Train Me Daddy

by Mia Ford

  Taking him in my hand, I gripped him tightly as I guided him into me, lowering my body onto him as I stared deeply into his eyes. Unlike the first time we were together, it didn't hurt. There was no pain as he spread me open – only pleasure as he filled me up. His hands grabbed onto my ass and held me in place, allowing our bodies to adjust to being united. He pulled me down so our lips met once more as we kissed deeply. Passionately. I rocked on top of him, riding him slowly at first, enjoying the sensation of him being inside of me again after so long.

  “Maya, Maya,” he whispered into my ear. “Oh God, Maya.”

  This wasn't the frantic fucking of years ago, this was of two adults making love. And we were trying to be as quiet as possible because unlike before, we had a little boy sleeping in the next room. But God, it was so hard to not call out Reese's name, as our bodies found a nice, solid rhythm and pleasure washed over the both of us.

  But even Reese managed to keep his groans quieter, and as I felt the first wave of orgasm approaching, I bit my lip, hard. And as I fell forward, spasming with pleasure, I bit Reese's shoulder, shielding the screams that fought to explode from my throat. If it hurt or he minded, he didn't show it. Maybe he didn't feel it, as he was in the midst of his climax too. His cock pulsated inside of me, his breathing was ragged.

  “I love you, Reese,” I said before I could stop myself. “I've always loved you.”

  And as he thrust upward, filling me with his seed, he stared deep into my eyes and said the words I'd wanted to hear for so long, “I love you too, Maya.”

  ooo000ooo

  The next morning, I awoke to find I was alone in my bed. At first, my heart broke as I wondered if I'd been duped and used. If Reese had only come over and put on a good show to get into my pants again. But then I heard sounds coming from the living room. Eli was laughing. So was Reese.

  I threw on some pyjama bottoms and a top and walked down the hallway, where I found Eli hiding behind the curtains and Reese pretending not to be able to find him. The smell of bacon filled the room.

  “What's going on in here?” I asked with a laugh. I stared at the clock. It was after eight in the morning. I never slept past eight – not since Eli had been born.

  “Oh nothing much,” Reese said. “Just figured you could use the sleep and I heard the little guy moving around in his room, so I made him some breakfast.”

  Eli popped his head out from behind the curtain. “He burned the bacon, mama.”

  “Shhh,” Reese said. “You weren't supposed to tell her that. Now she won't want to eat any of it.”

  Eli giggled maniacally. Reese got up off the floor and walked over to me. He went in for a kiss, but seemed to think better of it, giving a look back at Eli to see if he was watching. Of course, he was.

  But I didn't let that stop me. I kissed Reese, just a quick peck, nothing more.

  “Thank you for letting me sleep in,” I said.

  “You needed it,” he said quietly. “There's some eggs and burnt bacon in the kitchen, I'm happy to make you a plate.”

  “Sleeping in and breakfast? A girl could get used to this.”

  “Maybe you should,” Reese said, flashing me a smile and wink before heading off into the kitchen.

  Amazed by what was happening, I followed behind him and watched as he prepared me a plate. I leaned against the counter, and just stared at him, still trying to decide if this was real or not. And as I realized that yes, this was real, the thought that had been rampaging through my mind for weeks suddenly came flying out of my mouth.

  “What do you think about telling Eli you're his father? Are you ready for that?” I asked.

  Reese looked surprised as he handed me a plate. And yes, the bacon was badly burnt – black and crisp – but I wasn't one to complain about breakfast I didn't have to make.

  “The real question is – are you?”

  “Yeah,” I said, taking a bite of the charred bacon. “I think so. As long as you're ready, so am I.”

  “Then let's do it,” he said.

  Of course, there was more than just telling Eli. We needed to break the news to my parents too. All these years, they had no idea I knew who my son's father was – and now I was coming clean. I was admitting the truth. Or at least, I would be, once I worked up the nerve.

