Cupping her nape, he gave her a quick hard kiss. “Stay down.”
Jared moved quickly and silently down the side of the house, looking in each window. The silence was brutal. When he saw blood and gray matter spattered on a paned window, he knew what the crime scene unit would find inside.
The dog was fine. It was his owner they’d have to scrape off the walls.
DARCY WATCHED THE frenzy in the police station with an odd detachment. Jared was bent over a desk, talking with the federal agents who’d arrived just a few minutes before. Outside, night had fallen and she was cold, but she suspected that came more from the inside than out.
“Coffee?” Deputy Morales sank into the seat beside her and held out a paper cup filled halfway with steaming java.
“Thank you.”
“I checked with the hospital. Sheriff Miller’s fine. He has a nasty concussion, so they’re going to keep him overnight, but he’ll be good as new after a little time off.”
Exhaling in a rush, Darcy’s eyes stung with grateful tears. “I’m glad.”
“Cameron’s going to drive you home in a bit.” Morales studied her. “Are you all right? I mean, as much as you can be under the circumstances?”
It took Darcy a moment to gather her thoughts into something coherent. “I don’t know how I feel about what Jim did…today.”
“It was pretty much inevitable that he’d self-destruct. I don’t know if that’s any comfort or not. There’s nothing you could have done differently. You’re alive, that’s what matters.”
Darcy rolled the warm cup between her bloodless hands. “I expected to feel a sense of justice when I found Dani’s killer. Instead I still can’t believe it was Jim. I don’t know if I’ll ever understand it. And Columbo…That dog loved Jim, but he turned on him like he was a stranger.”
“Dogs are smarter than we are. They sense things we can’t.”
“Dani used to say that she couldn’t trust people who didn’t like animals, but more than that, she couldn’t trust people that animals didn’t like.”
Morales patted her knee, then excused herself, getting back to work.
A few minutes later, Jared walked over. He crouched beside her chair and caught her free hand, his thumb stroking over the minor cuts and bruising left by Chris’s handcuffs. “Let me take you home.”
Her gaze met his and her heart warmed. “Are you done?”
“I’ll have to come back, but you need a hot bath and your bed. I’ll hurry and get back to you as quick as I can.”
Her mouth curved. “Don’t rush for me. I understand the job.”
“I know you do, just like I’ll understand yours when it takes you away from me. It’s one of the reasons why we fit so well.”
“Is that what it is?” Her widening smile betrayed the sexual undercurrent of her thoughts.
He blew out his breath, looking relieved. “You’re going to be all right.”
She realized then how worried he’d been that she wouldn’t be. “Yes. I’ll be fine.” Standing, she said, “Take me home so I can get out of your hair.”
Jared linked his fingers with hers and started toward the door. “Won’t matter. You’ll still be under my skin.”
“Good. That’s right where I want to be.”
epilogue
The closing of the rolling metal door on the back of the moving truck was loud in the otherwise quiet afternoon. Darcy leaned into Jared as he draped his arm around her shoulders and they watched the truck drive away.
He nuzzled his lips against her temple. “Anything left inside?”
“A couple boxes.” She glanced at her childhood home, now sporting a Realtor’s sign in the lawn. “I’m glad to be going, but I have fond memories of this house.”
“So do I,” he murmured, his mouth curving against her cheek.
She laughed softly, then jumped a little when he gathered her close and squeezed her tight.
“It’s good to hear you laugh, sweetheart.”
“I’m getting there.”
“We’re getting there.” He pushed his fingers into her hair and cupped her scalp. His blue eyes were clear and warm, filled with a tender heat that never failed to touch her deeply. “And we better get moving. We’re supposed to be at your parents’ house in a few hours.”
Placing her hand in his, Darcy whistled for Columbo. Together, they went into the house to gather the last of her things.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Sylvia Day is the national bestselling author of more than a dozen novels. A wife and mother of two, she is a former Russian linguist for the U.S. Army Military Intelligence. Sylvia’s work has been called an “exhilarating adventure” by Publishers Weekly and “wickedly entertaining” by Booklist. Her stories have been translated into Russian, Japanese, Portuguese, German, Czech, Italian, and Thai. She’s been honored with the Romantic Times Reviewers’ Choice Award, the EPPIE Award, the National Readers’ Choice Award, the Readers’ Crown, and multiple finalist nominations for Romance Writers of America’s prestigious RITA Award of Excellence. She’s now hard at work on her next book, but would love for readers to visit her at www.SylviaDay.com.
The Unwilling
shiloh walker
chapter one
Slumped in a beach chair, a bottle of beer in his hand, Colby Mathis was on his fifth mantra of, This is the life.
Early retirement from a government job. He had very few responsibilities and most of those were centered around running an already thriving bookstore. That was a walk in the park compared to his old life.
Nobody’s life depended on him.
He didn’t have to worry about somebody dying if he fucked up.
He got to spend his days on a sunny beach.
He got to stare at pretty ladies in small bikinis.
A far cry from working on some task force in the FBI where most of the agents were as fucked up in the head as he was—even if the rest of them hadn’t screwed up the way he had.
