The Ender Quintet (Omnibus)

by Card, Orson Scott

“In the end we’ll all stand before the judgment bar of God. If a whole planetful of souls is taken there at once, then the only worry is to make sure no one goes unchristened whose soul might have been welcomed among the saints.”

  “So you don’t even care?”

  “I care, of course,” said Quim. “But let’s say that there’s a longer view, in which life and death are less important matters than choosing what kind of life and what kind of death we have.”

  “You really do believe all this, don’t you,” said Miro.

  “Depending on what you mean by ‘all this,’ yes, I do.”

  “I mean all of it. A living God, a resurrected Christ, miracles, visions, baptism, transubstantiation …”

  “Yes.”

  “Miracles. Healing.”

  “Yes.”

  “Like at the shrine to Grandfather and Grandmother.”

  “Many healings have been reported there.”

  “Do you believe in them?”

  “Miro, I don’t know—some of them might have been hysterical. Some might have been a placebo effect. Some purported healings might have been spontaneous remissions or natural recoveries.”

  “But some were real.”

  “Might have been.”

  “You believe that miracles are possible.”

  “Yes.”

  “But you don’t think any of them actually happen.”

  “Miro, I believe that they do happen. I just don’t know if people accurately perceive which events are miracles and which are not. There are no doubt many miracles claimed which were not miracles at all. There are also probably many miracles that no one recognized when they occurred.”

  “What about me, Quim?”

  “What about you?”

  “Why no miracle for me?”

  Quim ducked his head, pulled at the short grass in front of him. It was a habit when he was a child, trying to avoid a hard question; it was the way he responded when their supposed father, Marcão, was on a drunken rampage.

  “What is it, Quim? Are miracles only for other people?”

  “Part of the miracle is that no one knows why it happens.”

  “What a weasel you are, Quim.”

  Quim flushed. “You want to know why you don’t get a miraculous healing? Because you don’t have faith, Miro.”

  “What about the man who said, Yes Master, I believe—forgive my unbelief?”

  “Are you that man? Have you even asked for a healing?”

  “I’m asking now,” said Miro. And then, unbidden, tears came to his eyes. “O God,” he whispered. “I’m so ashamed.”

  “Of what?” asked Quim. “Of having asked God for help? Of crying in front of your brother? Of your sins? Of your doubts?”

  Miro shook his head. He didn’t know. These questions were all too hard. Then he realized that he did know the answer. He held out his arms from his sides. “Of this body,” he said.

  Quim reached out and took his arms near the shoulder, drew them toward him, his hands sliding down Miro’s arms until he was clasping Miro’s wrists. “This is my body which is given for you, he told us. The way you gave your body for the pequeninos. For the little ones.”

  “Yeah, Quim, but he got his body back, right?”

  “He died, too.”

  “Is that how I get healed? Find a way to die?”

  “Don’t be an ass,” said Quim. “Christ didn’t kill himself. That was Judas’s ploy.”

  Miro’s anger exploded. “All those people who get their colds cured, who get their migraines miraculously taken from them—are you telling me they deserve more from God than I do?”

  “Maybe it isn’t based on what you deserve. Maybe it’s based on what you need.”

  Miro lunged forward, seizing the front of Quim’s robe between his half-spastic fingers. “I need my body back!”

  “Maybe,” said Quim.

  “What do you mean maybe, you simpering smug asshole!”

  “I mean,” said Quim mildly, “that while you certainly want your body back, it may be that God, in his great wisdom, knows that for you to become the best man you can be, you need to spend a certain amount of time as a cripple.”

  “How much time?” Miro demanded.

  “Certainly no longer than the rest of your life.”

  Miro grunted in disgust and released Quim’s robe.

  “Maybe less,” said Quim. “I hope so.”

  “Hope,” said Miro contemptuously.

  “Along with faith and pure love, it’s one of the great virtues. You should try it.”

  “I saw Ouanda.”

  “She’s been trying to speak to you since you arrived.”

  “She’s old and fat. She’s had a bunch of babies and lived thirty years and some guy she married has plowed her up one side and down the other all that time. I’d rather have visited her grave!”

  “How generous of you.”

  “You know what I mean! Leaving Lusitania was a good idea, but thirty years wasn’t long enough.”

  “You’d rather come back to a world where no one knows you.”

  “No one knows me here, either.”

  “Maybe not. But we love you, Miro.”

  “You love what I used to be.”

  “You’re the same man, Miro. You just have a different body.”

  Miro struggled to his feet, leaning against Rooter for support as he got up. “Talk to your tree friend, Quim. You’ve got nothing to say that I want to hear.”

  “So you think,” said Quim.

  “You know what’s worse than an asshole, Quim?”

  “Sure,” said Quim. “A hostile, bitter, self-pitying, abusive, miserable, useless asshole who has far too high an opinion of the importance of his own suffering.”

  It was more than Miro could bear. He screamed in fury and threw himself at Quim, knocking him to the ground. Of course Miro lost his own balance and fell on top of his brother, then got tangled in Quim’s robes. But that was all right; Miro wasn’t trying to get up, he was trying to beat some pain into Quim, as if by doing that he would remove some from himself.

