“To my mom for letting me read,
and my wife for letting me write.
Thanks.”
ONE
One day, when I was nine years old, my dad had absolutely no idea what to fix for dinner. He ended up hauling me to a waffle joint down the block, and as we both sat there and stared at each other across that table, I realized he also had no idea at all what to say to me. I was in a little black suit, he was in his Lone Star dress uniform, and earlier that afternoon we had stood in the rain and buried my mother in the family plot uptown. The silence dragged on between us until it filled the whole little diner and he couldn’t take it any longer.
“Well,” he said to me as I sopped up a syrupy bite. “I’m not sure you’re ready, but here it goes anyways, Jimmy. This is all I know to tell you.”
His eyes bored into mine as he started talking, all craggy features, lantern jaw, and salt-and-pepper buzz-cut. Even when he pulled the occasional twenty-four hour shift down at McMillin, I’d never seen him look so tired, never seen those strong workman’s shoulders sag under some weight I couldn’t yet understand, never seen him as weary-to-the-bone as I’d seen him for this last week.
“Never punch a man who doesn’t deserve it. Always give the other guy a chance to quit if you can, but if he doesn’t, you hit him so hard he’ll never forget it. Do the right thing every chance you get. You don’t like girls yet, but someday you will and when that happens, you treat them like queens, you hear me? It’s what your mother would’ve wanted. And a couple years after that, when you get a car, you drive like everyone’s out to kill you, ’cause half of ’em will be.”
I listened as intently as a boy can. I etched every word he said into my memory like carving letters onto stone tablets.
“Be hard but fair. Shoot straight. Never cheat, in sports or at work. Show up to your job early and do the best you can at it. Kill anyone that tries to blackmail you, ever. Refuse anyone who gives you an ultimatum, they’re never worth it. Leave a fair tip when you eat somewhere, and take your hat off in someone’s home. And always, always, keep your word.”
And then he just stopped talking and went back to his black coffee, messy eggs, and strips of soybacon. He was done. He’d parented. It was out of his system. After that day, I barely saw him except for at games and matches. He started picking up extra shifts at the prison the next week and said it was to make up for mom’s lost salary. Even young as I was, I knew it was to keep out of our empty apartment.
“Hey!” someone called out with a snicker. “Nice shirt!”
I blinked awake and glanced around. It wasn’t like me to nod off at a bar. But then, the Nikko wasn’t my usual bar, and I wasn’t in my usual corner of the metroplex. It took me a second—maybe two, thanks to the empty shot glasses in front of me—to pin down who was talking to me.
A nearby table of loudmouths, a handful of guys with a couple of gals, all grinned in my direction. Sararimen. Business casual, the lot of them, enjoying their happy hour because the other twenty-three every day were a miserable grind. Turning to give them my full attention, I ran a hand through my hair and blinked away cobwebs and exhaustion.
“Ohhh, look,” the loud one crowed, nudging his lady friend. “He’s an elf! That explains it! Who else would wear a shirt like that?”
I was in no mood for this tonight. The only reason I was in Downtown instead of back home in Puyallup was that a friend was staying at the Nikko and wanted to meet here. I’d gotten her call sixteen hours into tailing a wandering husband—a depressingly common case, for an investigator like me—and recording his every move, and the tedium and tiredness made me irritable.
Truth be told, I wasn’t crazy about the shirt, myself. My ally spirit, Ariana, had made me wear it. She whined about wanting to practice her Fashion, so I let her cast it. The end result was that my usual suit was a gaudy topaz yellow and sapphire blue. This crew pokin’ fun at it made me feel like they were pokin’ fun at her. I didn’t much like that.
But I was in Downtown. I had to behave myself.
“Whiskey,” I spun pointedly away from them on my stool and waved at the barkeep. “Neat.”
