by Anna Lewis
He was looking at them both with such pleading eyes that they felt compelled to ask him to stay… they could hardly send him back out there to be killed when he was helping humans.
“You can stay with us,” Talia gushed. “If that’s okay with you B?”
“What’s your name?” B asked, still sounding a little untrusting despite everything that he’s just heard. “Your Earth name I mean.”
“Wade,” the guy shot back quickly, stunning Talia. She assumed that they would all have unusual names like B, but Wade was very typical. She actually had a Wade in her class when she was a kid… not that she thought this was the same guy, but she supposed it was possible. The aliens could shift their shape in any way they wanted after all.
“And what do you personally intend to do after the war is done, no matter what way it goes?” B continued, a harshness to his tone that made Talia wince. All she wanted to do was help this guy and she couldn’t understand why B didn’t feel the same. Sure it put a little stickler to whatever the hell was going on between them, but the war was so much bigger than the two of them – why couldn’t B see it in exactly the same way?
“I don’t know,” Wade sighed sadly. “I just… I like it here on Earth, that’s all. I want to stay, and I do hope that’s possible, but for the time being I’m more focused on the war just being done.”
That statement seemed to be enough to convince B, and he stepped aside to invite Wade in. Talia was glad because it meant that they were helping someone else that didn’t agree with the war, but there was definitely a little pit of upset inside of her too. Sure, this was bigger than them, but she had just become aware that they would have no privacy anymore, not even enough to discuss what had just happened between them.
Sex with B had been unexpected and surprising, but it had lit a fire inside of her that wasn’t settling down. She felt like she’d developed some strong feelings for him during the time he was inside of her, and she couldn’t help but panic that they might never get the chance to explore those feelings more.
Of course, they couldn’t ever become something real – especially since relationships between humans and the Ec’dua were pretty much banned – but that didn’t stop her from wondering and hoping…
***
Things had changed rapidly for Talia. It was as if B had awoken a hungry beast inside of her that couldn’t be tamed. She felt horny all the time, and it was driving her insane. She didn’t get a moment’s rest from being turned on, and the more time she spent around him, the more intense that feeling became – it was almost as if he was feeling it too, and that was making her worse.
The only problem was, it wasn’t even B that was doing it for her… or at least not just B. In a weird way, despite the fact that Wade wasn’t anything like the sort of guy that Talia thought she would ever go for normally, she was finding him increasingly attractive as time went on, and that was awful. She wasn’t the sort of person who would ever cheat on a man, so she didn’t even know what to think. Not that she and B were a definite couple either… her head was simply a mess!
All she knew for sure was that whenever she was with B, she wanted to tear his clothes off and explore his body again, and whenever she was with Wade, she wanted to know what he was like in bed too. She would fantasize about kissing him, about stripping him down slowly and connecting all of his body with hers. She pictured running her mouth over him, tracing her fingers all over his body, and feeling him inside of her too – and that was the same whether he was in his human or natural form – something else that she found incredibly attractive about him.
While that was going on, seemingly oblivious the guys took turns to go out and scout for information about the war, needing to know where it was going while they were locked away. There was talk of some massive battle looming, and they needed to know where it was and when it was happening. While they were out they would get Talia some human food, for which she felt extremely grateful. She hated being such a burden to these guys. She felt guilty that they were doing so much for her and all she was doing was being useless. She hated it, it made her half miss the days when it was only herself that she had to rely on. At least then she felt like she was being strong. She didn’t feel like she was a burden to anyone. She much preferred being the badass she had always assumed she was, rather than this girl who had nothing to offer… not really.
She just wished that she could think of some way to repay them, but she couldn’t. Not while her brain was so confused and all over the place. She could barely even think, never mind make any serious decisions about anything. It was a vicious cycle that she couldn’t seem to get out of.
***
“It is my turn to leave,” B said sadly, stroking Talia’s cheek as they stood alone in the hallway, actually enjoying one single private moment together. It was just a shame that it had to be under such stressful conditions. “You look after yourself, won’t you?”
“I will,” she replied, staring at him, feeling just as emotional. She hated it when either of them were absent, it made her uncomfortable. She was only happy when all three of them together, and she knew that they were all safe. “You be careful too, okay? You’re the one out there, risking your life. I’m just stuck here, being useless.”
“You aren’t useless,” B whispered to her, wanting to fill her up with all of the emotions that were flooding through him, but unable to. He didn’t see how he could make her understand just how much she meant to him, and how amazing she was, but with so much fear coursing through her veins, nothing else would get in.
He couldn’t control her, even with the intense bond they had, but he could fill the room with emotions, which he often did to prevent her from feeling sad. But when her feelings were that strong, there was nothing he could do.
They embraced, saying a tender goodbye, but by the time Talia had turned back around and the door closed behind B, it was as if he’d been forgotten and that her mind was filled with thoughts of Wade. It always amazed her how that happened… well, afterwards when she was lying alone in her bed, pretending to be asleep. At the time she simply became swept away by it all. She simply allowed the emotions to consume her, however confusing they were. She did enjoy them, and she liked the distraction they brought too. If she was agonizing over her feelings for these guys, then she wasn’t getting sad, thinking about the war, and everything it spelled for them. She certainly didn’t like thinking about the end of the war, when everything would change all over again. That was the most terrifying thoughts of them all. Those were the ones that she really couldn’t cope with.
