Izzie jabbed off the monitor.
“Hey,” said Wags as the screen went dark. “I was downloading.” His eyes went to Nat; actually to a spot in midair a few inches off target. “Hope you’re not pissed about our little… debate last night, or the night before, Nattie, my friend. No harm done. And I brought you some chocolates, as a bribe.”
A box of chocolates lay on Wags’s old desk. They’d been gift-wrapped, but now the wrapping was ripped off, the box open, and three or four of the chocolates gone.
“Fact is, roomie, I’m moving back in. I can’t afford to neglect my education for another second. So if you’ll excuse me…” He reached for the monitor button.
Izzie grabbed his wrist. “Where is she?”
“That hurts a bit,” Wags said. “Ouch. I mean it.”
“Where is she?”
“Where’s who?”
With her free hand, the back of her free hand, Izzie smacked Wags across the face; harder than a smack, from the way his head jerked to the side, stunning him. Nat was stunned too.
“Where is Grace?” she said.
Wags gazed up at her, wide-eyed. “Is that like metaphysical or something?”
She raised her hand again; he winced in anticipation, like a dog Nat remembered in his neighborhood.
“Izzie,” he said. She froze, slowly lowered her hand. Her other hand still gripped Wags’s wrist.
Nat went to them, put his hand on Izzie’s. Her hand, so cold, relaxed. He uncoiled it from Wags’s wrist, looked down at Wags. “Do you know where she is?” he said.
“I don’t understand the question,” Wags said, his eyes still locked on Izzie. They filled with tears, like the eyes of a child badgered by the teacher.
“Did you take her down in the tunnels?” Nat said.
“The tunnels?”
“The tunnels under the campus.”
“There are tunnels under the campus?”
“You didn’t know?”
“Real, physical tunnels?”
“Yes.”
“You’ve been in them?”
“Yes.”
“And you never told me?” Wags smiled, a smile Nat didn’t like at all, with only one side of his mouth turning up and the eyes not participating. “Why am I surprised?”
“No time for therapy,” Izzie said. Wags’s smile, what there was of it, vanished. “Does this belong to you?” She held up the black satin bowling jacket.
“No.”
She shoved the jacket at him. “Put it on.”
Wags rose, unsteady, as though his legs were weak, put on the jacket. “Is this like Cinderella?” he said. It was much too big.
Izzie reached behind the collar, turned it out. “XXXL,” she said.
“He’s got nothing to do with it,” Nat said.
“With what?” said Wags.
They didn’t answer.
“These tunnels-are they scary?” Wags said. “I’d like to see them, at your earliest convenience. Also, I’m growing partial to the jacket.”
“You can’t have it,” Nat said.
“Can I borrow it?”
“No.”
Wags took off the jacket, handed it to him obediently.
“What do you want to do?” Nat said.
“Resume my education, I already told you. Beginning with Fatty Arbuckle.”
“I meant do you want me to call your parents or do you want to go back to the hospital?”
“Give me a hard one,” Wags said.
They sent him to the hospital in a taxi.
“Now what?” said Izzie; back in Nat’s room.
“I don’t know,” Nat said. But what could it be? Either Grace had heard her father’s analysis and had some sort of violent psychological reaction or… what? He couldn’t think of anything else. “She must have overheard.”
“What makes you so sure?”
“It’s part of a pattern.”
“Pattern?”
“Grand Central Station,” Nat said, “all over again.”
“Grand Central Station?”
“When your family was splitting up and Grace stood on the railing.”
A look he hadn’t seen before, at least on her, appeared on Izzie’s face. He wouldn’t have thought her capable of a look like that if he hadn’t seen what she’d done to Wags.
“You know everything about us, don’t you?” she said.
“You didn’t have to tell me.”
“I shouldn’t have.”
They sat in silence. The wind was blowing harder now, driving snowflakes against the glass; they made a soft drumming sound.
