Thus, half in earnest, half veiling a natural turn to sarcasm, would this moderate Whig run on for the hour together, during those long nights, commencing at half-past four, in which he and Paul bore each other company.
One evening, when Tomlinson was so bitterly disposed to be prolix that Paul felt himself somewhat wearied by his eloquence, our hero, desirous of a change in the conversation, reminded Augustus of his promise to communicate his history; and the philosophical Whig, nothing loath to speak of himself, cleared his throat, and began: –
HISTORY OF AUGUSTUS TOMLINSON
‘Never mind who was my father, nor what was my native place! My first ancestor was Tommy Linn – (his heir became Tom Linn’s son) – you have heard the ballad made in his praise: –
“Tommy Linn is a Scotchman born,
His head is bald, and his beard is shorn;
He had a cap made of a hare skin, –
An elder man is Tommy Linn!”*
‘There was a sort of prophecy respecting my ancestor’s descendants darkly insinuated in the concluding stanza of this ballad: –
“Tommy Linn, and his wife, and his wife’s mother,
They all fell into the fire together;
They that lay undermost got a hot skin, –
‘We are not enough!’ said Tommy Linn.”†
‘You see the prophecy; it is applicable both to gentlemen rogues and to moderate Whigs; for both are undermost in the world, and both are perpetually bawling out, “We are not enough!”
‘I shall begin my own history by saying, I went to a North Country school; where I was noted for my aptness in learning, and my skill at “prisoner’s base:” – upon my word I purposed no pun! I was intended for the church: wishing, betimes, to instruct myself in its ceremonies, I persuaded my schoolmaster’s maid-servant to assist me towards promoting a christening. My father did not like this premature love for the sacred rites. He took me home; and, wishing to give my clerical ardour a different turn, prepared me for writing sermons, by reading me a dozen a-day. I grew tired of this, strange as it may seem to you. “Father,” said I, one morning, “it is no use talking, I will not go into the church – that’s positive. Give me your blessing, and a hundred pounds, and I’ll go up to London, and get a living instead of a curacy.” My father stormed, but I got the better at last. I talked of becoming a private tutor; swore I had heard nothing was so easy, – the only things wanted were pupils; and the only way to get them was to go to London, and let my learning be known. My poor father, – well, he’s gone, and I am glad of it now!’ – the speaker’s voice faltered – ‘I got the better, I say, and I came to town, where I had a relation a bookseller. Through his interest, I wrote a book of Travels in Æthiopia for an earl’s son, who wanted to become a lion; and a Treatise on the Greek Particle, dedicated to the prime minister, for a dean, who wanted to become a bishop, – Greek being, next to interest, the best road to the mitre. These two achievements were liberally paid; so I took a lodging in a first floor, and resolved to make a bold stroke for a wife. What do you think I did? – Nay, never guess, it would be hopeless. First, I went to the best tailor, and had my clothes sewn on my back; secondly, I got the peerage and its genealogies by heart; thirdly, I marched one night, with the coollest deliberation possible, into the house of a duchess, who was giving an immense rout! The newspapers had inspired me with this idea. I had read of the vast crowds which a lady “at home” sought to win to her house. I had read of staircases impassable, and ladies carried out in a fit; and common sense told me how impossible it was that the fair receiver should be acquainted with the legality of every importation. I therefore resolved to try my chance, and – entered the body of Augustus Tomlinson, as a piece of stolen goods. Faith! The first night I was shy, – I stuck to the staircase, and ogled an old maid of quality, whom I had heard announced as Lady Margaret Sinclair. Doubtless, she had never been ogled before; and she was evidently enraptured with my glances. The next night I read of a ball at the Countess of —. My heart beat as if I were going to be whipped; but I plucked up courage, and repaired to her ladyship’s. There I again beheld the divine Lady Margaret; and, observing that she turned yellow, by way of a blush, when she saw me, I profited by the port I had drunk as an encouragement to my entrée, and lounging up in the most modish way possible, I reminded her ladyship of an introduction with which I said I had once been honoured at the Duke of Dashwell’s, and requested her hand for the next cotillon. Oh, Paul! fancy my triumph! The old damsel said with a sigh, “She remembered me very well.” Ha! Ha! Ha! And I carried her off to the cotillon like another Theseus bearing away a second Ariadne. Not to be prolix on this part of my life, I went night after night to balls and routs, for admission to which half the fine gentlemen in London would have given their ears. And I improved my time so well with Lady Margaret, who was her own mistress, and had five thousand pounds, – a devilish bad portion for some, but not to be laughed at by me, – that I began to think when the happy day should be fixed. Meanwhile, as Lady Margaret introduced me to some of her friends, and my lodgings were in a good situation, I had been honoured with some real invitations. The only two questions I ever was asked were (carelessly), “Was I the only son?” and on my veritable answer “Yes!” “What,” (this was more warmly put) – “what was my county?” – Luckily, my county was a wide one, – Yorkshire; and any of its inhabitants whom the fair interrogators might have questioned about me could only have answered, “I was not in their part of it.”