  After only a few blows, though, Miro stopped hitting Quim and collapsed in tears, weeping on his brother’s chest. After a moment he felt Quim’s arms around him. Heard Quim’s soft voice, intoning a prayer.

  “Pai Nosso, que estas no céu.” From there, however, the incantation stopped and the words turned new and therefore real. “O teu filho está com dor, o meu irmão precisa a resurreição da alma, ele merece o refresco da esperanca.”

  Hearing Quim give voice to Miro’s pain, to his outrageous demands, made Miro ashamed again. Why should Miro imagine that he deserved new hope? How could he dare to demand that Quim pray for a miracle for him, for his body to be made whole? It was unfair, Miro knew, to put Quim’s faith on the line for a self-pitying unbeliever like him.

  But the prayer went on. “Ele deu tudo aos pequeninos, e tu nos disseste, Salvador, que qualquer coisa que fazemos a estes pequeninos, fazemos a ti.”

  Miro wanted to interrupt. If I gave all to the pequeninos, I did it for them, not for myself. But Quim’s words held him silent: You told us, Savior, that whatever we do to these little ones, we do to you. It was as if Quim were demanding that God hold up his end of a bargain. It was a strange sort of relationship that Quim must have with God, as if he had a right to call God to account.

  “Ele não é como Jó, perfeito na coração.”

  No, I’m not as perfect as Job. But I’ve lost everything, just as Job did. Another man fathered my children on the woman who should have been my wife. Others have accomplished my accomplishments. And where Job had boils, I have this lurching half-paralysis—would Job trade with me?

  “Restabeleçe ele como restabeleceste Jó. Em nome do Pai, e do Filho, e do Espírito Santo. Amem.” Restore him as you restored Job.

  Miro felt his brother’s arms release him, and as if it were those arms, not gravity, that held him on his brother’s chest, Miro rose up at once and stoo
d looking down on his brother. A bruise was growing on Quim’s cheek. His lip was bleeding.

  “I hurt you,” said Miro. “I’m sorry.”

  “Yes,” said Quim. “You did hurt me. And I hurt you. It’s a popular pastime here. Help me up.”

  For a moment, just one fleeting moment, Miro forgot that he was crippled, that he could barely maintain his balance himself. For just that moment he began to reach out a hand to his brother. But then he staggered as his balance slipped, and he remembered. “I can’t,” he said.

  “Oh, shut up about being crippled and give me a hand.”

  So Miro positioned his legs far apart and bent down over his brother. His younger brother, who now was nearly three decades his senior, and older still in wisdom and compassion. Miro reached out his hand. Quim gripped it, and with Miro’s help rose up from the ground. The effort was exhausting for Miro; he hadn’t the strength for this, and Quim wasn’t faking it, he was relying on Miro to lift him. They ended up facing each other, shoulder to shoulder, hands still together.

  “You’re a good priest,” said Miro.

  “Yeah,” said Quim. “And if I ever need a sparring partner, you’ll get a call.”

  “Will God answer your prayer?”

  “Of course. God answers all prayers.”

  It took only a moment for Miro to realize what Quim meant. “I mean, will he say yes.”

  “Ah. That’s the part I’m never sure about. Tell me later if he did.”

  Quim walked—rather stiffly, limping—to the tree. He bent over and picked up a couple of talking sticks from the ground.

  “What are you talking to Rooter about?”

  “He sent word that I need to talk to him. There’s some kind of heresy in one of the forests a long way from here.”

  “You convert them and then they go crazy, huh?” said Miro.

  “No, actually,” said Quim. “This is a group that I never preached to. The fathertrees all talk to each other, so the ideas of Christianity are already everywhere in the world. As usual, heresy seems to spread faster than truth. And Rooter’s feeling guilty because it’s based on a speculation of his.”

  “I guess that’s a serious business for you,” said Miro.

  Quim winced. “Not just for me.”

  “I’m sorry. I meant, for the church. For believers.”

  “Nothing so parochial as that, Miro. These pequeninos have come up with a really interesting heresy. Once, not long ago, Rooter speculated that, just as Christ came to human beings, the Holy Ghost might someday come to the pequeninos. It’s a gross misinterpretation of the Holy Trinity, but this one forest took it quite seriously.”

  “Sounds pretty parochial to me.”

  “Me too. Till Rooter told me the specifics. You see, they’re convinced that the descolada virus is the incarnation of the Holy Ghost. It makes a perverse kind of sense—since the Holy Ghost has always dwelt everywhere, in all God’s creations, it’s appropriate for its incarnation to be the descolada virus, which also penetrates into every part of every living thing.”

  “They worship the virus?”

  “Oh, yes. After all, didn’t you scientists discover that the pequeninos were created, as sentient beings, by the descolada virus? So the virus is endued with the creative power, which means it has a divine nature.”

  “I guess there’s as much literal evidence for that as for the incarnation of God in Christ.”

  “No, there’s a lot more. But if that were all, Miro, I’d regard it as a church matter. Complicated, difficult, but—as you said—parochial.”

  “So what is it?”