“We just sit here, then,” Izzie said, “waiting for her to reappear. Is that the plan?”
Nat had no other; but this one had a flaw. First he just sensed it, an uneasy feeling, then he identified it, then it grew bigger in his mind: the bowling jacket, size XXXL. He picked it up and did what he probably should have done in the first place. He searched the pockets. There were two. Nothing in the left-hand one. Something in the right; something his fingers identified before he even pulled it out: a switchblade knife. There were always a few kids at Clear Creek High who carried them. He pressed the button. The blade, longer than the ones he’d seen, snapped out. Nat knew then that she was right and he was wrong. Something bad was happening.
Izzie held out her hand.
He gave it to her.
“Like this?” she said.
Like that.
She folded the knife, stuck it in her pocket.
“Let’s go,” he said. She was already moving.
They went down to the cave. Everything, the whole mess, was exactly the way they’d left it, except for the painting of the nude bathers and the centaur, the painting that had fallen. Now it was propped against the wall, facing the wrong way. On the back, in big black letters: A milion sounds nice. Right here soon say by dark. Call the cops and she die$.
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Identify and explain: “There is so much goodness in cunning.”
— Single-paragraph essay question one, final exam, Philosophy 322
Was luck still with him? Bottom line: yes. The expression bottom line pleased him; the kind of expression he was going to need in the future. A golden future. He’d asked for a break-who deserved one more? — and maybe he’d gotten one, maybe the breaks would finally start breaking his way. The kid from the flats, on his way to the big time. For one thing, he had the girl.
Drop-dead fuck-you, and he had her! Had one of them: they were twins, of course, not just sisters, he knew that now, had figured it out, maybe a little late; twins, so one couldn’t be bigger than the other, none of that big-sister-little-sister shit. And the one he had probably wasn’t as good-looking as the other one right now, not after their little-not fight, he didn’t want to say fight, more like a dust-up. But any-he didn’t want to say damage, more like nicks and scratches-any of that was probably temporary, and even if not, she was still drop-dead fuck-you, the best-looking girl ever in his life, bar none. Wouldn’t trade her for a million bucks.
Just joking.
“Babe,” he said. They had funny names, these twins, names he had never really grasped, couldn’t relate to. He just called this one babe. “Babe?”
She wasn’t answering.
Freedy could live with that. They both, he and she, needed a little breather, were both a little banged up. His right arm was still funny, not dangling useless anymore, but not right. That was one of the reasons his initial encounter with the girl hadn’t gone smooth as planned. He hadn’t been 100 percent, but take nothing away from her. A girl, and she’d given him a bit of trouble, more than Saul and his big boys. Amazing. Was it possible that at one point he’d even been lying on the floor while she climbed that rope ladder, almost to the top, almost free and clear? And those scratches on his face, and one eye half shut, not as bad as hers, but still. She was amazing.
She was amazing and he liked that. “Babe?” he said.
Not answering. He liked
that too. He was getting more mature. A man, a diesel, buff, ripped fuckin’ animal such as himself needed a woman to match. That was the revelation that had hit him while he lay beside her in the spyhole room between F tunnel and the dollhouse, both of them just breathing for a while. He liked her. And would he answer in her place? Hell no.
Having a woman of your own power, making the right match-it went back to Adam and Eve. Had he ever had a woman like that, an equal, in his life? Not close. Nothing against Estrella, he’d learned a lot from her, especially practical things, like how to make dreams come true, but she wasn’t close.
“Going to need some information from you,” he said.
Not answering. No sound in the spyhole room but the dripdripping, nothing to see but total blackness.
Needed information, to make this dream come true. He’d already made-didn’t want to say a mistake-not the best moves once or twice, no fault of his own. Like forgetting to write a ransom note at first-maybe not the best move. Had to give people guidance, right? Had to provide leadership. Meant he’d had to leave the spyhole room, go all the way back, down F, into N, over to the trapdoor, down inside again, retracing the whole route he’d dragged her, just to write that note like he should have in the first place. He needed a-what did they call it? — detail person. He hadn’t dragged her all the way back with him, of course, hadn’t had to since she’d still been, not unconscious, more like sleeping, or whatever.
