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by Wilbur Smith


  the quarter-deck, and Angel pounced on her as she passed the galley.

  ,Where have you been? He was in a flutter, all wrists and tossing hair,

  I've been beside myself, darling. What is it, Angel It's probably too

  late already. What is it? She caught his urgency. Tell me. He's still

  in town. Who? But she knew, they spoke of only one person in these

  emotional terms.

  Don't be dense, luv. Your crumpet. She hated it when he referred to

  Nick like that, but now she let him go on.

  But he won't be very much longer. His plane leaves at five o'clock, he

  is making the local flight to Johannesburg, and connecting there for

  London. She stared at him.

  Well what are you waiting for? Angel keened. It's almost four o'clock

  now, and it will take you at least half an hour to reach the airport.

  She did not move. But, Angel/ she almost wrung her hands in anguish,

  but what do I do when I get there? Angel shook his head and twinkled

  his diamonds in exasperation. Sweet merciful heavens, duckie. Then he

  sighed. When I was a boy I had two guinea pigs, and they also refused

  to get it on. I think they were retarded, or something. I tried

  everything, even hormones, but neither of them survived the shots. Alas,

  their love was never consummated Be serious, Angel., You could hold him

  down while I give Will a hormone shot I hate you, Angel. She had to

  laugh, even in her anxiety.

  Dearie, every night for the past month you have tried to set him on fire

  with your dulcet silvery voice - and we haven't even passed "GO" and

  collected our first $200. I know, Angel. I know. It seems to me,

  sweetie, that it's time now to cut out the jawing and to ignite him with

  that magic little tinderbox of yours. You mean right there in the

  departure lounge of the airport? She clapped her hands with delight,

  then struck a lascivious pose. 'I'm Sam - fly me! I Hop, poppet there

  is a taxi on the wharf - he's been waiting an hour, with his meter

  running. There is no first-class lounge in Cape Town's DF Malan

  Airport, so Nicholas sat in the snake-pit, amongst the distraught

  mothers and their whining, sticky offspring, the harassed tourists

  loaded like camels with souvenirs and the florid-faced commercial

  travellers, but he was alone in a multitude; with unconscious deference

  they allowed him a little circle of privacy and he used the Louis

  Vuitton briefcase on his knee as a desk.

  It occurred to him suddenly how dramatically the balance had swung in

  the last mere forty days, since he had recognized his wave peaking, but

  had almost not been able to find the strength for it.

  A shadow passed across his eyes, and the little creased crows foot

  appeared between them as he remembered the physical and emotional effort

  that it had taken to make the Go decision on Golden Adventurer, and he

  shivered slightly in fear of what might have happened if he had not

  gone. He would have missed his wave, and there would never have been

  another.

  With a small firm movement of his head, he pushed that memory of fear

  behind him. He had caught his wave, and he was riding high and fast.

  Now it seemed that the fates were intent on smothering him with

  largesse: the oil-rig for Warlock, Rio to the Bravo Sierra field off

  Norway - then a back-to-back tow from the North Sea through Suez to the

  to the new South Australian field, would keep Warlock fully employed for

  the next six months. That was not all, the threatening dockyard strike

  at Construction Navale Atlantique had been smoothed over and the

  delivery date for the new tug had come forward by two months - At

  midnight the night before, a telephone call from Bach Wackie had

  awakened him to let him know Kuwait and Qatar were now also studying the

  iceberg-to-water project with a view to commissioning similar schemes;

  he would have to build himself another two vessels if they decided to

  go.

  All I need now is to hear that I have won the football pools, -he

  thought, and turned his head, started and caught his breath with a hiss,

  as though he had been punched in the ribs.

  She stood by the automatic doors, and the wind had caught her hair and

  torn it loose from its thick twisted knot so that fine gold tendrils

  floated down on to her cheeks - cheeks that were flushed as though she

  had run fast, and her chest heaved so that she held one hand upon it,

  fingers spread like a star between those fine pointed breasts.

  She was poised like a forest animal that has scented the leopard,

  fearful, tremulous, but not yet certain in which direction to run. Her

  agitation was so apparent that he thrust aside his briefcase and stood

  up.

  She saw him instantly, and her face lit with an expression of such

  unutterable joy, that he was halted in his intention of going towards

  her, while she in contrast wheeled and started to run towards him.

  She collided with a portly, sweating tourist, nearly flooring him and

  shaking loose a rain of carved native curios and anonymous packets which

  clattered to the floor around her like Ape fruit.

  He snarled angrily, then his expression changed as he looked at her.

  Sorry! She stooped swiftly, picked up a packet, thrust it into his

  arms, hit him with her smile, and left him beaming bemusedly after her.

  However, now she was more restrained, her precipitous rush calmed to

  that long-legged thrusting hip-swinging walk of hers, and the smile was

  a little uncertain as she pushed vainly at the loose streamers of golden

  hair, trying to tuck them up into the twisted rope on top of her head.

