by Sarah Rayne
The lighted window cast a faint radiance over the house’s front, but when she came to the corner, deep shadows lay everywhere. She glanced back at the driveway and for the first time realized she had not seen Michael’s car anywhere. It might be parked on the other side, of course, but it would be reassuring to see it.
Walking along the side of the house was eerie. The house was on her left, and there was a narrow, uneven path. Nell could just about see her way, but trees and shrubs grew thickly along the side of the path, and overhead boughs dipped low, turning the path into what was almost a tunnel. Once she stumbled over a broken flagstone or a tree root, and only just managed to save herself from falling. She was starting to dislike the isolation of Fosse House very much, and she was wondering how Luisa Gilmore had managed to live here by herself for all those years.
She had been hoping to see lights at the back of the house, but it was in darkness and she could not make out any doors. The gardens were almost entirely in shadow, but beyond a sweep of slightly overgrown lawns was what looked like an inner walled garden. Hugbert had mentioned that; it felt strange to be actually seeing it.
Nell began to wish she had taken the number of the taxi driver who had collected her from the station. Still, it would be easy enough to call one of the enquiry numbers and find it – or if not, there would be a local firm who would come out. But if Michael was in the house … Yes, but his car was not here.
She stepped back into the tree tunnel, intending to return to the front of the house, but she had only gone a few steps when a dark figure appeared at the other end. Nell gasped, then drew a shaky breath of relief, because it must be Michael – he must have been out here all along. She was about to call out and go towards him when an alarm bell sounded in her mind. If this was Michael he would have called out. Her heart skittered unevenly, and she backed away, going towards the rear of the house again, desperately trying not to stumble on the uneven path, but reaching the corner safely. She risked looking back. The figure was still there, a black silhouette, featureless, almost two-dimensional, as if it had been cut out of the darkness and pasted on to the night. He was coming towards her.
Nell sent a despairing look at the dark house, then felt for her phone. But she would not be able to key in a number in this dimness, and she dared not stay here for long enough to make the call anyway – he was coming down the pathway towards her – she could hear his soft, light footsteps. If she could hide somewhere, she could use the phone, though. How quickly would the police get out here? And where could she hide that would be safe? Would there be an unlocked door into the house? But it would be almost impossible to locate a door in this darkness.
The walled garden was barely twenty yards away – she could see the glint of the black wrought-iron gates. If she could get in there she might be able to hide, or even climb over a wall. Nell thought she was so pumped with adrenalin she could probably scale the north face of the Eiger at the moment. She took a deep breath and, trying to keep to the shadows, ran towards the gate.
He came after her at once, as if he had known all along what she would do, and she heard him call out. But his voice was indistinct, and Nell could not tell what he said. It was not Michael’s voice, though; Nell would have known Michael’s voice if all the tempests of hell had raged and the skies had been rent asunder.
The wrought-iron gate was closed, but the latch clicked up easily. The door swung open with a squeak of sound; as Nell stepped inside, the walled garden seemed to envelop her with a scent of wet grass and the tang of box. She went towards the concealment of the tangled vines growing against the old wall and crouched down. But as she reached for her phone, he was framed in the gateway, turning his head this way and that, looking for her. Nell’s hand had closed over the phone, but she hesitated. He could not fail to hear her make the call, and he would be on her long before help could get here. She pressed back into a thick mat of ivy, willing him to decide she was not here, praying he would go away.
She thought he called out again, and for the first time a tiny doubt brushed her mind, because his voice was hesitant, almost whispering. Or was that a ruse? For the first time she spared a thought to wonder who the man was – was he simply a chance intruder? Whoever he was, Nell was not going to risk letting him know where she was. She remained motionless, hardly daring to breathe.
The man seemed to hesitate, then stepped forward. If he closes the gate we’ll be shut in together, thought Nell in horror. But he left the gate open and began to move around the edges of the garden. Nell, keeping her eyes fixed on him, edged away. If she could keep to the wall, she might manage to work her way back to the open gate and get out.
