Just stood there watching as Grant shot the trooper and charged, crashing into him like the vengeance of God.
She did nothing.
Not as Grant straddled the trooper.
Not as he beat his face in with the butt of Paige’s revolver.
Three devastating blows.
But he didn’t kill him.
Grant struggled onto his feet, his face dotted with blood.
He turned and stared her down.
She thought she was dead, but still she didn’t pull.
Jim Moreton already struggling to move around the sofa to his daughter, and when Sophie blinked, Grant was at his sister’s side again.
Paige was moaning and he was telling her everything would be okay but there was so much blood.
Grant lifted Paige in his arms.
Sophie heard herself say, “I’m so sorry.”
She felt out-of-body.
Immoveable.
She had responded to the fear at the psychiatric hospital, but this was something else entirely.
Paige shot.
A trooper shot.
She was paralyzed.
Too much to process.
Grant was standing now, holding his sister, blood running down his arm and dripping off his elbow onto the floor.
He said something to his father that Sophie missed completely.
She called his name, and for a split second, he looked at her, his eyes so troubled, so distant.
She said, “Let me help.”
“Either shoot me or get out of my way.”
He pushed past her.
Ripped the door open a few more inches, worked his way through the opening and out onto the porch.
Jim Moreton shuffled after him.
They were already climbing into the car by the time Sophie stepped onto the front porch—Grant in back with Paige, his father struggling to install himself behind the steering wheel.
The engine cranked and roared, tires slinging gravel as Jim whipped the CR-V around and floored it down the road into the trees.
Sophie sat down on the weathered steps.
Her hands shook so badly she could barely pull the phone out of her jacket.
A single bar of 3G.
Her voice sounded so calm, so even making the report. Like she was giving her social security number to her credit card company.
“Do you know where the suspects are going?” the dispatcher asked.
“A hospital I would assume.”
“One moment ... Closest is in Leavenworth. It’s a level five trauma facility. Thirty-five miles east of your location. I’ll alert the local police department.”
“Thank you.”
“And I can tell them you’re en route?”
“Yes.”
She slipped back into the cabin and checked on Trooper Todd. He was still unconscious, but there was very little blood—the bullet had just grazed him.
Back outside, she hustled down the steps toward her car.
On some level of consciousness, she was becoming aware that everything about her life had just changed. That from this moment forward she would be a different person. That her only hope of survival lay in finding a way to live with the fact that she had utterly failed everyone in that cabin and probably cost Paige her life.
She should’ve stopped the trooper.
She should’ve stopped Grant.
She sped down the one-lane road between the hemlocks.
Turned out onto the highway.
Accelerated through the freezing fog.
Her eyes kept filling up with tears and she kept blinking them away.
The fir trees looked like somber ghosts streaming past on the shoulder of the road, and she couldn’t see anything beyond three hundred feet.
The road was climbing now.
The fog thickening.
She punched on the headlights.
The clock read a little past seven a.m., but it didn’t feel like morning.
It didn’t feel like any time she had ever known.
Her phone vibrated.
She didn’t answer.
Her ears popped.
She steered through switchbacks and there were reefs of dirty snow on the sides of the road that grew taller the higher she climbed.
The road straightened out.
One last burst of optimism and purpose.
She was going to Leavenworth. Grant would be there. Paige was going to be okay. She would do what she had to, and no one else would get hurt.
She was nearing the crest of the pass when she saw it. Her foot came off the gas pedal, and she brought her TrailBlazer to a stop in the middle of the road.
“Oh, God,” she said. “Please, no.”
Chapter 43
The CR-V barreled through the overgrowth while Grant cradled his sister’s head in his lap. His father could still handle a car, hooking it around potholes and dead logs while the meager headlights illuminated a solid wall of fog that was always just ahead of them.
Jim called back, “How far’s Leavenworth?”
“Forty-five minutes,” Grant said, dropping Paige’s phone on the seat.
“We’ll make it in half the time. And they have a hospital?”
“Barely.”
The headlights dipped suddenly as the SUV bottomed out with a sharp metallic scrape.
Paige’s head lifted and fell back into his lap.
She moaned, clutching her side.
“Sorry, sweetheart,” Jim said. “Didn’t catch that one in time.”
Grant could see the worried creases above his father’s eyes in the rearview mirror.
“How we doing back there?” Jim asked.
“We’re doing great,” Grant said.
Paige mouthed, “Liar. It really hurts.”
“I know.”
“I can barely stand it.”
He held her hand and let her squeeze it.
The trip back to the highway took only half as long as the drive in.
Soon, they were speeding east on smooth pavement.
Grant pushed his fingers through Paige’s hair.
She stared up at him, cheeks pale, eyes heavy. Her skin felt cool and clammy.
