MasterMind_An Anna Monroe and Never Far crossover

by A. A. Dark

  I leaned in, kissing her cheek. The pressure against my lips increased as she couldn’t help but lean into me.

  “I love you, Anna. I’m going home. Our home. You should come home too when you’re finished. I’ll be waiting for you…in bed.”

  Shock mingled with an array of emotions as I pulled back. I knew I’d caught her off-guard, but I didn’t care.

  “Braden—”

  My finger pressed against her lips, holding for only a moment before I traced to her jaw and tilted her head back.

  “You don’t have to say anything. I’m going home. I hope to see you there. Don’t get into any trouble.”

  I went to kiss her, but movement had me pausing and looking over. Boston’s eyes were nearly closed to slits as he looked at us. The detective in me flared, sending possession and protectiveness for Anna soaring. Before I could do anything, her stare followed mine and she stepped out of my hold.

  “I’ll see you at home. Sleep well.”

  “No…” I moved back in her direction. “I think I’ll stay and help.”

  “There’s really no need,” Anna argued. “You’ll be exhausted.”

  “Actually, we could probably use his help.” Boston was almost smiling now, leaning down to separate the fliers. The reaction had transitioned so fast, it had me questioning whether I’d seen it at all.

  Dr. Patron reached over, grabbing papers from Boston, but paused as Boston went to hand Anna her stack. “Wait. Let’s go in pairs. One can hang them and go into the businesses while the other can stand just outside and pass them out to pedestrians walking by. I think we can circulate them faster that way. Anna, would you like to come with me? I’d really like to talk to you, if you don’t mind.”

  “Oh.” She looked between us, nodding. “Sure. We can take this side of the street if Boston and Braden want to cover the other.”

  “Sounds good to me.” Boston threw me a grin. I kept quiet, glancing at Anna before her and the doctor took off. When my attention came to Boston, that look was back in his eyes. The one that reminded me of me.

  “Let’s skip the mindless bullshit conversation you’re about to start. What are you up to with Anna?”

  Boston stayed at my side as we began jogging across the street. Traffic was increasing as the lunch crowd began to pick up.

  “I don’t know what you mean, Detective. Anna’s helping me. I consider her a new friend. I like her.”

  “More than a friend?”

  “I beg your pardon?”

  Anger bordering on rage had Boston stopping on the sidewalk. His eyes were narrowed again, and he was doing nothing to conceal it.

  “That,” I snapped. “That look. You gave it to me when I was about to kiss Anna. Why would you do that?”

  “You’re mistaken. If I was giving you some sort of look, it wasn’t intentional. Maybe I was thinking. I do have a lot on my mind, you know. Like Lucy,” he said, thrusting the stack of papers he held toward me. “Lucy, you know, the one who’s missing. The one you’re supposed to be looking for.”

  “And you think I’m not?”

  “Well, I don’t know, Detective, you tell me. Every time I see you, you’re chasing around the one person who is doing everything she can to bring back the woman I love. Shouldn’t you be out there doing your job? Knocking on doors, or interrogating possible witnesses? Something? Anything, but distracting Anna?”

  A smile came to my face. “When you see me, I am doing my job. Even off hours, like now. You may relate this to Anna, but who was the closest person to Lucy? You. Just because you were there when she was taken doesn’t completely rule you out.”

  “Then you’re barking up the wrong tree and wasting your time. Someone took Lucy and she needs our help. Anna and I are doing everything in our power to find her. What are you doing? What is the Rockford Police Department doing? I see nothing. I hear nothing. Lucy needs you. She needs everyone she can get and you’re not helping.”

  “You’re wrong.” My tone softened from training. He was getting too worked up. I meant to calm him, but I knew exactly what he was feeling. “We’re doing a lot more than you know. Right this very minute, other detectives are following up on leads. Lucy is never not being looked for. We have a good department. We’re all over this. Trust me. Just because you see me doesn’t mean Lucy is being neglected. We happen to have gotten in a call late last night. A tip that sounds promising.