It was like a macabre game of hide-and-seek. Several times she thought the man whispered something, but she could not hear what he said.
She was about halfway round; the man was a good fifteen yards behind her, and she was trying to decide if she dare risk a quick sprint across the grass to the gate, when the gate itself swung closed. The man shot round to stare at it, but Nell thought it had only been the wind that had closed it.
Or had it? Because there were other sounds in the garden now; stealthy movements. Footsteps – not as light as the lone man’s had been, but still the footsteps of someone who did not want to attract attention. Nell had no idea if she could trust this new arrival sufficiently to shout for help. Or supposing it was Michael? Hope surged up, because perhaps Michael had realized the arrangements to meet at the pub had gone wrong, and so he had come out here. But wouldn’t she have heard his car or seen its lights?
Now there were more than one set of footsteps, and the garden seemed to be filling up with shadows – shadows that were not quite solid but not entirely transparent. Nell shrank back, a kind of disbelieving comprehension starting to unfold in her mind.
Stephen Gilmore had fled to this house all those years ago, and on a night in 1917 – a night about which a young German soldier had never afterwards spoken – four men had followed him to execute him. Had they cornered him in this very garden? Was this a weird, incredible replay of that long-ago event? It was the wildest idea in the world, and once Nell would have rejected it out of hand. But tonight, in the shadowy old garden, she believed it completely. It was Stephen who had followed her through the grounds of his old family home, whispering to her as they went – whispering and treading furtively because he had not wanted Hugbert and the soldiers to know where he was. Had he been trying to warn her? Or ask for her help?
The shadows – yes, there were four of them – were forming a circle around the single figure. This could not be happening, this was her disordered imagination, it was a trick of the light – several tricks. But the shadows were closing in on Stephen, and somewhere inside the sighing wind were faint cries, as if for help, spun on the air with such fragility that it was difficult to be sure that they, too, were not illusions.
Nell began to move, with infinite stealth and extreme slowness, towards the gate. She reached it without mishap and eased the latch up, praying that it would not squeak. It did not, and the gate opened smoothly, but she turned to look back. Were the shadows moving in on their prey? They were like smoke, so that it was impossible to be sure of anything. Oh, Stephen, she said silently, I wish I could help you, but there’s nothing I can do. Whatever happened here happened almost a hundred years ago, and I can only hope you managed to get away, or that Hugbert – dear, nice Hugbert – found a way of saving you.
She made a rather shaky way to the front of the house, taking deep, grateful breaths of the cold night air. She was reaching for her phone again, to find a taxi or to try Michael again, but before she could do either, headlights swept the night and his car came around the drive. He parked untidily, leapt out and ran towards the house.
Nell called out, ‘Michael. Over here.’
Michael stopped in mid-stride, saw Nell, and came straight to her.
‘Thank God you’re here,’ he said, grabbing her and pulling her to him. ‘I thought— I
don’t know what I thought. Are you all right? What on earth are you doing out here?’
‘I’m perfectly all right. But the walled garden—’ She broke off and looked back at the narrow side path. ‘Michael, before I explain, could you bear to walk round to the back of the house to the walled garden.’
‘Now? Tonight?’
‘Yes.’
‘Certainly I will, if it’s what you want, but—’
He glanced uneasily at the house, and Nell said, ‘I’m not suggesting we go inside.’
‘Thank goodness for that.’
‘I don’t think there’s any danger,’ she said. ‘I don’t think there ever was. Well, not in the walled garden anyway.’
‘What exactly happened?’
‘I’m not sure. Are you honestly all right to do this?’
‘No,’ said Michael promptly. ‘But we’ll go along to see what beck’ning ghost along the moonlight shade invites our steps.’
‘You do know how to add to an atmosphere. Where did you find that one?’
‘I think it’s Alexander Pope, isn’t it?’
