by Lynsay Sands
Jeanne Louise grimaced, aware that she was suddenly blushing, but said, “Some used to swear it was the best place to bite. No one is likely to see the marks.”
“Right,” he muttered, and then fell silent for a while. She suspected he was thinking about her biting someone in the genitals. Men tended to have one-track minds, at least the men she’d read did.
“Do you want an aspirin or something?” Paul asked suddenly. “I think I have a bottle in the glove compartment. Or if you need something stronger, the bag in the backseat has Livy’s meds, including some pretty powerful ones for pain.” He frowned and added in a mutter, “Though they don’t help her much.”
“No, I’m okay,” Jeanne Louise assured him. It wasn’t completely true. Her head still hurt, but mortal medicines weren’t likely to help. The nanos would just see them as foreign substances to be removed from the body, which would use up more blood and no doubt increase her discomfort. She’d have to feed soon though if she wanted to be pain free, and she’d have to do it off the hoof. She would actually have to bite a mortal to feed, a practice that was forbidden except in emergencies where blood banks weren’t accessible.
This counted as an emergency, Jeanne Louise decided and hoped the council would see it that way too. However, they might argue that all she had to do was make Paul take her to the Enforcer house or anywhere else where she could get blood.
“You know,” Paul mused, “When I was a kid, my parents used to rent a cottage on Lake Huron, a little place this side of the Kettle Point Indian reserve. Ipperwash. I’ve often thought I should take Livy there.”
“That’s what? Two or three hours southwest of here?” Jeanne Louise asked.
“About that,” he agreed.
Jeanne Louise considered it. The beach would be busy this time of year, crawling with mortals. It would make it difficult for the Enforcers to grab them without drawing attention if they tracked them down. It would also make it easier for her to feed with so many snack options available, and it was looking like she might be feeding off the hoof for a while. At least until she sorted out things with Paul, had got him to agree to be her life mate, had turned him, had him turn Livy, and had returned to town to see what they could do to mitigate the trouble Paul was in.
She was hoping that if Paul was turned before he was caught that it might make a difference. The fact that he was her life mate and one of them should help. She hoped. It was the only reason she would even consider turning him on her own without drugs and IVs to aid in the endeavor. But she might not have to do without those items. A visit to the nearest hospital and a little mind control would get her anything she needed. Except for the specialized drugs developed in R and D, she acknowledged unhappily, but then decided she would worry about that when the time came.
“Sounds good,” she said finally.
Six
“Jeanie?”
Jeanne Louise stirred slowly and opened her eyes to find Paul leaning over her. Blinking sleepily, she peered around, her hand automatically tightening on the bundle of fur in her lap as Boomer too began to stir. The car was stopped. They were parked in a big, busy Walmart parking lot. Obviously she’d dozed off and they’d reached the Kitchener/Waterloo area. Or maybe Cambridge. She wasn’t sure which.
“I was going to let you sleep while I ran in to get you some clothes, but I don’t know what size you wear,” Paul explained, sitting back in his seat so that she could sit up.
“Oh.” She smiled around a yawn and then shook her head. “I’ll get them.”
“Uh, well, it’s maybe better if you don’t. You might draw some attention like that,” he pointed out gently.
Jeanne Louise glanced down at herself and frowned as she noted the mud-streaked front of her clothes. She was dry now, at least, but the mud hadn’t evaporated with the damp. She would definitely draw attention. Sighing with resignation, she nodded. “Size six most of the time, but sometimes an eight.” When confusion entered his face, she chuckled. “Different manufacturers fit differently. Just go with six.”
Nodding, Paul glanced in the backseat.
“I’ll be here,” she reassured him. “And I’m awake now.”
“Thanks,” he murmured, and then reached for the door handle and slid out, saying, “I’ll be as quick as I can.”
“Okay,” Jeanne Louise said just before he closed the door. She watched him walk away from the car, and then glanced at the cars around them. He’d parked at the back of the lot, but still among the other cars rather than off alone. The parking lot was surprisingly busy for this hour. By her guess it must be nearly nine o’clock. Most Walmarts stayed open until eleven though.
