by Jo Goodman
That enraged him. He snarled at her. She came at him anyway, her dark eyes no longer vacant, but feral. There was no anger in her that he could see, only ferocity. She meant to kill him if she could.
Fury focused him, keeping the periphery of his vision dark. She was all he could see, and the need to make her cower, to make her fear him again, was all that was on his mind as he leapt at her. He telegraphed his intent a full second before he jumped.
Comfort heard the voices clearly, all of them faintly hoarse, urgent, all of them calling her name. Was there something she was supposed to do? It always seemed as if there was something she should do.
She pivoted sideways and met Crocker’s leap with her elbow, jabbing it solidly into his ribs. His momentum still drove her down, and she had to bend under his weight or risk dislocating her collarbone. She vibrated with the force of his leap, absorbed the energy of it, and just when she thought he might take her down, she was able to twist her shoulder and roll him off her. He sprawled facedown on the floor, his chin rippling the carpet until he stopped his long skid forward. He flopped awkwardly for a moment, his body as ungainly as a fish out of water. When he was finally still, he also had the gun back in his hand.
Comfort was quick, but this time Bode was quicker. He hadn’t counted Crocker out just because he was finally down. He stomped on Crocker’s wrist with his heel and held it there even after Crocker’s fingers unfolded around the gun. Comfort started to reach for it, but Bode shook his head. “Let Tucker get it,” he said. “You hold this.” Over Crocker’s prone body, Bode passed her the red-and-white tin.
Comfort took it and brought it close to her chest. “He’s the one, Bode.”
“The one?”
“The one who gave this to me.” She stepped back as Tucker dropped to his haunches and took the gun from Crocker. “Did you hear me, Uncle Tuck? He was there before you found me.” She looked past Bode to Newton. “He’s the one who led the raid, the one responsible for the murders. He was supposed to be our guide, but he left us. And when he came back, there were more men. They answered to him. I heard them. I know they did.”
Newt nodded slowly. “Not hard for me to believe at all.”
“Well, how about that?” Tuck said.
Crocker turned his head. There was a carpet burn the size of a quarter on his chin. His voice was weak because he was still fighting for breath. “What’s she saying?”
Bode ground his heel harder against Crocker’s wrist. “Twenty years back,” he said. “A wagon train on the other side of the Sierra Nevada.”
Newt stood, drawing Crocker’s attention, and pushed the desk four feet to the right to reveal the pair trussed in drapery cord like lambs for the slaughter. Their mouths were stuffed with the lacy antimacassars from the arms of the sofa, but making certain they couldn’t talk was merely a precaution. They were unconscious, one with a bleeding scalp wound, the other with no visible injury. “Guess that ginger cat’s good for something after all.” Newt made certain Crocker had a good look at his cavalry before he came to stand beside Tuck and took up where Bode left off. “I have to believe you recall a wagon train you attacked and plundered. Left everyone for dead or dying. Only our little girl survived.”
Tuck said, “You probably didn’t expect that. Who could have?”
Comfort stared down at Crocker. “You told them to leave me,” she said on a thread of sound. “I was hiding in a shelter of rocks. You tossed your tin inside and told them to leave me.” She drew a shaky breath. “They replaced the rocks. I couldn’t get out. You let them bury me alive, and you left.”
Bode held out a hand to her. Her fingers tightened on the tin before they relaxed, but then she freed one hand and put it in his. He smiled gently and brought her around, careful to keep her out of reach of Crocker’s free hand, the one he wasn’t crushing under his foot.
“Who’d have thought after so long that she’d know you?” asked Bode.
“She doesn’t know me,” he growled. “She’s dreaming if she thinks she knows me.”
Newt, Tuck, Bode, and Comfort all stared down at him. It was Comfort who finally broke the silence, the shadow of a rueful smile slowly changing the shape of her mouth.
“It’s fitting,” she said softly, “that you should speak of dreams.”