I’d initially ducked into the hotel bar instead of the restaurant because smoking was allowed, so I might as well indulge. The nicotine would help me stay awake anyhow. I missed the joke, but heard ugly laughter from the table behind me, even as I snaked a hand into my coat and plucked out my crumpled pack of Targets. If it wasn’t for the company, this’d be a nice joint. Faux-rice walls, a sterile sort of corporate Japanese zen motif, soft music in the background. I didn’t want to cause a scene, so I just lit up and kept waiting while I glanced at the chrono display of my headware commlink. My—friend? date?—was almost an hour late. That wasn’t like her.
“So, hey! You are an elf, right?” Another slurred call from behind me.
“Not much of one,” I growled over my shoulder, giving him my best stink eye. It was true. Dad had seen to it that my metaspecies didn’t let me grow up soft. He’d pushed me into football, corp scouts, boxing, whatever he could to keep me from being ‘too elfy.’
“So that makes you a full-on faerie, right? And not just a fag!” This time he was closer. My cyberaudio suite pinpointed him easily, just a meter and a half behind me. Standing.
I drank down my whiskey, slowly turning to give him a look. It was just my luck, I guess. I couldn’t just find a metaracist boozer, no, I had to find one of the last couple homophobes in Seattle to boot.
“Those aren’t nice words,” I said. That they weren’t true didn’t matter. “Why don’t you sit down before I make you eat ’em?”
He was drunk enough to be brave, but that also meant drunk enough to be slow. Thanks to a little Sideways gene-twist and a lifetime spent brawling, I swayed to one side just enough to let his big haymaker past. I gave him a sharp left uppercut, right into his liver, as I slid off my stool. He folded and went down.
His two buddies untangled themselves from their dates and stood up. I tracked the sounds they made with my headware, dropping into a crouch next to the loudmouth. Tilting my head a little to one side, I looked him square in the eye as he writhed and tried to get the world rightside up.
“You gonna quit this,” I sighed at him through a mouthful of smoke, “Before you really get hurt, kid?”
The bottle jockey at the bar waved his arms and screeched “No trouble, no trouble.”
Between that, the scuff of their feet, and a flash of movement in the chrome-shining bar, I knew his friends were coming in behind me. I spun and flicked my Target at the first face I saw, a miniature comet that distracted the jackass in the lead and bought me a quarter-second. I sprang up from my three-point stance like the football player I’d been fifteen years ago, planted my palms on his chest, and gave him a terrific shove into the guy right behind him. It bowled them both over in a heap, and I sidestepped a few meters from all three of them, giving them one last chance to rethink it.
They didn’t. They came in, instead, and I rushed to meet them, fists leading the way.
For most people, punching can hurt almost as bad as taking a punch. Skulls are thick, hands are full of fragile, little, delicate bones, wrists can break, knuckles get skinned, and basically the whole damned thing hurts.
Me? Something in my genes said otherwise. Something Sideways, a temporary high that had decided to hang on and rewrite my whole code. Ever since that genetic infusion had decided to stick around, I loved fighting. My knuckles were split and bloody, but I was laughing because endorphins told me it felt great, and there wasn’t a second in the next half-a-minute when one of those three clowns wasn’t on the ground, trying to climb back to his feet. I was too fast, too used to this, too damned mean, and I knew what I was doing.
The day three sarar
imen got the best of me in a good, old, roll-up-your-sleeves bar brawl would be the day I closed my office and gave up my badge for good. Unfortunately, maybe they knew that, ’cause it turns out they’d brought four. The brushed-steel barstool slammed into me from behind, but the idiot didn’t really know what he was doing because he hadn’t gone for the clean headshot while he had the chance. Coming back from a piss break, he’d just grabbed and swung. He did catch me between the shoulderblades, however, taking the wind out of me and staggering me long enough for his buddies to get their licks in.
Tough or not, a fella’s still got to get a decent breath to throw a decent punch. There were enough of them I didn’t get that chance. When I felt their hands grabbing my arms and legs, I started to really let them have it. I cussed up a storm and let loose with fists, knees, elbows, you name it. They managed to haul me out back, though, and I knew my night was turning from fun to bad. My ally spirit howled in outrage from the astral plane and my wand and Colt were just dead weight on my hip; I wouldn’t let myself use them, any more than I’d let Ariana loose.