  I thought I'd missed you. She stopped a little in front of him.

  Is something wrong? he asked quickly, still alarmed by her behaviour.

  Oh no! she assured him hurriedly. Not any more/ and suddenly she was

  awkward and coltish again. I thought/ her voice hushed, it was just

  that I thought I'd missed you., And her eyes slid away from him. You

  didn't say goodbye.- I thought it was better that way. And now her eyes

  flew back to his face, sparking with green fire.

  Why? she demanded, and he had no answer to give her.

  I didn't want to -How could he say it to her, without making the kind of

  statement that would embarrass them both?

  Above them, the public address system squawked into life.

  South African Airways announces the departure of their Airbus flight 235

  to Johannesburg. Will passengers please board at Gate Number Two. She

  had run out of time. I'm Sam - Fly Me! Please! she thought, and felt

  the urge to giggle, but instead she said: Nicholas, tomorrow you'll be

  in London - in midwinter. It's a sobering thought/he agreed, and for

  the first time smiled; his smile closed like a fist around her heart and

  her legs felt suddenly weak.

  Tomorrow or at least the day after, I'll be riding the long sea at Cape

  St Francis/ she said. They had spoken of that, on those enchanted

  nights. He had told her how he had first ridden the surf at Waikiki

  Beach long ago before the sport had become a craze, and it had been part

  of their shared experience, part of their love of the sea, drawing them


  closer together.

  I hope the surf's up for you/ he said. Cape St Francis was three

  hundred and fifty miles north of Cape Town, simply another beach and

  headland in a shoreline that stretched in unbroken splendour for six

  thousand miles, and yet it was unique in all the world. The young and

  the young-at-heart came in almost religious pilgrimage to ride the long

  sea at Cape St Francis. They came from Hawaii and California, from

  Tahiti and Queensland, for there was no other wave quite like it.

  At the departure gate, the shuffling queue was shortening, and Nick

  stooped to pick up his briefcase, but she reached out and laid her hand

  on his biceps, and he froze.

  It was the first time she had deliberately touched him, and the shock of

  it spread through his body like ripples on a quiet lake. All the

  emotions and passions which he had so strenuously denied came tumbling

  back upon him, and it seemed that their strength had grown a

  hundred-fold while under restraint. He ached for her, with a deep,

  yearning wanting ache.

  Come with me, Nicholas/ she whispered, and his own throat closed so he

  could not answer. He stared at her, and already the ground hostesses at

  the gate were peering around irritably for their missing passenger.

  She had to convince him and she shook his arm urgently, startled at the

  hardness of the muscle under her fingers.

  Nicholas, I really want/ she began, intending to finish, you to/but her

  tongue played a Freudian trick on her, and she said, I really want you.,

  Oh God/ she thought, as she heard herself say it, I sound like a whore/

  and in panic she corrected herself.

  I really want you to/ and she flushed! the blood came up from her neck,

  dark under the peach of her tan so the freckles glowed on her skin like

  flakes of gold-dust.

  Which one is it? he asked, and then smiled again.

  There isn't time to argue. She stamped her foot, feigning impatience,

  hiding her confusion, then added, Damn you! for no good reason.

  Who is arguing? he asked quietly, and suddenly, like magic, she was in

  his arms, trying to burrow herself deeper and deeper into his embrace,

  trying to draw all the an smell of him into her lungs, amazed at the

  softness and warmth of his mouth and the hard rasp of new beard on his

  chin and cheek, making little soft mewing sounds of comfort deep in her

  throat as she clung to him.

  Passenger Berg. Will passenger Berg please report to the departure

  gate/ chanted the public address.

  They're calling me/Nicholas murmured.

  They can go right to the back of the queue,, she mumbled into his lips.

  Sunlight was made for Samantha. She wore it like a cloak that had been

  woven especially for her. She wore it in her hair, sparkling like

  jewellery, she used it to paint her face and body in lustrous shades of

  burnt honey and polished amber, she wore it glowing in golden freckles

  on her cheeks and nose.

  She moved in sunlight with wondrous grace, barefooted in the white sand,

  so that her hips and buttocks roistered brazenly under the thin green

  stuff of her bikini, She sprawled in the sunlight like a sleeping cat,

  offering her face and her naked belly to it, so he felt that if he laid

  his hands against her throat he would feel her purr deep inside her

  chest.

  She ran in the sunlight, light as a gull in flight, along the hard wet

  sand at the water's edge, and he ran beside her, tirelessly, mile after

  mile, the two of them alone in a world of green sea and sun and tall

  pale hot skies. The beach curved away in both directions to the limit

  of the eye, smooth and white as the snows of Antarctica, devoid of human

  life or the scars of man's petty endeavours, and she laughed beside him

  in the sunlight, holding his hand as they ran together.