‘One of the many endearing things about you is that you always assume other people are as knowledgeable as you are,’ said Nell as they made a cautious way along the dark path.
The gate to the walled garden was wreathed in shadows, and there was a faint vapour on the air as if something had darted past it and left a barely-visible imprint.
Nell stopped. ‘The gate’s closed and latched.’
‘Did you close it?’
‘No. I left it wide open.’
They walked forward and peered through the iron scrollwork.
‘We’re like two children in a Victorian sketch,’ murmured Nell. ‘Staring in awe through the gates of the big house.’
Michael put his arm round her. ‘Whatever you saw – and I think I could make a fair guess at what that was – I don’t think there’s anything in there now, Nell.’
‘But don’t you have the feeling that we’ve missed something by only a few seconds? That something’s just happened and we were too late – or too early – or we didn’t know the right thing to say?’
‘I’m supposed to be the one who thinks like that. Talk about gamekeeper turned poacher.’ He smiled at her. ‘You appear to be level with me on research, or even ahead of me.’ He looked back into the shadowy garden, then shivered slightly and turned away. ‘Let’s leave the ghosts to their lawful – or unlawful – occasions, and go to the Bell and compare notes over a meal.’
‘Now you mention it, I’m starving,’ said Nell. ‘Wait a minute, I’ll get my bag – I left it on the doorstep while I was chasing the ghosts. Or the ghosts were chasing me, I’m still not sure which it was.’
‘I’ll fetch your bag. You get into the car.’
They rounded the corner of the house together. The wind was still stirring the trees, causing the branches to cast goblin-fingered shadows across the old stonework. Most of Fosse House was in darkness, the windows black and blind. But at one window a soft, flickering light showed, casting the silhouette of someone who was seated at a desk or a table, writing.
‘It’s still there,’ said Nell, stopping. ‘That’s the light I saw earlier. I thought it was you – that’s why I was trying to get into the house. But that light – it’s gas light, isn’t it? Or even an oil lamp. Because—’
‘Because the house didn’t have electricity in Stephen’s time,’ said Michael softly.
‘Do you know what that room is?’ Nell’s eyes were still fixed on the glimmering light and the outline behind the curtain.
‘I think it’s the main drawing room. I glanced in there earlier today. It had the air of hardly being used, but I do remember seeing a writing table by the window.’
‘I suppose there’s no possibility of that being a – a real person?’
‘Who, for instance?’
‘The solicitor you spoke to?’
‘He couldn’t have got in without these keys.’
‘Luisa’s cleaner? She might have a key.’
‘Writing at a desk by gaslight?’
‘Well, no. What do we do?’
Michael looked down at Nell. Her eyes were dark smudges in her face, and she looked pale, although whether with fear or tiredness, he could not tell. He said with decision, ‘What we do is to drive away from this place like bats out of hell, and for the next few hours we pretend there’s nothing and no one in there.’
‘We do?’
‘Yes. But,’ he said, smiling at her, ‘we come back here tomorrow morning, to see what daylight shows up.’
After the eerie shadows of Fosse House, it felt vaguely unreal to be seated in the tiny dining-room, eating the Bell’s very substantial chicken pot pie.
Between mouthfuls of chicken, Michael gave Nell the gist of Luisa’s story. Nell listened with the absorbed interest that he always found endearing, then said, ‘Yes, I think I see. How sad. Was she mentally unbalanced, do you think?’
‘I think,’ said Michael, and heard a slightly defensive note in his voice, ‘that she was affected by having spent her whole life in that house. She hardly ever saw anyone or went anywhere. I think most people might become a bit odd in those circumstances. And her father sounds very odd indeed.’
‘I do feel rather sorry for her.’
‘I think there was more in her life than it might sound. She was certainly regarded as something of an expert on the Palestrina Choir, and quite a number of very learned people used to contact her. I think there might have been a fair amount of interest – even purpose – in her life.’ He laid down his knife and fork. ‘Can I see Hugbert’s letters, now? If you’re having pudding, I could skim-read them.’
