by Reyner, Jade
His eyes were closed so she couldn’t see the beauty of their dark depths but she loved the sleepiness in them when he had just woken up. She was tempted to wake him now, just so that she could get lost in their heat but he had been very restless last night and she wanted him to get as much rest as he could.
As she continued to study his face, she noticed the small dimple on his chin, which was covered with a light dust of shadow. Most days Vaughn was clean-shaven but on occasions she had seen him with a day’s worth of growth, especially now, and she actually found that sexy as hell. She hadn’t told him that yet but she figured there would be plenty of time for that in the future.
Vaughn wasn’t a big fan of pyjamas and had told her the first night that he had stayed with her that he usually just wore boxer shorts if anything. She was so out of it that she hadn’t really cared what he wore but now she found she was exceedingly grateful that he always left his chest bare as it gave her opportunity to study the hard lines and planes as he slept, her eyes following the predictable route down over his pecs and abs to the arrow which disappeared below the quilt.
There were signs that certain parts of his body were awake as she continued her visual journey and she sucked in a sharp breath as she saw the quilt slightly tented over his cock. Elise had been married for a long time so knew that this was perfectly normal for all men but she couldn’t help hoping that Vaughn’s ‘excitement’ in the morning was somehow added to by being in the bed with her.
Unable to resist, she tentatively reached down and moved the quilt slowly, pulling it away from his torso to reveal his shorts. He wasn’t fully aroused but due to his size, his shorts were already struggling to contain him and without really thinking it through, she slipped her hand underneath the elastic and eased them down far enough to release his beautiful cock to her hungry gaze.
Elise paused momentarily and wondered whether she should continue her exploration or get back under the covers and wait until Vaughn woke up. She had never been this bold before and wouldn’t have dreamed of behaving like this with Dale but she was rapidly realising that her desires and feelings were very different with this man and she knew that she had to stop comparing the two of them in her mind. Hopefully, once all of this was over, Dale would be out of her life for good and so it wouldn’t matter anymore what she would or wouldn’t have done with him.
Boldly, she reached out and traced his length with the tips of her fingers, hoping to give him a little pleasure without waking him and smiled to herself as he immediately began to harden further in her hand. She continued with the light strokes for several minutes, dropping lower to caress the hidden sacs beneath and then pulling her fingers all the way up and down his length. After a few minutes, he was completely aroused and she again found herself marvelling at his size and beauty. She had never before considered the male anatomy to be beautiful; it was just there to serve a purpose, but with this man, it really was a thing of great beauty. As she watched, she found herself enjoying the view perhaps more than she should have been.
Briefly, she looked up to check that he was still asleep – he was - so she decided to up the level a bit. She began gently brushing her lips down from the tip to the base and then back up again, ending with a kiss at the very top. A small bead of moisture leaked out as she did so and she greedily lapped it up, enjoying the musk of the taste. Wondering how much further she could go before he awoke, she began to run her lips in tiny circles over the top and then ran them back down again, this time taking in the weighted sacs at the base.
Still he slumbered, so she made her way carefully back up to the tip, opening her mouth when she got there and sucking him in as far as she could go, licking him delicately and nipping him gently as she moved her mouth up and down. Another bead of moisture escaped and Elise let out a groan as she took in the taste of him. She could feel herself becoming aroused now too and sat up on her heels to give herself a better angle, enabling her to touch herself through her nightdress as she continued on with her ministrations to his cock.
Her breathing was now becoming heavier as she combined the sensation of having him in her mouth with the excitement of caressing herself and she wondered how much longer she was going to be able to hold on.
As if in answer, she became aware of a tortured groan rumbling through Vaughn’s chest and she lifted her head up to see that he was now wide awake, his eyes heavy and almost black with unquenched desire.
“Good morning,” she said cheekily and grinned at him.
“I take it you’re feeling better then?” he asked and grinned back at her. “Fuck, what a way to wake up.”
“You like?” she asked suggestively and without waiting for a response, went back to her task; this time taking more of him into her mouth and biting and sucking just a little bit harder now that she knew that he was awake.
Her arousal was growing by the second and as she continued to work on Vaughn, she carried on touching and rubbing herself; the double sensation almost torture. Vaughn had begun to writhe around underneath her and was himself stroking his chest and his nipples. Seeing him does that turned her on even more and before she knew it, she was close to her release.
“Shit baby, yeah...”said Vaughn as he closed his eyes and let his head loll back onto the bed.
He reached down with one hand and began to pump the base of his shaft himself, colliding with her mouth on every stroke which only added to the eroticism of the act. This whole situation was mind-blowing and Elise suddenly found herself wanting to taste his release, to take all of him, like she had never done before.
“Fuck baby...I’m so close...” groaned Vaughn and Elise lifted her head momentarily to check what he wanted her to do. She was so inexperienced in these matters it was laughable and having never really done the whole oral sex thing, she wasn’t sure how to play out the next part.
