‘I’ve felt the same thing a few nights but not with this - uh - sorry Rebraal, I don’t have the words.’ He switched into Balaian. ‘This intensity. It’s like someone’s been battering on the door and now finally they’ve broken it down.’
‘Ilkar?’ asked Rebraal.
Hirad shrugged. ‘Well, yes. Daft I know. I still miss him, you know.’
‘What have you seen?’
‘Oh, that’s hard to say.’ Hirad pushed his hand through his hair, feeling the lank braids and the moisture left on his hands. ‘I know it’s him but I can’t quite make him out. His essence, I can feel that so clearly. Everything that made him. And I fill in the smile and those damned ears myself. But he’s in trouble. That’s why the dream is so bad. I got the feeling he was running but I don’t know where. That something was close that scared him. And though I reached out, I couldn’t help him. He was always just beyond my grasp and my vision.
‘Huh, speaking it makes it sound lame. Not scary at all.’
Kild’aar came back up the steps and handed him a mug of the herb tea that Ilkar had been so fond of. Deprived of coffee for more than a year now since his supply had run out, Hirad had developed a taste for the sweet aromatic teas of the elves. He’d had no choice really. The trade to Balaia had gone. No ships had come from the northern continent for three seasons now. Part of him worried about what that might mean. Most of him was glad they didn’t trouble to make the journey. There was only one man on Balaia that Hirad missed and Blackthorne had never relied on trade with the elves so he would be unaffected. And Jevin, the last time he’d seen the elven skipper, had said he preferred not to sail north any more. He didn’t say why.
‘Thank you,’ he said, once again speaking elvish. ‘I’m sorry I woke you.’
Kild’aar waved away his apology and sat down, her eyes on Rebraal. ‘You haven’t told him yet?’
‘We hadn’t got round to it,’ said Rebraal.
‘Hadn’t got round to what?’ asked Hirad.
‘You didn’t wake us,’ said Rebraal. ‘Or at least, not me.’
‘So you were having a late night, so what?’
‘So I’ve had the selfsame dream,’ said Rebraal.
‘I beg your pardon?’ Hirad felt cold despite the humidity of the night and clutched his mug tight between his hands.
‘I have felt him too. He was your good friend. He was my brother.’
‘Yeah, I know, Rebraal, and we’ve laughed and cried about him a good few times these last couple of years but, you know . . . He’s dead, and there’s nothing we can do about that.’
‘No, we can’t. But that doesn’t mean we can’t help him.’
Hirad felt a growing unease. Rebraal and Kild’aar were both staring at him too earnestly. He frowned.
‘You’ve lost me completely.’ He knew his tone was a little sharp but he was tired and this was just riddles. ‘That’s the trouble with dead people. It’s too late to help them ever again.’
‘Hirad,’ said Kild’aar softly and leaned forward to cover his hands with hers where they were locked around his mug. ‘I know it hasn’t always been easy for you here and that we, at least in the beginning, did not make it easy for you at all. But we have always respected why you wanted to come here. We know of your love for Ilkar and your desire to learn the ways that made him what he was.
‘And you and your Raven will always be friends of the elves because of your actions in stopping the Elfsorrow. Rebraal calls you a brother and Auum, well, Auum let you run with the TaiGethen for a season, didn’t he? And that is respect no human has ever had before.’
‘He still said I was slow and deaf and blind, though,’ said Hirad, smiling in spite of himself and the increasing feeling he was going to hear something he didn’t want to.
‘You will always be human,’ said Rebraal. ‘Some things not even Auum can teach you.’
‘Tell me about it,’ grumbled Hirad. ‘Never give me a jaqrui again. I think I scarred Duele for life.’
‘The point is this,’ said Kild’aar, stilling Rebraal’s next retort with a sharp glance. ‘Though we trust you, there are those facts about us that you as a human should never know. Secrets that could be used against us. We have already seen what humans do with such knowledge. ’
‘Not me, Kild’aar. Never me.’
‘I know, Hirad,’ said Kild’aar, releasing his hands so he could drink. ‘Even so, we are only telling you this because you have had the dream and that makes you closer to us than we could ever have thought possible. It makes you family.’
