They moved from there to a scene involving wax. It was beautiful, but it didn’t really do anything for her. She would give it a try if she had the change, but only for her story.
The next scene the paused at was on the main stage area. It took her a moment to realize that it was Master Gabriel because she was entranced by the sound and movement of the bull whip as he worked over a bound submissive with the most beautiful red hair.
“That’s Amanda. Gabriel recently collared her and they are also engaged. He’s already had her up on that stage for twenty minutes getting her ready for the whip. He’s spanking her to get her in the right head space and now he’s slowly ramping up the intensity with the whip. It’s not something for a beginner to try. I’ve never seen anyone with more control than Gabriel.
“I know the crack of the whip sounds scary but his initial strikes are the barest whisper against her skin. He’s working her up like I did to you last week. I started with a bare hand and then two different floggers. If I had started with the second flogger without the warm up, you would have found it too intense. As it was, I think you enjoyed being flogged, Lexi. Am I right?”
“Yes, Sir. Even,” she found herself blushing and was glad the club was dimly lit except for the scenes being played out, “the crop. I didn’t think of what you did as a warm up, but it makes sense. I warm up before I run. I just never thought of a warm up under these circumstances.”
“I’m glad you concur. Now watch as Gabriel increased the intensity with his strikes. The first few didn’t leave a mark, but now you can see the pink on her ass.” Lexi nodded. “He’s only going to do another couple at this intensity and then he’s going to fuck her brains out.”
Lexi found the whip scene both exciting and frightening, but when they moved around so that she could see Amanda’s face, she could see that the submissive was just as entranced as the woman in suspension.
“That’s called subspace, pet. She’s floating on endorphins.”
The last scene he showed her was three men and a woman. There was no pain involved, only pleasure. Andrew stood behind her, his arms around her as she watched as they touched and caressed the blindfolded woman. They had her literally quivering with need when one of them donned a condom and then lay down on the large bed. The other two men lowered her down onto his rigid cock. She tried to move, but they held her still as one of the men straddled her legs lubed her ass and then slowly pushed into her.
Lexi whimpered.
“You find that scene hot, Lexi? Wait until you see what comes next.”
Lexi didn’t know if she could take any more. She could feel the moisture between her legs and the throb of her nipples and clit. When the man on top pulled her torso up, the man below reached up and caressed her breasts, tugging and twisting her nipples. The third man watched for a moment. Then he approached her head, grabbing her hair and turning her head. Then he fisted his cock with his other hand and pressed it against her lips.
Lexi moaned. It was the most erotic thing she’d ever scene, one woman, penetrated and pleasured by three men. And then the men started moving and she realized this was the most erotic thing she’d ever seen. She felt her own respiration speed up as she felt her own orgasm start to rise. She felt a puff of air in her ear as Andrew chuckled and then one of the hands around her waist dipped lower and under the elastic of her thong.
She started to protest but he held her still. “This is a sex club, pet. No one will mind if I finger you. In fact, they’ll probably enjoy watching you come as much as I do.”
His index finger was parting her folds now, sliding over her clit. She moaned. She felt him slid a foot between her legs and nudge her feet apart. Then his hand slid deeper into her thing, his fingers finding her dripping pussy. First one and then a second penetrated her, stretching her and ramping up her arousal.
“Someone’s turned on!” he declared as he slid a finger inside her. She melted back against him and would have fallen if he didn’t hold her up with his left hand.
As the men involved in the ménage on the big bed moved quicker, so did his fingers inside her. He angled his hand so this thumb rasped over her clit with each thrust. She his mouth on her shoulder and his teeth just scrape her skin just as he curled his fingers inside of her and suddenly the woman on the stage was screaming and coming and she was screaming and coming and then everything went black.
“You passed out? From him… fingering…”
Lexi felt herself blushing as Nicole and Rhonda stared at her in awe.