“Wow, I never knew that being on the run was going to be filled with such long, endless boring hours,” Wade joked, trying his best to make her smile. He spent a lot of his time in his human form, but every so often it was as if the façade would slip and he would return to the odd shape that Talia considered his real Ec’dua form. He was purpler, with a much larger head, and at least two more limbs that seemed to move as he needed them. At first, seeing Wade this way made Talia feel uncomfortable, she found it a little too strange for words, but she was much more used to it now, and she found that she actually preferred it. Wade was obviously more comfortable that way, and that was all that she needed.
“I know,” she said, half smiling. She actually hadn't been feeling bored because her mind had been all over the place, but she could see why he would feel the boredom. She was glad she wasn’t bored. She didn’t think that she would be able to cope well with that – it wasn’t the sort of emotion she’d ever had to contend with before. “It’s crazy, huh? It’s a shame that we don’t know when all of this will be over.” She felt like the sort of thing he might want to hear.
“I know,” he murmured, and she could hear the sadness in his tone. She wanted to walk to him, to comfort him, but that felt like it would be inappropriate. She wasn’t sure if she would be able to control herself if she got that near to him, and she didn’t want to step on B’s toes, not when she liked him so much. U
rgh, it was so damn confusing for her, never knowing how to behave! “But I’m hopeful that the humans will win out.”
Talia couldn’t help but smile to herself about this comment – it was so strange to hear an alien wishing that the humans would win the war, but it was nice too. It was so like the Wade she was getting to know. He seemed quieter than B, more considered in the things that he said, but he was also funny and very sweet. A part of her wondered what life would be like if she met him under different circumstances, if the war had never happened and they had just met on the street.
Although she guessed it would probably be nothing, since inter-species mixing was against the rules of the Ec’dua.
“I just want this all to end,” he told her honestly. “I really enjoyed living on Earth when we could just be human, and I protested wildly when I found out what the overlords intended to do because I couldn’t see the point – why fight when we could continue to live among the humans on Earth? But of course no one listened to me and it started anyway. I just want it all to end, I just want to go back to some sort of normal.”
“But what if the agreement with the humans doesn’t pan out and you have to leave?” Talia gasped, feeling overly emotional at the thought of him leaving Earth.
“I don’t know,” he replied honestly. “I don’t know what I’ll do, but at least I won’t have to fight anymore. I really hate the fighting.”
“Hmmm…” Talia replied, seeing Wade as a calm diplomatic person – the sort that should be in charge. He had such a level head, so many good ideas. Why hadn't anyone ever listened to him?
As Talia pondered this, suddenly she feel an intensive change in the atmosphere, and she didn’t know what the hell to do with herself. Wade was sliding closer to her, making her feel all kinds of strange, unexpected things inside. An intense panic set in.
She scooted back against the wall, her heart pounding heavily against her chest, a tight knot of panic forming deep inside of her. She wanted this, she wanted it far too badly, but she was also completely aware that it was very, very wrong.
Think of B, she reminded herself. Think of him, remember what he means to you. Don’t forget that you’ve been with him and that he’s still staying here…
“I like you,” Wade whispered, slipping more back into his human form, causing all rationality to fly from Talia’s mind. “I cannot believe how much I like you… especially considering we’re really not allowed.” He moved closer to her, and Talia opened and closed her mouth a few times, trying to think of the best words to speak, but she couldn’t think of anything. “I know that you have something with B, I’m perfectly aware of that. But I’m not talking about that.”
“Then… wh… what are you talking about?” Of course Talia already knew, but she wasn’t ready to accept it yet.
“I want you,” he said confidently. “And you want me. I think that we should explore that. Do you agree?”
Talia’s mind swirled with everything that was wrong with this scenario, but all she could really settle on was the one thing that seemed right… she wanted him, she needed him, her body was aching for him and she didn’t know how much longer she could hold back from that for.
I could die tomorrow, she thought to herself, trying to justify what she already knew that she was going to do. I should do this now, while I still can.
“Yes,” she answered in a small voice. “Yes, I want you too.”
***
As soon as she’d agreed, everything kicked up a notch. Much as she couldn’t believe that she’d just agreed to have sex with the alien that could threaten absolutely everything, she also couldn’t resist him at all. There was just something really intense about him, something that exhilarated her, and there was nothing in the world that would hold her back.
Wade pulled her in for a kiss, and as he did he continued to shift his shape in a weird way that wasn’t at all unusual – in fact it made her feel even needier for him. She wasn’t exactly sure what it was she was feeling – passion, or an intense romance, but whatever it was it felt absolutely amazing.
“Oh wow Wade,” Talia panted against his lips, her entire being buzzing with lust. “You’re incredible!”