‘Telling me what?’ Hirad took a long sip of the tea.
‘The dead of an elven family are never truly lost,’ said Rebraal. ‘We can always hear them if they need us.’
Hirad felt a thrill through his heart. ‘And can you talk to them?’
Kild’aar’s smile extinguished his hope. ‘It isn’t communication as you would understand it because the dead do not exist in any way you can conceive. But messages can still be passed. It is one of the purposes of the temple at Aryndeneth.’
‘The Al-Arynaar have been the keepers of this secret too,’ said Rebraal. ‘No other order can hear the dead. We learn it over years, decades. And even then it is difficult and uncertain.’
‘What do they ask you? Why would they need you?’
‘That is a difficult question to answer,’ said Kild’aar. ‘Elves make life bonds of incredible depth and often the transition to death is difficult. The dead seem to have moments of clarity amongst so much else we cannot guess at. They seek support if they feel lost. News of loved ones. They impart knowledge they had no time to speak when they were alive. You must understand that any communication that comes through is broken and sometimes all but incoherent. The dead no longer have the rules that guide us.’
‘All right,’ said Hirad carefully, trying to take it all in. ‘But that doesn’t explain one thing. How come I heard him tonight, if indeed I did?’
‘Oh you heard him, all right,’ said Rebraal. ‘But you shouldn’t have been able to and that is what is worrying us. I shouldn’t have been able to do any more than sense him outside of Aryndeneth.’
‘So didn’t you ask him what’s going on?’
‘I couldn’t. It was like he was shouting for anyone to hear him, to help him. Anyone with a connection as strong as family. Hirad, other Al-Arynaar have had this same dream in the past days . . . this same contact I should say. But no one can communicate at the temple. Something is wrong in the world of the dead. Something is threatening them.’
Hirad made to speak and then stopped, at a loss. He sat back in his chair. ‘What can threaten someone who is already dead?’
‘We don’t know,’ said Kild’aar, sharing a guilty glance with Rebraal. ‘Or at least, we aren’t sure.’
‘Well we’d better find out and fast,’ said Hirad. ‘We’ve got to help him.’
Hirad was half out of his chair before Rebraal’s hand on his shoulder pushed him back down.
‘That’s why we’re talking to you now. It might have been better in the light of day but since you are awake, now is the right time.’ Rebraal levered himself out of his chair, took all three mugs and jumped lightly down to the fire pit around which insects buzzed and died. ‘There are other elements to this which are too convenient to be coincidence.’
‘Like what?’
‘The lack of trade from Balaia. I don’t think you’ve thought why it’s happened. Despite the war, it was beginning to pick up before we left to come back here two years ago. But it stopped abruptly. Merchants who travelled north didn’t return. Elven vessels have reported seeing lights in the sky and felt a sense of wrong that no sailor will ignore. Ship’s mages think they have felt the edges of Communion, but faint and desperate. That’s why they won’t land.’
‘Don’t expect me to cry if they’ve managed to destroy Balaia. We did what we could. Everything they suffer they have brought on themselves.’
‘The Al-Arynaar who staye
d to help Julatsa have not returned. We sent others north a year ago to find out why and they are gone too but we can’t sense any of them among Shorth’s children.’
‘Who?’
‘Shorth’s children is the name we give to the dead. He looks over them.’
‘I thought he was a figure of fear,’ said Hirad.
‘Only to those who are our enemies,’ said Kild’aar. ‘A god of the dead is not necessarily vengeful on his own people. Ours is benevolent to those who serve our people well in life.’
‘I’m sorry for those you may have lost in Julatsa,’ said Hirad. ‘But it sounds to me like the college has fallen. Either to Dordover or Xetesk, it makes little difference.’
But both Rebraal and Kild’aar were shaking their heads.
‘Something else you’re not telling me?’
The two elves exchanged glances. Rebraal motioned the elder to speak.
‘In our mythology there is the belief that the dead face an enemy from whom they were sheltered in life. That death is a constant battle to achieve peace and sanctity of the soul. It is a belief shared with those on your continent Rebraal tells me, you call the Wesmen.’