‘Well, Paul, I grew so bold by success, that the devil one day put into my head to go to a great dinner-party at the Duke of Dashwell’s. I went, dined, – nothing happened: I came away, and the next morning I read in the papers, –
‘“Mysterious affair, – person lately going about, – first houses – most fashionable parties – nobody knows – Duke of Dashwell’s yesterday. Duke not like to make disturbance – as – royalty present.”*
‘The journal dropped from my hands. At that moment, the girl of the house gave me a note from Lady Margaret, – alluded to the paragraph; – wondered who was “The Stranger;” – hoped to see me that night at Lord A—’s, to whose party I said I had been asked; – speak then more fully on those matters I had touched on! – In short, dear Paul, a tender epistle! All great men are fatalists: I am one now: fate made me a madman: in the very face of this ominous paragraph I mustered up courage, and went that night to Lord A—’s. The fact is, my affairs were in confusion – I was greatly in debt: I knew it was necessary to finish my conquest over Lady Margaret as soon as possible; and Lord A—’s seemed the best place for the purpose. Nay, I thought delay so dangerous, after the cursed paragraph, that a day might unmask me, and it would be better therefore not to lose an hour in finishing the play of “The Stranger,” with the farce of the “Honey Moon.” Behold me then at Lord A—’s, leading off Lady Margaret to the dance. Behold me whispering the sweetest of things in her ear. Imagine her approving my suit, and gently chiding me for talking of Gretna Green. Conceive all this, my dear fellow, and just at the height of my triumph, dilate the eyes of your imagination, and behold the stately form of Lord A—, my noble host, marching up to me, while a voice that, though low and quiet as an evening breeze, made my heart sink into my shoes, said, “I believe, sir, you have received no invitation from Lady A—?”
‘Not a word could I utter, Paul, – not a word. Had it been the highroad instead of a ball-room, I could have talked loudly enough, but I was under a spell. “Ehem!” I faltered at last: – “E–h–e–m! Some mis–take, I – I.” There I stopped. “Sir,” said the Earl, regarding me with a grave sternness, “you had better withdraw.”
‘“Bless me! What’s all this?” cried Lady Margaret, dropping my palsied arm, and gazing on me as if she had expected me to talk like a hero.
‘“Oh,” said I, “Eh–e–m, eh–e–m, I will exp–lain tomorrow, ehem, e–h–e–m.” I made to the door; all the eyes in the room seemed turned into burning glasses, and bliste
red the very skin on my face. I heard a gentle shriek as I left the apartment; Lady Margaret fainting, I suppose! There ended my courtship and my adventures in “the best society.” I felt melancholy at the ill success of my scheme. You must allow, it was a magnificent project. What moral courage! I admire myself when I think of it. Without an introduction, without knowing a soul, to become, all by my own resolution, free of the finest houses in London, dancing with earl’s daughters, and all but carrying off an earl’s daughter myself as my wife. If I had, the friends must have done something for me; and Lady Margaret Tomlinson might perhaps have introduced the youthful genius of her Augustus to parliament or the ministry. Oh what a fall was there! Yet faith, Ha! Ha! Ha! I could not help laughing, despite of my chagrin, when I remembered that for three months I had imposed on these “delicate exclusives,” and been literally invited by many of them, who would not have asked the younger sons of their own cousins; merely because I lived in a good street, avowed myself an only child, and talked of my property in Yorkshire! Ha, ha! How bitter the mercenary dupes must have felt, when the discovery was made! What a pill for the good matrons who had coupled my image with that of some filial Mary or Jane – Ha! Ha! Ha! The triumph was almost worth the mortification. However, as I said before, I fell melancholy on it, especially as my duns became menacing. So, I went to consult with my cousin the bookseller, he recommended me to compose for the journals, and obtained me an offer. I went to work very patiently for a short time, and contracted some agreeable friendships with gentlemen whom I met at an ordinary in St James’s. Still, my duns, though I paid them by driblets, were the plague of my life: I confessed as much to one of my new friends. “Come to Bath with me,” quoth he, “for a week, and you shall return as rich as a Jew.” I accepted the offer, and went to Bath in my friend’s chariot. He took the name