  We picked a family dinner, as was only fitting in my mind, to break the news. But before that, we made a point of sitting down with Eli. It went easier than I thought, but mainly because he was, after all, only a toddler and didn't quite comprehend the news the same way my parents would. Which was good. It meant he'd grow up with early memories of his father, of knowing who he was. Reese missed a few years, but not too many.

  “So Eli,” I said as we sat on the floor of the living room with him, “you know how I have a mommy and daddy?”

  “Yes,” he said, not looking entirely interested in anything I had to say.

  Reese sat across from me, and we shared a look. This was it. This was the moment.

  “Well, you know you have a mommy already –”

  “You!” he said, pointing at me with a smile. “You're my mommy.”

  “Yes, Eli,” I said with a laugh. “I'm your mommy. But did you know you also had a daddy?”

  The little boy cocked his head and looked confused. His eyes were wide as he looked back at me, almost like I was speaking a foreign language.

  “Reese isn't just mommy's friend,” I said. “He's also your daddy.”

  Eli's eyes grew even wider as they went from looking at me to staring at Reese, then back at me.

  Reese took this moment to speak up. “Do you know what that means?”

  Eli shook his head and stared down at the floor, tracing something with his fingers. But I knew he was listening.

  Reese continued. “It means that you have two people who care for you, Eli. Two parents who love you and will always be there for you. Who will do anything for you.”

  That made my heart explode in my chest. All the warm and fuzzy feelings came rushing to the surface as I wiped away tears of joy from my eyes. All these years, I'd raised Eli alone. Sure, he had his grandma and grandpa, but he didn't have a mom and a dad. It was hard trying to be both for him. And whether I liked to admit it or not, that bothered me. To know my child would grow up without a father bothered me a lot more than I realized until that moment. Knowing that he had us both thought, there with him, no matter what happened between Reese and myself – well, that meant a lot. More than I could possibly express.

  “And,” Reese continued, reaching out and taking my hand in his, “it means your momma doesn't have to do all this alone, because I love her too.”

  Never in my wildest dreams could I have imagined something so perfect. My life may not have turned out the way I had planned, but that was okay. Because it was starting to turn into something that was pretty damn amazing anyway. Unexpected, of course. But amazing all the same.

  ooo000ooo

  Family dinner, a few weeks later. This time it was me asking if someone could join us.

  “Seriously, Maya,” my mom said, shaking her head at me, “You've always been on my side on this. It's family dinner, not a time for friends or anyone not part of this family –”

  “Just this once, mom,” I said, trying to maintain my composure. “You always let Luke have his friends over. This one is a special friend. It's important to me.”

  I'd never pushed the issue before, not like my brother, and I knew my mom knew that. Maybe it was the determined look in my eye or perhaps my old mom wasn't as stubborn as she liked to appear, but her face softened slightly.

  “Okay. Just this once,” she said. “I suppose it couldn't hurt.”

  I hugged her, held her tight. “Thank you,” I said.

  She had no idea about the announcement I'd be making. She had no idea that in a way, the person I was bringing over for dinner was family – but that was all about to change. And the knot in my stomach, as well as the feeling of nausea that was sweeping over me
only reinforced that fact.

  I let Reese know it was okay, and he said he'd be there, right before dinner. He had some errands to run first, and honestly, I was relieved for the extra time to mentally prepare myself for the revelation. I had a feeling it was going to be a rough, emotional night.

  As the clock ticked closer and closer to dinner time, I began to worry when Reese hadn't arrived. Was he chickening out? Was he not coming? Had he ditched us? No, Reese wouldn't do that. He wouldn't go back to his old ways. I saw in his eyes that he'd meant what he'd been telling me about changing and being part of our lives. I'd believed him when he'd told me that he loved me. He wouldn't do this to me – would he?

  “Who's the friend?” Luke asked, leaning against the kitchen counter where I was standing, staring out the back window and praying for Reese's car to pull into the driveway. “Finally get yourself a boyfriend. Or maybe a girlfriend?”

