I felt his warm hands cup my ample breasts rubbing and gently taking my nipples between his thumb and fingers. I moaned in response to the stimulation. I shifted, so our bodies were closer; Damon between my legs and my arms around his neck to bring him closer, our mouths found their way to each other and desire pushed through. I dug my nails into his back in response to his continuously assault on my nipples, with his fingers rolling my nipples between them and my temperature rising I broke the kiss and drew my head back. He released one breast and concentrated on other bending to suck, lick and softly bite my nipple. Once satisfied with the peak he moved onto the once in neglected. I moaned and tossed my head from side to side, he was moaning in response, and I gathered that I was digging my nails maybe a little too hard into his shoulders. Suddenly the sensation stopped, I straighten my head and saw Damon stepping away, his hands reaching to undo his belt, looking a little further down I could see that his cock was trying to rip his pants open. It wasn’t long before his pants were off and with the other pile of our clothing. I slid off the bench, and slowly undid my skirt letting it branch out at my feet; I stepped out of it and kicked it over to the side.
I reached out and grabbed Damon bringing our bodies close, touching skin to skin. I could feel his thick length pressing into my stomach, I reached between our bodies and gripped it……. slowly starting to stroke him from root to tip. His lips parted, and eyes closed. My lips found his chest and kissed him softly. My trail working it's way down……. Down… down….. I slipped to my knees and took the tip of his erection in my mouth sucking and licking. I knew there was no way that I would fit all of his length in my mouth, but I was going to do the best that I could do. I was never one for offering blow jobs, but for some reason I just had to take him in my mouth. I felt his hand gripped my hair, I took another inch in my mouth and continued sucking, taking it bit by bit as I sucked harder.
“Ah god….. It feels….. Ah.” Damon said in a husky tone.
His hand curled around my hair tighter, and his hips rocked plunging his length into my mouth further.
“Stop.” Damon said bending down to lift me to my feet.
Grabbing my face with his hands he gave me a tender kiss, different from the way he had kissed me earlier. It felt comforting……. His hands move from my face, down my shoulders, arms slowly making their way down until they stopped at my waist. One hand continued to move down, over my stomach down……. His fingers sweeping thru my pubic hair, until I felt his fingers part my swollen lips and slowly insert a single finger. I gasped with at the sensation cursing through my body. I moved my feet to spread my legs further apart.
“You’re so wet.” He spoke between kisses.
“Mmmmm.” I had to bit my lip before I said something I would regret.
He inserted a second finger into my wet slit. My delicate tissues softening and opening up, I wanted to feel more than his fingers there, but I dare not ask. His fingers worked their way in and out of me, my lip started to tremble with pleasure and moans of delight escaped my lips. He withdrew his fingers and practically dragged me off the counter, turning me around once my feet hit the ground. I faced the mirror, and his eyes met mine, his eyes burned with lust, heat and desire… I knew this because I had the same look in my eyes.
One of his hands moved up my bare back softly It sent shivers down my spine. The other hand started where it left off, he inserted two fingers into me and continued their assault. His breathing was quick and edgy……. The same way mine was. I felt my stomach tighten, and the familiar feeling deep inside. I was close to rupture, his fingers knew what they were doing, and I was thankful for that. His hand on my back made it's way to between my shoulder blades, and he pushed me down to bend over the sink. His withdrew his fingers but used them to splay my tissues open. I held my breath.
The head of his cock slid into my opening.
“Ah.” I gasp. I knew how hung this man was……
Slowly I could feel him inch by inch into my body, he would go in an inch than pull out to the tip, and he continued this slowly. It was a change of pace less intense more careful. His breathing echoed in my ears, it was rough but fast, but it was his growls in his throat that caught my attention. I lifted my head to look in the mirror. His eyes met with mine, his eye lids heavy, but I could see how dark his eyes were beneath them, his lips slightly parted. My head dropped again, this was becoming intensely intimate, it stirred feeling inside that I pushed to the back and concentrated on the building orgasm that was pending. Damon leaned over me, kissing my shoulder and whispering in my ear.