Dez…
Brooding, he tipped the bottle of beer back and let it run down his throat. Twenty-three months earlier, he’d made a judgment call that had nearly ended with one of his fellow agent’s death…and the death of a child. Dez—Desiree Lincoln had survived. The child had survived. No thanks to Colby. He’d quit the FBI, and no force on earth, including his former boss, could make him go back.
No, he had a good thing going here. The beach. Girls in bikinis. Beer.
He didn’t quite believe it. But he had another two hours to convince himself of just how good his life was before he had to head in for his afternoon shift at his dad’s bookstore. The store that would be his in a few years—well, technically, a third of it was his now. He’d ring up books. He’d point tourists to good spots to eat, drink, fish. Whatever they wanted. It was Wednesday, it was June, and it was gorgeous out. They’d be busy until around nine thirty that night and then it would slow down.
After work, he’d head home, have a quiet night. Actually, he planned on having a quiet night, accompanied by copious amounts of Jack Daniel’s. He was brooding too much and that meant he was about to start with the nightmares again. He’d rather drown them out with alcohol.
If he didn’t wake up with a hangover, then tomorrow, he’d get up and go fishing again.
Thursday was his day off. He could take the boat out.
He could relax. Forget all about his failures. About the job, the people he’d failed. Forget about all of it…
He needed to do just that. He’d left that life behind. It didn’t involve him anymore—
Abruptly, his heart started to race. A weight landed on his chest, all but crushing him. Blood roared in his ears. The bottle in his hand started to feel awful damn heavy. Black dots swarmed in front of him for a minute and then they faded out, his vision taking on a startling, surreal clarity. The weight in his chest grew heavier and he could feel every brutal, pulsing thud of his heart—it felt like that thing was trying to come out of his chest. It didn’t exact
ly hurt, but it wasn’t pleasant, either.
Anybody else might have thought they were having a panic attack, maybe even a heart attack.
Colby knew better. It wasn’t a heart attack. He almost wished it was, though.
Because this was the last thing on earth he wanted. He couldn’t do this, couldn’t do this anymore. Fuck no—
Colby had been a teenager when the psychic gift came on him, and it had come on him strong. Sometimes, the visions were intense. Others, not so much.
This one was almost enough to suck all the air right out of his lungs.
Slamming up the shields in his mind, he shook his head. “No.” He reinforced the shields, drew a deep, steady breath. “No.”
That wasn’t for him—it couldn’t be.
NOT FOR ME—
It took most of the next two hours to throw off the heaviness of the attack. He could have gone home, fallen into bed, and slept for ten hours. It often hit him like that, the first initial waves of warning. Hell, sometimes it hit him like that when he was working, unless he had his anchor—another psychic to keep him grounded. It flat-out left him exhausted and sleep was the best thing for him.
His dad would have understood.
But that would have been admitting something had really happened. And Colby was damn determined to not do that. So he finished his not-so-relaxing morning at the beach and walked the mile to the store.
By the time he got there, his legs felt like jelly, but that was good—very good, because it gave him something to focus on besides that sense of impending doom. He was good with having something else to focus on.
Although maybe what he should have focused on was finding a way to keep his dad from really looking at him. One glance was all it took for the older man to realize there was a problem.
“You okay, Son?”
“Yeah.” He forced himself to smile. “I’m fine.”
He lied. His dad probably knew. But he’d fake it until he was fine. “Fake it until you make it,” that was the saying, right? Whatever it was, it would fade, and it would fade without him doing a damn thing.
“You sure you’re okay?”
Shoving it aside, Colby looked at his father, held his gaze. “Yeah. Just didn’t sleep very well.”
The look in his dad’s eyes was measuring. “It’s starting again, isn’t it?”
“No.” Colby cleared his throat and wished to hell he could have sounded more convincing. Not that it mattered. It wasn’t starting again, because he was done. He was done. “No, it’s not.”
chapter two
She screamed as he came closer. Begged. Pleaded. “Please…can’t you just stop?”
“Stop?” He smiled, amused. “No. I can’t stop until I’m done. And I’m not done.” He wouldn’t ever stop.
Her broken sobs were like music in his ears as he got to work, singing under his breath as he laid out his tools. He already knew what he was going to do to her. It was going to be…unique.
Would this be the one to break her?
As he made the first slice, he sang softly, “Would you dance…”
Her body jerked as she screamed.
“…if I asked you to dance…”
Carefully, he wiped away the blood, waited for her screams to fade. He wanted her to appreciate his song, after all.
“Would you run and never look back?”
He made another slice, listened as she screamed again. And he smiled.
By the time he got to the chorus of the song for the first time, she was all but mad with fear, and screaming so steadily he couldn’t hear himself sing.
It didn’t matter…He knew the lyrics. He knew them by heart. And as he continued his work, he sang.
* * *
“WHAT IN THE hell did he do to her?”
Lieutenant Mica Greer stood over the body, vaguely aware of the fact that two of the officers—younger guys, she thought—were fighting the urge to puke. It was hot out, too. Heat and death were a bad, bad mix.
