by Sadie Savage
“You and your child are not safe.”
“Can you help me?”
Abel fixed her with a penetrating stare that made her feel intensely self-conscious. “Do you know of the history between the wolves and the witches?”
“Of course,” Savannah said.
“I can’t imagine that your partner hasn’t already forbidden you to come here to seek our help.”
“He would have, had he known I was coming here,” Savannah admitted.
“And yet you came, anyway.”
“I had to,” Savannah said desperately. “Xander has a lot to deal with. He's confused, and he’s worried it's clouding his judgement. He doesn’t see that Marissa is a real threat, but I do.”
“Why do you think he can’t see that?” Abel asked.
“They grew up together. He think he knows her,” Savannah said, “but he’s not thinking straight. I can sense something terrible's going to happen, I can feel it in my gut, and it's gotten to the point where I can’t ignore it any longer. I have to make sure my child's protected, and that the pack is, too, but I can’t do it alone.”
Abel was about to speak when a curtain in the corner of the cabin slid open, revealing a doorway that Savannah had not seen when she'd first walked in, and out walked a woman, bent with age. At least a hundred years were etched on her face. Her eyes were pale and milky as though the color had been drained from them.
Her hair alternated shades of white and grey, and it seemed to shimmer softly when she walked. She used a cane to navigate her way through the cabin, and it made a sharp crack, crack, crack against the wooden floors as she walked.
“Grandmother,” Abel said as he stood and gave her his chair.
The old woman sat down and fixed her milky white eyes on Savannah. She looked blind, but Savannah knew instinctively that she was able to see far more than most people did.
“Hello, Savannah,” she said as though they were old friends.
“Hello.”
“My name is Elena.”
“Grandmother,” Abel started, “Savannah has come–"
“I know why Savannah has come,” Elena interrupted. “I know what she needs, but she will not find it here. We cannot help her.”
Savannah looked from Abel to Elena in desperation. “Please,” she begged. “I can't do this alone.”
“No, you can’t.” Elena nodded. “Why should we help you when you side with those who have persecuted us for centuries? You carry one of their kind inside you as we sit here talking, and when that child is born you will teach it to hate us, as generations before have done.”
“That’s not true,” Savannah said quickly. “I would never teach my child to hate anyone.”
“And what of your future husband?” Elena asked pointedly, her eyes boring into Savannah’s. “Would he share the same view? Would he teach your child to embrace us as enemies or friends?”
Savannah looked down at her hands, unable to lie, and unwilling to speak the truth.
“You say nothing because you know I’m right,” Elena went on, “and you cannot make promises you can’t keep.”
Savannah looked at Abel pleadingly. “It’s unfair, I know,” she said. “It’s wrong to be hated simply because of something your ancestors did centuries ago. I don’t know why it has to be that way, but I do know that I will work to change it. I'll make sure my children don’t hate for the sake of hating.”
“And how will you explain that to Xander?” Elena asked in her mystical voice.
“The same way I’m explaining it to you now,” Savannah replied. “I know this is a lot to ask, but I’m desperate and I don’t have anywhere else to turn.”
Abel’s eyes blazed with a fire that brought out the flecks of gold that hid there. He bent down beside his grandmother and looked at her calmly. “She means us no harm, Grandmother,” he said softly. “She needs our help.”
The old woman wrinkled her brow at him. “You wish to help her?” she asked.
“I do.” Abel nodded. “This hatred must stop somewhere, why shouldn’t it stop with us? Perhaps if we help the pack they will learn to trust and respect us.”
“That is a child’s fantasy,” Elena said mockingly.
“You have always told me that the only way a child can become a man is by making mistakes,” Abel said in a hushed voice. “Perhaps it is time you allow me to make my own decisions and my own mistakes.”
The old woman stared at Abel for a long while. It almost felt as though they were having some sort of silent conversation to which Savannah was not privy. She sat there silently, praying with all her might that Abel would succeed in convincing his grandmother to help her.
Elena sighed long and deep. “I have taught you well,” she said at last, before she turned back to Savannah.
Savannah felt her heart beat loudly in her chest, and she wondered if Abel and Elena were able to hear it, too. She could tell a decision had been made, but the answer was still unclear to her.
“Will you help me?” she asked.
“Yes,” Elena said, nodding. “We will.”
Chapter Seven
Savannah could see Xander half-hidden by the trees when she pulled up in the car. She tried to wipe her face clean of any signs that indicated where she had been all evening. He was at her door when she got out of the car.
“Where have you been?” Xander asked.
“I took my new car out for a test drive,” Savannah told him with a small smile. “Do you like the car?”
Xander gave it a distracted look. “It’s fine. You were just out…driving all this time?”
“Yes.” Savannah nodded. “I guess I just needed to get out and clear my head.”
Xander nodded and then he reached out and took her hand. “Why don’t we do something fun, just the two of us?”
Savannah smiled. “That sounds perfect. My parents aren’t home, why don’t you come in?”