“You have almost all of me…… are you okay like this?”
“Y-yes…….” It felt good, really, really good.
“God….. “He grunted.
His movements became faster, and a little harder, I moaned in response to his change of pace. The feel of him deep inside me did things to my nerve ending. That pending orgasm was close, real close.
“Oh….my…..G-god”. I squeezed my eyes closed; this was going to ruin me.
“Let it go.” He panted, and reached down and flicked my clit. I lost it. I chanted his name over and over in my mind…… well maybe once or twice out loud. As I predicted my legs went weak, and I couldn’t stand upright. Damon withdrew from my body and snaked his arms around me, and we sank to the floor, me sitting between his legs on the cold tiled floor with my head rested against his chest. I tilted my head and kissed his chin, throat and neck, he growled in response. I could feel his still hard cock on my back, I felt a little embarrassed for my vocal outburst earlier and felt my cheeks heat……..my heart fluttered, I felt those feeling surface again, what was I doing? What am I to him……? I stopped kissing him and turned my head away from him. Damon’s hand cupped my chin and lifted my face to look at his, he was beautiful.
“What’s wrong Savannah?” Damon asked with a confused look on his face.
I thought to myself, Is now a good time to ask him what we are doing? I know I vowed to just go with the flow, but these feelings weren’t going away, and I needed to know if I was going to end up hurt in the end. I liked him. And hoped he felt the same. I have had the best afternoon in a long time, I enjoyed every minute of our time together and felt comfortable opening up to him about things I normally wouldn’t tell people. I had to ask……
“I… I want to know what we are doing here.” I whispered trying to turn away.
“We’re having a good time….aren’t we.” Damon said tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear.
“Uh-huh I guess we are.” I felt a twinge of disappointment. But why?
“Hop up and let's take a shower”. Damon moved me off him and stood. I reached for his hand to help myself up. I felt a little shy to be standing in front of him naked, so I reached for the towel to wrap around me until the shower was ready.
“Don’t hide.” Damon said putting his hand on mine to stop me from picking it up.
“You’re too beautiful to hide that body…….come here.” He held open the shower door and stepped inside, tugging my hand to follow him. The water was scorching on my skin, but once the sting past it was relaxing. I put my face fully under the water and felt it flow down my body. Damon’s hard wet body pressed up against mine, and he held me in a tight embrace kissing my neck, shoulder and the sensitive spot behind my ear. I leaned my head back to give him better access, and moaned in response to the touch of his lips. My body began to tingle………
“Do you know what you do to me when you kiss me like that?” I panted.
“Mmmmm….. I believe I do, that’s why I do it.” I turned to look at the wicked grin splayed across his face.
His teeth sunk into the skin on my neck, it tickled, and I started to giggle. I could feel his semi hard length pushed up against my stomach, it was growing firmer.
“Now is not a time to be giggling Savannah.” He said in a seductive tone. The tone alone made my body tingle.
“I really need to wash myself. I feel salty.” I said t
rying to escape his grasp.
“Let me wash you.” Damon turned and grabbed a face washer and quirted a little soap on it.
I turned and faced the wall splaying my hands on the wall in front of me. At first I felt the washer at my feet and working their way from front to back then up my legs, then moved over my mound to my stomach and breasts, I grinned as a little too much time was spent washing my breasts. My arms were next, followed by my neck and under arms. When he came to my back, he dropped the washer and massaged my shoulder and back with his hands and thumbs. It was the most relaxing feeling, and I closed my eyes to enjoy it. The tension I had built up left my body, and I couldn’t help but slump against his chest.
“Enjoying that are we.” He said before kissing the sensitive flesh below my ear.
“It feels good.”
His hands left my body, and he bent to pick up the washer he had dropped.
“I forgot to wash an extremely important part of you.”
