After I Was His

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by Amelia Wilde




  After I Was His

  Amelia Wilde

  After I Was His

  Wes Sullivan is everything I loathe in a man.

  Too strong. Too controlling. Too serious. He left the Army, but that Army attitude won’t leave him.

  And me? My spirit is so free that no man can contain me. Screw rules. Screw routines. Maintain that element of surprise.

  My only job is to get him to the church on time for a wedding.

  Kissing him isn’t part of the deal. Neither is falling for those lightning eyes, for that rock-hard body.

  We’re both flirting with disaster. But I can’t help breaking one last rule…

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  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Epilogue

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  For heroes everywhere

  1

  Whitney

  The best man is missing.

  Not missing persons report missing, I hope, but he’s not here in Houston Hall. I’ve gathered as much from the mother of the bride, one Linda Sullivan. The bride is my best friend and former roommate, Summer. It is her day.

  I was only three mimosas into this glorious event when Linda grabbed me by the elbow and pulled me into a little alcove, hiding us from the caterers behind a potted plant. “My son is missing,” she said urgently. “He’s not here.”

  I wanted to make a joke about where men usually are when things get serious, but weddings, as I’ve learned from life experience, are not the place for jokes until the reception gets to that boozy point in the evening when nobody can remember what you say or if you were even there. I nodded solemnly and asked the obvious question. “Any idea where he might be?”

  “No. Dayton went to his room at the hotel and there was no answer.”

  “Did he check the hotel bar?”

  “Of course he checked—why would Wes be at the hotel bar? This is his sister’s wedding day. He wouldn’t be drinking.”

  “No, of course not,” I said, trying to contain the eye roll I so desperately wanted to let loose.

  “We have to tell Summer.”

  “Do we have to tell her? As the bride, she should probably be sheltered from such pedestrian troubles as—”

  “We’re telling Summer,” Linda said fiercely. “If we have to delay the pictures, she deserves an explanation.”

  “Aren’t the pictures happening at, like, any moment?”

  “Yes,” she said slowly, as if I was mildly stupid. “That’s why we have to tell her now.”

  “Go ahead. I’ll be right behind you.”

  Linda gives me a look colder than ice. Down the hall, Hazel, Summer’s bridesmaid, floats toward the bridal suite, looking every bit a redheaded supermodel. Linda turned her head and waved frantically to her. “Hazel,” she hissed. “Hazel, we’ve got a problem.”

  Now that Hazel has been brought up to speed, it’s time to approach the bride.

  We enter the bridal suite en masse, the both of us flanking Mrs. Sullivan, who actually looks quite stately in a shimmering silver mother-of-the-bride gown that doesn’t make her look old as hell. Hazel and I are in matching sage green numbers.

  Summer stands up at the sight of us, her too-cute baby January squirming in her arms. They’re both disgustingly beautiful, even if January is way underdressed for the occasion. She’s only wearing a diaper. “Thank God, Mom. We’ve got to get me in this dress.” Summer’s dress hangs by the window, framed by her shoes and jewelry. It was a whole thing for the photographer.

  “Are you sure about this?” I mumble out of the corner of my mouth. All three of us in the bridal party look at each other.

  Linda doesn’t answer.

  “Oh, no,” Summer says. “What’s the look for?”

  More silence from stately Linda, who looks at her daughter with tears filling her eyes. I’d get choked up myself if I hadn’t already been over every detail of Summer’s wedding ensemble with her every day for the last month. Her blonde hair tumbles down over her shoulders, brought back and pinned with antique hair pieces, tiny pearls glinting off the edges. She looks like a princess in yoga pants. With the dress on, she’ll be a total stunner.

  “Mom? Did something happen?”

  I will Linda to get this over with, so we can move on to solving the problem and back to the joyous, festive atmosphere that is everyone’s wedding day.

  “You—” Linda presses her fingertips to her lips. “You look absolutely gorgeous, Sunny.”

  All this, and she doesn’t even have the dress on yet. I shove down an ugly curl of jealousy at the pit of my gut.

  “Thanks, Mom. Really.”

  This has gone on too long. Now that we’re here, about to pull the trigger, Linda is losing her nerve. It’s my turn to step in.

  “There’s a slight issue,” I say, trying to make my face look both lighthearted and comforting. I have no idea if I’m pulling it off. Summer’s eyebrows raise. This is code for, Tell me what’s wrong immediately, and why have you phrased it like this? Maximum suspense? You’re an asshole, Whitney. “With your brother.”

  “With Wes?” Summer’s eyebrows draw closer together, her entire forehead wrinkling. “What’s wrong with Wes?”

  January reaches up and tugs at one of Summer’s curls. Summer cups her tiny hand in her own and gives it a kiss. The gesture is so habitual, so natural, that it grips a bit at my heart.