A sleepy murmur from Livy drew her attention and Jeanne Louise shifted to glance in the back. The girl was still asleep, however. Her color was good, her cheeks actually a little rosy. Two meals and some time to be a child at Chuck E. Cheese’s had done her good. She needed a couple more days of eating and having fun to rebuild her strength though before it would be safe to turn her.
Jeanne Louise settled back in her seat, her hand automatically holding Boomer in place as she did. When he gave her hand a wet swipe with his tongue, she smiled at the animal, and ruffled his ears. He was a good dog and had apparently slept the whole time she had, Jeanne Louise thought and then glanced after Paul, wishing she’d thought to tell him to get some dog food for the poor animal. They hadn’t fed him before going out for supper. She supposed Paul had intended to when they got back, but instead they were driving around looking for somewhere to hide. And the dog still hadn’t eaten.
Her attention was distracted from that thought by the sight of a family walking up the row of cars, bags in hand. Two young children were chattering away to a weary-looking mother and father as they were herded toward a small minivan across the aisle and a couple cars up. Jeanne Louise watched the parents stow the bags and kids in the van and then get in themselves, and grimaced as her fangs tried to slide out.
She was hungry, and not for food. Her belly was still happily full of pizza. It was blood her body wanted and the need was beginning to gnaw at her. She had to feed soon. That thought in mind, Jeanne Louise let her gaze slide over the people moving back and forth in the parking lot, some returning to cars, some leaving them to head into the store. Most seemed to be in groups or at least pairs. In fact, several minutes passed before she spotted a man on his own. Her eyes narrowed on him, considering. He was young, perhaps in his early twenties with short preppy blond hair and an athletic build. Healthy-looking.
Jeanne Louise automatically reached for the door handle and then recalled Boomer in her lap. Pausing, she bit her lip and peered down at the dog. He was awake and lying nicely in her lap, but she couldn’t guarantee that he wouldn’t hop into the backseat and disturb Livy if she left him in the car.
Her gaze slid back to the young man. He was slowing as he approached the car across from Paul’s, a small, sporty red coupe. Feeling her fangs slide down and out again, she forced them back once more, but then reached for the door and this time opened it.
Jeanne Louise took Boomer with her as she slid out of the front seat. Holding the dog to her chest with one hand, she eased the door carefully closed to keep from waking Livy and then turned to peer at the young man again.
He had opened the driver’s door of his car and was about to slide behind the wheel. Jeanne Louise didn’t speak, simply slipped into his thoughts and took control of him. It was as easy as poking a finger in soft butter. Unlike Paul, the man was as malleable as mud.
Smiling to herself, Jeanne Louise made him close his door and cross the aisle to her. His expression was blank when she brought him to a halt in front of her. She took a moment to search his thoughts and be sure he hadn’t been drinking or taken any drugs, and when she found he was clean, and in fact a health nut, she relaxed and made him bend toward her as if about to kiss her. But at the last minute she made him turn his head.
To anyone watching it would look like they were merely embracing
and she was nuzzling his neck, Jeanne Louise thought, as she braced her hand on his chest. She raised up on her toes, let her teeth slip out and—
“Jeanne Louise?”
She turned instinctively at that questioning voice, not thinking to retract her fangs until she saw the way Paul’s entire expression froze. Cursing herself for not thinking to check the parking lot before making her move, Jeanne Louise quickly let her teeth slide back into place and removed her hand from the man she’d been about to bite. She stayed inside his head, though, sensible enough not to release him yet.
“Paul, I—”
“You were going to bite him,” he hissed accusingly as he moved up to join them between his car and the sedan next to it.
Jeanne Louise didn’t bother trying to deny it. She raised her head, straightened her shoulders, and said with simple dignity, “I need to feed, Paul.”
His mouth thinned, and then he glanced sharply to her intended dinner. His eyebrows immediately drew together as he took in the blank expression on his face. “What have you done to him?”