of Lord Dunshunner, an Irish peer who had never been out of Tipperary, and was not therefore likely to be known at Bath. He took also a house for a year, filled it with wines, books, and a sideboard of plate: as he talked vaguely of setting up his younger brother to stand for the town at the next Parliament, he bought these goods of the townspeople, in order to encourage their trade: I managed secretly to transport them to London and sell them; and as we disposed of them fifty per cent under cost price, our customers, the pawnbrokers, were not very inquisitive. We lived a jolly life at Bath for a couple of months, and departed one night, leaving our housekeeper to answer all interrogatories. We had taken the precaution to wear disguises, stuffed ourselves out, and changed the hues of our hair: my noble friend was an adept in these transformations, and though the police did not sleep on the business, – they never stumbled on us. I am especially glad we were not discovered, for I liked Bath excessively, and I intend to return there some of these days and retire from the world – on an heiress!
‘Well, Paul, shortly after this adventure, I made your acquaintance. I continued ostensibly my literary profession, but only as a mask for the labours I did not profess. A circumstance obliged me to leave London rather precipitately. Lord Dunshunner joined me in Edinburgh. D— it, instead of doing anything there, we were done! The veriest urchin that ever crept through the High Street is more than a match for the most scientific of Englishmen. With us it is art; with the Scotch it is nature. They pick your pockets, without using their fingers for it; and they prevent reprisal, by having nothing for you to pick.
‘We left Edinburgh with very long faces, and at Carlisle we found it necessary to separate. For my part, I went as a valet to a nobleman who had just lost his last servant at Carlisle by a fever: my friend gave me the best of characters! My new master was a very clever man. He astonished people at dinner by the impromptus he prepared at breakfast; – in a word, he was a wit. He soon saw, for he was learned himself, that I had received a classical education, and he employed me in the confidential capacity of finding quotations for him. I classed these alphabetically and under three heads: “Parliamentary, Literary, Dining-out.” These were again sub-divided, into “Fine,” “Learned,” and “Jocular:” so that my master knew at once where to refer for genius, wisdom, and wit. He was delighted with my management of his intellects. In compliment to him, I paid more attention to politics than I had done before, for he was a “great Whig,” and uncommonly liberal in everything, – but money! Hence, Paul, the origin of my political principles; and, I thank Heaven, there is not now a rogue in England who is a better, that is to say, more of a moderate, Whig than your humble servant! I continued with him nearly a year. He discharged me for a fault worthy of my genius, – other servants may lose the watch or the coat of their master; I went at nobler game and lost him – his private character!’
‘How do you mean?’
‘Why I was enamoured of a lady who would not have looked at me as Mr Tomlinson; so I took my master’s clothes, and occasionally his carriage, and made love to my nymph, as Lord —. Her vanity made her indiscreet. The Tory papers got hold of it; and my master, in a change of ministers, was declared by George the Third to be “too gay for a Chancellor of the Exchequer.” An old gentleman who had had fifteen children by a wife like a Gorgon, was chosen instead of my master: and although the new minister was a fool in his public capacity, the moral public were perfectly content with him, because of his private virtues!
‘My master was furious, made the strictest inquiry, found me out, and turned me out too!
‘A Whig not in place has an excuse for disliking the constitution. My distress almost made me a republican; but, true to my creed, I must confess that I would only have levelled upwards. I especially disaffected the inequality of riches: I looked moodily on every carriage that passed: I even frowned like a second Catiline at the steam of a gentleman’s kitchen! My last situation had not been lucrative; I had neglected my perquisites, in my ardour for politics. My master, too, refused to give me a character: – who would take me without one?
‘I was asking myself this melancholy question one morning, when I suddenly encountered one of the fine friends I had picked up at my old haunt, the ordinary, in St James’s. His name was Pepper.’