“Need that information,” he said.
Not answering.
And maybe there’d been one or two other-glitches, that was it-glitches, too, but how could they be blamed on him? Want to grab a million bucks as it flies by? Have to act fast. He’d acted fast, pounced on her as soon as he knew what was happening, soon as the other sister had left. Hadn’t expected that much resistance, who would have? That, and forgetting the note, two glitches. What if no one came down again and saw the note, or came when it was too late? Too late? A funny thought: how could it be too late?
Wasn’t like him to fret this way. He felt in his pocket: one andro left, two hits of meth. Sampled the meth, felt a little better. And not to fret, because the next moment, or not long after, Freedy heard people moving again on the far side of the wall. That meant they’d be seeing the ransom note. It also meant she could maybe hear them too, maybe cause a little trouble. He lit a candle-all he had, one little candle, her flashlight all busted during the dust-up-looked over at her, lying nearby on the dirt floor. Oh yeah, slipped his mind: her face, the mouth part anyway, was taped up with electrician’s tape from the utilities room in the sub-basement under building 31.
Mouth taped up, probably the reason she’d hadn’t been answering him, because she wasn’t sleeping anymore. Her eyes were open; eye, actually, the one that would open. Open and on him, but she was listening, he could feel it. He put his finger to his lips, letting her know it wasn’t a good time for talk, and rose-slowly, even painfully-to look through the spyhole.
Freedy saw a flashlight beam pointing at the back of the painting with his note. On track. He heard a voice, the other sister: “I suppose you’re going to say that’s her own writing.”
“No,” said someone else; the college kid. The college kid started shining his light here and there, right into Freedy’s eyes for a second. Freedy shrank back, blew out the candle. And the moment he did, the girl, the sister that was his, made a thumping sound. How? He’d thought of everything, had her arms and legs taped tight to the utility pipe. So she had to be doing it with her head. She was banging the floor with her head to get their attention. Freedy was on her with all his weight just as she did it again, a muffled thump on the dirt floor. Could they have heard? He listened; no sound came from the other side of the wall.
Freedy lay on her with all his weight. She was amazing: imagine doing that, with the way her head must be feeling after that sleep, or whatever. He lay on her, subduing her, kind of. Could have forced himself on her right there, felt like it in a way. But was that how he wanted it? No. A man like him didn’t need to force himself on a woman; all he had to do was give her a taste of what he was about, and she’d be forcing herself on him. Was it unreasonable to think that given time to forget all the unpleasantness, this drop-dead fuck-you American dream girl would see what a good match they were? He’d been joking when he’d had that thought about not trading her for a million dollars, but why did he have to make a choice at all? Wasn’t-yes! — wasn’t the hero supposed to get the money and the girl at the end?
Freedy rolled off her, got up, felt along the wall till he found his spyhole, peered through. The room was silent and dark. They were gone. That meant he had work to do.
“Need a little help here,” he said. A detail person: what he’d always been missing. “We have to plan this out.”
He relit the candle, gazed down at her. She was awake, the one eye that could open, open. It was pure gold in the candlelight, which was kind of cool, pure gold, fixed on him like that.
“We got some thinking to do,” he said. “You know how it works, right? Start with an idea, make a plan, stick to it.” He liked talking to her, liked the way his voice sounded talking to her, quiet, casual, close, like they were soul mates. Potential soul mates: he didn’t want to be unrealistic at this stage. “The idea we already know,” he said. “A million dollars. Now we just have to figure out the plan and stick to it.”
They watched each other, watched each other by candlelight. Women had a thing for candlelight. Candlelight, flowers, candy: what the hell was that all about? A man likes that kind of shit and he’s gay. So did women want their men to be gay? Made no sense.