  I rolled my eyes. Luke had no idea what was happening, and he was probably going to be the most surprised of all to see his former best friend walk through that door. Especially when he found out that Reese wasn't there for him – but for me.

  “You'll meet him soon enough,” I said.

  Inwardly, I smiled. Luke was going to flip out when he found out the truth. He was going to lose his mind to learn that I was the mother of his much cooler friend's child. That yes, his friend actually liked me, even though Luke liked to tease me about how Reese would never, ever be with someone like me.

  But where was he? I bit my lip and continued staring out the window. No sign of his car and my mom was already setting the table.

  “Should I set a place for your friend, Maya? You know I don't appreciate late-comers...”

  “He'll be here,” I said. I know he will be.

  But my heart was heavy. Reese said he'd be here right before dinner, and dinner was about to be served.

  “Come to the table, dear, I don't want the meatloaf getting cold.”

  One last look out the window. No sign of Reese. With a heavy heart, I sat down at the table – between my son and an empty seat where his father should be sitting – but wasn't.

  We lowered our heads in prayer, and I tried to hold back the tears. Maybe he was just running late, I thought. It could happen. Of course, this was a big deal for us, a stepping stone toward coming together as a family at last. And if he was going to be late to this, what else would he be late for in the future? Birthday parties? School plays? Soccer games?

  Stop it, I told myself. Don't cry. You've been alone up to this point, you'll be just fine if he doesn't show and yes, maybe he was just running late. Really late.

  I had wiped away the tears as we said “Amen,” and that's when there was a gentle knock at the back door. My parents looked at one another and shrugged as Luke got up to answer it since he was the closest one to it. I stood up, hopeful and happy that he'd finally made it.

  “Hey man, what are you doing here?” Luke said, shaking his friend's hand. “Wasn't expecting you to stop by.”

  “Actually,” Reese said, looking past my brother toward me, “I'm not here for you. I'm here for Maya.”

  “Maya?” Luke asked, turning to look at me.

  My parents were staring at me as well, an expression of sheer confusion on their faces.

  “Yes, he's with me. He's the friend I told you was coming for dinner.”

  I choked on the words. He was more than a friend, wasn't he? After all, we'd said we loved one another – that meant we were something more? And he was the father of my child, there was that part too. But friend came out easier than all of that when I'd been talking to my mom.

  “He's your friend now too?” Luke scratched his head.

  Reese and I stared at each other, and I was grinning like an idiot as relief washed over me. I wanted to rush to his side, to embrace him, to kiss him, but that felt weird in front of my parents. Reese moved past my brother and walked toward me and the empty seat, but he didn't sit down. Instead, he took my hand in his and kissed it softly, never once taking his dark eyes off of me.

  “What the hell?” Luke said.

  That pretty much summed up all of my emotions too. What the hell was going on? Was he...?

  “Maya, I'm sorry I'm late. And I don't mean just to dinner, but I'm late getting back into your life as well. Now that I'm here though, I want to stick around. Not just for you, but for our son as well.”

  That's when my mom made a sound – a gasp. Reese was nervous, I could tell and cast a scared look their way before turning back to me. My mother started to say something, but my father hushed her and let the scene play out. Luke, on the other hand, look dumbfounded. But none of that mattered, because what did matter was that Reese had something in his hand.

  He slipped a ring onto my finger – a diamond solitaire. I stared at him, my mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water as he lowered himself to a knee.

  “Maya McConnell, will you let me right the wrongs and be the man you deserve?” he asked, his eyes locked onto mine. “Will you marry me?”

  It felt like my entire body turned to jelly. Thankfully, Reese had hold of my hand, it kept me from falling as I stared at him wide eyed, my body humming with an electricity inside

  “Yes,” my voice came out in a whisper.

  We embraced, kissing as if there was no one in the room but us – until Eli started fussing.

  “Mommy,” he said. “Hold me.”

  “Yes, baby,” I said, picking up my son and holding him close.