‘I won’t have pudding, but I’ll share some cheese with you, please. You can skim while I eat.’
Michael read the letters, forgetting about the cheese, but occasionally reaching for his wine glass.
‘Hugbert fills in a lot of the gaps,’ he said eventually.
‘Yes. And it sounds as if Luisa’s journal fills in a lot more. There’s still an awful lot we don’t know, though.’
‘I wonder if we ever will,’ said Michael, closing Hugbert thoughtfully. ‘The largest blank is what happened to Stephen, isn’t it? Booth tried to find that out, but he doesn’t seem to have done so. And his search was much nearer to it than we are now.’
‘But in the end it led him to an asylum,’ said Nell.
‘I’d like to think he didn’t die in there, but I’m afraid he probably did.’
‘I’d like to know about Leonora,’ said Nell. ‘It sounds as if Iskander stowed her away with those people in Holland and collected her when they escaped from Holzminden – did you pick up that bit in Hugbert’s letters?’
‘I did.’
‘Do you think she came back to Fosse House with Stephen?’
‘Yes, I do. I know I’ve given you a potted version of Luisa’s journal,’ said Michael thoughtfully, ‘but I don’t think I’ve really conveyed the strangeness of it. There are passages where she almost sounds as if she thinks she actually is Leonora. Leonora had some kind of disability, according to Iskander – it sounds like club foot or something of that kind. Luisa seems to have developed a similar lameness.’
‘So you’re following all the traditions of classic hauntings which would argue that for Luisa to be – um – shadowed so strongly, Leonora must have lived at Fosse House at some stage?’
‘Don’t mock me, you heartless wench.’
‘I’m not,’ said Nell, smiling. She snapped off a piece of celery, then said, ‘How about Stephen and the Holzminden affair? Do we think he really did shoot Niemeyer’s brother?’
‘You’re remembering the sentence, aren’t you?’ said Michael, seeing her shiver slightly. ‘Bayoneting.’
‘It’s horribly brutal, isn’t it? Did the brother eventually die, I wonder? Hugbert doesn’t say. I suppose it might be possible to find out, although I’m not sure where you’d start.’
‘I can just about believe that someone else fired that shot at the brother,’ said Michael thoughtfully. ‘But it’s stretching credulity to snapping point.’
‘I could believe it. Those two were greatly disliked, and Karl – the Kommandant – sounds as if he was a vicious brute. Hugbert said the shots from Stephen’s rifle went into the ceiling and the walls of the gatehouse, remember. And Stephen protested his innocence all the way through.’
‘I think he’d do that anyway.’
‘You don’t believe he got away, do you?’ said Nell.
‘No, I don’t. I think that’s why he’s still there.’ He glanced at her. ‘A violent death being one of the top ten favourite motives for a ghost to haunt.’
He said it with deliberate lightness, but Nell replied, quite seriously, ‘Hugbert thought Stephen was still there. What was it he said?’ She reached for the book. ‘“I think he’s still at Fosse House … And it’s a bad feeling to think of him in that lonely, dark old house.”’
‘Luisa thought Stephen was still around, as well. So did her father, although I suppose some of his evidence can be discounted, poor chap. But I’ll swear I saw Stephen myself, on two occasions at least. Only – it’s all so ethereal. What we’re seeing are little more than shadows. Silhouettes at lighted windows. What was it you said in the garden tonight? That we’re just too late or just too early to see the reality. By the time we get there, only the shadows are left.’ He grinned a bit wryly. ‘I do know how bizarre it all sounds.’
‘You seem to attract the bizarre,’ said Nell. ‘But I’m getting used to it.’
‘Are you?’ said Michael, looking up. ‘Enough to face a future filled with bizarre stuff?’
There was a pause, and he thought: damn, I’ve gone too far. I’m not even sure what I meant. But Nell said slowly, ‘That might be rather a tempting prospect. Hadn’t we better sort out the spooks first, though?’