Jeanne Louise grimaced. Now she’d have to explain things she hadn’t wanted to explain. Buying herself some time, she said, “Hang on,” then turned her full attention to the man again and sent him walking back to his car. She had him get in, and then took a moment to make sure he didn’t recall his brief detour to her side, before releasing him.
They both watched silently as he started his engine, but the moment he drove away, Paul turned on her again, eyebrows raised. “Well?”
Jeanne Louise glanced around at the busy parking lot and suggested, “Maybe we should discuss this in the car.”
“Oh, right. Now you’re worried about the busy parking lot?” he asked dryly. “A minute ago you were playing Vampirella out here without a single worry about who saw, but now you want to talk in the car?”
“I wasn’t playing Vampirella,” she said with a sigh. “I didn’t even get to bite him. You interrupted before I could.”
“Well, good,” Paul snapped. “Because you aren’t going to be biting anyone while you’re with me.”
“I have to feed, Paul,” Jeanne Louise said, trying to remain patient. “I need blood to survive.”
“I thought you guys weren’t allowed to feed off the hoof anymore?” he growled. “I thought you were restricted to bagged blood.”
“We are,” she said at once. “Except in cases of emergency and this is one. I can hardly stop by the Argeneau blood bank, or call in a delivery order, can I? You’d be taken into custody, and I can’t—” She snapped her mouth closed and glanced over her shoulder at the sound of a door opening.
A small sigh slid from Jeanne Louise’s lips when she saw the older gentleman getting into the van parked behind Paul’s car. The way he was eyeing them told her he’d heard what they were talking about. While he looked a little confused, even having heard what he had without understanding it was bad enough so she slipped into the man’s thoughts and rearranged them a bit, then turned to Paul. “We need to leave.”
This time he didn’t protest, but opened the car door with a jerk. He waited until she had folded herself inside with Boomer, and then dropped the huge bag of purchases he’d been holding by her feet and slammed the door. The sound, of course, stirred Livy from sleep and this time the headache wasn’t gone. The child woke with a cry of pain and immediately started weeping miserably. It made Jeanne Louise glare at Paul when he opened the driver’s door and slid in. Shoving the dog at him, she opened her door again and got out.
“Where are you going?” Paul growled.
Jeanne Louise ignored him and slammed the door closed, then opened the back door, and undid Livy’s seat belt.
“It’s okay, sweetie,” she cooed, lifting her out into her arms. She hugged her close, kissed her forehead, and then forced herself to slip into the girl’s mind to help her with the pain. Excruciating agony immediately exploded inside her head and Jeanne Louise leaned heavily against the side of the car, clutching instinctively at the child to keep from dropping her as she tried to cope with it. It was so overwhelming this time that she didn’t even notice Paul getting out of the car and coming around to join them.
“Put her to sleep,” he ordered, taking the girl from her, but it took a moment for his words to make it through to her beleaguered brain. “Jeanie?”
She forced her eyes open, squinted at Livy and put her to sleep. It was an effort this time. The pain was really bad. She’d thought the first two headaches had been horrible, but this was unbearable. Jeanne Louise couldn’t even think with her head hammering as it was and it took a moment for her to remember how to make the child sleep. She also had to wait longer this time before she was sure Livy’s mind was flooding with endorphins to stop the pain receptors from receiving the pain, then she finally slipped free of the child’s mind with relief.
Groaning, Jeanne Louise then pressed her hands to her forehead and turned to lean her cheek wearily on the roof of the car. She heard the front door open, and raised her head to peer around, then quickly slipped into the girl’s thoughts to keep her from waking as Paul settled her in the front seat and buckled her in. It was a good thing she had because Boomer immediately decided that he should sit on Livy. His climbing on the girl would have woken her if Jeanne Louise hadn’t slipped back into her thoughts.
Paul scooped up the dog, and then grabbed the bag of clothes as well. The moment he straightened and closed the door, she freed herself from Livy’s mind and leaned on the roof of the car again.