A part of her mind was very aware that she was acting totally insane, but she didn’t even care anymore. Any rational side to her completely disappeared as her body took over instead. Her body craved this guy like crazy, and it was acting whether she wanted it to or not… and she really did want it to.
An involuntary moan escaped her lips as she felt his erection pressing against her leg. He felt very different to B – not better or worse, just different – and that had her feeling hotter than ever before. She absolutely had to have him right now… and nothing was going to stop her. She’d overstepped the boundary now, and she wanted to take that one step further, to go the whole way.
“Are you okay?” Wade asked her, panting against her lips, desperate for her. “Are you sure about this?”
She nodded quickly, running her hands over his unusual, very new body, loving every curve of it. It was somewhere between that of human and Ec’dua and that was surprisingly sexy to her. She liked the fact that it was something different, something new to her, and she couldn’t keep her hands off.
“I’m fine,” she whispered seductively. “I really want this.” She knew what she wanted, and she was certain that he knew it too and that he was just trying to be gentlemanly about it – but she didn’t need kind and caring, she needed to be taken, to be claimed, and she couldn’t wait for that to happen.
He held out his hand to her, wanting to lead her into the bedroom, and she took his hand happily to follow closely behind him. All the while she wasn’t even thinking, her entire being was simply swimming with desire. She hadn't felt so turned on since her first time with B, and that made her feel like maybe this was a good idea. Things had been amazing when she was with B, and she couldn’t wait to get that same rush again.
Wade lay her back onto the cool sheets of the bed, taking a moment to let his eyes roam all over her body in a way that made her feel incredibly sexy. He desired her so much, and that was obvious in his eyes. She had never really considered herself a sexy woman before. She had a full figure; big, heavy breasts, fairly thick waist and a large bottom. She’d always thought she was just another typical plus-sized brunette, but under Wade’s gaze, she felt like a goddess.
He then climbed over her and began raining kisses all over her neck, increasing the special feelings coursing through her body. Talia tossed her head back in ecstasy and squirmed beneath him as he took her for his own. He caused prickles of desire to race right down to her core, and she felt excited to have him explore that. In that moment, nothing could have convinced her that this wasn’t right, because it felt so damn amazing. She didn’t think that she could stop right now, even if the entire world walked in on them. She figured she would probably carry on, allowing them all to watch, even B – a passing thought that quickly transcended into a fantasy for her. She had never thought about being watched before, but as Wade kissed her, she was picturing the room filled with random strangers.
He slid her oversized t-shirt – the only thing that she was wearing – up over her head, and his mouth travelled down her body, until he eventually found her soft, full breasts. He quickly tugged her bra from her body and began to play with her nipples, alternating between his fingers and tongue in a way that made her ecstatic. She was left gasping, panting for breath, and the more that his hands caressed her body, the better she felt. Wade grew limbs, feeling every part of her with them, and she never wanted him to stop.
“You drive me crazy,” she panted, as she started to lose control of her thoughts. She didn’t even know what to think anymore. Her body was feeling too many things at once, making her feel like she might have been having an out of body experience – it was almost too intense to handle.
Almost.
Eventually Wade moved back over Talia, and a set of his fingers trailed down her body
until they reached the outline of her panties, by now slightly moist. He could already feel that she was aching for him, pulsating for him. She desperately wanted him to take her panties off and explore her hot, wet desire… but he wasn’t going to. Not just yet. He wanted to see just how far he could push her first. He was fascinated by the human body – particularly Talia’s – and he wanted to know how different it was to what he was used to.
As her breaths started to come out intense and ragged, Wade leant closer and started kissing her cheeks.
“Talia,” he whispered, in a slightly odd sounding voice. “Talia.”
The way her name fell off his lips sparked a weird connection between them. She liked hearing it way too much, and she knew that could spell trouble. She already had a similar bond with B, so this was some form of dangerous betrayal. But she just couldn’t seem to stop it. She needed him like crazy. The desire to have him inside her, to have him as part of her, was overpowering.
Sensing that intense desire, he yanked her underwear quickly from her body, and slid a finger deeply beyond her slick, sensitive folds, causing her to yell out in bliss. He was cautious, careful, which wasn’t what she needed, but she wasn’t quite sure how to express that.
“More,” she said. “I need more, please.”
He liked that she was being commanding, he liked being bossed around by her, it made him crazier for her which was something that he hadn't thought possible until now.
He slid in another finger, and another, but that still wasn’t enough, so she grabbed hold of him and pulled him into her, kissing him passionately as she did. As she clung to him, crying out in pleasure, he pulled back to slide his full length into her, experimenting with the size, shifting its shape until it fit perfectly.
“Oh wow!” she yelled excitedly, as she finally got what she wanted. This was enough to encouraging him further, and soon he was thrusting hard and fast against her soft, inviting body. She couldn’t even catch her breath long enough to pant or gasp, never mind speak. He was taking her totally, and that made her feel wonderful. Their bond strengthened and became deeper. As it did, Talia found herself feeling something that she could so easily, and dangerously, misinterpret as love.