To Do or Die
Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Acknowledgements
Author’s Note
Copyright
To Do or Die
James Barrington writing as Max Adams
To Sara, as always
Chapter 1
3 September 1939
‘Fuck this for a game of soldiers,’ Eddie Dawson muttered.
He relaxed his grip on the sling, lowered the Lee-Enfield .303 rifle from his shoulder, closed his eyes briefly and again took stock of his surroundings. To his front, the ground sloped away gently, the uncultivated field an unattractive patchwork of tussocks and wind-blown shrubs and bushes. Behind him lay a wood – in fact little more than a large copse – that echoed with the raucous cries of rooks. It was late afternoon, grey and cold, and his view down the field was blurred by the curtains of steadily falling rain. Dawson was chilled to the bone, soaking wet, really uncomfortable and thoroughly pissed off.
He was lying in a shallow ditch that ran in a more or less straight line across the top of the field. His feet and heavy boots were actually submerged in the few inches of brown stagnant water – the all-pervasive farmyard smell clearly indicated the reason for its colour – at the bottom of the trench.
Even outside the ditch, the ground was sopping wet, caused by the driving rain that had been lashing the area since first thing the previous morning, and, despite the allegedly waterproof groundsheet Dawson was lying on, and the gas cape – a garment of dubious utility, made of thin rubberized material, printed with a camouflage pattern and normally intended to be worn like a poncho – draped around his shoulders, his army battledress had managed to absorb the water with considerable efficiency, and he was soaked right through to his army underwear. After almost four hours in more or less the same position, he was now lying in what amounted to a cold, sopping wet, heavy and all-enveloping cocoon of khaki brown serge.
The only thing he possessed that wasn’t wet was the breech of his Lee-Enfield, which was fitted with a canvas cover against the pounding rain.
‘Shut up, Dawson. Keep your eyes front.’
The order came from the man lying directly to his right, who was in every way in precisely the same physical state as Dawson, but who sported corporal’s stripes on his arm. Baker was the NCO – non-commissioned officer – in charge of the six-man section. Dawson was the second-in-command, the 2 I/C, a lance-corporal.
‘This is a complete waste of bloody time, Corp, and you know that as well as I do.’
‘Just fucking shut up and do what you’re told.’
Corporal Baker’s irritation was tempered by the fact that Dawson’s opinion fairly closely matched his own, but there was nothing he could do about it. The orders he’d been given were simple and explicit. The six members of his section were to guard the field – the obvious approach to the wood – against a possible enemy advance, and the shallow ditch was the best cover they’d been able to find when they’d arrived there just after midday. The only good thing was they hadn’t needed to actually dig themselves in – the ditch was already deep enough to conceal them.
‘You said that three hours ago,’ Dawson said, ‘and I’ve seen bugger-all so far. Even the sodding rabbits have gone home.’
Dawson’s ill-temper wasn’t surprising. Watching and waiting for something to happen is incredibly boring, in this case compounded by the conditions and the fact that all they’d had to eat since breakfast were the dry ‘compo’ rations from that morning. They hadn’t even been able to light a stove to have a brew-up, as it might compromise their position. A supply of hot tea is as essential for morale as bullets are for rifles, so, while it was Eddie Dawson who complained, all six men felt pretty much the same.
‘We’ve got our orders,’ Baker snapped.
Dawson looked at him. ‘And they made sense to you, did they? I wouldn’t put it past that bastard MacKenzie to send us out here when he knows that the action’s somewhere else. He’s had it in for me ever since we got here.’
‘He’s had it in for you, Dawson, because you’re an insubordinate bastard. Now just shut up and keep watching.’
At that moment the soldier lying on Baker’s right-hand side spoke, his voice low and urgent.
‘Bottom of the field, two hundred yards, ten o’clock, by the hedge. I just saw movement down there.’
Immediately, every one of the six men snapped to high alert as they stared down the slope through the grey curtains of falling rain.
‘I don’t see anything,’ Baker murmured. ‘Are you sure?’
‘Yes. Look, there it is again.’
And this time they all saw it. A shadowy figure, a rifle clutched in his hands, crept around the end of the hedge close to the bottom of the grassy hillside, perhaps 200 yards away. The man crouched down in the undergrowth and appeared to scan the field in front of him. Other soldiers, perhaps a half a dozen in all, materialized from the gloom behind him and fanned out across the field, forming a line.
‘Right, here they come,’ Baker said, somewhat unnecessarily. ‘Check your weapons, men. Make every shot count, but wait for my order before you fire. Set your sights to one hundred yards.’
Each of the six men was armed with a .303 rifle, a Number 4 Mark 1 Lee-Enfield, or SMLE, the standard weapon of the British Army since the turn of the century and one of the best bolt-action rifles ever made.