“Don’t,” I said, waving one arm away after they pitched me against a dumpster.
They all laughed, and a pair of them snatched my arms again.
“Stay away!” I growled after a solid face-shot turned my head halfway around on my neck.
“Aww, listen to him now! Beggin’ us to stop!” With a buddy holding each of my arms, the original jackass had found himself a two-by-four lying in the trash. Apparently it made him feel a whole lot better. He swung it like a bat, but I was able to hunch and dip and take the swing mostly on my shoulder.
I spat blood from my split lip at him, and grinned with red teeth. “I wasn’t talkin’ to you, pal.”
Ariana tugged at my mind, pleading with me through our psychic link. I’d ordered her away, though, and away she had to stay until I said otherwise. It was in her nature to obey. It was in mine to not ask for her help. I couldn’t risk her killing these guys. Not in Downtown.
The board came in again. I felt hot blood slither through my hair and down the side of my face, but just the usual tingling sensation, not pain. I can take a hit, but no matter how tough you are, a concussion’s a concussion. My headware flashed red-tinted warning messages into my field of vision as my biomonitor let me know I’d sprung a leak. It was doing its job, just trying to help.
“Thanks a lot, buddy,” I muttered to the dutiful Corpsman model mini-computer, snorting as a mental command sent the pop-up window away.
I turned my anger into power, and started to muster up a ball of sorcery to send at them. Fuck it. I hadn’t lost all my magic to that vampire years ago. I could still take care of myself if I had to. Probably. He reared back with the club again as I spat blood and got ready to bowl them all over with a blast of concussive power.
“Freeze!”
The voice was feminine, but not for lack of trying. During training, that tone had been called the command voice, and she’d been a master of it. I turned my head to sneak a peek and grinned at her around bloody teeth. Jess was here. My friend from out of town, and her huge Savalette Guardian heavy pistol. She had the underbarrel light on its brightest setting, and they all squinted at her like deer in headlights. Her voice shot right through the good citizens’ booze and anger, and they all locked up and waited for another order, just like obedient little corp-cattle should.
“Put your hands where I can see them!”
I mouthed along with her, the commands coming straight from the proverbial—and literal—book. The chuckleheads on each of my arms let me go, and I staggered back against a wall to steady myself. I didn’t feel much pain, but the world was still spinning from those head shots, and the wall helped me keep from embarrassing myself.
“Back away, slowly!”
I reached into my jacket pocket, hoping my box of Targets hadn’t gotten crushed in the scuffle. Her hand-cannon swept back and forth from me to the suits, the big muzzle swaying from one side of the alley to the other.
“Well, look who finally showed up.” I grinned and spat a little blood towards the punks, then turned a smile towards Jessica Rucker, known in the shadows as Hard Exit. My dinner date. “Thanks for the help, offic—”
And then she shot me.
TWO
I came to somewhere I’d only rarely been before, in the passenger seat of my own car. I should have hurt all over—my insipid little biomonitor kept pinging in my ear and telling me so—but mostly I just felt stiff. Scratch that, I mostly felt angry. I looked down at the small burn mark her stick-and-shock round had left on my jacket and cussed. Shifting in my seat, I glared over at the woman sitting behind the wheel. The shadowrunner. The ex-soldier, the street samurai, my rescuer in the dark alley, Hard Exit.
“What’d you shoot me for?!” It’s hard to say somethin’ like that without sounding like a whiner, but I gave it my best shot.
“They looked like the sort to press charges.” She, meanwhile, gave me a carefree shrug, dashboard lights gleaming off her cyberarm. “You aren’t.”
“And you wouldn’t let me help!” Ariana leaned halfway into the front of the Americar, wedging her shining, gleaming self almost between our seat backs. Her skin shone like bronze, her hair like spun silver. Her eyes were an impossible blue, gleaming like sapphires. If she could have, I think she would have been crying. “I asked you and asked you, and you wouldn’t let me!”
“C’mon, kiddo. You know I can’t go lettin’ you loose on every jackass that takes a swing. You might’a killed those guys!”