“What? He had very talented fingers. And the scene we were watching… it was so damned hot. Three men and a woman. I almost came just from watching the three of them pleasuring her.”
“You almost made me come just from talking about it!” Nicole laughed. “I had no idea you were into ménage.”
“I’m not, not really. It was the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen. Three men devoted to the pleasure of one woman. Andrew asked me if I wanted him to find a third or even a fourth for our sessions, but I turned him down. I have no desire to actually experience it, but damned if it didn’t turn me on.”
“So, did you and Andrew finally have sex?”
“No, Rhonda. After he revived me, he wrapped me in a blanket and cuddled me. Then he drove me home. No scene. No sex. And he forbade me from doing anything… sexual… until we meet again next Saturday. He’s banned me from using my vibrator or anything else to come.”
“No way. Did he give you a chastity belt to wear too?”
Lexi looked at her friends.
“Don’t laugh. He threatened me with one if I disobey.”
“But how would he know. I mean, you don’t have to tell him, right Nicole? She can just say she followed instructions.”
“Oh, Rhonda. He’d know. I’m convinced of it.”
“So what happens during your next session? Do you finally…”
Lexi nodded. “Andrew said that he plans for full on sex next time, but only if I agree. I have to think on it this week and what it will mean to our training relationship. It’s a big step. I told him I’m an adult and I’ve had recreational sex before and to get over himself.”
Nicole chuckled. “What did he say to that?”
“I’ve apparently earned myself a punishment spanking. I might even have to stand in the corner for a while so everyone can admire my bright red ass.”
“No! He wouldn’t? And did you tell him to go jump off a cliff?”
“Not quite, Rhonda. I had to close my eyes and take slow deep breaths so I wouldn’t come just from his words. I was terrified that if I did, I wouldn’t be allowed to have an orgasm next week during our scene. He said that’s one of the ways he punishes naughty subs.”
“He wouldn’t dare!”
“Oh yes, Rhonda, he absolutely would. While he was holding me after our scene, he told me that he had one bratty trainee sub that didn’t get an orgasm for over a month. He only let her come after she begged and begged and crawled on her hands and knees and kissed his feet and prostrated herself. They ended up living together for almost six months, but what he wanted was more than she could give. They parted as friends, but I could hear the sadness in his tone.”
“Holy crap! He’s not fooling around! So, tell us. Do you like him and I’m not talking about as a teacher. There’s something in your tone when you talk about him…”
“He’s wonderful, Nicole. Kind and funny and smart. He’s also gorgeous with an amazing body. He’s single too. No girlfriend. No one he plays with on a regular basis.”
“So what’s the problem?”
“He told me he isn’t looking for a submissive” she admitted sadly. “He wants a total power exchange. In other words, he wants a slave.”
Chapter Nine
Andrew paced back and forth in Gabriel’s office.
“I thought things were going well. You told me she took to submission like a duck to water. So what’s the problem?”
“It’s not her, it’s me. I like her
, Gabe. I like her a lot.”
“I repeat, what’s the problem?”
“You mean besides the fact that she’s an undercover reporter and she’s lying to me? And I know her secret but not saying anything, so I’m also lying to her.”
“But you like her, don’t you.”
“What about the fact that she’s a newbie to submission and what I’m looking for is a slave?”
“Bullshit!”
“Excuse me?”
“Bullshit. You keep saying you want a slave and you may have even convinced yourself you want a slave, but I don’t see you doing anything about it. The subs you enjoy the most are the ones with minds of their own, the ones that submit during scenes, but what are intelligent and know what they want outside of a scene. You’ve played with a few wannabe slaves, but you’ve never had a relationship with any of them outside the club. In fact, I haven’t seen any evidence that you want a slave. Actually, based on our fifteen years of friendship, I’d say that having a slave in your home would bore you to tears in about three days. Maybe less.”
“Jeez, Gabe. I know you are the Master of Club Hades, but you aren’t omniscient. You may think you know what’s best for everyone, but I think I know what I want.”
