by Jai Amor
“Hold up! You need to calm the hell down. I don’t know who you think you’re yelling at but you crazy as hell if you think I’m going to let you raise your voice at me like that,” I yelled back. “And who said I didn’t want to be with you? I simply said I don’t think it’s wise to move in with each other right now.”
“Yeah okay, I’mma holla at you later.”
Before I could say anything else, he walked out of his room slamming his door leaving me in there. I got up and left out his room, leaving the door unlocked and all. I had to talk to my girl Ki ASAP to see if she could make some sense of all this. I haven’t talked to her since the day she left with her friend DJ Spin but she was supposed to come back today so I called her to see if she had gotten back yet.
“Hey Chanel,” Kior said, picking up on the first ring. She sound like something was really bothering her.
“Are you okay Ki?” I asked.
“No not really. We really need to talk girl,” she said.
“Are you back? I was calling to talk to you about some things actually.”
“Yes, I just got back about twenty minutes ago. I can meet you in the student activity lobby in about fifteen minutes.”
“Okay, I’m on my way there now so I’ll be waiting honey.” I told her.
I walked towards the student activity lobby, which was right by the Pit Stop and sat at one of the tables that were available. While waiting on Kior I begin to think of the changes that came about with Jeremiah. I missed the Jeremiah I first met, the one that was fun and loving. It seemed like everything changed in just the blink of an eye and I had to find out what was going on with him.
“Hey girl, what’s going on?” Kior said sitting down. I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn’t realize she had walked up.
“First I want to know how your trip was and what is on your mind? I need to talk to you but my situation can wait for a moment,” I told her.
Kior told me about how DJ Spin spoiled her the entire weekend and how much fun she had while away. She then informed me she was suspicious that Ahmir was cheating on her with Zaria. I was not expecting that to come out of her mouth at all. I’ve only been around Zaria a few times and she is a little weird to me but seems like a cool girl. If she is fucking my girl’s man then she gotta get that ass whooped because she pretended to be cool with Ki this whole time. The more Kior talked, the madder I was getting because the things she was telling me were making a lot of sense. Zaria was going after Ahmir the whole damn time!
“Have you talked to Ahmir about it yet?” I asked her.
“Not yet, I tried calling him while I was with Spin but he hasn’t picked up. I know he was with the bitch because he hasn’t called or texted me at all,” she said.
“Well, I think you may need to pay him a visit. I know Jeremiah probably in the weight room so you might want to look there because you know they always be in there together. That is Jeremiah’s new home obviously,” I said rolling my eyes.
“What is going on with you two? You seem pissed.”
I told her everything that has been going on between us, from the mood swings and temper tantrums his ass has been throwing; up to the recent argument we had about moving off campus.
“Yeah he tripping hard, I wonder what’s up with that. Maybe y’all need some time alone away from everybody, even if it’s just for one night. If I were you, I would book a hotel room not far from here that way y’all will still be close enough to campus to go to classes and he can still go to football practice. This is homecoming week so I know he can’t miss that,” she said.
“You know what Ki, that’s a good idea! Tonight would be perfect since tomorrow is going to start homecoming week. I’m going to call him in a few to let him know. I know he will go along with it.”
See, that’s why I love talking to my girl because she always has a solution for everything. I’m still mad at the fact Ahmir is trying to play my girl though. We talked for a few minutes before we left to go handle our own situations. I decided to go ahead and give Jeremiah a call because I knew he had cooled off by now.
*Ringggggg......Ringggg*
“Yes Chanel,” he answered the phone like I was getting on his nerves or something. See this nigga is really trying me. I love him and all but one thing he will not do is act like I’m a burden to him because it’s no problem for me to bounce out on his ass.
“What’s the attitude for Jeremiah? You don’t want to be bothered with me or something?” I asked.
“I don’t have an attitude; I’m just in the middle of something. What’s up?”
“Well, I was thinking that maybe we should get a room close to campus just for the night so we can have some alone time away from everybody and everything. We can leave in the morning before our classes start. I promise you won’t regret it.”
“That sounds cool. We can leave in a couple of hours. I’m with Ahmir and some of the other guys right now but I can head back to the room to pack a lil’ overnight back within the next hour.”
“Ahmir is with you? Tell him to get in contact with Ki ASAP it’s very important,” I told him.
“Okay I will. Go ahead and start packing a bag. I will call you when I get back to the room.”
I was excited about our overnight stay at the hotel because I was going to make sure we had one of the best nights. I got back to the room and went through all my clothes. I grabbed an outfit for class the following day and I began looking for the perfect lingerie set to wear for him tonight. I picked a one-piece thong body suit that only covered my lips and I’m not talking about the lips on my face. I called Kior to let her know that Jeremiah went along with the idea and that he was with her man. As I was thinking about my situation with my man, my thoughts went back to Brianna. I haven’t seen or heard from her since the fight, I guess she really learned her lesson.
*******
Jeremiah and I pulled up at the Hampton Inn & Suites and the room was gorgeous. Thank God for refund checks. We checked in at the front desk and waited for the receptionist to hand us the key then we grabbed our things and headed to the elevator.
