by Dennis Yates
He watched as her finger squeezed the trigger in slow motion…
When the thunder boomed inside his head it was oddly anticlimactic. He felt his body become weightless. As he fell forward onto the hay, he imagined he was a crow gliding lazily over golden wheat fields on a hot summer afternoon.
That was until he realized he was being eclipsed by another shadow bearing down from above…
Marsh didn’t have to be reminded who it was.
CHAPTER 45
When Peggy squeezed the trigger on Marsh’s rifle, nothing happened.
The gun was empty. He’d used up everything putting holes in Wilbur’s water truck.
Yet Marsh had fallen on his face as if he’d been struck down. He hadn’t moved.
Peggy finished pulling on her clothes and ran outside the barn into the blazing sunlight. She headed for the tool shed where she could hear the other’s cries.
“Connor. Are you all right?”
“I’m OK. But it’s really hot in here mom. The lady who made us pancakes fell asleep.”
“Don’t worry honey. I’m going to have you out of there in just a few minutes.”
The metal doors were hot to touch, and when she saw the padlock holding them together she screamed out in anger.
She searched the ground for something to pry the padlock apart but came up with nothing except some brittle sticks. What she needed was a crowbar or a sledgehammer. They were probably inside the shed too.
She turned her head and looked back at the barn door she’d left wide open. Marsh still lay on the bed of straw, his burned flesh shining as if covered by embryonic fluid. He looked to Peggy like the stillbirth of some demonic creature.
She ran back into the barn and grabbed a pitchfork from a bale of hay as she went. Being careful not to turn her eyes away from Marsh for very long, she searched the barn for something she could use to break the padlock…
CHAPTER 46
At the moment Marsh had left his body, Horn had come to him again. Not only as a ghost who could tear him to pieces, but what he feared most. The Horn who did terrible things to his mind.
“You’re nothing but a stupid piece of charred meat,” Horn bellowed inside his head. “I’ve asked you to carry out my plans. Now look at you. You’re giving into your degenerate instincts again. I should kill you now.”
Marsh raised his head and stared at the bloody sun of his internal universe.
“Forgive me Horn. You know I’m weak. That woman really hurt me. I deserved a chance to take payment for it.”
Horn swelled with anger, filling the inside of Marsh’s head with a painful light, until Marsh was certain that at any moment it would explode. He reached up with his hands and pressed his temples. His nostrils dripped blood.
“Aw god please stop!” he screamed.
It seemed as if Horn was pressing forever. Marsh’s eyes bulged, nearing the point where they might spit from their sockets. Then Horn pulled back, and the crimson nova in Marsh’s head shrank to a mere pinpoint suspended in utter darkness. He dropped his hands and cried. He thought for sure he was going to die.
“Don’t forget Marsh. You’re just an ant to me and I’m the magnifying glass. Next time I’m not going to pull away until your bones are cinders. Can you get yourself together now and take charge of this situation?”
Marsh nodded, his swollen eyes still pressed shut.
“Then rise to your feet.”
To his own amazement, Marsh could. His mind felt suddenly clearer than it had ever been in his life. The recent injuries his flesh had suffered had unlocked a mystical part inside him. For the first time his saw his black heart and understood how it had become that way.
As a boy he’d learned there were pleasures one could experience from inflicting pain. In order to free him from the pain of what his father did to him, Marsh’s first victims were his weaker classmates and stray animals. And while he was still only a junior in high school he had his first woman…
He’d tried to resist, even attempted suicide. But his need for release only grew stronger. It festered after every beating he took from his father and even after he’d gotten away with killing the old man the taste for it never left him. And then along came the draft and Vietnam—every opportunity Marsh had tried to avoid suddenly served to him on a big silver platter.
Now his ugly heart spoke to Marsh with the voice of a young boy. A young boy scared of being punished again for being bad.
There was no escape from the cycle. He was doomed.