Epilogue
Bode slipped an arm around Comfort’s waist the moment he became aware that she was stirring in her sleep. He knew the difference between the lazy feline stretch that meant she was seeking his warmth and the first fitful movements that were the portent of a nightmare. He responded to either of these moments in nearly identical ways, drawing her close, cradling her bottom against his groin, rubbing his chin gently against her hair. He had learned that if it was warmth and ease that she wanted, he could safely close his eyes and drift back to sleep, but if it was a dream that prompted her restlessness, then it was better for both of them that he stayed awake.
He stayed awake, waiting. She stirred again and whimpered. Bode nudged her hair. She’d washed it this evening with soap infused with peppermint oil. His nostrils flared as he breathed in the cool, clean scent of her. He whispered her name; she quieted. Not trusting that the moment had passed, he stared beyond her head to the fireplace, where gold and orange flames crackled and occasionally an ember popped.
His gaze shifted to the dressing room door as it was nudged opened and Thistle emerged. The cat padded silently toward the bed, crouched, and leapt. Bode batted him away when he began a precise, delicate walk up Comfort’s leg, but he allowed the cat to advance again when Thistle decided to test his balance on his own leg.
“Mind that you watch her elbow,” he whispered to the cat. “She’ll knock you out.” He thought that Thistle seemed unconcerned. The cat kneaded the flesh of his upper thigh and buttock, circled the area twice, and finally curled on Bode’s hip. “You’re not long for that perch.”
Bode felt Comfort stiffen. That afforded him enough time to move his chin out of the way. The arm she had under her pillow went rigid, and she banged her knuckles hard against the headboard. The bed shuddered. Thistle stood, arched, and jumped over the arm Comfort flung backward, elbow sharp and high. Bode sat up, caught Comfort’s arm, and watched the cat flee back to the dressing room.
“Coward,” he muttered under his breath. He released Comfort’s arm, stroked her shoulder, and quietly said her name.
Her eyes fluttered open. She blinked once and then squinted against the firelight. Bode moved away and gave her room to turn over. When she did, he slid back under the covers and propped himself on an elbow, facing her.
She pressed an index finger against his chest. “Did you call me ‘coward’?”
“The cat.”
“Oh. He was in here?”
“Briefly. You scared him away.”
Comfort folded her finger back and lightly knuckled the underside of Bode’s chin. “But not you.” She smiled. “I’m glad of that.”
He glanced at the carafe of water and glass on the bedside table. “Are you thirsty?”
She nodded. When Bode started to rise, she stopped him. “I can get it.” She pushed herself up into a sitting position, folded her legs tailor fashion, and poured water into the glass. She drained the first glass quickly but only sipped the second one. “It’s been months since I dreamed about the raid on the wagon train. That’s good, isn’t it? I think it must be good.”
He smiled. “I’m sure it is.”
Comfort was visited by nightmares off and on for several weeks after Crocker had been laid out on the study carpet. Although Newt and Tuck made sure the Pinkerton man and his followers were escorted to the county jail before dawn broke, no one, least of all Comfort, held out any real hope that they wouldn’t be freed. Bode visited the jail every day for almost three weeks to test the alertness of the guards and discover all the ways the jail was vulnerable to an attack. During that time, Newt and Tuck applied legal, political, and financial pressure to the city council to thwart similar
influencing efforts out of Sacramento. The Pinkerton Agency insisted that Crocker was working within the scope of an investigation but would not offer any details to the newspapers.
Lack of information fed speculation for a time, but in the end the public grew weary of smoke without fire and turned their attention to a scandal involving a brothel owner named Maggie Drummond and her lawsuit against David Bancroft of Croft Federal. She alleged he failed to make payments on a line of credit that she’d extended to him over a period of eighteen months. He insisted he’d never frequented her establishment. While the city reveled in the classic she said/he said debate, Crocker and the pair who’d followed him remained behind bars, no longer the subject of gossip and rumor.