  Boston’s lips parted as he stepped closer. “A tip? Did they say where she was? Did they say who had her?”

  “That’s something I’m not at liberty to discuss. What I can tell you is this person gave us information on Melanie Ways we didn’t release. They knew things. Saw things. And I believe they saw him. But I didn’t tell you that.”

  Chapter 18

  Anna

  “I want to apologize again for our bad start. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking over the situation, and since I’ve been here, I’ve been defensive toward you. If you’ll give me a few moments, I can explain why.”

  I handed one of the flyers to a passerby, pausing to glance at Dr. Patron. “All right. Explain.”

  A deep sigh left him as he taped the paper to a large informational board located in the middle of the sidewalk. Ads and services littered the space, but he didn’t seem to care as he secured it over a lawncare sheet.

  “As you know, I work with many dangerous people. Boston, he’s like a son to me. Sure, he has flaws, but I’ve done so well helping him overcome them. His life was finally coming together with Lucy. I was proud.” He paused, frowning. “I know your history. You and Boston are more alike than you know. I fear he may relapse, and not just on the obsession. He’s a killer, Anna, like you. He enjoys torture. Loves it, actually. The two of you together…it could be disastrous. He’s not as smart as you. I’ve seen your work. I know your skill. But what sets the two of you apart is your minds. You have what it takes to get away with murder. To control your actions. Without my guidance, Boston does not. His obsession rules him, and someday, he may make a mistake. I’d hate for it to come to that.”

  My hand shot out, passing more flyers. “Amazing. You completely condone murder from our kind.”

  The doctor frowned. “Our kind? You make you and everyone like you sound so heinous. Aside from the killing, do you value yourself so little? Did you think Boston was a horrible person before you knew the truth?”

  “No, of course not.”

  “No, because what you and Boston harbor does not make you the people you are. Those episodes are beyond your control. Just because you have a need to commit these acts doesn’t mean you’re completely wasted as a human being. It doesn’t devalue your personality as a whole. Look at the detective. He loves you. That’s evident in the way he acts. And Lucy, she adores Boston. Why should I turn my back on people just because they have a fatal flaw they can’t help? I’m sorry, I can’t do that. What I can do is help protect them. And I want to help you, Anna. Not in the ways to make you stop. Not even any way that would change who you are right now. All I want is to help you cover your tracks so you never have to worry about losing or hurting the people you love.”

  “Why?” My voice was almost inaudible. My heart was pounding as I let his words sink in. Wasn’t holding the secret inside the hardest part of murder? There were times I wished I’d had someone to speak to. To confess to, just to ease the need to do it again. But I almost couldn’t deny I felt he was using that knowledge to sway me. It left me even more defensive, although I didn’t show it. I had wanted to learn more about Dr. Patron, and this could be my chance.

  “I’ve been doing this a long time. I’ve met and seen all sorts of people. I will admit, my reasons for working with the FBI were not always honorable toward the end. They became lessons. Insight, if you will. I’m telling you this because I believe I can help you. Boston aside, I was drawn to you long before this. Even to your mother. I wanted to help her then, but I couldn’t. I regret that. Both of your paths could have been completely d
ifferent. There’s nothing I can do about that now, except step in when I should have long ago. I do not judge, and I do not steer my patients in a direction they aren’t willing to go. You lead, and I follow. I’m here for you, no matter the situation. You have to know that. Work with me, Anna. Tell me what you want, and I’ll do everything in my power to make it possible. I’ll give you therapy if you need it, schedules for anyone you want gone, medical and mental insight only I can offer, an alibi if needed. Whatever the case.”

  I scanned over the doctor’s face, stopping at the dark shades he was wearing.

  “Take off the glasses. I want to see you.”

  There was hesitation. Slowly, the doctor’s arm came up. What I was met with was a pair of narrowed eyes—bruised eyes.

  “What happened?”

  He shrugged. “I don’t work like this with all my patients like I’m offering with you. First and foremost, I’m a psychiatrist. Some patients aren’t so compliant. I’m afraid the one I’ve been seeing up here is a loose cannon. He doesn’t always like my advice.”