‘I wouldn’t put yourselves in the same arena as them. Hardly worthy,’ said Hirad.
‘Do not scoff at what you do not understand,’ said Kild’aar sharply. ‘They have a link to Shorth’s children, this is certain.’
‘Oh, come off it. That’s all just primitive beliefs.’
‘At least they have beliefs!’ snapped Kild’aar. ‘That is the problem with humans. You have denied the teachings of generations and lost your religion and now it is coming back to haunt you. But like with everything you people do, you don’t think. And once again, you bring us trouble. This time to our dead.’
‘Gods burning, Kild’aar, calm down,’ said Hirad. ‘You’re blaming me for things I have no control over. Just tell me how I can help, that’s all I need to know.’
‘You need to know what all this is based on,’ said Kild’aar.
‘No I don’t,’ said Hirad. ‘Learning and me never went well together. Ilkar would tell you just to point me at the problem and tell me how to deal with it.’
Rebraal chuckled. ‘He’s right of course. But so is Kild’aar, Hirad. Look, this is what you need to know. You understand dimensions, you know the dragons have one and we have one. So do the dead, that is our belief, or else where do they go? No, don’t answer that. I’m not suggesting we could ever go there, it is hidden. But there are creatures who travel space and feed off the very thing that all creatures alive and dead hold. Life force, soul, call it whatever you want. Such is our belief.’
‘You’re talking about the demons,’ whispered Hirad, a chill stealing across him.
‘If that is what you call them,’ said Kild’aar.
‘We need Denser and Erienne,’ said Hirad. ‘They would know what to do.’
‘I think we will need the whole of The Raven. I have already taken the liberty of calling Thraun from the ClawBound patrols and messengers have been sent to Ysundeneth to find Darrick,’ said Rebraal. ‘I’m sorry, Hirad, but for such as yourself, there doesn’t seem to be any peace. Not for ever.’
Hirad shrugged. ‘But can even we do anything? I don’t understand, how can we help Ilkar?’
‘We aren’t sure,’ said Kild’aar. ‘And it will involve all of us. Humans, Wesmen and elves. But there is something about The Raven that burns brighter than life. Together, you can achieve that which as individuals you cannot. That none of us can. I can’t explain it. But Rebraal and Auum have seen it and all who meet you can feel it. If we are right the task is immense, perhaps impossible, but we must attempt it.’
‘You aren’t telling me anything I don’t know already. What I don’t know is what The Raven can do. Besides killing ourselves and standing by Ilkar, that is. So I’ll tell you what I’ll do. I’ll travel to Herendeneth with Thraun and Darrick if they want to go. The Raven will talk and we will decide. That’s our way.’
‘It is all we ask,’ said Kild’aar.
Hirad nodded. ‘You know, I’ve understood almost nothing of what you have said and I’m finding it hard to believe the rest. But I do know what I dreamed and if you say that means Ilkar is in trouble somehow, I will not rest until he is saved, whatever it takes. But first, I’m going to return to my bed, talk to Sha-Kaan. Perhaps he can explain it to me.’
‘The dragons would be a useful ally,’ said Rebraal.
‘They call the demons “Arakhe”, you know,’ said Hirad, getting up and placing his mug on the table between them. ‘What do you call them?’
‘ “Cursyrd”,’ said Kild’aar. ‘The robbers of life.’
‘We should start first thing in the morning. Will Thraun be here?’
‘Yes,’ said Rebraal. ‘Hirad. Thank you.’
‘I’m not doing this for any of us. Not for Balaia or Calaius. I’m doing it for Ilkar because he is Raven and he needs us.’ He laughed, surprising even himself. ‘You know it’s incredible. What is it about that elf? Even dead, he can’t keep out of bloody trouble.’
Chapter 9
Thraun had heard the ClawBound communication and knew it concerned him. He had spent the last days running as a panther’s shadow while she worked. Her partner had welcomed the wolf and together they had shown him so much of the ways of the forest and he had learned to love it again.
Two years and the only other man he had seen in that time had been Hirad. He missed the barbarian sometimes but in the rainforest, away from all the prejudices of man and the memories of the pack, he had learned to understand himself just as he slowly understood the ways of the ClawBound.