Xander nodded and they walked in together. This was the first moment amidst the madness of her current reality that Savannah actually felt like a normal teenage girl entertaining her boyfriend at home. She'd never experienced the feeling before, and it made her feel warm inside.
Savannah drew Xander to the couch and they sat close together with Xander’s arms wrapped around her. He kissed the top of her head and laughed. “Does this qualify as doing something fun?”
“I think so.” Savannah sighed. “We’ve never had this--”
“You’re right.” Xander said. “We went from exchanging glances to practically exchanging vows to spend our lives together. It feels like we've skipped all the in-betweens.”
“It’s not too late,” Savannah, reminded him.
“I know.”
“Maybe, after, we can go to the clearing,” Savannah suggested, feeling the strange need to glimpse the sight of the calm, pristine lake. “It feels like I haven’t been there in ages.”
It was more than just the need to be in the clearing again. Savannah felt the urge to be with Xander in that space. She remembered the first day he had taken her there, the way his eyes had lingered on her body as she had stripped down before entering the lake, the way his hands had felt against her skin, and the way his lips had tasted.
She wanted to experience those sensations again, but knew that they'd be enhanced somehow, this time, not that there was more between her and Xander. Now there was familiarity, comfort, and safety, mingled in with the passion and desire, and she could feel it burning, like a layer of electricity just beneath her skin.
“That’s a good idea,” Xander said. “And you can see what the clearing looks like during sunset--it’s magical.”
“I believe that.”
She rested her head against his broad chest and tried to release all the worries that held fast to her thoughts. Savannah hated keeping things from Xander, but she knew he would dismiss her ideas, and she couldn’t just sit back and do nothing, especially when she felt partially responsible for everything that had happened.
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br /> “Are things all right…with the pack?” Savannah asked before she could stop herself.
She saw Xander’s eyes cloud over for a minute, but then he nodded. “Everything’s fine at the moment,” he said. “Rather than talk about the pack, why don't we just…be together.”
“You’re right,” Savannah said, happy with the arrangement. “That sounds good to me.”
They sat there for almost half an hour, sharing random conversation and exchanging little kernels of information about their lives. Savannah felt the strength of their connection strengthen as they opened up to one another. It was nice to feel normal. It was nice to have something that was completely theirs, untouched by the outside noise.
Xander leaned in suddenly and kissed her, hard on the lips. There was an urgency there that made Savannah feel as if they were running out of time. The heat traveled up her body, and she felt the need to be with Xander, right then and there, in the dirt and muck of the forest.
Xander pulled away abruptly. “Let’s go to the clearing,” he said, and Savannah nodded in response, noticing the urgency in his tone.
They took Xander’s motorbike to the path that led up to the clearing, Xander holding Savannah’s hand as they manoeuvred their way up the steep hills, past the trees, past the little signs of life, past the noise, and to the furthest tip of the mountain.
By the time they'd reached flat ground again, Savannah was a little tired, but enthusiastic. The light was beginning to fade and she knew they had made it just in time for the sunset. Savannah and Xander walked into the clearing, bright with sun-painted color, with clouds in hues of lavender, gold, and rose.
Savannah took a breah. “Wow!”
They moved to the bank of the lake where Savannah saw every color imaginable reflected there. It was like the water had been transformed into a cesspool of color that made her want to jump in, and find every secret each of those colors contained.
“This is amazing.” Savannah said.
The water winked cheekily at her and the wind made shallow ripples in its glass-like surface, so that one color moved into the others to create a unique spectrum. There was a glow about the lake, some kind of muted magic that Savannah sensed, as though from a great distance.
“The water,” she whispered.
“What about it?” Xander asked.
“It feels as though it’s talking to me.”
Xander smiled. “The lake is sacred,” he said. “We believe it contains magical powers.”
“What kind of powers?”
“Healing powers, strengthening powers, and cleansing powers. That’s what the legends say, though…I don’t know if it’s actually true.”
“You’ve never tested the legend?” Savannah asked.
“I’ve never needed to, I hope I never do.”
Savannah looked back at the little crystals that seemed embedded in the lake. “I think it's true,” she said with conviction.
“Can you feel it?” Xander asked glancing at her.
“A little,” Savannah replied. “But I don’t know if that's what I’m sensing, or if my mind's just working overtime.”
Xander laughed. “You want to go in?”
Savannah looked toward Xander in surprise. “Now?” she asked.
“Why not?” he asked with a shrug and a slow smile.
It was like that first day they'd spent together, with only a few minor changes. Back then Savannah had been a stranger to him, with only the strange and inexplicable bond in common, that neither one could understand. He had trusted her enough to bring her to this perfect place and they had swum together in the lake’s clear waters and kissed under the sun’s golden rays.
“Okay,” Savannah said, and Xander came forward.
He undressed her slowly and tenderly, as though he were scared she would break. His eyes combed over every inch of her and Savannah felt her blood rise in response. She reached out instinctively and pulled Xander’s shirt off of him. When they were both standing naked in front of each other, Xander took Savannah’s hand and they walked into the lake together.