  Reese kissed his forehead, and I think that's the moment it made sense for everyone in the room. But it was Luke who finally articulated the words.

  “You mean to tell me – Reese is Eli's father?”

  “Yes,” I said, wiping away the tears. “Yes, he is. He's Eli's father. It's a long story.”

  “A very long story,” Reese said, never taking his eyes off me. “But one we'll be happy to tell over many family dinners to come.”

  BOOK 2: IRRESISTIBLE SEAL

  DREW

  Frisco's Bar was still the same place I remembered it being all those years ago. The faces were no longer familiar to me, but the atmosphere was still the same. A live band played some cover music from the eighties – really badly – while twenty-somethings got drunk and danced the night away. A wave of nostalgia washed over me as I took it all in.

  We were out on the patio – it was pretty sparsely populated since the San Francisco air was a tad bit chilly. It felt nice to me though. It reminded me that I was home. The Bay Area had always been my home. It was where I felt comfortable. At peace. And leaving it had been the hardest thing I'd ever done. That had been back when I was young and naive and thought serving my country was what I was born to do. Not that I regret serving my country. Not in the least.

  “Damn, it feels good to be home,” I said, taking a long sip of my beer.

  “The city missed you, Drew,” Nick said.

  “The city may have missed me, but I doubt many others did, I'm afraid.”

  Nick and Bryan were my buddies. Guys I knew from way back in high school. When I'd gone away to serve, they'd stayed here, started families and had gone about the traditional path to creating a normal life. Nick's wife – Elizabeth – was currently pregnant with baby number two. Bryan was engaged to be married.

  It was hard to convince either of them to join me tonight, but I had no family left, no friends, no one. I was pretty much alone in this world. I kind of felt like I'd pressured them to come out and they'd been a little bit reluctant, but eventually, they'd agreed. I think they just felt sorry for me.

  “Ahh, we're all just busy, you know? Work, family, all that –”

  I really didn't know because I had none of that at the moment. My mom and dad had both died while I was away – I hadn't even gotten to say goodbye to them. I had no siblings. I'd returned to San Francisco because it was familiar and comfortable. Not because I was returning to anyone in particular. There really wasn't very much for me in t
he Bay Area. And some days I wondered why I 'd done that to myself.

  “Did you hear back about the job?” Bryan asked. “The one you interviewed for last week?”

  I tried not to cringe, focusing my attention on the napkin I was folding and unfolding on the table in front of me. I nodded and gave them a rueful grin.

  “Yeah, I heard back,” I said. “A form letter. They went with another candidate.”

  “I'm sorry, man,” Nick said. “If I hear of any openings at my company, I'll let you know.”

  I nodded my thanks and then chugged the rest of my beer, hoping the alcohol would hit me sooner, rather than later. This was supposed to be a night of celebration and fun – not a bunch of moping around feeling sorry for myself, depressing shit.

  Nick's phone buzzed and he excused himself to go outside to talk to his wife, leaving just Bryan and me at the table.

  “So how did you meet? You and your girl?” I asked, hoping to take the attention off of me.

  “Oh, umm, well Melissa and I went to college together,” Bryan said, adjusting his glasses.

  He looked around, a strange expression on his face, almost like he was hoping Nick would be back to alleviate the awkwardness of the conversation and atmosphere hovering over the table. We had never really been all that close back in the day. And it seemed that the years between our last visit had only pushed us further apart.

  And a few moments later, Bryan got his wish. At least for a moment.

  “Hey guys, that was Beth,” he said, a sheepish grin on his face. “She's not feeling well and our youngest is acting up, so she needs me at home. I'm really sorry, Drew. I was hoping to get a chance to hang out a bit longer.”

  “Nah, no problem,” I said.

  We said our goodbyes and Nick departed, leaving just Bryan and me. As if things at the table couldn't be any more tense and awkward.

  “I don't envy that guy one fucking bit,” I said, watching Nick leave. “Tied down like that, you know?”