Each of the soldiers obediently adjusted the flip-up adjustable aperture micrometer rear sight as the corporal had ordered. Obviously Baker wanted there to be no mistakes – at 100 yards even a very average shot would expect to be able to hit a man-sized target with that rifle, and none of the six soldiers lying in the ditch was average. The weeks they’d spent on the rifle range at Catterick had honed their skills in that department.
Below the patrol, the slowly approaching figures separated and formed a line that extended almost all the way across the field. Then they started walking slowly up towards the wood at the top of the hill.
But as Dawson picked out a target and watched the line of advancing men, a sudden thought struck him.
‘Corp,’ he said urgently, his voice barely above a whisper, ‘where are the rest of them? There should be more than that, surely?’
Baker glanced at him and looked back down the hill at the approaching soldiers.
‘I count only five,’ he said, his voice equally low.
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‘So do I,’ Dawson replied. ‘The rest of them could be holding back in reserve, but I don’t think so. This looks like a diversion. They’re trying to out-flank us.’
Baker considered this for a couple of seconds, then nodded.
‘You could be right,’ he conceded and raised his voice slightly, so that the other members of the patrol could hear him. ‘Take Richards and Watson. Get behind us and cover our backs.’
Dawson nodded and slid backwards, deeper into the shit-filled ditch, then climbed out the other side, crawling through the scrubby bushes that flanked the uphill slope. He checked all around him, scanning the perimeter and looking towards the wood, and to his left and right. Moments later the other two soldiers joined him.
‘I’ll watch the wood,’ Dawson said, gesturing towards the top of the hill. ‘You two take one side each.’
They spread out, making use of what little cover they could find, each ducking down behind one of the clumps of stunted bushes that dotted the hillside between the ditch and the wood.
They’d barely got into position before Dawson spotted three men just leaving the tree-line, probably only 100 yards away, their weapons and battledress clearly visible.
‘Corp – they’re behind us as well,’ Dawson called, keeping his voice low but still audible to his companions.
‘Right,’ Baker ordered. ‘Fire at will.’
Dawson brought his rifle up to the aim, took a deep breath then exhaled part of it, sighted carefully and pulled the trigger.
The flat bang of the .303 cartridge firing – a sudden assault on the silence of the afternoon – seemed to act as a trigger for everyone else in the patrol. Almost immediately, Dawson was deafened by a volley from directly behind him as the three remaining soldiers covering the field opened up on the line of advancing men, and then both Richards and Watson fired as well. The thunderous noise of heavy-calibre rapid fire blotted out all other sounds, and the air filled with the unmistakable stench of burnt cordite.
Dawson had been right: the enemy was trying to out-flank them, and in fact they’d succeeded, approaching the patrol’s position from four sides simultaneously.
He pulled back the bolt on his Lee-Enfield, hearing the metallic snicking sound of the well-oiled mechanism. The brass cartridge case span crazily out of the breech over to his right, and he immediately slid the bolt forward to chamber another round. All three of the approaching figures – including the man he’d shot at – were still standing. He aimed carefully and fired again, and then again and again.
But still the enemy came on, the shots having no effect. Now they returned fire, the crack of their rifles joining the cacophony of noise as the patrol urgently fired shot after shot at their targets. Then there was a new sound, much louder bangs as explosives detonated all around them, adding to the noise and confusion.
Dawson fired the last of his ten rounds and pulled back the bolt to eject the spent cartridge case. Reaching into the ammunition pocket on his webbing, he pulled out a charger clip and pressed the five shells down into the magazine. A single glance showed him there was no time to use another charger to fully reload the weapon.
Dropping the charger and slamming the bolt forward, Dawson chambered a cartridge, looked up and searched for a new target.
Suddenly brown-clad figures filled the area, brandishing weapons.
Dawson fired off two of the shells he’d loaded, barely taking aim properly. And then one of the men was on him, his rifle aimed unerringly at Dawson’s stomach.
Dawson furiously swung the barrel of his Lee-Enfield across and down, forcing the enemy soldier’s rifle off aim, and rushed him with a body-charge that knocked the man off his feet. As Dawson pinned down the soldier’s weapon, he swung his SMLE around and rested the coloured cap attached to the muzzle on the soldier’s chest.
‘Enough, Eddie,’ the man gasped.
Dawson looked straight into his eyes and smiled broadly. Then he lifted up his rifle and punched the man lightly in the chest.
‘You’re dead, Fisher,’ he said. ‘In fact, you’re dead three or four times over. I had you in my sights the moment you stepped out of that fucking wood. I’d have dropped you twice if I’d had live rounds instead of these bloody blanks.’
‘Yeah, yeah, yeah. Talk a good fight, don’t you, Eddie?’
Then a whistle shrilled from somewhere nearby. All the soldiers fell silent and stood up, turning to face two approaching men. One wore the rank badges of a lieutenant, and the other – a short, red-faced and angry-looking man – a sergeant’s stripes. He’d had an entertaining few minutes lobbing thunderflashes as close as he could to the men as the exercise had drawn to a close.