  “The descolada is the second baptism. By fire. Only the pequeninos can endure that baptism, and it carries them into the third life. They are clearly closer to God than humans, who have been denied the third life.”

  “The mythology of superiority. We could expect that, I guess,” said Miro. “Most communities attempting to survive under irresistible pressure from a dominant culture develop a myth that allows them to believe they are somehow a special people. Chosen. Favored by the gods. Gypsies, Jews—plenty of historical precedents.”

  “Try this one, Senhor Zenador. Since the pequeninos are the ones chosen by the Holy Ghost, it’s their mission to spread this second baptism to every tongue and every people.”

  “Spread the descolada?”

  “To every world. Sort of a portable judgment day. They arrive, the descolada spreads, adapts, kills—and everybody goes to meet their Maker.”

  “God help us.”

  “So we hope.”

  Then Miro made a connection with something he had learned only the day before. “Quim, the buggers are building a ship for the pequeninos.”

  “So Ender told me. And when I confronted Father Daymaker about it—”

  “He’s a pequenino?”

  “One of Human’s children. He said, ‘Of course,’ as if everyone knew about it. Maybe that’s what he thought—that if the pequeninos know it, then it’s known. He also told me that this heretic group is angling to try to get command of the ship.”

  “Why?”

  “So they can take it to an inhabited world, of course. Instead of finding an uninhabited planet to terraform and colonize.”

  “I think we’d have to call it lusiforming.”

  “Funny.” Quim wasn’t laughing, though. “They might get their way. This idea of pequeninos being a superior species is popular, especially among non-Christian pequeninos. Most of them aren’t very sophisticated. They don’t catch on to the fact that they’re talking about xenocide. About wiping out the human race.”

  “How could they miss a little fact like that?”

  “Because the heretics are stressing the fact that God loves the humans so much that he sent his only beloved son. You remember the scripture.”

  “Whoever believes in him will not perish.”

  “Exactly. Those who believe will have eternal life. As they see it, the third life.”

  “So those who die must have been the unbelievers.”

  “Not all the pequeninos are lining up to volunteer for service as itinerant destroying angels. But enough of them are that it has to be stopped. Not just for the sake of Mother Church.”

  “Mother Earth.”

  “So you see, Miro, sometimes a missionary like me takes on a great deal of importance in the world. Somehow I have to persuade these poor heretics of the error of their ways and get them to accept the doctrine of the church.”

  “Why are you talking to Rooter now?”

  “To get the one piece of information the pequeninos never give us.”

  “What’s that?”

  “Addresses. There are thousands of pequenino forests on Lusitania. Which one is the heretic community? Their starship will be long gone before I find it by random forest-hopping on my own.”

  “You’re going alone?”

  “I always do. I can’t take any of the little brothers with me, Miro. Until a forest has been converted, they have a tendency to kill pequenino strangers. One case where it’s better to be raman than utlanning.”

  “Does Mother know you’re going?”

  “Please be practical, Miro. I have no fear of Satan, but Mother …”

  “Does Andrew know?”

  “Of course. He insists on going with me. The Speaker for the Dead has enormous prestige, and he thinks he could help me.”

  “So you won’t be alone.”

  “Of course I will. When has a man clothed in the whole armor of God ever needed the help of a humanist?”

  “Andrew’s a Catholic.”

  “He goes to mass, he takes communion, he confesses regularly, but he’s still a speaker for the dead and I don’t think he really believes in God. I’ll go alone.”

  Miro looked at Quim with new admiration. “You’re one tough son of a bitch, aren’t you?”

  “Welders and smiths are tough. Sons of bitches have problems of their own. I’m just a servant of God and of the church, with a job to d
o. I think recent evidence suggests that I’m in more danger from my brother than I am among the most heretical of pequeninos. Since the death of Human, the pequeninos have kept the worldwide oath—not one has ever raised a hand in violence against a human being. They may be heretics, but they’re still pequeninos. They’ll keep the oath.”

  “I’m sorry I hit you.”

  “I received it as if it were an embrace, my son.”

  “I wish it had been one, Father Estevão.”

  “Then it was.”

  Quim turned to the tree and began to beat out a tattoo. Almost at once, the sound began to shift, changing in pitch and tone as the hollow spaces within the tree changed shape. Miro waited a few moments, listening, even though he didn’t understand the language of the fathertrees. Rooter was speaking with the only audible voice the fathertrees had. Once he had spoken with a voice, once had articulated lips with and tongue and teeth. There was more than one way to lose your body. Miro had passed through an experience that should have killed him. He had come out of it crippled. But he could still move, however clumsily, could still speak, however slowly. He thought he was suffering like Job. Rooter and Human, far more crippled than he, thought they had received eternal life.

  “Pretty ugly situation,” said Jane in his ear.

  Yes, said Miro silently.

  “Father Estevão shouldn’t go alone,” she said. “The pequeninos used to be devastatingly effective warriors. They haven’t forgotten how.”

  So tell Ender, said Miro. I don’t have any power here.

  “Bravely spoken, my hero,” said Jane. “I’ll talk to Ender while you wait around here for your miracle.”

  Miro sighed and walked back down the hill and through the gate.

  9

  PINEHEAD