“I’m sorry,” she said, her voice just a whisper now.
“Don’t. Just relax. Everything’s gonna be fine.”
“I made you hurt someone.”
“That man shot my sister. He got off easy.”
Paige’s smile showed dark-red blood between her teeth.
Grant’s stomach tightened.
A liver hit.
“Are you cold?”
She nodded.
He slipped out of his North Face and draped it over her.
They rode on.
Climbing.
Paige’s breathing growing faster, more shallow. Beads of sweat forming on her face.
Her eyes had become slivers of white.
“Stay with me,” Grant said, squeezing her hand.
She gasped and cut loose a rattling cough.
Red foam appeared at the corners of her mouth.
Her lips moved.
“What was that?” Grant brought his ear so close to her mouth he could hear the bloody vibrato in her lungs.
She drew a tiny breath, let it escape in the smallest whisper: “Bad sister.”
The words detonated inside of him.
Grant brushed a few strands of hair away from her face.
“Stop it.”
He could feel her blood soaking through his pants. There was too much of it.
Grant looked up.
“Hey.”
Caught his father’s eyes in the rearview mirror.
They were hauling ass around a sharp turn, the tires just beginning to screech.
“How much longer, Dad?”
“I don’t know. Twenty? Twenty-five?”
“We’re gonna be pushing it.”
Jim’s eyes took on a shadow. He focused back on the road.
Grant l
ooked down at his sister.
He smiled through a sheet of tears.
She said, “I heard what you just said.”
“I’m sorry.”
“It doesn’t hurt much anymore.”
“That’s good.”
“I’m thirsty.”
“We’ll find some water for you.”
“Everything looks grey. And I think ... that might be the end coming. I can hardly see you, Grant.”
“I’m right here, Paige.”
“I’m thirsty.”
“I’m so glad it was you,” he said.
“What?”
“Can you hear me?”
It was a splinter of a nod.
“I know we hurt each other, but I wouldn’t have traded you for anything. Do you know that? I need you to know it in your heart.”
The edges of her mouth curled.
He leaned down and kissed her forehead.
Jim said, “Grant.”
“Yeah?”
“How we doing?”
“She’s bleeding to death, Dad. We’re not gonna make it.”
Grant looked up, saw a new intensity enter his father’s eyes.
Jim Moreton said, “There’s another way.”
Chapter 44
There was a distant squeaking sound, but otherwise the world stood silent.
The highway was empty.
Streamers of fog swept across the pavement.
Sophie drifted over the double yellow to the other side of the road. Doesn’t mean anything, she told herself. This could have happened two days ago. Two weeks ago.
On the shoulder, her boots crunched through a crust of blackened snow.
She climbed carefully over the ragged metal and stared down the side of the mountain.
Her breath caught.
An upslope breeze carried the strong scent of gasoline.
Several hundred feet down the mountain, barely visible through the trees and the fog, she spotted Paige’s CR-V. The vehicle had come to rest on its backend, the undercarriage propped and teetering against a fir tree, its headlights still blasting twin tubes of light up through the fog.
The squeaking she’d heard was the sound of one of the front wheels, still turning.
Steam or smoke poured out of the crumpled hood.
She counted four bare spots on the snowy hill where the car had struck ground, scoured out the snowpack, and flipped.
“Grant!” Her voice echoed off invisible mountains. “Can anyone hear me?”
She dialed 911 and then started down.
The slope was steep, at least thirty degrees, and a good two or three feet of snow covered the ground, the tops of evergreen saplings just poking through.
She descended as fast as she could, but she kept falling, and the snow was going down her boots with every step, her clothes and hair becoming powdered with snow.
The wheel had stopped turning by the time she closed in on the CR-V and the stench of gas was potent. The snow wasn’t as deep in the trees, only coming to her knees.
She passed a handful of smaller evergreens that had been broken in two as the car crashed through them, the smell of splintered wood and fresh sap mixing in with the gas.
Sophie stopped twenty feet away.
She was shivering, her hands numb, legs burning with cold.
The engine hissed.
Through the driver-side window, she could see Jim Moreton. Because of the angle of the car, he was lying back in his seat, still strapped in, his head resting unnaturally against his left shoulder.
“Mr. Moreton.”
He didn’t move.
She stepped closer to the car, now peering in through the rear passenger window. The backseat was empty, the seats soaked with blood. She looked at the windshield—a gaping hole, exploded from within.
Sophie turned and studied the hillside. The twisted guardrail seemed a thousand miles away.
From this perspective, she could see the path the CR-V had taken, punching through the guardrail, then plunging a hundred feet before it hit.
At the second point of impact, she glimpsed a smaller path that branched off and carved down the slope.
It appeared to terminate fifty yards from where she stood at the forest’s edge.