‘Well, that was a bloody shambles, wasn’t it?’ Sergeant MacKenzie bellowed without preamble, which probably meant he thought it had gone quite well. He was the training sergeant for the platoon and, in the unanimous opinion of its members, had brought a whole new dimension to the expression ‘short-arsed Scottish bastard’.
The platoon’s day had started at six-thirty that morning with a briefing from MacKenzie, and in many ways that had been the high-point. At least for that fifteen-minute period they’d all been warm and dry – or at least dry – and pleasantly full of a hot breakfast washed down with numerous mugs of strong tea.
Like all Royal Engineers, they had been fully trained in the basic skills of the profession of war but also specialized in one of several engineering disciplines when they’d transferred to the Corps. Most of them were more used to building bridges or pillboxes – or blowing them up – than playing at being soldiers, but all had been selected by their respective units to take part in this particular combat training course. Following twelve weeks of intensive training at Catterick, the exercise on the moors had been almost a final examination for them.
They’d marched out of the camp, climbed into the back of a Morris CS truck and been driven to the training ground. Divided into two groups – Red and Blue Platoons – they’d gone their separate ways, Blue Platoon with orders to secure and then defend one particular patch of woodland, and the larger attacking force – Red Platoon – to wrest this dubious prize from them. The ditch in which Dawson had been lying, accompanied by the five other members of Blue Platoon, had been directly in front of the wood they’d been told to guard and had been the first, last and in fact the only line of defence.
‘I’ll debrief all you dozy bastards when we get back to the camp,’ MacKenzie shouted – he was one of those men who always shouted – ‘but in the meantime the lieutenant here has an announcement to make. Sir?’
‘Thank you, Sergeant,’ Lieutenant Jayston muttered, and took a couple of steps forward. ‘Gather round, please. Can you all hear me, men?’
There was a chorus of muttered ‘yes sirs’ as the soldiers formed a rough circle around the officer.
‘Right, as you all know, we’ve been training hard here at Catterick for the last three months, hoping for the best while preparing for the worst, and I’m sorry to say that the worst has now happened. At eleven fifteen this morning, Great Britain formally declared war on Hitler’s Germany. Since that time, France and three of the British Dominions – that is to say, Australia, India and New Zealand – have followed suit. Gentlemen, as of today, we are at war with Germany.’
The lieutenant stopped speaking and looked around at the group of soldiers. In the silence that followed, a single anonymous voice somewhere in the platoon muttered, ‘Oh, fuck.’ Several of the men laughed and were immediately silenced by Sergeant MacKenzie.
‘Silence in the ranks,’ he roared. ‘This is not funny.’
A brief smile flitted across Lieutenant Jayston’s face, then he resumed his serious expression. ‘As you’re all aware, the Corps has spent the last eighteen months or so involved in a busy programme of national defence building – everything from establishing depots for vehicles to creating anti-aircraft gun sites. I’ve no doubt that this level of activity will now increase substantially, and we’ll p
robably also become involved in the construction of other defensive works. But because of the extra training you’ve been given, you men may well find that your skills are in demand for rather less conventional types of operations.’
Jayston paused and again looked round the group of expectant men.
‘In fact, I’ve already received separate orders for two of you. Dawson and Watson, report to my office when you get back to the camp. Right, Sergeant, carry on.’
The lieutenant acknowledged the sergeant’s salute as he turned away, heading towards the small clearing at the edge of the wood where his staff car was parked.
‘Right,’ MacKenzie shouted. ‘Form up in three ranks. Attention! By the right, dress. Shoulder arms, two, three. By the left, quick march!’ The last word emerged from MacKenzie’s mouth at full volume. He was a man with an impressive lung capacity.
As the men marched away into the gloom, their boots making a squelching sound as they strode over the muddy ground, Dawson and Watson, in the rear rank as usual, glanced uncertainly at each other.
‘Looks like we drew the bloody short straws again,’ Watson muttered.
‘No fucking surprise there, Dave,’ Dawson replied.
MacKenzie, marching along beside the squad, turned and bellowed at them. ‘Silence in the ranks. Eyes front.’
‘At least if we get posted we’ll lose that Scottish bastard,’ Watson muttered, lowering his voice.
Dawson grinned, but didn’t reply, saving his breath for the march along the rough track. In fact, they didn’t have that far to go. In a clearing in the wood about a mile away, close to the road, the Morris truck was waiting to transport them the seven or eight miles back to the camp.
Chapter 2
3 September 1939
Just under an hour later, Dawson and Watson – now both wearing clean battledress and their best, highly polished parade-training boots – walked into the Catterick administration building, strode down a succession of corridors and finally stopped outside a somewhat faded cream-painted door bearing the name ‘Lt J. G. T. Jayston’.
Watson pointed at the name-plate and muttered to his companion. ‘I manage with “Dave” and you with “Eddie”, so how come bloody officers always have so many Christian names?’
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