Although she’d slept only a few hours, she was clear-eyed, focused on the ruin of the body in front of her.
Focused on the fact that there was now a third victim.
There will be another one, a slippery little voice murmured in the back of her mind. An echo from her dreams. Dreams that had been interrupted that night by a call—this call. She left dreams of death to come and face it.
Her belly was steady, but her heart ached as she stared at what had been done to the woman.
She’d been pretty once.
Not that one could tell by looking at her. But he always picked the pretty ones. Sick fuck. The media was calling him the Surgeon, although they would change their supposedly clever nickname if they got any idea what he’d done this time.
The surgical precision might be there, but the rest…? This didn’t even resemble any sort of surgery, macabre or otherwise.
Her gut knotted.
“We sure it’s the same guy?”
She didn’t look away from the victim. Every second was focused on memorizing the details. Although, seriously, how could she forget this?
“Greer?”
“It’s the same guy,” she said quietly. They hadn’t found the calling card yet, but they would. She didn’t need to see it to know it was the same guy.
She just knew.
She’d been trapped in dreams she couldn’t understand. Visions of white. Dark blooms of flowers. A wash of crimson blood. And the hideous music of screams. And everything tried to fade the minute the telephone jerked her into wakefulness. But she’d known. Even as the sleep had struggled to clear from her mind, she’d known.
You knew sooner.
She shut off the quiet, sly little whisper in the back of her mind. It had no bearing on the case. Dreams, an incomprehensible knowledge, none of it had any bearing. The only thing that mattered was finding this fucker. Nailing this fucker.
“Well, if it’s him, we’ll find whatever shit he left for us. Where do you think he left it?”
“I don’t know.” She angled her head and crouched down to study the woman’s dead, sightless stare. “We’ll find it.”
Her partner, Barry Phillips, echoed her, kneeling down. He had an unlit cigarette dangling between his lips. He hadn’t smoked in three months. But sometimes he still had one on him—claimed it helped him to think.
“You mean you will find it,” Barry said, keeping his voice low.
She wished she could pretend she hadn’t heard him. Wished she didn’t know what he was talking about. Bile churned in her throat. The endless lines carved into the woman’s body hadn’t made her ill, but thinking about that…
So I won’t think about it. She resolutely pushed it aside. “I wonder if she was a dancer or something. Our first vic, she used her mouth. Phone sex operator.” She’d had her tongue cut out. “The second one, she did massages.” Her hands had been cut off.
“And other stuff,” Barry interjected.
Mica slanted him a narrow look. “Possibly other stuff. But her clients found her through the massage place—he took her hands.”
“Did a nice, neat job, too. There’s nothing nice or neat about this.”
“Yeah, there is.” She studied how the victim had been carved up. There was blood, but not much. Most of it came from where she’d struggled against the ropes. She’d been killed here, and although she had to have bled, a lot, there wasn’t much other than where she’d struggled against her restraints.
Carefully, Mica eased the body up, noticing the dark, mottled flesh where the fluids had pooled after death. She hadn’t bled out. Although her throat wasn’t bruised, Mica suspected the woman had asphyxiated somehow, smothered perhaps. “She should have bled from this. A lot. But there’s not much blood here. He took his time to clean her up as he went.”
Phillips grimaced. “That’s…fucked up.”
“Yeah.” She blew out a breath, aware of the stink of decay and death. It hung in the air, a cloying stench that seemed to li
ne the inside of her nose, the back of her throat. “But what did you expect? Decency?”
Phillips just grunted under his breath and continued to study the body. After a minute, he said, “A dancer. So why not a prostitute?”
“Because a prostitute gets her money by selling something other than her body, but he tore her body up to hell and back,” Mica replied. She didn’t want to think about what the killer would cut up then.
“Huh?”
“Sex,” she said. “A hooker sells sex.”
Mica didn’t bother to wait for the picture to connect. Instead, she started to roam around the deserted warehouse. It was a busy enough part of town during the day. But come nightfall, not too many people hung around these parts. Had the killer known that?
She tried to ignore the voice as it whispered, Yes…
Hard, though, because she wasn’t able to completely shut the voice out right now. She needed to find it—that calling card. It was here. She knew it. And that voice…
Closer.
Closer.
She was almost to the window now. A smudged, dirty gray window. It had an arrow on it. Frowning, she followed the direction the arrow pointed—east. It pointed east. “What are you trying to tell me, you son of a bitch?”
She didn’t know.
And that was a puzzle she’d have to figure out later.
A few levels down, she found what she was looking for.
His calling card. It was his victim’s clothes. Neatly folded. On top of them was a flower. People into gardening would probably know that it was called a Queen of the Night. It looked like a tulip to Mica. She knew the name of it only thanks to the reports from the previous victims. When she was able to examine it closely, she’d see that it was a dark, dark purple, almost black. Almost but not quite. Their expert would tell her the same thing she’d heard before—it was a fine specimen. But nothing exotic. Nothing that a hundred, a thousand, a million people couldn’t grow in their backyards.
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