother came through the procedure with flying colors.”
It was only then that he let out the breath he’d been holding for the last hour and ten minutes.
“Why did it take so long?” he asked.
He’d been acutely aware of the time and that Nika hadn’t gotten in contact with him as she’d promised. Aware as well that the surgery had gone over the time parameters she’d given him.
She gave him the whole story, hoping it would make him feel more comfortable about the operation. “The doctor decided to take out the whole mass instead of just aspirating it. A section of it was sent to the pathology lab for a workup.” Nika anticipated his next question. “We should know one way or another in about forty-eight hours, if not sooner.” She heard Cole sigh and she could just guess what was going on in his head. In his place, she’d feel the same way. “I know, I know, more waiting, but just think of it as no news being good news.”
He made a dismissive noise. “Sorry, I never went to the Pollyanna School of Optimism. No news is almost always bad news waiting to happen.”
How could he stand to live that way, she wondered. It was so bleak.
“Cole, your grandmother is going to be all right. You have to believe that. For her sake if not for your own,” she emphasized. She took the silence on the other end of the line to be skepticism and continued. “She’s a sharp little old lady. If you’re standing there, looking at her as if you’ve already paid for the funeral casket and the service, I guarantee she’ll pick up on it. Cole, she needs all the positive energy she can get. She needs you to be positive for her. Positive that she’s going to be all right.”
There was more silence on the other end, and for a second she thought that he’d either lost the signal again or he’d hung up on her.
“Cole?”
When he spoke, his tone was only a shade less serious than it had been a moment ago. “So now you’re a motivational speaker, too?”
Nika couldn’t tell if he was being sarcastic, or this was his poor attempt at humor. In either case, her answer was the same. “I’m whatever I have to be in order to help my patients.”
“Yeah, I know,” he conceded. “So when can I see my grandmother?”
“I just brought her into the Recovery Room. She’s going to be there for another hour and then, if everything’s okay—and it has been up to this point,” she added in case he was already assuming that it wasn’t, “they’ll take her back up to her room. So, to answer your question, if you can get back
to the hospital, you can see her in about an hour.”
“I don’t have to ‘get back,’“ he told her. “I never left the Geriatrics Unit.”
Chapter 14
Nika shifted the phone to her other ear and turned away from the general flow of foot traffic in order to focus better on the sound of his voice. If he was on the premises, but not down here, there was only one reason for that.
“I take it you’re talking to the staff up there.”
Because he was so straightforward, Nika didn’t know if his talking to the staff without her present was such a good thing. She at least could smooth the feathers that Cole might inadvertently be ruffling with his no-nonsense approach to questioning. Right now, they needed all the cooperation from the people in the unit they could get. She didn’t want him alienating anyone. Geriatrics couldn’t afford to lose anyone, and this included the nurses and the orderlies.
“Seems like the logical thing to do,” Cole told her. There was no emotion in his voice.
“I know, but I really can’t picture any of them doing away with our patients for any reason,” Nika emphasized.
“You know them that well?” he questioned.
She could hear the skepticism in his voice and knew without asking what he was thinking: How well did anyone ever know anyone else? While he might have a point, she liked to believe that she was a fairly decent judge of character.
“Actually, in terms of longevity, I’m practically the last one hired on the floor.” She wanted to discuss this further with him and she didn’t want to do it over the phone. “Look, stay where you are, I’m coming up.”
“Aren’t you needed in the Recovery Room?” he asked.
It wasn’t the Recovery Room he was thinking about, Nika thought. It was his grandmother. Not that she could fault him. When her mother went in for gall bladder surgery two years ago, she’d been the same way. Worried, concerned, keeping vigil at the woman’s bedside even though her mother was asleep for most of the twenty-four hours that followed the surgery. Even so, rather than leave, she remained. It made her feel better just watching her mother breathe. Besides, her sisters were depending on her to give them periodic updates since all three of them were unable to get to the hospital until the next day.
Rather than tiptoeing around his concern and allowing him to keep his stoic facade, Nika told him, “Your grandmother’s resting comfortably and there’s really nothing for me to do except take her vitals every fifteen minutes. The on-duty nurse is going to think I’m after her job if I do it again. Stay put,” she instructed a second time. “I’ll be right there.” With that, she ended the call.
The bank of elevators was less than ten feet away, but filled with nervous energy that she couldn’t quite shake and her recent period of captivity in the elevator car still very fresh in her mind, Nika opted to take the stairs.
She all but ran up the three flights of metal stairs, the heels of her shoes beating a rhythmic sound as she hurried to the fourth floor.
She was a little breathless and her cheeks were flushed as she pushed opened the stairwell door. She’d emerged on the far end of the floor where some of the supplies were kept. There was no one around. Nika assumed that Cole was at the nurses’ station, which served as an oasis for charts, computers and the all-important coffeemaker that kept them all fully functional. The nurses’ station was located in the center of each floor.
But Cole wasn’t at the nurses’ station.
Still unaccountably antsy, Nika began a cursory search for the detective, making her way to the opposite end of the floor. She glanced into every room she passed. More than half were occupied, but Cole wasn’t in any of them.
She finally found him standing before the bank of regular elevators. She should have realized he’d be here, she silently upbraided herself.
Coming up behind Cole, she told him, “I took the stairs.”