The morning after Comfort’s last nightmare, Bode didn’t visit the jail. He also didn’t make an appearance that afternoon. In his absence, a mob stormed the county jail at nightfall, overpowered the police, and made off with all the prisoners through a back door that opened into a narrow alley. The authorities initially blamed the Rangers, but that theory didn’t hold up under scrutiny. Not all of the prisoners had ties to the gang, and there were witnesses who reported the prisoners weren’t freed as much as they were carried off. The police revised their thinking and looked to the crimps and runners who swarmed the wharf like pirates and engaged in the practice of shanghaiing.
When not one of the prisoners reappeared anywhere in the city in the following two months, it was assumed they’d been pressed into service on one of the ships making a China run. The harbormaster’s records indicated that four ships sailed before daybreak: King’s Ransom of the Barclay Line; Mannering’s Sea Pearl; the British merchant Loch Err; and Black Crowne’s flagship, Artemis Queen.
The harbormaster stood by his records and his recollection of the night’s events, giving a particularly detailed account of how Mr. John Farwell had managed to cause nothing less than chaos when he insisted on a departure schedule that was at odds with what had been agreed upon. Farwell was so damnably adamant that sides were drawn, and the crews of every vessel began shouting curses and threats and waving weapons with the expressed intention of commandeering one another’s ships. The harbormaster settled the dispute by holding out a torch and threatening to burn every ship to a hulk unless the masters took control of their men. To punish Farwell, he did a second inspection of the Artemis Queen on the pretense that she wasn’t yet seaworthy and that releasing her to the open water would risk the life of every man aboard. Farwell had nothing to do but swear and sputter on the pier as the other three merchants were released.
It was the harbormaster’s opinion that John Farwell was guilty of being a horse’s ass, but he could be acquitted of pressing the city’s prisoners into service on Black Crowne ships. Two inspections had revealed nothing.
The direction of Bode’s thoughts raised his slight smile, one that didn’t go unnoticed by Comfort.
“What are you thinking?” she asked.
A chuckle rumbled at the back of his throat. “That John Farwell is a very good man.”
She lowered her glass. “You’re thinking about John Farwell? Here? In our bed?”
“Sure. As far as I know, he’s the only other man to ever share a bed with my wife.”
Comfort dipped three fingers in her glass and flicked water at him. “You weren’t my husband then.”
“That’s all you’re going to say?”
She set the glass aside, leaned forward, and kissed him full on the mouth. “That’s all I’m going to say.”
“Cheeky.” Bode caught her by the elbows when she would have drawn away. “Let me see if I can taste that sass.” What he tasted was her laughter, and that was satisfying in its own right. She was smiling, contented and a little pleased with herself, when he raised the covers and helped her nestle in beside him. They faced each other, he with an elbow raising his head, she with one arm pushed under her pillow. Comfort drew up her knees, and Bode stretched out. Her back was to the firelight so that her face was in shadow, while his features were cast in a bronze glow. She found his hand and threaded her fingers through his.
“I’m not certain why I had the dream tonight,” she said. “I was very happy with how this evening turned out. It doesn’t make any sense.”
One of Bode’s eyebrows kicked up. “Alexandra can provoke a nightmare even in people who aren’t susceptible to them. You need look no further than my mother’s visit for the catalyst.”
“She was on her best behavior, Bode. And really, wouldn’t it have been more reasonable for me to have had the dream last night when I was anticipating entertaining her?”
“You hardly slept last night,” he reminded her. “I know. I was there. You didn’t have time to dream.”
Comfort squeezed his fingers. “I’m sorry. I tossed and turned a lot, didn’t I?” She raised his hand to her mouth and kissed his knuckles when he nodded. “You know,” she said thoughtfully, “the next time we invite her to dinner, perhaps we could ask Bram to come as well.”
“I don’t think so.”