“What do you want me to do? I’ve never....” she stopped, almost embarrassed to admit to Vaughn that she had never gone this far before. Vaughn smiled as he obviously registered her nervousness and he reached down and tenderly ruffled her hair for a moment.
“Baby – you do whatever you want to. I need to come and I can’t deny it would blow my mind to watch you swallow me but if you’re not comfortable then we can do something else. I want you to enjoy everything that we do together, Angel, and I will never force you to do anything you don’t want to do.” Sincerity was written all over his face and Elise knew what she wanted – no, needed, to do.
“I want to – I just don’t know how to and what if I don’t like it?” she asked feeling like a naive virgin – she was thirty-one years old, for Christ’s sake!
“Just do what comes naturally, baby. Just let it happen and if you don’t like it, then we won’t do it again. I promise.” Vaughn continued to caress her hair and Elise found herself relaxing completely – she was going to do this, she was really going to do this.
She dropped her head back down and took him in her mouth again, this time working him in a faster rhythm which she mirrored with her other hand through her nightdress, continuing to caress herself. Vaughn groaned as she took him in as deep as she possibly could and she was amazed to realise that this was actually a massive turn-on for her too. Never would she have thought she could enjoy this as much as she was but she had found that she was learning and discovering so many things about herself and her sexuality since she had met this man and so far, all of them were good.
Upping the tempo further she felt his shaft stiffen more in her mouth and realised that he was getting close. She increased the pace of her other hand, determined that they were going to find their release together, so long had it been since they had been able to do anything other than lightly hug.
“Shit.....” ground out Vaughn “I’m coming baby – are you ready for me? Fuuccckkkk.....”
Elise bobbed her head as if in acknowledgement and sucked one final time as she felt him stiffen totally and then abruptly her mouth was filled with the warmness that wa
s his seed. Greedily, she swallowed it down, relieved to realise that the taste wasn’t at all repulsive and concentrated on sucking every last ounce out of him as she plunged headlong into her own mind-blowing release.
Elise stirred a while later to find Vaughn awake and propped on one elbow watching her. Instantly, she was reminded of the very first night that they had ever spent together in his flat when she had woken to exactly the same image. She smiled up at him and he reached down and dropped a light kiss on her forehead.
“That – that was amazing, baby.” He said and smiled at her. “I need to wake up like that every single morning of my life.”
“Ha...I see.” laughed Elise, “Well, I need my beauty sleep so you might find you’ll have to go somewhere else if you want that kind of service every day.” She was teasing but the second the words left her mouth she regretted them as she saw the anger flare in his eyes.
“Don’t you ever say things like that, Elise. I do not want anyone else – ever. If I can’t be with you then I’d rather be on my own. I don’t want to hear those kinds of suggestions.” Vaughn was deadly serious and Elise punched him lightly in the ribs to break the moment.
“Relax, I was teasing.” she said, somewhat overwhelmed by the depth of his reaction; particularly as they had yet to define what this thing was between them. “It was a joke, Vaughn. I couldn’t bear the thought of you being with anyone else – it’s bad enough contending with the knowledge that Olivia has intimate knowledge of you. Bitch.” she muttered under her breath.
Vaughn looked completely perplexed. “I don’t understand what it is about Olivia. You keep referring to her and her ‘intimate’ knowledge of me but I have no idea what you are talking about. She seems to be the only person that ever causes us to argue and I am at a total loss to understand why.”
Elise looked at Vaughn as if he was a complete idiot. Seriously? He didn’t get it? So the fact that he had left the Christmas party with her meant nothing? Oh, and the small matter of her waiting behind for him at the office when they got back from the conference. He didn’t think that either of those warranted concern on her part?
She was about to reply when his phone on the bedside table chimed, indicating that he had a text message and he reached across to read it. She watched as his expression changed to one of pure anger as he opened and read the message. Once he had finished, he closed it down and threw his phone back onto the table none too gently.
“Everything okay?” she asked concerned, “Who was that?”
“Nothing.” He replied and she knew that he was lying. “Just work.” Still lying.
“It didn’t look like work to me.” She countered and regarded him carefully as a shuttered expression came across his face and she knew that she wasn’t going to get any more information.
“Just drop it, Elise.” The mood had been broken, the damage done by a simple text message and Elise could feel unwelcome anger and frustration rising to the surface.
The day had started off so perfectly and for the first time in ages she felt better. She had some energy, the pain had largely subsided and she wanted to get out and about and explore the world again. She had spent far too long cooped up in the bedroom with the seriously bad wallpaper and now, after one of the most intense experiences of her life, all of that had been ruined by one simple text message. A message about whose contents she had absolutely no idea.
“Okay.” she said reluctantly. It wasn’t as if she had a choice.
Vaughn reached across the bed and took her hand. “Listen, baby. I know that things are – complicated – right now but I want you to know that for me this is real. As far as I am concerned we are together, you and me. Maybe it’s not a relationship in the traditional sense but I really need you to know that we will be properly together one day. Once all of this mess is sorted out it will just be you and me against the world, I promise you. You have no idea how much you mean to me angel, and how much I would love to tear your husband into tiny pieces for what he has put you through. No one will ever hurt you again – I promise you that.”