Nothing was quite as alive as the Calaian rainforest. Its sights, smells, joys and dangers. He had thrilled to hunt as a wolf and delighted in tracking as a man. He spoke the language of the panther, knew the signs of the ClawBound elves and spoke easily with Al-Arynaar and TaiGethen. He had never felt more at peace with himself in either form.
He knew why he had been accepted so easily where Hirad, for all his strengths, had struggled for three seasons at least. It was because he was not pure human and because he was looking for a new way to live and had an innate understanding of the ways of the forest. Hirad tried hard, but in the end he would always be making the best of what he had and yearning for the life he did not.
Still, Hirad had become an accomplished hunter and tracker and the elves respected him.
The communication had the overtones of sorrow laid on it because there were some of Tual’s creatures who would be leaving the rainforest and none knew when they would return. He could not grasp the nuances but he was undoubtedly one of the subjects.
There had just been a prolonged downpour and the forest at night smelled fresh, clean and vibrant. Thraun stood and brushed water from his clothes. The panther lay beside him, her head resting on her front paws, her eyes fixed on him. The ClawBound elf was crouched a little further distant, but at the sound of the communication he had taken up the calls and had walked back to stand by his partner.
‘It is me, isn’t it?’ said Thraun.
The elf nodded, his white-and-black-halved face impassive. He pointed away down the trails that led to Taanepol, where Hirad lived.
‘Others too,’ he said, voice gruff and forced.
‘Lead on,’ said Thraun.
He bent down and kissed the panther on her forehead. She growled, pleased. ‘We will run as brother and sister again another day.’
The panther’s ears pricked and she shot to her feet, looking north into the rainforest. Thraun heard a low call and the ClawBound relaxed. He became aware of sounds that he would not have picked up two years before, not as a man at any rate.
Auum, Duele and Evunn emerged from the vegetation. He greeted them each with the bear-hug that had become his trademark.
‘What’s happening?’ he asked.
‘Shorth’s children need us,’ said Auum. ‘And they need you too.’
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�Why?’
‘Because Ilkar is among them and Hirad needs The Raven.’
Thraun stopped in his tracks. The rain began again, pounding on the canopy above and searching towards the ground, spattering leaves and trunks, quietening the wildlife. Duele touched his arm. Thraun looked into the TaiGethen’s face, saw the fading scar there from Hirad’s accident with the jaqrui.
‘You will understand,’ he said. ‘We will explain on the way. But now we must go.’
‘Tai,’ said Auum. ‘We move.’
‘Now release the power gently into your mind and channel it through your construct,’ said Cleress. ‘Feel how the elements stay around you, nipping at your fingers, but they can’t release their energies because you have the control.’
‘It hurts,’ grated Erienne. ‘Gods, woman, it hurts.’
‘Hang on to it for a moment longer. Feel the pressure points and know you can eliminate any part of the elemental structure at any time for the effect you desire.’
‘The effect I want is not to have every muscle screaming at me.’
‘I think you might be exaggerating slightly but still, time to relax. Let it go but in control. See the power release harmlessly. Now stop. The shape you have, what will it do if you release hard and close off earth and stone as you do?’
‘It’ll rain won’t it?’
‘Find out. And don’t worry, you won’t do any harm.’
Erienne drew a breath, looked across at the ancient, stooped elf bathed in beautiful warm sunlight under a cloudless sky and scowled.
‘I wish you wouldn’t make me do this,’ she said.
‘Go on. I’ll keep them off you.’ She picked up one of the sticks she’d been leaning on and waved it minutely.
‘I feel safer already,’ said Erienne. She released the construct.
Elemental energy surged out of her mind and into the air. Broken from its shell, it fed on that around it, seeking equilibrium. As instructed, Erienne had shut off the energy from earth and stone, keeping it within her to bleed harmlessly back to its natural state.
What was left reacted immediately in the air above Herendeneth. Cloud boiled from nowhere, forming a dense black covering in moments. Mana light flashed within it, setting off the anticipated reaction. The deluge was brief but intense, drops the size of her thumb thundering into the ground, driving up spats of dirt and flattening leaves and grass to the earth.
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