“Oh did you now.” I said with a grin.
“I did indeed.” He reached between my legs and washed my mound with the washer but was rubbing his finger between my slit at the same time.
“Are you taking contraceptives yet?” He asked pausing the movement of his fingers.
Too embarrassed to say no, I shook my head instead. I must remember to do that this week. But then again, why should I do that when I don’t know where this is headed? Getting brave I said, “I don’t know where this is going, and I don’t like taking pills short term.”
Dropping the wash cloth he inserted two fingers into me. I gasped; I was not prepared for the impact. His fingers move quickly in and out of my body, I moaned loudly moving my hand to cover his. He grabbed my hand with his free hand and held my wrist behind my body but still moving his fingers inside me. The motion paused and another finger was inserted. The burning sensation of my tissues being spread presented and I screwed my eyes closed tight, but as the feeling became pleasurable I relaxed and opened my eyes. I wiggled my wrist free of his hand and found his hard cock; I began to stroke it from the bottom to the tip….. Slowly at first but then moving faster. His breathing became raspy, with his fingers working their magic inside me and my hand working to stroke him I could feel him start to tense. I gripped him harder and stroked faster, I knew he was getting close and so was I.
“Jesus…. Savannah.” He groaned. And I felt hot fluid hit my back. At the same time, my insides tensed, and I let my orgasm take over my thoughts. I rocked against his hand while continuing to stoke him. When our breathing settled I realised him, and his fingers slid from my body. I felt the washer on my back wiping of his seamen. That would have to be one of the hottest things I have ever experienced, I have never had anyone do that to me. This man was going to break me, and I knew it.
Chapter 7
I jumped out of the shower after washing yet again……. dried and put on the clothes Damon had provided me. I told Damon I was going to get a glass of water and asked if he wanted anything, he told me he was ok, he would meet me in the kitchen when he was done. I needed Nicole’s expert advice on the situation, and I needed it now. My feeling were started to get out of hand, and I knew if I played with fire….. I was likely to get burnt. The glasses and bottle of wine sat on the kitchen counter were we had left them, the thought struck me to crack the bottle and drink it to calm me, but hot wine and me……. not a good mix. I needed to keep my thoughts inside my head around this man……and if anything made me talk it was alcohol.
I returned the bottle of wine to the fridge and used my wine glass to get a glass of water, I had no idea where I would find the cups in his kitchen and I felt a little apprehensive going through his cupboards looking for one. I had only been here once, and I would feel offended if anyone went through my kitchen on the second visit. After I poured a glass of water I dug into my bag and grabbed my cell, I had to call Nicole, I needed to ask her advice, but I also needed to make sure she was okay. We hadn’t been apart for too long lately with her “sickness” and “hormones”, she was becoming a little dependent of me, and I was with her as well, it is gratifying to have a friend by your side and to be able to talk to them whenever you need a shoulder, and right now, I needed that shoulder. I dialled her number, and she answered on the second ring,
“Hey Sav.” Nicole was cheerful This was a change from late.
“Hey Nic….. How are you feeling?”
“Good, I haven’t hurled this afternoon which is strange, but I like it.” She said with a giggle. It was so good to hear her laugh, something familiar.
“That’s great.” I said before falling silent.
“Are you home?” Nicole asked.
“No, I…umm…. I went to dinner with Damon, and I’m staying here tonight.” Please don’t give me the safe sex talk….. Please don’t give me the safe sex chat I repeated to myself.
“Oh…. That’s good. But something is wrong. I can hear it in your voice Savannah.” Nicole knew me so well.
“Well……” I looked around the room and couldn’t see Damon anywhere; I hoped he was still in the shower….. I strode up the hall and could still hear water running. Good I was safe to talk. I walked over the balcony and stepped just outside the threshold, I hated the height, but the fresh air was good.
“Savannah…..talk to me.” Nicole said in a demanding tone.