Cole instantly swung around. There was a tension in his face she’d never seen before. Was he that worried about his grandmother, or was something else going on?
“Never sneak up on a cop with a gun,” Cole warned her.
“I wasn’t sneaking,” Nika protested. Was there something wrong? “Next time, I’ll remember to bring some pots and pans with me and drop them before I say anything.”
“Sarcasm,” he pronounced, his eyes flat, unfathomable as they delved into her. And then he nodded. “I like it.”
Nika shook her head, the corners of her mouth curving softly. “You are a strange, strange man, Detective Cole Baker.”
“Nice of you to notice,” he quipped.
There was even a hint of a smile on his lips. Maybe she’d been mistaken about the tension, she thought. Being intimate with him didn’t automatically mean that she was privy to his thoughts or to his soul. She could only wish that she was.
“So how many of the staff did you get to talk to?” she asked casually. On the plus side, she hadn’t seen a mass exodus underway. Maybe he’d learned tact in the last two weeks.
“All of them.”
She hadn’t been gone that long. He must have been into speed interviews. But then, if everyone was innocent, it would stand to reason that the interviews would be over quickly, she judged.
“Impressive. I underestimated your zeal. Did you find out anything?” she asked, trying to sound as casual as she could, considering that she had a vested interest in finding this maniac.
“No.” And it didn’t take a psychiatrist to see that the lack of results really got under his skin. “They all seem upset at the thought that it might be one of their own doing the killing, but at the same time, they’re eager to help bring an end to this.”
Amen to that, she thought. “I told you. They’re good people.”
He nodded dismissively. “On the surface.”
She could have expected nothing different from him. “And you’re digging, right?”
“As fast as I can,” he answered. Even though it wasn’t fast enough to suit him, he added silently. “I’m having Calvin run all their social security numbers through every databank we have access to. Something’s got to come up.” He seemed to have no doubts about that.
Logic dictated that he was right. But she didn’t deal in logic alone.
“Calvin?” she asked. She would have remembered if he’d mentioned that name before. It sounded like something from the last century.
“The precinct’s resident computer whiz kid. Turns out he’s the captain’s nephew.” He’d stumbled across that little piece of information by accident. It wasn’t something that either Calvin or his uncle advertised. “For once, nepotism is actually working out. Cal can practically make a computer dance on its hind legs.”
“A computer doesn’t have hind legs,” she pointed out tactfully.
“That’s why the trick is so impressive,” he deadpanned.
The man had a sense of humor. There was hope for the universe yet. Whether that meant hope for them or not was another story, one she didn’t have time to explore right now, Nika told herself. Right now, she was a doctor. Later she’d be the woman whose kneecaps melted every time Cole Baker came within breathing distance.
“Has this Calvin person found anything of interest?” she asked.
That was where his testy mood was coming from. “Other than one of the nurses’ arrest for shoplifting years ago, nothing so far.”
“Shoplifting?” Nika echoed, stunned. She couldn’t envision any of the nurses she’d been working with taking anything that didn’t belong to them beyond perhaps a Post-it note. “Who?”
But Cole shook his head. “Sorry, those records are sealed.”
The hell they were. “But this Calvin obviously hacked into them and he told you.”
“He did,” Cole agreed. “But this is on a need-to-know basis.”
“And I need to know,” she shot back. She needed to know about the people she worked next to. Needed to know their weaknesses and their strengths—and whether or not they had ever run afo
ul of authority.
Cole saw no reason for her to have the information. “The woman shoplifted some makeup from a department store counter, she didn’t electrocute the undercover floor walker. And it was years ago, when she was a kid.”
“You’re not going to tell me.” It wasn’t a question on her part, it was an annoyed conclusion. And, as it turned out, the right one.
“Nope.”
And he wouldn’t, no matter how hard she tried to get it out of him. She knew that without being told. He was protecting the rights of a tarnished soul. Noble.
Who would have thought?
Nika sighed. “You are one hard man to figure out.” She laughed shortly. “Of course, they say that once the mystery’s gone, the relationship is doomed.” He looked at her sharply the moment she uttered the word “relationship.” “Not that we have one,” she quickly added. She didn’t want him to feel as if she was hemming him in or even attempting to label what was happening between them.
“We don’t.”
It was actually a question, but at the last minute, he stopped himself from using an inflection in his tone that would turn it into one. It was obvious by her denial that she didn’t want a relationship, he thought. He didn’t need to be hit over the head to realize that.
He knew he should be happy. Or, at the very least, since “happy” was a stretch for him, he should feel relieved. She wasn’t asking for anything, certainly not a commitment. Most women after they’d slept with someone more than twice wanted the future spelled out, clarified and plotted out to infinity.
Yet she didn’t.
Why?
Didn’t what they had going on between them matter to her?
That had to be it. Again, he waited for the relief to come. It didn’t.
Nika pressed her lips together. She couldn’t figure out if he’d just asked her a question, or made a statement that was ultimately agreeing with what she’d arbitrarily thrown out into the conversation, mainly to see his reaction.
It’s the latter, you idiot.
She’d known from the beginning that Cole didn’t want to have a lasting relationship. That whatever was going on between them was going to defy labels and remain in the realm of the unknown, to be taken one moment at a time and nothing more. It had no past and no future. It just was. Until the day came that it wasn’t.
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