  “So why give it? Why keep working with him?”

  “I won’t be for much longer. I’m afraid he’s beyond my help, and I don’t say that easily. I hate giving up. I believe everyone can be helped, but they have to want it. Anna…” he stepped in, keeping his eyes on me, “let me help. I see your reluctance, but I can be very beneficial if you’ll let me.”

  “I don’t know.”

  “I promise you can trust me. Me, over anyone. I’m not a boyfriend, a spouse, or a parent. I’m a friend who has a hell of a track record and wants to help you live as normal of a life as possible with the cards you’ve been dealt. No one, especially those closest to you, will ever know what you don’t want them to.”

  Dreams of me and Braden came. A normal life together. My killer’s dream of getting away with my evil deeds without worry. Someone to confess to… I quickly pushed temptation away, using it to feign interest. “How does it work? I don’t have a lot of money.”

  A smile tugged at his lips. “For you, not a thing. Your case is special. What I saw between you and the detective is special. That means more to me than money. And I can prove my loyalty. Give me a name. The one that causes the biggest reaction to your…other you. Let me show you what I’m capable of. Let me gain your trust before you decide against this.”

  He placed his glasses back on, and I barely saw as I thrust a flyer in the direction of another passerby. Boston and Braden were almost directly even with us on the other side of the street. The moment I looked over, Braden seemed to know, and he looked over to me.

  I licked my lips, bringing my attention back to the doctor. “You’ll give me information on this person? Is that what you’re saying? For my other me?”

  “I’ll give you more than you could imagine. Think about it, Anna: your wildest dreams coming true with absolutely zero consequences. You can have your detective and a normal life without fear he or anyone else finds out.”

  “That’s almost impossible for me to believe. There’s always risk.”

  “Not with me. Why do you think they pay me the big bucks? Like I said, if it comes down to it, I’ll pick up and dispose of this person myself. I’ll alibi you. I’ll keep you safe. As many times as you need.”

  “You’re serious.” It wasn’t a question. I could barely believe what I was being told. My mind reeled, and I fought a need I could barely contain. As many times as I wanted...? Tingling raced over my skin, and wetness had me rubbing my thighs together. Flashes of girls, of my darkest, bloodiest fantasies came to life, nearly making me moan. I was back in No One’s basement. Back to straddling those girls he’d brought in for me. The red lipstick covered my lips, and I was rubbing my pussy along the top of their slit, anticipating the massacre that would soon come. And there was no risk if I fell in with Dr. Patron. No chance of Braden ever finding out. What sweet temptation he dangled in front of me.

  “All you have to do is give me a name—one name. I’ll show you what trust is meant to feel like. You’ll have that with me, Anna. Trust.”

  “I…” I jerked at the collar of my shirt, trying to stop the way my body was reacting. All I could see was red. Red everywhere. It was beyond tempting, but also terrifying. I let the sensations and reactions become dominant. I let him believe what I wanted him to. Inside, I knew I couldn’t fall for this. “I…just don’t know.”

  “Oh, but you do. Name, Anna. Let me hear it.”

  Again, I went back to looking at Braden. He could have found me. He could have prevented the loss of our son if only…no. I would not blame him a moment longer. It was me. It had always been my fault.

  “Davis. Davis Knight.”

  “The reporter from the news?”

  I nodded stiffly, hating that I was giving him the real name of the man I wanted dead. “No One’s almost brother. He knew. He knew the entire time, and he did nothing.”

  Dr. Patron’s hand flattened on my back as he leaned in to whisper in my ear. “I know all about what he did. He’s yours. How soon do you want to do this?”

  “Uh…”

  “It’s okay. I know you’re nervous. This isn’t something you feel comfortable talking about, but I promise you won’t regret it.”

  Seconds went by. Life continued for the people passing. But not for me. The grief from my son lingered through every part of me, crushing into my usually numb heart. Instead, I focused on the doctor and what I could learn about him.

