by Cris Beam
What are your earliest impressions of J’s best friend, Melissa? Do you find her to be a good friend? Using textual examples, support your position.
How would you characterize the relationship between J and Melissa, and how does it change over the course of the novel?
Explain the significance of the title, I Am J. In what ways does it accurately describe the events and relationships portrayed in the novel?
After being attacked on the subway, J vows to become a “genuine freak.” Coupled with the constant misunderstandings of his sexuality, how does this experience serve as a catalyst that drives J to reinvent himself?
J’s mother tells him, “You can learn to love the life you’re handed.” Do you agree with her assessment? Why or why not?
In what ways is J’s life similar to Melissa’s? How are they different? What are some of the unique challenges faced by each of them? Do you think one has a significantly easier life? Explain your answer.
J uses his photography to help make Melissa better understand him. Consider the photograph he stages to share with her; how is this image symbolic of who he is?
Compare the parent/child relationships in the story: J and his mother, J and his father, and Melissa and her mother. To what extent are the relationships of these characters shaped by the world around them? To what extent do their relationships shape that world?
After a relaxed portrait session with his parents, J thinks, “I want to remember them like this.” To what extent do you think J understands how the bond between him and his parents will be changed?
In your opinion, does J’s new school provide him the support he needs? What are the advantages and disadvantages to attending a nontraditional school?
Describe J’s relationship with Blue; in what ways are his actions “typical” of a player in a high school romance? What does he ultimately learn from this failed relationship?
Throughout the novel, readers witness the complexities of the various relationships among the characters. Consider which relationship seemed most similar to one of your own personal relationships. What about it reminded you of your experiences?
Consider the novel’s cover. In what ways is the image symbolic of the events that transpire throughout the course of the book?
Blue tells J, “You’ve probably never wanted to be anything different than what you are.” Given that readers fully understand the irony of her statement, why might Blue have such an opinion of J?
J’s obsession with getting on “T” is indicative of his emotional state; do you think he will be satisfied in the end? Why or why not?
Consider Melissa’s dancing, Blue’s painting, and J’s photography. What role does art play in the lives of each of these characters? In what ways does it allow them to express their vision of their world?
Using the phrase “This is a story about…” supply five words to describe I Am J. Explain your choices.
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Contents
WELCOME
DEDICATION
IN MEMORIAM
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
AUTHOR’S NOTE
RESOURCES
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
NEWSLETTERS
COPYRIGHT
Copyright
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Copyright © 2011 by Cris Beam
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