She waded through the snow, using the saplings and branches in proximity to keep her upright. Every step was a struggle, and she was sweating after only a minute.
Ten feet out, she spotted the gray of Paige’s coat.
She was lying facedown in the snow and there was blood all around her. Sophie bent over and dug two fingers into her carotid.
Twenty feet deeper in the woods, she found Grant.
He was lying on his back.
Eyes open. Not breathing.
Sophie sat down beside him in the snow.
“Look at you,” she whispered.
She took his left hand into hers and leaned over and cried.
There would be times in the coming weeks when the numbness would subside and Sophie would remember a cool night in June when she had driven a slightly-too-drunk Grant home from the Stumbling Monk. It was an office party, someone’s birthday, and they had spent the evening talking with their knees nearly touching and sometimes touching underneath the bar while the rest of the precinct roared at each other in the booths behind them. This was the night she had surprised herself with her own feelings. After everyone left, she drove him home and they sat in the car outside of Grant’s house, their hands so close that the summer breeze coming in through the open windows could have blown them together. She had wanted nothing more than to slide her fingers into his. To hold them. Let them take her inside. But she didn’t. And neither did he. That would be the ritual they shared. Two years of walking right up to the door that held everything they wanted, but never opening it. So there would be times in the coming weeks when she would think back to that first moment in the car and how she had been too scared to reach for his hand, and then remember this last one, sitting beside him on a cold foggy morning, when she did.
She had put her job before her love. Before her happiness. Betrayed Grant and herself. She saw it now. Saw it with the kind of scorching clarity that comes like a storm when it’s too late to take cover. When there’s nothing to be done but face your failing, take the pain, and push on.
Sirens pulled her back into the moment.
They were still miles away, and wailing through the mountains like a tragic anthem.
Sophie started to rise.
At first, she thought it was the light from the rescue party, but it couldn’t be with the sirens still too far out, and besides, this light was coming from the sky. From straight overhead. A blinding luminescence hovering just above the trees. Brighter than anything she’d ever witnessed and yet there was no pain, no urge to look away.
As it descended toward her, she lay back in the snow, still holding Grant’s hand.
Closer and closer, but no fear.
Only mystery and peace as it finally enveloped her in a sphere of pure light which held some component of familiarity that broke her heart.
Where are you going, Grant?
I don’t know yet.
I want to come with you.
It’s not your time.
I want to be with you. I always wanted it, but I was too afraid.
I know. I was too.
I’m so sorry.
Have no regret.
Please. I see now. I see everything.
There’s still time for us. This is not the end.
She blinked and the light was gone.
Sophie sat up.
She was alone in the forest and her heart was pounding.
That rush of euphoric joy was fading, and she was still holding her partner’s cold hand. Time had passed—more than felt right. Up the mountainside, she could see the schizophrenic flashing of the light bars, and there were EMTs and lawmen halfway down the hill.
Already she could feel Sophie-the-skeptic muscling in to discredit what
she had just experienced, to undermine it, to subject it to the rigid empiricist that had governed her life up to this moment.
And her first instinct was to listen, to carry on as before.
What has your lack of faith ever done but cause you pain and keep you from the man you love?
No.
Something had happened in these trees.
Something beyond her experience.
Something magic.
She could choose to believe.
EPILOGUE
Paige is dying.
Paige is five, chewing a piece of spearmint gum.
He’s in the CR-V.
His father’s ‘74 Impala.
It’s day.
Night.
“Pay attention, guys, you’ll remember this game one day.”
The guardrail rushes toward them through the fog.
The play-by-play announcer says, “The crowd will tell you what happens.”
Paige says, “Daddy?”
Paige moans, “Daddy?”
“Oh shit.”
The engine revving.
Grant bracing, realizing neither he nor Paige is buckled in and wondering does it even matter at this point.
Jim says, “Everything will be—”
Straight through.
The engine redlines, goes silent.
Grant can hear the tires spinning underneath him. He and Paige lift off the seat and his head bangs into the ceiling as they plummet. The urge to hold onto something is overpowering, but he just squeezes Paige, her eyes gone wide.
Don’t be scared, Paige.
But I am.
I won’t let anything happen to you.
You promise?
I promise.
Swear.
I swear to you, Paige. I’ll protect you.
Through the windshield, the white mountainside is screaming toward the front of the car which is now pitched earthward, nothing but g-force pinning Grant to his seat.
He looks down into his sister’s eyes a half second before they hit.
Once upon a time, there was a little girl named Paige.
Just like me?
Just like you. And she had an older brother named Grant.
Just like you.
Yes, just like me.
Did they have parents?
No. Paige and Grant lived in a beautiful house all by themselves, and they were very brave.
The sound of metal crumpling.
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