“Come,” Paul said quietly. He urged her out of the way, opened the back door and ushered her in. Jeanne Louise slipped into the backseat. She took the dog when he handed him to her, then the bag of clothes as well, and simply leaned her head back on the seat and closed her eyes. It was Paul who did up her seat belt for her. She didn’t even have the energy to thank him.
Jeanne Louise was vaguely aware of his closing the door, quietly, she noted. Apparently he’d learned his lesson from the first door slamming. Then she heard the front driver’s door open and the engine start. She merely clutched the dog and bag to her stomach and stayed where she was as he shifted into gear and steered them out of their parking spot.
Jeanne Louise didn’t think she’d ever felt so exhausted and spent in her life. Her head was still throbbing, the earlier dull ache a fond memory, and without blood, she knew it wouldn’t improve. She simply leaned back in the seat, trying to keep from vomiting from the pain as he drove.
Consumed by that effort as she was, Jeanne Louise couldn’t have said how long he drove before the car stopped again. She didn’t care either, and stayed where she was as Paul got out of the car. When the door beside her opened again, she didn’t react until she felt Paul digging through the bag on her lap. Forcing her eyes open, she lifted her head a bit, just in time to see him retrieve a leash from the bag. He then shifted the bag off her lap to the car seat, before snapping the leash to Boomer’s collar.
“Can you walk?” he asked in a hushed whisper.
Jeanne Louise grimaced, but nodded.
Paul lifted Boomer off her lap. Holding him under one arm, he unsnapped her seat belt, and then offered Jeanne Louise his hand to get out.
She scowled at him, still angry that he’d woken Livy and put both his daughter and herself through that agony. But then she accepted his offered hand and slid her feet out of the car.
Paul eased the door closed as soundlessly as possible once she stood beside him, then turned to usher her away from the vehicle.
Jeanne Louise reluctantly peered around, surprised to see he’d brought them to a park. He led her to a picnic table, saw her seated, then tied the end of the long leash to the picnic table leg and moved back to sit beside her.
“Bite me,” he said grimly.
“Same to you,” she muttered irritably.
Paul blinked, and then a surprised laugh slipped from his lips. “No. I wasn’t—I mean, really go ahead and bite me, Jeanie. You need to feed. Feed
on me.”
“Oh,” Jeanne Louise said on a sigh, and then frowned at him. “First you were upset with me because I was going to bite someone. Now you want me to bite you?”
He grimaced and glanced away. “Yes, well . . . I shouldn’t have reacted as I did. I guess I was a little jealous when I saw you cuddled up to that hunk in the parking lot. I suppose after that kiss earlier today I feel a little possessive.” Paul shrugged uncomfortably, and then rushed on, “Besides, you shouldn’t have to feed on others. You’re only without blood because I kidnapped you. If you have to bite anyone it should be me. No one else should have to pay.”
Jeanne Louise stared at him through the growing gloom. The sun had long set, darkness taking its place. She hadn’t even noticed that when he’d led her from the car, which said just what kind of shape she was in. And her state of mind was helping her with sorting out what he’d just said. He was a little jealous when he saw her with the man? He felt possessive after their kiss earlier that day? And he was admitting it? Wow. She thought that was kind of important but in her present state wasn’t sure if it was in a good way or bad.
“So, go ahead.” Paul shifted a little closer, and turned his head to offer her his neck.
Jeanne Louise just stared at him. She couldn’t just bite him. She couldn’t control his thoughts. She’d hurt him if she couldn’t keep him from feeling the pain. She wasn’t willing to hurt him. She wanted to bite him though. Not to hurt him, but to feed. The way he’d twisted his neck left his vein exposed and throbbing. She could almost smell the blood pounding through his veins. Groaning, Jeanne Louise turned away. “I can’t.”
Paul was silent for a minute, and then said, “You were controlling that guy in the parking lot.”
“I told you, we can keep them from feeling pain so that—”
“You were controlling him, Jeanie,” he interrupted grimly. “You weren’t just keeping him from feeling pain. He didn’t even seem to be there. It was like the lights were on but no one was home. He was walking, but he didn’t seem conscious despite the fact that his eyes were open.”