She had before. Her skin was hard as stone, and she could will her fingers into talons as sharp as flint. She’d pulled apart a couple Mafia tough guys right in front of me, just last year, after one had put a couple slugs in my gut. Those guys had been killers, though, not a couple of drunk assholes in Downtown. I’d kept her clear from this scuffle for a reason.
“They had a stick! They might have killed you!” She hollered at me like a worried little girl, but she had a good excuse. After all, she basically was one.
“Ah, c’mon. Don’t give me that, doll.” I tried to smile at her. I noticed the blood taste was almost gone from my mouth, and that my Corpsman displays weren’t as bad as they should’ve been. Ari must have already worked some of her healing magic on me while I was out. “I had it all under control.”
“You need a shrink,” Hard Exit snorted at me. Skeptic.
“Yeah? Well you need a watch,” I shot back.
She almost took my Americar off the road, then gave me her favorite angry-Texan look as she straightened the wheel.
“I was there ten minutes early, James Mitchell Kincaid.” Ah, shit. She’d busted out all three names, I knew I was in for it. “I told you the hotel restaurant, not the bar.”
Oh. Well, she had me there. I couldn’t dig up a witty rejoinder right then, and an apology was just out of reach, so I settled for dragging my flask out of a coat pocket and taking a slug of Jack. He was still loyal and obedient, at least…which reminded me.
“Hey. How’d you get here, anyhow, kid?” It was my mirror anyways, so I reached up to angle the rearview so I could see Ariana in it. I’d ordered her to stay on the Astral, but here she was, shining in the backseat of my Ford. I was the sort to disobey orders, but she wasn’t. It wasn’t in her. She was everything I wasn’t. It fit one of the premier theories floating around Seattle University, after all. Ally spirits completed and complimented their masters, they didn’t copy them. Ariana was gorgeous, polite, overtly elven, powerfully magical, naïve, friendly, open, soft-spoken, good-natured, obedient. Yeah. It fit. She was everything I wasn’t any more.
“Miss Exit told me I could come over,” she said, petulant and maybe just a little smug. “And you told me to listen to her, remember?”
No, I didn’t remember. But I guess I must have said so, once upon a time, or Ariana couldn’t have ignored my command. It explained why I wasn’t beat bloody any more, if Ari’d crossed over and laid a little
magical healing on me in the meantime. I took another drink of CAS black label from my little flask, since I found myself without a reply again. I was getting ganged up on all night, it seemed. And it wasn’t over. Sliding and rattling around on the console were a half-dozen chips in hard plastic cases, and I gave Hard Exit another glare.
“Where’d you get those?” I knew damned well where she had; from my pockets while I’d been out cold.
“I was going to ask you the same thing,” she drawled out, matching my glare.
“Sister, where d’you get off rifling through my—”
“You told me to, Mitch.” She was the only one that ever called me that. It brought me back. Back to a rough time, when her metal-and-plastic hand had been one of the only ones reaching out to help me back onto my feet. She was right. I had told her to keep an eye on me since then.
I wanted another drink, but just glowered instead. She kept talking, since she knew my silence wouldn’t last and she had to take advantage while she could.
“So, what are they?”
“Work stuff. Mapsofts of most of the Sprawl, some forensics manuals, up-to-date UCAS legal codes, Knight Errant procedurals, that sort of thing.”
“And the empties?” A pair of the cases slid across the dash, empty shells without their datachips inside. She knew I had more than one datajack slot free for chips. I sighed.
“Slotted, yeah. But not what you’re thinking, you loopy broad. One’s a mapsoft of Downtown—I don’t roll around up there often, okay?—and the other’s a tutorsoft. Spanish, if you gotta know.”
“I do.”
“I know.” I sighed. I’d told her to check on me, those years ago, for a reason. I had a thousand acquaintances, stoolies, contacts. Not many friends.
“I’m clean. Honest.” I held up my right hand, fingers tucked into the Cadet Scout sign from my days as a Lone Star kid. I didn’t mention my third datajack. Ariana stayed quiet in the backseat. Good girl.
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