At the mention of Dale, she immediately experienced a familiar sense of panic as reality intruded and she remembered that there were still so many hurdles to jump and a bumpy road up ahead. The road had to be walked though, and now that she had some strength back, she needed to put one foot in front of the other and take the next steps towards the future and rest of her life.
“Vaughn. I think I should see him.” She said referring to Dale. “I need to tell him that it’s over and that we both need to move on.”
She felt Vaughn’s hand tighten almost painfully on hers and was glad that it was her right rather than her left hand – she wasn’t sure that her left hand and wrist could take another crushing.
Vaughn’s voice when he spoke was cold and his eyes as he looked at her were devoid of any emotion.
“You will not see that man ever again.” He said with finality, his words taking on a slightly menacing edge and she visibly recoiled. She pulled her hand away and sat up on the bed, keen to create a bit of distance between them.
“I may be naive in many ways, Vaughn Granger, but you forget that I have been married to a bully for well over five years. I will not be intimidated by anyone - least of all you - and if I have decided that I am going to see my husband then I am going to see him. And there is nothing that you or anyone else can do to stop me.”
Vaughn regarded her steadily for a moment as if weighing up his options. When he eventually spoke, his voice was ragged and almost raw.
“Shit, Elise,” he said, “I’m not trying to intimidate you; I am trying to keep you safe. I wouldn’t dream of dictating how you should live your life but that bastard nearly killed you and there is no way I am going to stand by and watch as you walk right back into his life.”
“I understand that Vaughn, believe me I do,” Elise said placatingly, “but you have to understand as well that Dale is a part of my life – a massive part, and I need to talk to him so that we can work out how we both move on from this. I want him out of my life, Vaughn – more than you can ever know, but I need to do it the right way; not by hiding out, always looking over my shoulder and seeing shadows on every corner. I need this thing out in the open and sorted out formally and finally. That is the only way I have any hope of a future.”
“I can’t let you see him, baby – I just can’t. If he ever lays one finger on you again, I won’t be able to control myself. I would kill him, Elise – I know I would.” Anger radiated from his every pore and the calm mood of earlier had now been well and truly broken. She knew that Vaughn meant every word he said; not because he was violent by nature but because she understood now, how she had not understood before, that he would do anything to keep her safe – even if that meant sacrificing his own life.
She reached across and rested her hand soothingly on his arm as she tried to think of a solution. She understood what Vaughn was saying and, in all honesty she didn’t relish the thought of seeing Dale again either, but she knew that it had to be done. She had to face up to her past and deal with it so that then, and only then, could she hope to have a future.
Suddenly a thought popped into her head and she realised that she had perhaps come up with a workable solution that they would both be happy with.
“How about if I take Sean with me?” she asked, referring to the daytime security guard that Vaughn had employed. “He could even come in with me if you liked? That way you would know that I would be safe.” And so would I, she added to herself.
Vaughn looked a little mollified as he considered her suggestion. She knew that this was a big deal for him and she just hoped that her idea would give them both the peace of mind that they needed whilst she undertook a visit that however unsavoury, needed to happen.
“Okay,” he said finally, “But there will be a time limit on your visit and Sean will not leave your side – at all. Even if you need to pee. Got it?”
“Got it.” She confirmed and lean
ed over to drop a light kiss on his mouth. “Thank you.” she said and he reached up and caressed her cheek, his eyes beginning to thaw again.
“You have no idea how precious you are to me, Angel.” He said. “If I ever lost you I couldn’t bear it. I thought I had, baby, I really thought I had.”
Sighing, she snuggled back into his arms and transferred some of her warmth and comfort to him, hoping that he would understand that she felt exactly the same. This thing between them was real, it was strong and it was bloody scary for both of them.
Chapter Thirty-Six
The meeting with Dale was arranged for Monday evening after work and Sean had been briefed that he was to go along with her. Of the two security guards, he was her favourite; he was always polite and friendly and she felt completely safe in his company.
The rest of Sunday passed relatively uneventfully and now that Elise was on the mend, Vaughn had decided that she should move in with him until she was fully recovered. Elise had argued the point with him but she had little or no ground to stand on as she was technically homeless and she didn’t want to trespass on Celeste’s good nature any longer than necessary.
Whilst she had been watching the TV in the afternoon and drifting in and out of sleep, she had heard Celeste and Vaughn arguing about her living arrangements in the kitchen. It seemed that Celeste felt she would be much better off staying with her but Vaughn wasn’t to be moved. He had pointed out that he was virtually living with Celeste as well at the moment, which made no sense when he had a perfectly good flat of his own. He assured her that he would be taking both Sean and Stan with him so essentially her life could get back to normal again. Celeste really didn’t seem happy about the arrangement and Elise couldn’t help wondering how much of it had to do with the loss of her beefy twenty-four hour sex boosters.