“I’m glad we are getting away even if it is only for a night,” I said.
“Me too bae. Listen, I want to apologize to you for the way I’ve been acting lately especially today. I love you Chanel, I really do and to be honest I don’t have any excuse for my actions.” Jeremiah grabbed me and pulled me closer to him while we walked onto the elevator. We got off the elevator and started walking towards our room, just as I was about to walk into the room someone walked out of a room two doors down from us laughing loudly. Who I saw walking out of the room made me look twice; it was Zaria walking out of the room in a white robe with a bucket in her hand. I assumed it was an ice bucket because I watched her walk down the hall to the ice machine. I immediately rushed in the room to put my things down, grabbed my phone and sent Kior a quick message.
Me: Hey Ki, Jeremiah and I are at the Hampton Inn and you will never guess who I see here.
Kior: Who?
Me: Zaria! I don’t know who she is here with but you may need to call Ahmir to see where he’s at.
Kior: Okay I’m calling him now
Even though I wanted to figure out what was going on with Kior’s situation, I knew I was there to focus on trying to get my situation with Jeremiah right. While he was on the couch watching TV, I went into the bedroom and went through my bag pulling out stuff to set up the things that I brought to make the mood right. I brought two candles with the candleholders and set them on the dresser. Then I pulled out my lingerie and laid it on the bed along with some red pumps. I sat the baby oil on the nightstand beside the bed along with a bottle of chocolate syrup I picked up while I was in the store. My phone started to vibrate and I noticed Kior sent me a message.
Kior: I called Ahmir a few times and he did not pick up so Malorie is bringing me up there.... give me the room number.
Me: Zaria’s room number is 238.... let me know when you get
in the parking lot if I don’t respond then I’m in the middle of something, lol.
Kior: Lol, you so nasty but okay girl enjoy your night.
I went in the bathroom to wash up. I slipped on my lingerie and heels and lit the candles that I sat on the dresser. Turning off the lights I said, “Hey bae come in here for a minute I have something to show you.” I ran and jumped on the bed trying to pose sexy for him. He walked in the room, “Why do you have the lights off? Damn Chanel, baby you sexy as hell,” I got off the bed and walked towards the bedroom door where he was standing, grabbed his hands and led him to the bed. I began taking his shirt off for him, pushed him down on the bed, grabbed the baby oil and told him to lie down on his stomach. I poured some of the oil in the palm of my hand and rubbed them together before placing them on his shoulder. One thing about me is I have the perfect hands for a back massage. I began to rub the baby oil on his back and massage every part of it. I felt the tension in his back and was ready to release it. “Relax baby,” I told him, after about ten minutes of rubbing his body down, I told him to turn over. I got on top of him and grabbed the chocolate syrup, poured it all over his chiseled chest and stomach and started licking it off his body. He sat up and flipped me over on the bed.
“I wanna taste some of this chocolate,” he said as he reached for the syrup and poured it all over my breast. He sucked the syrup off of my nipples then started licking my inner thigh and didn’t stop until he got to my pot of gold. This is the Jeremiah that I loved, the one that told me he loved me and also showed it too. I grabbed a condom out of my bag that was lying on the floor. I tore it open and slid it on his tool. I made him lay down and I gave him a ride of his life. We went at it like two wild animals for close to an hour.
“I want you to come with me baby,” he said while I rode him like a cowgirl.
“I’m about to bae.” Just as the words came out of my mouth, I erupted like a volcano.
“Damn baby that was greeeeaaaatttt,” he said in his Tony the Tiger voice.
“You’re so silly,” I got up and went to the bathroom to wash up. That chocolate syrup had my body sticky as hell. When I got out, Jeremiah got into the shower. I looked through my bag for my lotion when I realized I remembered everything except for lotion. I was about to put on the baby oil but didn’t want to be greasy getting in the bed so I walked in the bathroom just as Jeremiah was getting out.
“Hey baby did you bring some lotion with you? I left mine back in my room,” I asked.
“Yeah just look in my bag it should be right on top of everything.”
I went back in the room and looked through his bag; I didn’t see anything at first but as I kept looking, what I saw almost made my heart stop.
AHMIR
I know y’all really hate me right now because of what I’m doing to Kior, but it’s not like that. Like I told you before I am sleeping with Zaria but I’m not completely ignoring Kior because of that, she just calls me at the wrong time. Most of the time when she calls me, I’m either at football practice or in the weight room with Jeremiah working out. I know when I get in contact with her she’s going to curse my black ass out but I’m going to make it up to her I promise. Zaria called me asking to see me and tonight is the night that I’m going to let her know that I can no longer do what we are doing. It’s only going to be a matter of time before Kior catches on and know that I’m cheating on her and whenever she does, I know all hell is going to break loose. I’m on my way to the Hampton Inn that is not far from campus, she said she had a surprise for me. I’m glad she decided to get off campus because us meeting up with one another on campus was a big risk if one of Ki’s friends caught us together. As I was getting in the car, my phone begin to buzz, I looked at my phone and it was Kior calling. I’ll have to call her back after I leave the hotel room.
Me: Zaria I’m about to pull up in the parking lot, what is the room number?