The only thing left to do was to obey and hope that maybe he’d be rewarded soon with more gold than he could imagine. Or maybe Horn would later kill him as promised. The uncertainty churned an icy froth in his stomach, and yet he’d never felt this alive in years, not since his mercenary days.
Marsh sobbed some more as he pulled on his shirt and buttoned it up over his stinging skin. He glanced around the barn, thought about how similar it was to the one his father used to take him to when it was time for punishment. His heart quivered against his ribs like a frightened rabbit.
It’s time to finish this. No more mistakes…
CHAPTER 47
Peggy used a tire iron to rip apart the lock. She slid open the shed doors. Connor flew into her arms, almost knocking her to the ground. She drew him close and kissed his face and wet it with her tears. Jan and her daughter stumbled out into the sun, blinking.
“Did that man hurt you Connor?” Peggy asked.
“No Mom, I’m okay. But I think the nice lady is hurt.”
“She’s still breathing,” Jan said, wiping the sweat from her eyes. “But we need to get her out of there right away.”
“Okay,” Peggy said. She set Connor back down.
“What happened to that man?” Jan asked, staring around nervously. “He didn’t leave. His truck is still here.”
Peggy knew she didn’t have much time to explain. “He’s hurt, and I don’t think he’ll be waking up soon either. Go find us some water and I’ll see if I can help Betty.”
“I don’t want to leave you again mom.”
“You want to help the nice lady don’t you?”
“Jan reached out and took the boy’s arm. Come on Connor. Your mom needs to do something first.”
Peggy stepped inside the shed. It was sweltering hot and stank of fertilizer. Wilbur’s wife lay slumped in the corner, semi-conscious. Peggy grabbed her wrist and felt for a pulse. The woman’s skin was pale and clammy. Her breath was rapid.
“Betty?”
The woman did not stir at first. Then she mumbled something Peggy couldn’t understand.
“I’m going to get you out of here, Betty. If you can help me, I’d really appreciate it.”
She bent down and tried pulling the woman up, but it was difficult in the room she had to work with. Betty moaned and her eyes opened wider. She was way too heavy for Peggy to move on her own and there just wasn’t enough room for another person to come inside the shed and help her carry her out.
“I can’t do this by myself. You’re going to have to try and help me.”
Peggy bent her knees once more and heaved, feeling the muscles in her back stab painfully. She thought she was going to have to let her back down again when the woman suddenly grunted and pushed herself up. Peggy managed to get an arm around her and lead her out.
Connor and the others were standing outside with a pail of water. They followed as Peggy guided the woman to the shade of a tree and set her down. She cupped her hands and drew out water to splash on the woman’s face. Gradually the woman’s breathing steadied and her skin was cool to the touch.
“Are you feeling better?” Peggy asked.
The woman nodded. Then she began to sob.
“My husband. Where is my husband?”
Peggy whirled around and looked for any signs of Wilbur. She had last seen the big man sprawled on the ground. Marsh had knocked him out cold. But now he was nowhere in sight.
“Stay here,” Peggy said. She lifted the tire
iron from the ground. As she got closer to where Wilbur had been left unconscious, she began to make out a smooth drag mark in the dust.
CHAPTER 48
Horn didn’t like being a ghost much at first, for it took some time getting used to. While the vigilantes were being slain by the thing thawed from the ice in the cellar, he’d caught an easterly breeze with the tumbleweeds and drifted in the direction his family was traveling.
After a few weeks he found them, but once he did he clung to the edge of their camp and watched over them at night. They were terribly nervous of what dangers might be lurking and yet Horn sensed a renewed energy in his wife and eldest son. It seemed as if their wills were once again their own. It also helped that they were armed with the rifles Horn had made certain they could shoot. Any highwaymen or Indians looking for trouble would get much more than they’d bargained for.