“Oh really.”
Andrew nodded, his stomach too twisted up to let him answer out loud. He wanted a slave. He had always wanted a slave, since the time he’d first become involved with the lifestyle. His first mentor, Alan McClain had kept a slave, Kenna. Alan and Kenna were devoted to each other. She deferred everything in her life to him including how she dressed and what she ate. He’d never seen anything like it up to that point in his life. They were blissfully happy.
Andrew’s own parents were divorced and it hadn’t been pleasant. His father had blamed it on his wife’s need for independence. She’d walked out when Andrew was twelve and his brother Tom was eight and their father never got over it. It was meeting Alan that had shown him the true way to happiness and he’d spent the years since trying to find the woman who could make that dream come true.
“Andrew, you aren’t your father and, more importantly, Lexi isn’t your mother.” Andrew looked at Gabe in shock. Was he reading his mind? “Dammit, Andrew. You’ve told me about your parents split. It’s sad that they couldn’t stay civil for the sake of you and your brother, but don’t blame it all on your mother. And just because Alan and Kenna are happy in a Master/slave relationship, it doesn’t mean that’s what you need.
“Independence in a woman isn’t always a bad thing. Look at me and Amanda. When she isn’t in a scene or our bedroom, she’s the most independent woman I know and I wouldn’t have her any other way.”
“Aren’t you afraid that she’ll…?” He took a deep breath. “You know, if you mess up or make her mad, she’ll walk out.”
“Like your mother did? Look, Andrew. I never knew your mother, but let’s face it, you dad’s not exactly an easy man. He wanted her to conform to his idea of a wife. It sounds to me like she tried until she couldn’t fake it anymore. As for me and Amanda, are you serious? We fight all the time. We both enjoy it and she’s not going to walk out just because I raise my voice sometimes. She might beat me with my own flogger, but that’s what I love about her.
“As for your mother, well, she didn’t handle the split any better than your father did, but don’t project your parents’ issues on you and Lexi. She seems pretty terrific to me. She’s open and honest, well, except for the reporter thing, and she’s taking to the lifestyle like a duck to water. And I’ve seen the two of you looking at each other when you think no one else is looking. I think you are both falling for each other, but you both have your issues and secrets keeping you apart.”
Andrew sat back in his chair, overwhelmed.
“Dammit, Gabriel. You were supposed to reassure me that Lexi was all wrong for me and be supportive of handing her over to another trainer.”
“No can do, buddy. I think she’s perfect for you and so does Amanda.”
“You’re pussy whipped my friend.”
Gabe laughed, “Not in the slightest. It’s Amanda who gets her pussy whipped regularly and she loves every second of it. And in regard to you and Lexi, I think Amanda is absolutely right. Take a chance, Andrew. Stop thinking inside the box. Be open to new experiences. Isn’t that what you tell trainees? You re so sure you only want a slave that you can’t see when something, someone, great is right in front of you.”
Andrew stood up and started pacing in the small office. “You’re forgetting the fact that she’s a reporter who is lying to us all.”
“I’m not forgetting anything. I’ve watched the two of you together. She’s not faking her orgasms. I told you from day one that I thought she was drawn to the lifestyle beyond her story. And I think she’s drawn to you too. Why don’t you give things a chance?”
“Because she’s not what I want!”
“Yeah, keep telling yourself and you’ll end up old and alone and bitter, just like your father!”
“Well if I do, that’s my choice. Look, tell Lexi that I’m not feeling up to training her tonight. In fact, I think she needs to find a new trainer, period. I know you think you know what’s best for me, but even if she wasn’t a reporter, we just aren’t right for each other.
“And the fact that she’s lying about who she is, well, that’s the icing on the cake. I know that I promised to train her to ensure that her story portrays the lifestyle in a positive light, but I can’t stomach the lies or pretence anymore.”