“All right.” She didn’t press. She waited for the tension that she felt in his handclasp to fade. He’d resisted, too, when she first suggested having his mother to dinner. Newt and Tuck offered no objections, but Bode had plenty, although what he mostly said was no. It wasn’t that he never saw his mother, only that he visited her as a matter of business. Ever since Jones Prescott assumed the debt for Black Crowne, Bode had been exercising complete control over his mother’s spending. Bram no longer received an allowance. Bode invited his brother to work for Black Crowne, but as soon as Bram’s leg healed enough for him to be up and around on crutches, he took a position working for the law firm of Wheeler and Sutton, making a clerk’s wages, and moved into the apartment above the Black Crowne office once it was clear that Comfort and Bode would not return. He paid rent. Bode remained skeptical of Bram’s turn, prepared to learn at any moment that his brother was only playing at assuming duty and a conscience. Perhaps if Newt and Tucker weren’t exacting their revenge by letting Bram know at every turn that they were watching him, he would have already begun his descent into gaming and whoring, but Comfort didn’t think so.
“I won’t bring it up at again,” she said.
“Yes, you will.” His brief smile removed any accusation from his words. “But you’ll choose the moment very well. And I might say yes . . . eventually.”
Not only was it the best she could hope for right now, Comfort decided, it was probably for the best. “Alexandra said something this evening that I wasn’t certain I understood.”
“Oh? What was that?”
“I think you know, Bode. She said it to you.”
He sensed a trap and proceeded cautiously. “Perhaps you better just tell me what it was.”
She chuckled appreciatively. “I don’t know why I thought I could catch more with a net than a pole. Very well. She said it was right and proper what you had done. I had stepped out of the room, so I didn’t hear everything that came before, but I heard her mention Mr. Crocker.”
“Oh, that. You and my mother go fishing with the same net. She believes I had something to do with that incident at the jail.”
“Does she? So do my uncles. So do I, actually.”
“Really?”
She searched his face, but he was giving nothing away. He looked vaguely amused. “Really.”
“Mm.” He slipped his fingers from hers and touched her cheek with his knuckle. “You know, if you’ve been thinking about that this evening, it could explain your nightmare.”
He was right. Crocker had been hovering at the back of her mind even before she overheard Alexandra’s remark to Bode. Alexandra’s mere presence had prompted the first inklings. Had Bode suspected that might happen? Probably. “It’s more than a little disconcerting that you know me so well.”
“For me, too.”
That made her smile. He traced the shape of it with his fingertip before he tapped her lightly on the chin.
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sp; “Put him out of your mind, Comfort.”
Still uncertain, she nodded anyway.
“He’s not coming back. Not to San Francisco. Not to California. Not ever.”
Comfort knew it as an absolute truth. Bode’s features were no longer shuttered. His candor made him vulnerable, but he returned her steady regard without flinching. “All right,” she said.
“Good.” He leaned down and kissed her on the forehead. “Sleep.”
She slipped her arms around his neck and lifted her face. Her lips brushed his chin. “Not just yet,” she said. “In a little while, yes, but not just now.”
Her mouth was gentle on his, almost tentative, as though she had never kissed him before, searching out the right way to slant her head and avoid bumping his nose. He kissed her back almost as awkwardly. Soft laughter bubbled up between them.
“I think we would have kissed like that,” she whispered. “The first time, I mean, when I was sixteen and you were going off to war. I’ve thought about it.”
“Have you?”
“Mm. Why didn’t you ask me to dance?”
“You were sixteen and I was going off to war.”
“That’s what my uncles said.”
“They were probably relieved.”
Her smile was a shade rueful. “They said that, too.”
Bode fingered the hair at her nape. “You looked as if you wanted to be anywhere but where you were. Do you remember that?”
She nodded, sighing softly. “It’s just as well. If you had approached me, I would have run the other way.”
“More likely you would have stabbed me with one of the combs you had in your hair.”
“Do you think so?” she asked, pleased.
“I do.”
He made love to her then, first to the girl she’d been at their introduction, and later to the woman she’d become. By turns he was cautious and caring, deliberate and dangerous. She met him halfway, easy in his arms, playing out the hand he dealt.