  “I already sort of made plans. He goes on vacation soon.”

  “Perfect.” Dr. Patron stepped back. “If you made plans, I can perfect them to the point of no risk. I’ll be in touch with you soon. And that’s all we’ll say about it until then. Shall we?” He gestured ahead, and I followed in a fog as he swept inside local shops. I continued passing out the papers, wondering if my suspicion had just caused me to make the biggest mistake of my life.

  ****

  “We did good. I think the flyers will help spread the news if people aren’t watching television. If someone knows anything, hopefully they’ll call the number.” Braden took a drink of water and looked over to me as we all picked at our lunch. Only Dr. Patron seemed to have an appetite, and I knew all too well why. “So, what now?” Braden continued.

  I glanced at Boston, but took the lead.

  “Now, we go back to working on the map.”

  “Map?” Dr. Patron looked up from his sandwich.

  “We’re going over neighborhoods, trying to narrow down where Lucy may be. It’ll be a long few hours, but I think with Boston helping me, we can finish by tonight.”

  “Before I go to work?”

  My eyes flickered to Braden. I knew he wanted more alone time, but I was still apprehensive. The nod from Dr. Patron had me changing position in my seat. Regret. It was already starting to sink in.

  “I’m not sure. I still need to add a lot of detail.”

  “We could find her by then. You forget you’re not the only one working the case.”

  “And this is not the only case I plan to work.”

  Braden paused in lifting his fork. “So, this is going to be a thing with you now? Anna, the news reporter, solving crimes in her spare time?”

  “Why not?”

  Braden pulled out his wallet, placing a twenty-dollar bill on the table. “Maybe because it’s not your job, it’s mine. If…” he trailed off, glancing to Boston and Dr. Patron, but coming back to me. “I’m tired and I have to be at work in a few hours. We’ll talk about this later. I’m going home. I hope you come home soon too.”

  He stood, and I remained quiet as he gave me a look, but ultimately turned away and began leaving. Silence lasted for only a few moments before Dr. Patron’s low voice cut through.

  “You don’t like him?”

  Boston’s eyes met mine, but he remained quiet.

  “Talk to me. I’ve seen the looks you’ve been giving the detective. Anna has to hear what’s on your mind. We have no secrets in this
circle, Boston.”

  “Anna deserves better.”

  “Excuse me?”

  Anger tinged my words, but I kept it under control as Boston leaned in toward me.

  “I thought he was different at first, but I don’t like the way he talks to you. You need love, not lectures. Besides, you keep pushing him away, and he won’t go.”

  “You should know a little about that. That’s the love part you’re missing,” I snapped. “Braden loves me. That’s why he keeps pushing. And he also knows me, hence the lectures. Stay away from him.”

  “Are you threatening me?”

  “Calm, you two. No one is threatening anyone. Boston,” Dr. Patron said, turning, “we know you mean well, looking out for Anna, but you must remember she’s more than capable of deciding what’s best. If that’s Detective Casey, that’s her choice. You have Lucy.”

  “I know I have Lucy.”

  “Anna,” the doctor said, ignoring Boston, “you have to understand what the two of you are experiencing right now is completely normal given the circumstances. You have nothing to fear from Boston. His behavior, although appearing aggressive, is anything but. He likes you, and therefore feels protective over you. He knows better than to ruin that by doing something rash.”

  “Does he? Do you?” I asked, mirroring him as I rested over the white table cloth nearly a foot from his own leaning form.

  “I won’t hurt your precious detective. Unless he hurts you.”

  “Braden would never. And like I said before, stay away from him. If anything happens…if I find out you were anywhere near him…”

  “Okay. Enough.” Dr. Patron snapped his fingers for the check, but my stare never left Boston’s. I didn’t think he’d truly go after Braden, but I still didn’t know him. He killed. He and the doctor admitted as much. So why wasn’t I afraid that he’d back up his threat? No, I knew. That would hurt me, and instinct told me Boston wouldn’t do that.