‘Pepper!’ cried Paul.
Without heeding the exclamation, Tomlinson continued.
‘We went to a tavern and drank a bottle together. Wine made me communicative; it also opened my comrade’s heart. He asked me to take a ride with him that night towards Hounslow: I did so, and found a purse.’
‘How fortunate! Where?’
‘In a gentleman’s pocket. – I was so pleased with my luck, that I went the same road twice a-week, in order to see if I could pick up any more purses. Fate favoured me, and I lived for a long time the life of the blest. Oh, Paul, you know not – you know not what a glorious life is that of a highwayman: but you shall taste it one of these days; you shall, on my honour.
‘I now lived with a club of honest fellows: we called ourselves “The Exclusives,” for we were mighty reserved in our associates, and only those who did business on a grand scale were admitted into our set. For my part, with all my love for my profession, I liked ingenuity still better than force, and preferred what the vulgar call swindling, even to the highroad. On an expedition of this sort, I rode once into a country town, and saw a crowd assembled in one corner, – I joined it, and, – guess my feelings! Beheld my poor friend, Viscount Dunshunner, just about to be hanged! I rode off as fast as I could, – I thought I saw Jack Ketch at my heels. My horse threw me at a hedge, and I broke my collar-bone. In the confinement that ensued, gloomy ideas floated before me. I did not like to be hanged! So I reasoned against my errors, and repented. I recovered slowly, returned to town, and repaired to my cousin the bookseller. To say truth, I had played him a little trick: collected some debts of his by a mistake – very natural in the confusion incident on my distresses. However, he was extremely unkind about it; and the mistake, natural as it was, had cost me his acquaintance.
‘I went now to him with the penitential aspect of the prodigal son, and, ’faith, he would not have made a bad represe
ntation of the fatted calf about to be killed on my return: so corpulent looked he, and so dejected! “Graceless reprobate!” he began, “your poor father is dead!” I was exceedingly shocked! But – never fear, Paul, I am not about to be pathetic. My father had divided his fortune among all his children; my share was £500. The possession of this sum made my penitence seem much more sincere in the eyes of my good cousin! And after a very pathetic scene, he took me once more into favour. I now consulted with him as to the best method of laying out my capital and recovering my character. We could not devise any scheme at the first conference; but the second time I saw him, my cousin said, with a cheerful countenance, “Cheer up, Augustus, I have got thee a situation. Mr Asgrave, the banker, will take thee as a clerk. He is a most worthy man; and having a vast deal of learning, he will respect thee for thy acquirements.” The same day I was introduced to Mr Asgrave, who was a little man with a fine bald benevolent head; and after a long conversation which he was pleased to hold with me, I became one of his quill-drivers. I don’t know how it was, but by little and little I rose in my master’s good graces: I propitiated him, I fancy, by disposing of my £500 according to his advice: he laid it out for me, on what he said was famous security, on a landed estate. Mr Asgrave was of social habits, – he had a capital house and excellent wines. As he was not very particular in his company, nor ambitious of visiting the great, he often suffered me to make one of his table, and was pleased to hold long arguments with me about the ancients. I soon found out that my master was a great moral philosopher; and being myself in weak health, sated with the ordinary pursuits of the world, in which my experience had forestalled my years, and naturally of a contemplative temperament, I turned my attention to the moral studies which so fascinated my employer. I read through nine shelves full of metaphysicians, and knew exactly the points in which those illustrious thinkers quarrelled with each other, to the great advance of the science. My master and I used to hold many a long discussion about the nature of good and evil; and as by help of his benevolent forehead, and a clear dogged voice, he always seemed to our audience to be the wiser and better man of the two, he was very well pleased with our disputes. This gentleman had an only daughter, an awful shrew with a face like a hatchet: but philosophers overcome personal defects; and thinking only of the good her wealth might enable me to do to my fellow-creatures, I secretly made love to her. You will say, that was playing my master but a scurvy trick for his kindness: not at all, my master himself had convinced me, that there was no such virtue as gratitude. It was an error of vulgar moralists. I yielded to his arguments, and at length privately espoused his daughter. The day after this took place, he summoned me to his study. “So, Augustus,” said he very mildly, “you have married my daughter: nay, never look confused; I saw a long time ago that you were resolved to do so, and I was very glad of it.”
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