Zaria: Okay baby I’m in room 238
Me: Cool.
Since the day Jasmine told me she was pregnant I have been avoiding her. She would call me what seems like a hundred times a day but I kept sending her to voicemail. The reason why is because I really did not want to deal with it. I told her I wanted her to get an abortion and she is refusing to do it but lately I haven’t heard anything from her so I pray she is finally seeing things my way. I’m not ready to have a child right now. I still have to finish college and experience life before I think of a child. One of the biggest things I would have to deal with is telling Kior and even though it happened before I made it official with her, I know she is going to be more than pissed. I already have to deal with her for not answering her calls when she is trying to get in touch with me.
I pulled up to the hotel, put the car in park and started to think of all the drama that is in my life right now and thinking about how I allowed Zaria to come back the way she did. It’s like the girl was a drug and I needed my fix, and what made matters worse is the last few times we had sex, I did not strap up. I know, I know, I sound pretty stupid right now because I already got somebody that is carrying my seed and I should’ve learned my lesson, but I mean she said she was on birth control and I made sure I pulled out every time so I know I’m straight. I got out the car and headed to where Zaria was. When I got there, the door was halfway opened so all I had to do was push the door open and walk in. When I walked into the bedroom, Zaria was laying on the bed in a robe.
“Damn Z you looking good as always, I can’t stay long tonight but I do want to talk to you though,” I told her.
“You know I have to look extra good for you daddy. I have two surprises for you, one you will get in a few and the other one you will see before you leave.”
“Oh really? Well before things go any further, I need to talk to you. Tonight will be the last night that we can be together. I hope you understand but I can’t keep doing this to Ki she is too good of a person,” I told her.
“Hmmm that’s what you think? You ever stop to think that maybe she is doing her own thing as well? You know what, I’m not even mad because I already knew this was coming sooner or later. I’m going to respect it but just know this is a night you will never forget,” she said licking her lips.
I was about to ask her what she meant by that but I decided to leave it alone and enjoy my last night with her. “So what is my first surprise?” I asked.
“It should be here in just a few minutes.”
She got up and began taking my clothes off; she stripped me down to my boxers and told me to sit on the bed. She grabbed a scarf, “Just relax, I’m about to blindfold you, I’m not going to do nothing crazy so you don’t have anything to worry about.” After she put the scarf over my eyes, she began to kiss my lips and then moved to my chest.
“I’ll be right back daddy,” she said.
After about what I believe was five minutes, she came back over to me and told me to lay down, she straddled me, then I felt another set of hands rub my thighs.
“Zaria is someone else in here with us?” I wanted to know.
“Shhhhh just go with the flow,” she said.
She got up off me and told me to sit up, I was getting real impatient but I did as I was told because I wanted to see what this was going to lead to. I sat up and Zaria started massaging my shoulders, while she was doing that, I felt someone’s hands going in the opening of my boxers. This mysterious person pulled my friend out of his hiding spot and began giving him a massage as well. After a couple of minutes of this, I was told to lie on the bed again, and that’s when I felt a condom being put on and someone mount me. Whoever this was on top of me started riding me, after a few minutes the blindfold was taken off. When I saw who was on top of me my stomach dropped to my damn feet. I jumped up and looked at Zaria like she had two heads sitting on her neck.
“What the hell is going on?” I said.
“What’s wrong baby you don’t like my surprise? I thought it was every man’s dream to have a threesome with two beautiful sexy women,�
�� she said.
“Yeah but this right here, I can’t do and I definitely can’t do it with her,” I looked at the other person. “Why would you even agree to do this? What the hell were you thinking?”
“It’s not that damn serious calm down.” The other person said.
“Calm down! What type of shit you trying to pull? I can’t calm down this is just too much for me.”
“What is the big deal daddy?” Zaria asked. “Do you two know each other or something? I am very confused now.”
“Yes, we know each other but not the way you thinking. Look, I got to get the hell up out of here ASAP, my whole night is messed up,” I told them.
Just as I was about to put my shirt on there was a knock on the door and since these two didn’t have on any clothes I went to answer it. When I swung the door open and saw who was standing on the other side, I already knew my cover was blown.
KIOR
Dear Diary,
I should’ve known Ahmir was full of shit!! Even though I went against my better judgment and gave him a chance, he still managed to cheat on me. This nigga has been ignoring my calls for the past few days and now I know why. I just talked to Chanel and she informed me that Zaria was at the same hotel she is at; I guarantee you Ahmir is right there with her but I got a little surprise for the both of them. If you don’t hear from me after tonight just know that I went to jail. I’m about to hit Malorie up to see if she’s up for a little mission tonight. I’m out diary; I got things I need to handle.
When Chanel called me and told me that she saw Zaria coming out of a room in a robe I already knew that most likely she was in the hotel with Ahmir. I called Ahmir several times just to see if he would pick up, but just like I thought, it kept going to the voicemail. I decided to give Malorie a call to see if she could take me to see if his car was at the hotel. If it is I don’t know what I might do or say.
*Rinnngggg....rinnnggg....ringgg*
“Hey Ki girl what’s going on?” Malorie said as soon as she answered the phone.