“You like candlelight?” he said. “Flowers? Candy?”
No answer, what with the tape job. The gold eye just watched him, blinking now and then.
The idea: a million bucks, a cool million. The plan: the money would appear in that room on the other side of the wall, less than ten feet away, by dark. He’d take it, leave the girl, be in Florida the next day. Sounded good, better than good. The life he had ahead of him-he went cold, actually went cold thinking about it.
Were there any holes in the plan, any weak spots? He lay back on the dirt floor, tried to think of some. Couldn’t come up with any and was ready to stop, to just enjoy that feeling of success around the corner, when one cropped up. What if they did call the cops? Then came another: what if they didn’t call the cops, but brought fake money, too well made for him to tell? And a third: what if he wasn’t ready to give her up? And there were others. He could sort of see them, shapeless dark things slouching in his mind.
“A situation like this”-Freedy didn’t want to use the word kidnapping — “turns out to be complicated. Hell if I know why-there’s only two parts to it. You and the money. So how come everything’s so…” He couldn’t think of the word. The gold eye watched him. Whatever the word was, she knew it.
Freedy sat up. His shoulder gave him a twinge. Maybe that made his voice harsher than he’d intended when he spoke to her. “I’m going to take the tape off your mouth, babe. But any glitches and it’s right back on, good and tight. Comprendo?”
Comprendo: could he have picked a better moment to slip in a foreign word?
No response. The gold eye watched him. She was something else. Made for him. He pinched a corner of the tape between thumb and index finger and ripped it off. She didn’t make a sound. Made for him in heaven.
Her lips parted. Some blood, not a lot. She took a deep breath. He could hear it, like a warm breeze. He seriously considered leaning over and giving her a kiss.
She spoke; real quiet. She didn’t have a strong voice like her sister, shouting through the walls. “I need a doctor,” she said.
“Me too,” said Freedy.
The gold eye watched him.
“Won’t be long,” Freedy said. “First I need that million.”
“Let me go,” she said, and paused for breath. “Let me go and I’ll make sure you get it.”
“Think I’
m stupid or something?”
“No.”
“The fact is I own my own business.”
She was silent.
“Built from scratch. You wouldn’t understand. College girl. College girl up on College Hill, everything handed to you on a silver spoon, if you see where I’m coming from.”
No answer. Now maybe it wasn’t quite so cool, this silence of hers. He leaned over, went and did it: kissed her on the lips, real light, but sending a message. She didn’t move a muscle.
“No more bullshit, that’s all. Promise?”
Pause. A real long one.
“Say yes or the tape’s back on.”
Another pause, but not as long. Then: “Yes.” He could barely hear it.
Her lips were warm. That feeling lingered on his own lips. He knew for a fact: life, his own life, was going to be sweet.
“Familiar with the flats?” he said.
“No.”
“Why would you be, right?”
“I need a doctor.”
“Why would you be? That’s the whole point. Even though the flats is this whole town, except the goddamn college. Say hello to the kid from the flats.”
She didn’t. The gold eye closed. He closed his own eyes, went over the plan. What if they did call the cops? He’d hear them coming, of course, hear them in the tunnels, but what good would that do? He’d be trapped. Have to kill her then-that’s what it said in the note. Then what?
He opened his eyes. “Time for a little…,” he began. What was the word? The gold eye opened, watched him. A little what? He knew the word, had heard it a thousand times on the infomercials. Something about thunder, lightning: “Brainstorming!”
Maybe he’d said it a bit loud. He lowered his voice, back to that intimate level he liked to use with her. “Time for a little brainstorming,” he said. “You understand what I mean by that term? It’s an entrepreneurial kind of thing.”
“Yes.”
“This friend of mine, she and me used to do a lot of brainstorming. Back when I was just starting out.”
Freedy got the feeling she was going to say something. He waited, heard the dripping sounds. She spoke: “What happened to her?”
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