  They found a deep, clear rock pool in a far and secret place. The

  sunlight off the water dappled her body, exploding silently upon it like

  the reflections of light from a gigantic diamond, as she cast aside the

  two green wisps of her bikini, let down the thick rope of her hair and

  stepped into the pool, turning, knee-deep, to look back at him. Her

  hair hung almost to her waist, springing and thick and trying to curl in

  the salt and wind, it cloaked her shoulders and her breasts peeped

  through the thick curtains of it.

  Her breasts, untouched by the sun, were rich as cream and tipped in

  rose, so big and full and exuberant that he wondered that he had ever

  thought her a child; they bounced and swung as she moved, and she pulled

  back her shoulders and laughed at him shamelessly when she saw the

  direction of his eyes.

  She turned back to the pool and her buttocks were white with the pinkish

  sheen of a deep-sea pearl, round and tight and deeply divided, and, as

  she bent forward to dive, a tiny twist of copper gold curls peeped

  briefly and coyly from the wedge where the deep cleft split into her

  tanned smooth thighs.

  Through the cool water, her body was warm as bread fresh from the oven,

  cold and heat together, and when he told her this, she entwined her arms

  around his neck, I'm Sam the baked Alaska, eat me! she laughed, and the

  droplets clung to her eyelashes like diamond chips in the sunlight.

  Even in the presence of others, they walked alone; for them, nobody else

  really existed. Among those who had come from all over the world to

  ride the long sea at Cape St Francis were many who knew Samantha, from

  Florida and California, from Australia and Hawaii, where her field trips

  and her preoccupation with the sea and the life of the sea had taken

  her.

  Hey, Sam! they shouted, dropping their boards in the sand and running

  to her, tall muscular men, burned dark as chestnuts in the sun.

  She smiled at them vaguely, holding Nicholas hand a little tighter, and

  replied to their chatter absentmindedly, drifting away at the first

  opportunity.

  Who was that! It's terrible, but I can't remember - I'm not even sure

  where I met him or when., And it was true, she could concentrate on

  nothing but Nicholas, and the others sensed it swiftly and left them

  alone.

  Nicholas had not been in the sun for over a year, his body was the

  colour of old ivory, in sharp contrast to the thick dark body hair which

  covered his chest and belly. At the end of that first day in the sun,

  the ivory colour had turned to a dull angry red.

  You'll suffer/ she told him, but the next morning his body and limbs had

  gone the colour of mahogany and she drew back the sheets and marvelled

  at it, touching him exploringly with the tip of her fingers.

  I'm lucky, I've got a hide like a buffalo/he told her.

  Each day he turned darker, until he was the weathered bronze of an

  American Indian, and his high cheek-bones heightened the resemblance.

  You must have Indian blood, she told him, tracing his nose with her

  finger-tip.

  I only know two generations back/ he smiled at her.

  I've always been terrified to look further than that. She sat over him,

  cross-legged in the big bed and touched him, exploring him w
ith her

  hands, touching his lips and the lobes of his ears, smoothing the thick

  dark curve of his eyebrows, the little black mole on his cheek, and

  exclaiming at each new discovery.

  She touched him when they walked, reaching for his hand, pressing her

  hip against him when they stood, on the beach sitting between his spread

  knees and leaning back against his chest, her head tucked into his

  shoulder - it was as if she needed constant physical assurance of his

  presence.

  When they sat astride their boards, waiting far out beyond the

  three-mile reef for the set of the wave, she reached across to touch his

  shoulder, balancing the board under her like a skilled horsewoman, the

  two of them close and spiritually isolated from the loose assembly of

  thirty or forty surf -riders strung out along the line of the long set.

  This far out, the shore was a low dark green rind, above the shaded

  green and limpid blues of the water. In the blue distance, the

  mountains were blue on the blue of the sky and above them, the

  thunderheads piled dazzling silver, tall and arrogant enough to dwarf

  the very earth.

  This must be the most beautiful land in the world, she said, moving her

  board so that her knee lay against his thigh.

  Because you are here, he told her.

  Under them, the green water breathed like a living thing, rising and

  falling, the swells long and glassy, sliding away towards the land.

  Growing impatient, one of the inexperienced riders would move to catch a

  bad swell, kneeling on the board and paddling with both hands, coming up

  unsteadily on to his feet and then toppling and falling as the water

  left him, and the taunts and friendly catcalls of his peers greeted him

  as he surfaced, grinning sheepishly, and crawled back on to his board.

  Then the ripple of excitement, and a voice calling, A three set! the

  boards quickly rearranging themselves, sculled by cupped bare hands,

  spacing out for running room, the riders peering back eagerly over their

  dark burned shoulders, laughing and kidding each other as the wave set

  bumped up on the horizon, still four miles out at sea, but big enough so

  that they could count the individual swells that made up the set.

  Running at fifty miles an hour, the swells took nearly five minutes,

  from the moment when they were sighted, to reach the line, and during

 

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