  I started this, and I’m going to finish it. “We can’t find him.”

  “What do you mean, you can’t find him?”

  Linda finally finds her voice. “He’s...not in the hotel,” she says. Is she relishing this? The way we’re all hanging on every word? “Dayton went up to his room, and—”

  “Day’s not here, is he?” Summer cranes her neck to look behind us. “He’s not supposed to see me until the first look. Tell me he’s not here.”

  “Heeeyyyy,” says January, interrupting us with a gummy smile. Damn, she’s cute. I give her a little wave. Then I snap out of it.

  “He’s not here,” I say confidently, though the man could be striding into the room right now. “We just wanted to...update you on the situation.”

  “We’re working on finding him, Sunny, so don’t worry about it.”

  Summer gives her mother a pleading look. “You’re going to find him, right?”

  “Right. Of course.”

  Summer closes her eyes and takes in a deep breath, then opens them again. “Any other d
isasters are on a need-to-know basis, okay? Whit?”

  “It wasn’t my idea,” I tell her, which earns me a sloppily disguised side-eye from Linda. “But that’s totally irrelevant. I’m going to find Wes right now.”

  “Yes. Whitney is going to find Wes. Don’t fret another moment about it.”

  “I wanted you to be here for the dress,” Summer says to me. She means the pictures. There are always pictures of the best friend buttoning one of a thousand buttons on the back of the dress. Summer’s dress has twenty.

  “I’m the right one for the job, bestie. Give me fifteen minutes and I’ll be back.”

  “I’m timing it,” Summer says.

  I take a mimosa from the the table and salute her.

  “Ba bo,” January tells me, waving her pudgy hand in the air.

  “Be right back.”

  I’d better hustle.

  First item on my agenda: check the bars. I sip the last of the mimosa and hold the glass lightly in my hand on the way to the first one, which is in the lobby of the hotel.

  I don’t think Linda’s a liar. I think she did, in fact, scan her eyes briefly over the bar, probably from the center, by the entrance. You can’t see the whole bar from there. Most of it is tucked behind a corner. Me? I go all the way in. It’s coming up on noon, and the bartender looks like he’s just waking up. At least his shirt is nicely pressed.

  “Something to drink?”

  “I’m looking for an Army veteran.” I’ve seen Wes in the family pictures Summer kept at our old apartment, from before he went to basic training. He wasn’t at the rehearsal yesterday, or the rehearsal dinner, so we haven’t officially met yet, but I bet he stands up tall. Most ex-military guys do. I’ve met a few of them around the city. They’re not my type. Regardless, I mimic Wes’s probably posture for the bartender. “Sandy hair. Green eyes, I think.” Not a teenager anymore, but I don’t mention that.

  He takes a slow look around. “Nobody like that in here now.”

  I match his sarcastic tone with my best bitch smile. “I can see that. Was he in here before?”

  “Don’t know. I didn’t work the night shift.”

  “Do you know how to make a Dandy Cocktail?”

  He makes a face. “No, but—”

  “You, good sir, are of no use to me.” I turn on one heel and stride toward the door. I can’t waste any more time on this man. But I do pause before I’m all the way out and turn back. “Now, anyway. I’ll probably need several drinks later. I’m going to a wedding.”

  He cracks a confused smile. “Okay. I won’t be here by then. I’m—”

  “Warn your replacement.”

  Next stop: the bars on the block. No time for a coat. Not that I really need one. It’s the first truly warm day in April and the sun falls lightly on my shoulders as I step outside the hotel. There’s one bar next door, and two across the street.

  The one next door has two tourists in it who look like they haven’t slept. One of them across the street doesn’t open until three. And the third...

  “Wes?” I call his name as soon as I’m inside. I have to hurry this up. My gorgeous best friend Summer is standing in the bridal suite right now in her bridal yoga getup, waiting for me to begin the donning of the dress.

  “I’m Freddie,” says the guy behind the bar. He looks me up and down. “I can be who you’re looking for.”

  I snap my fingers and point at him. “Maybe later.”

  Maybe never.

  I rush back into the hotel. Time is running out. Where the hell is Wes? Not in the lobby. Not in the bars. Not anywhere.

  His mother gave me his room number. 331. But she said that Dayton went up there and he wasn’t there.

  Dayton.

  I give a heavy sigh and race for the elevator.

  Dayton—sexy, muscled, one-leg-and-you’d-never-know-it Dayton—is the weak link in this scenario. He probably didn’t bang on the door long enough. With some men, you have to be persistent.

  There’s an eerie silence on the third floor; my heels are muffled by the carpet. Good. He won’t hear me coming.

  336. 333. 331.

  I pause outside the door and listen.

  No sound.