When his youngest son Tommy went to gather firewood one evening, Horn made himself seen for the first time. To do so cost him much energy and pain, and he knew he’d be nothing but a drifting, formless fog for the next couple days.
The boy immediately took him for real. He dropped the bundle of firewood he’d gathered and ran to embrace his father’s arms. When Horn held him close, the boy began to shiver. To Horn, the boy’s circulatory system moved beneath his palms like a thousand rivers and trickling creeks of vibrating heat, a sensation of pure life that he himself would never embody again.
“You’re so cold, papa. Have you been at the glacier again?”
Horn bent down to his knees so he could look up into the child’s eyes. The boy’s hair had already grown out a lot, a deep auburn like his mother’s. Whiskers of frost appeared on his son’s jacket as Horn leaned closer.
“I am not your father. Not anymore.”
“You are so!” Tommy said, grabbing his father’s arms tighter, although Horn could tell the cold made his hands hurt. The boy was so brave. Brave enough to return on his own so he could help his father while a posse of drunken vigilantes called Horn’s name.
“I’m dead, son. I’m nothing but a ghost now.”
“No. You’re real. I can feel you and people say you’re not supposed to be able to feel a ghost.”
“People are wrong sometimes. I’m telling you the truth. Those bad men back in Wrath Butte burned me up to nothing but a crisp. What you see is what I saw the last time I looked at myself in the mirror. I’m only a memory of what I think I used to look like.”
He didn’t know if his son understood what he was saying but the child backed a few steps away from him and silently watched while tears streaked over his pink face. Horn worried he’d said too much. He didn’t want to frighten the boy. But he had such little time, for he could already feel himself losing permanence once again.
“I still don’t believe you pa. You’re going to have to show me.”
Horn grinned. He’d taught his son all too well. That if a man couldn’t back up his claims with evidence, you had no reason to believe what he said.
He held out his hands so the two of them could watch. Soon, the fingers began to melt down to nothing and before he could control it all that was left were two bloodless stumps where his wrists used to be.
When Tommy fainted to the ground, Horn scooped him up in his arms and carried him back to the campfire and laid him next to his mother and brother who were sound asleep. So much for somebody keeping watch. They would, however, be able to join others making the same trek to San Francisco. Horn had spied on them too, and was confident his family would be in safe company.
Before leaving, he touched his wife’s smooth neck with his forearm, and the cold of it made her readjust her woolen scarf in her sleep.
“You’ll get along okay,” he whispered into her ear. “There’s a party just up the trail who is heading in the same direction you’re going. They’re decent folk and not from Wrath Butte. If you and the boys get up early enough you will meet them.”
He stared at his family one last time before returning to the place where he’d been killed. It was too painful to be around them for very long. He decided that was why ghosts chose to haunt certain houses. They just had nowhere else they felt comfortable at. Or maybe that wasn’t it at all. Maybe they couldn’t ever completely leave because someone else held the key to their prison…
CHAPTER 49
The heat felt like an oven bearing down from above. Robert and Will crouched next to a rock and watched the Horn farm through binoculars. Nugget was panting hard. She dug herself a temporary place beneath the shade of a thick juniper bush.
“There’s no one there,” Robert said.
The old farmhouse reminded Robert of hunting with his father. Of finding the skeletal remains of elk killed years earlier and seeing how far their bones had sunk into the forest floor. Once he’d had a dream of a whole world beneath the ground, populated by roaming skeletal beings.
He handed the binoculars back to Will. “Looks like there must have been a fire last night. Something is smoldering behind the house.”
Will nodded. “Not only was there a fire Bobby, but something got blown to shit. I can see bits of metal shrapnel all over the place.”
Robert took the binocs back from Will and glassed it for himself. He felt his heart begin to drum against his chest.
Peggy… Peggy has something to do with this. He couldn’t shake the idea from his mind.
Weapons drawn, they circled once around the entire house before moving in. They entered through an opened window on the shaded side and searched all the rooms, ready for someone to pop out any moment with a gun.