“What lies and pretences is it you can’t stand anymore? Hers or yours?”
“What?”
“Aren’t you pretending too? You know exactly who she is and why she’s at the club. If you think about it, you aren’t being any more honest than she is.”
“Sometimes I really don’t like you, Gabriel.”
“I’m the boss. It comes with the job.”
“Yeah, well you can bite me, boss. I’m going home. Tell Lexi… hell, tell her whatever you like. I’m heading home. It’ll do me good to spend a Saturday at home for once.”
Lexi knocked on the door. It was a tentative knock. She gave herself a mental shake and knocked more firmly.
“Come in.”
“Master Gabriel? I mean, Gabriel, I’d like to talk to you.”
He indicated his the chair across from his desk. As Lexi sat, he frowned at her. Does Master Andrew know you are here? You know the rules, no speaking to other Doms without permission. I’m going to have to tell him about this breach and you are probably going to get punished.”
Lexi sat up straight in her chair. “This is between you and me, not Andrew, or at least not directly about him. Gabriel, I joined the club under false pretenses. I’m not a submissive, I’m a writer doing a story on the lifestyle. No, don’t interrupt. Please let me get this all out. It, the story, wasn’t going to be salacious or show the lifestyle in a negative light. I wanted to show the personal, the submissive’s perspective. It wasn’t going to be a puff piece. It was going to be raw and personal and above all, honest. I thought I it would all be kind of impersonal. Andrew is a teacher, my teacher. No one would get hurt, except,” she chuckled,
“Except during a scene, but that was all consensual. But I can’t be impartial. The lifestyle, Andrew’s teaching have brought out something in me. He’s… well, I’m developing feelings for him too. I can’t go on with this. I have to be honest. I know you’ll cancel my membership and throw me out and I understand. But I want you to know that I would never, will never give away real names or even the club’s name. I always planned on showing you anything I wrote before I submitted it to my boss.”
“And now you aren’t planning on sharing what you wrote?”
“I’ve brought you my first story and I’ll continue to share them with you no matter what. I look forward to your feedback. It’s just become so personal, Sir. I’ve fallen for the lifestyle and for my trainer. I don’t know if my feelings for one are coloring the ot
her, but I do know that I have to step back and really think about what I’m doing and why.”
“I never took you for a quitter, Lexi. In fact, you seemed to blossom under Andrew’s hand. Why quit now?”
“Because I’m a fraud, a fake. I’m a writer in sheep’s clothing.”
“Lexi, you are a submissive. I’m the Master of Club Hades. Once I’ve read what you’ve written, then can I determine your punishment. Then we can all move on.”
“But… you aren’t throwing me out?”
“No, although you might want to quit when I come up with your penance.”
Lexi swallowed hard, not daring to hope that he’d let her stay. “And Andrew?”
“What about him?”
“He’ll hate me for lying to him.”
“Maybe, maybe not. Right now, I’m your biggest concern. Once I’ve read your story we’ll talk about how your training will progress.”
“Progress? You really aren’t throwing me out!”
“Didn’t I just say that? Now about your story…”
Lexi fumbled in her purse and pulled out a thumb drive. “What I’ve written so far is on this drive. It’s still kind of rough. No one else has read it.”
“Not even your boss?”
“Especially not Althea. I promised you that I wouldn’t show anyone before you had a chance to read it. I want it to be factual and accurately portray the lifestyle. I want to be fair. I won’t change things just because you don’t like what I’ve written, but I will change it if it is inaccurate.”
She looked anxiously at Gabriel and felt a sense of relief when he nodded. “That’s what we discussed and I told you I think that’s reasonable. Let me have a look at what you’ve written and we’ll talk more about it later. For now, consider yourself on probation. You can’t enter the club without an approved escort. I’ll send a trainer out to your place to talk with you and hammer out the new ground rules. You can wear regular clothes, but I expect you to show him or her the appropriate respect. Can you do that?”
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