  Maybe he’s really not in here. What am I supposed to tell Linda? What am I supposed to tell Summer? Is there a jewelry store down the block where I could pick up some hasty wedding bands? That would soften the blow, I imagine.

  I raise my hand to the door and pause.

  Here goes nothing.

  I rap confidently on the door with my knuckles, as if I’m definitely not starting to worry that Wes is well and truly gone, perhaps even out of the city. “Room service,” I call out in my sexiest voice.

  A moment of silence.

  Then—

  A soft shuffling from inside the room.

  The door cracks open, and in the light from the hallway, I see the man who must be Wes.

  Holy shit, he’s hot.

  The pictures of him don’t do justice to the hard curve of his jaw. To the electric green eyes shot through with honey. To the shirtless, muscled body—

  Shirtless? Yes, shirtless. He’s got jeans on and nothing else.

  “You’re not room service,” he says, and his voice resonates with something at the back of my spine, at the base of my core, something hot and reckless.

  “I’m here to forcibly take you to a wedding,” I tell him.

  “Good luck with that.”

  He puts his hand on the door and shuts it in my face.

  2

  Wes

  I shut the door in her face, and she doesn’t take five seconds to rebound.

  I’d be impressed if I wasn’t so pissed.

  No hesitation. She knocks again as soon as it’s shut. “I don’t need luck,” she calls through the door, and then it swings open. Damn it. The lock didn’t engage.

  Summer’s best friend strides into the room like I’ve been playing with her. I stop in front of the television, next to the aisle between the double beds, and face her. If she wants to do this, we can do this, but I’m not going to the wedding.

  I’m not.

  I haven’t slept. My neck aches. I push at it with my fingertips, trying to flatten the ache into submission, but it doesn’t respond.

  After Day’s bachelor party, the cab taking us back to the hotel was in a fender-bender and I lost my fucking mind. Lost it.

  Silently.

  I wasn’t interested in letting it show and ruining my best friend’s bachelor party. It was supposed to pass, supposed to be over by the time we got out of the cab.

  It wasn’t over.

  It’s bullshit in a way that makes all other bullshit pale in comparison. I shouldn’t be affected like this. For one thing, I’m not a fucking weakling. For another, it was Dayton who got his leg blown off in Afghanistan, not me. I came away from the Humvee with cuts and bruises.

  Whitney—I know her name is Whitney, but if anybody asked me her last name, I’d be fucked—assesses me, her dark eyes flicking down to my bare feet and back to my face. “You’re not dressed. I’m Whitney, by the way.”

  “I know who you are. I’m not going.”

  She cocks her head to the side and ignores my statement entirely. The sharp tone is lost on her. “Is your outfit in the garment bag or did you hang it in the bathroom?”

  “You must not have heard me.”

  Whitney cranes her neck, then points two fingers—very sensitive of her—to the black garment bag hanging in the closet and the bathroom door. “Bag or bathroom?”

  It was a fender-bender. The worst part about it was the noise, the crush of metal on metal. Both the bumpers survived, as far as I know, but the sound triggered the one memory I struggle to forget every waking moment. I’ve been doing a good job of forgetting the day the Humvee I was driving hit an IED on the side of the road in Afghanistan. Dayton lost part of his leg, and I lost the part of my brain that believes the world’s not out to get me.

  I’m no
t some sort of paranoid freak. I should be past that. I was in the Army. I went back to Afghanistan after that happened, and nothing came close. On the base, I could keep it at arm’s length. On the base, I didn’t have to think about what I did, or where I was going to go. The powers-that-be in the Army had my name on a list, and I went where that list told me to go. That was it.

  I’m not going to the wedding.

  “It doesn’t matter,” I tell her. “I’m not getting dressed. I’m not going to the wedding. Give my apologies to Summer.”

  Whitney fixes me with a glare, her dark eyes narrow and sharp. Even making that face, she’s pretty.

  She’s a little more than pretty.

  She’s been dolled up for the wedding. Her makeup is flawless. Her dark hair has been sleekly pulled back and twisted into some kind of arrangement at the back of her head. Summer picked sage green dresses, and against her creamy skin, the fabric is shimmering and soft.

  None of that matters at all.

  “That’s not going to happen.” She squares her shoulders. “I’m already here because your mother didn’t want to commence the search by herself, and as maid of honor, it’s my duty to do whatever I can to make this day absolutely magical for my best friend.” She recites this like she’s reading it off a contract. “However, I am not going to apologize on your behalf. That’s fucking cowardly.”

  Shock ricochets through me. All I can do is blink at her. Nobody ever calls me cowardly. I’m a war hero. I’ve been deployed to Afghanistan more times than some people have been to an airport. Blood rushes to my face, and my whole head heats up with an instant, undeniable anger. Fuck. I’m becoming my father.

 

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