“Okay, well I just don’t know what’s happening here; I mean I need your advice on something.” I started to chew on my nails as I spoke; I always did this when I was nervous. Nicole would tell me plainly what to do, but if I did it or not was another story.
“What do you need my advice on? I mean I will give you advice, but if you take it or not I mean….. We know you’re like Savannah.” Nicole said laughing and someone how reading my thoughts.
“I asked Damon what we were doing….. And he said we are having a good time…. and I don’t know, I guess I was a little heartbroken at that. You know me Nicole, I over think things and……” I trailed off…. I couldn’t finish my thought.
“You have feelings for him, don’t you?” Nicole all but squealed into the phone, I had to remove it from my ear so I wouldn’t be deaf after our conversation.
“I have feelings yes, but I don’t know what kind they are yet.”
“Oh Savannah, your so coy…… you have to know what you feel for him, lust, love, friendship or a bit of everything.” Nicole said excited. I could imagine her sitting on the couch waving her hands around as she spoke those words.
“I’ve only known him a few weeks Nicole, gee’s. I don’t love him, but I like him.” Could I love him though? Love was a tremendously strong word for me, and I didn’t throw it around a lot, but the mention of that word, made my stomach feel funny, unfamiliar feelings.
“What do you want from him Savannah? You have to know what you want and ask for it…….. Don’t let him make all the choices, you’re a person to, and you have feelings.” Nicole was right I do have feelings, but what did I want? I didn’t know if I could be in a committed relationship with someone right now with everything that was currently going on in my life?
“I don’t know what I want from Damon, Nicole. All I know is I think I want this to be more than a good time, and that’s all. I will think about it okay.” I had to think more about my choices before I voiced them.
“Alright Savannah. I’m here whatever you decide and if you need any more advice okay. And please, use protection.” She said in her stern voice.
“Thank you Nicole, You’re the best. And I know you’re going to be a devoted mother.” I hope that wasn’t too much to say to her, she was still a little sensitive on the mother bit.
“Thank you Savannah….. I hope so too.” Nicole said which surprised me a little.
“Night.”
“Night, Savannah.”
I ended the call and stepped a little further out of the door way and further onto the balcony. I could see the city lights out in front of me, but I wanted to get to the
edge and look down, but I was too afraid, heights genuinely did scare me. I took a deep breath and turned to head inside.
“You indubitably don’t like heights do you.”
“Holy shit Damon,” I all but screamed. “You scared the shit out of me…… what are you doing there.” Holy cow, he was standing in the door way leaned up against the pillar with his arms across his chest.
“I couldn’t find you in the kitchen…. But then I heard you talking.” He eyes became darker, and a dark smile appeared across his face. Did he hear my conversation? He was in the shower when I checked, what could he have actually heard? Oh my…….
“I just called a friend.” Do I ask him if he heard anything? God I wasn’t good at this.
“Nicole I’m guessing.”
“Yes…. I wanted to see how she was; she has been…….sick lately.”
“Do you want to talk about anything?” Damon asked with that mischievous grin plastered across his beautiful lips.
Do I want to talk about anything? If I did, I wouldn’t know what to say, I mean, I don’t know what I want right now, but I have these feelings that I keep trying to push aside. I like him…. I like him….. But he doesn’t feel the same if we are only having a good time right?
“I’m a little tired; can we just go to bed?” At that moment, I did actually yawn. I was tried, but I was also looking forward to cuddling in bed. Hmm….. Would he even want to do that?
“Of course….. I have an early start tomorrow, unfinished business, but I will take you to breakfast before I go to work.” Damon said in a businesslike manner.
I nodded in agreement and walked back into the safety of the apartment. I heard the door close behind me as I made my way to the counter to put my phone away, and to drink the last of my water. Once I had finished I turned to see Damon staring at me, he looked deep in thought, like he did in the car. His brow was furrowed, but it quickly straightened, “come to bed.” He simply said. Whatever he was thinking disappeared when I caught him looking at me.
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