“If I were Marsh, I think I would have picked a better shack for my headquarters,” Will said.
Robert glanced up at the ceiling. There were large holes in the roof where he could see the sky. He thought a strong gust of wind would be all it would take to flatten the place. The fact that Marsh was living here said something about his mental state.
“But where did they go?” Robert asked. His mind was racing now, picking over the contents of the rooms at a blurred rate. There was nothing at all indicating where Marsh might have taken his family. He and Will were now split up and searching in different places. He heard Will come up behind him.
“You need to see this.”
Robert turned and saw in Will’s hand a man’s shirt. Will held it up so Robert could see the burn holes.
“Whoever was wearing this has got to be in a lot of pain.” Will brought the shirt to his nose. “These burns smell fresh.”
Suddenly there was a sound of the back door swinging open followed by someone coughing. Will dropped the shirt to the floor and the two of them moved to see who it was.
They found Stick lying halfway inside the house. His face was badly burned and blackened. He’d tied his belt around the bloody stump where his elbow used to be. It had taken him all morning to crawl back to the house.
Stick’s eyes shot up at them in surprise. It took a tremendous effort for him to suck in enough air to speak.
“Help me…”
“Holy fuck,” Will shouted. He rushed forward and carefully lifted the man up. He propped him up against a fire damaged wall.
Robert shoved past Will and sank his hands into Stick’s scrawny neck. “Who are you? What have you done to them?”
“Let him go Bobby,” Will said. “Can’t you see he’s dying?”
“That’s the least of his worries right now.” But after a few moments he did as Will asked and let go of Stick’s throat. His friend was right, there wasn’t much life left in the man. He didn’t want to end it too early if it meant there was information to be had, anything that might lead them to Peggy and Connor.
Stick coughed and his watery eyes drifted over to Will. “You must be here for the women and children,” his voice rasped.
“Yes we are partner,” Will said.
“Do you know where they are? Are they alive?” Robert asked.
Stick nodded. He began to cough again and Robert offered
him a drink from his canteen. Stick drank a few sips before pushing it away.
“They escaped last night. They’re at my cousin’s house now. I heard Marsh talking on the phone. He told Wilbur a lie so Wilbur would keep them from finding help.”
“Where does Wilbur live?” Robert asked.
Stick lifted his only hand and pointed.
“He’s about two miles west of here. Almost down to the highway. I’m really worried for your family mister. Marsh has been gone for a long time.”
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Wilbur began to wake up after the third hard slap to his face. When he opened his eyes he saw Marsh staring at him.
“Where do you keep the dynamite?” Marsh demanded after. He’d untied Wilbur’s gag.
Wilbur saw the fresh wounds on Marsh’s face. “Whose been kicking your ass?” he asked, chuckling softly. “Don’t tell me it was the woman.”
Marsh grinned from one corner of his mouth. He slammed a fist into the big man’s jaw. Wilbur rocked from side to side, choking on broken teeth.
“When I ask you a question fatty you’re supposed to give me an answer. Now I know you’re in the excavation business, so you must keep dynamite around here somewhere.”
Wilbur shook his head and spat.
Marsh grabbed him by the chin and pried out a loosened tooth with his fingers. Wilbur struggled to free himself but his hands were still tied behind his back.
“Come on Wilbur. I’m doing you a favor.”
He pulled the brown tooth out by its roots and held it up in front of Wilbur’s face.
“I’m sorry, where you really using this? Do you want it back?”
“Please don’t…” Wilbur cried. Thick tears streamed down his cheeks.
Marsh shoved the tooth into one of Wilbur’s nostrils and pushed it deep inside until his finger felt warm with blood. Wilbur squealed and thrashed his head.
When Marsh was finished, he had the information he needed.
He didn’t bother with killing Wilbur because he wouldn’t have any time to fully enjoy himself. There was a lot of work to be done before he could play again…