Savannah had expected the water to be cold and sharp, but despite the sun’s failing rays, the water was warm and soft. It rushed at her from all sides and draped itself around her like a caress. For the first time in what seemed like forever, Savannah felt the stress that had been gripping her for the last few days slip away. She turned into Xander and kissed him passionately, thrilled to find her mind released of worry, no matter how short the reprieve would be.
“This feels amazing,” Savannah whispered, her lips pressed against Xander’s neck.
She clung to him as Xander’s hands wrapped around her, and they turned together in the melding mists of color. There was a slight chill of magic in the air, surrounding both of them, tickling their skin lovingly.
They kissed in the water, long and slow, and then they moved out onto the bank, unwilling to put their clothes on just yet. Xander pushed Savannah back onto the soft grass gently and then he moved on top of her. The chill clinging to her body died instantly as Xander’s body came over hers, his skin filling her with new heat.
They kissed under the fading light of day and as Xander entered her gently, Savannah looked up at the bright stars twinkling in the faded midnight-blue sky. There were still edges of color clinging stubbornly to the clouds, but a few rabid rays of moonlight were quickly extinguishing them.
Afterwards, Xander rested his head against Savannah’s chest and they lay entwined and completely content in the comfortable silence.
“I wish it could always be like this,” Savannah said quietly.
“It will be,” Xander assured her, and he kissed her breasts. “Once this is all over, all we’ll have left to do is swim, eat, and make love under the sky.”
“That sounds perfect.” Savannah sighed. “But what about the pack?”
She felt Xander tense instantly. “I thought we agreed not to talk about the pack today.”
“You’re right,” Savannah said slowly. “Forget the question.”
Xander propped himself up on one elbow and gazed down at Savannah as his fingers traced the contours of her face. Every so often he would bend down and place a kiss on her cheek, brow, or forehead. They lay there until they were both completely dry, and then they dressed slowly, as though they had all the time in the world and no place to go.
Savannah had just put on her shirt when a flash of light coursed through her field of vision, and she knew a vision was imminent.
“Savannah?” Xander’s voice sounded worried.
Savannah ripped her hearing aid off quickly, and closed her eyes. “Something is coming,” she said, concentrating on the wave that was about to hit.
Savannah gasped when the vision finally came over her, the clearest one she'd ever had. She froze into place, willing herself to ignore everything else and pay attention. She was only mildly aware that Xander was standing next to her, but the moment the next flash of light came, she forgot where she was and whom she was with.
She saw herself standing in the clearing close to the lake, but the lake was cast in bright sunshine. Savannah could tell the sun she was seeing in her vision was a few days older than the one that had just set. Then she saw Marissa. Her face was contorted in a scowl, and her eyes were ablaze with fury. She was running towards Savannah, a stick in her hand raised in attack.
Savannah watched in shock as Marissa ran toward her, double-time, and plunged a fiery blue dagger straight into Savannah’s heart.
“Savannah?”
Savannah shook herself out of the last remnants of her vision. Even though she was currently herself gazing into Xander’s sad, grey eyes, she could still see Marissa’s fierce beauty as she ran ahead.
“What did you see?” Xander said.
Savannah read the words on his lips. Even though she couldn’t hear him, she could sense the concern that was virtually dripping from his aura.
“I saw what I always suspected would happen,” Savan
nah said at last.
“What did you see?” Xander said. Savannah slipped her hearing aid back in.
“I saw my future,” Savannah said, “clear as day.”
Xander fell silent and waited for her to continue.
“I saw my death,” Savannah went on slowly. She glanced at Xander’s eyes, willing him to believe her, fearing that he wouldn’t. “I saw Marissa plunging a knife into my heart.”
Chapter Eight
“What?” Xander said blinking at her in shock.
“Marissa,” Savannah said, her voice colored with anger and bitterness. “I saw her run toward me with a dagger in hand…she plunged it into my heart!”
Xander stood before her as though he were carved in stone. His eyes turbulent and filled with disbelief. “Say something.” Savannah begged. “Say something.”
Xander looked her head on, and Savannah knew he was choosing his words carefully. The magic that had engulfed them only moments before seemed to have abandoned them, and Savannah could feel only fear and unease and anger.
“Savannah--”
“I saw it!”
“I know you did,” Xander said calmly as he took a step forward. “I know you think you saw it–"
“Think?” Savannah repeated as she cringed away from Xander. “Think?”
“You’re pregnant, and sometimes, that can influence your visions,” Xander said trying to calm her.
“Don’t do that,” Savannah said angrily. “Don’t treat me as though I was some jealous idiot who can’t control my raging hormones. This has nothing to do with my pregnancy. It’s what I saw and it's what's going to happen soon.”
“Marissa would never hurt you,” Xander said adamantly.
Savannah turned and started walking away from him.
“Savannah,” Xander cried as he ran after her. “Wait! Please stop and talk to me.”
“You don’t believe me?” Savannah demanded and she turned around to face him again. “And yet you trust her?”
“I’ve known her my whole life--”
“And you’ve known me for a fraction of a second in comparison,” Savannah interrupted him. “I know that as well as you do, but it doesn't change what I saw.”