by Tynessa
“Damn girl, ‘bout time you got here,” Kush said as he stood to hug her. Kissing her cheek, he leaned back to check her out in the dimness. “Damn yo’ lil ass sexy as fuck.” Shaniyah just blushed. At the young age of fourteen she knew she was the shit.
“Thank you baby,” she said. Once they sat down, Kush couldn’t keep his hands off her. “I wore the dress like you told me to,” Shaniyah said. She was already nervous and he kissing on her, was making her a little uncomfortable. Nonetheless, she wore her big girls’ drawer and she was going to go with the flow.
“I see. Why you didn’t wear a shorter one though?” Kush asked. Shit, he lucked up on that one. Had her dad been there she would’ve had to wear pants. She smacked her lips and rolled her eyes.
“Boy, be happy with this one. My mama wasn’t gonna let me wear anything shorter than this,” Shaniyah explained. Kush chuckle, reminding himself that she was younger than what he was used to. “I wanna know what my sister and your brother down there doing,” Shaniyah said out the blue. Taking his index finger, Kush turned her head towards him.
“I ain’t worried about them and you shouldn’t be either.” With that, he kissed her lips. Shaniyah wasn’t even thinking about what she was doing, and before she knew it, Kush had his tongue damn near down her throat. He was so slick with his shit, that he’d hiked up her dress and was now caressing her innocent kitty.
“Take those off,” Kush whispered as he tugged at her panties. Shaniyah pulled back and looked around at the emptiness. Even with that, she was still scared. They didn’t talk about all of that.
“For what? What if someone comes?” she asked nervously.
“Girl ain’t nobody coming in here to watch this boring ass movie,” he assured her. Kissing Shaniyah once again on the lips, he looked into those pretty ass attractive eyes of hers and asked, “You trust me, don’t you?”
Nodding her head, she said yes. “I do, but I’m not trying to have sex in no movie theater, and if you respect me then you wouldn’t want my first time to be in here.”
Kush smiled.
“I do respect you baby and trust, I ain’t trying to fuck you in here. When I take your V-card I wanna make love to you. But it’s cool. I can wait to touch her when you’re ready. It’s no pressure.”
This time, Shaniyah smiled. She’d really fallen hard for Kush and if he wanted her to remove her panties then she would take the chance of getting caught for him. Nothing was said as she eased them down and took the initiative of placing his hand between her legs. She’d never done anything like this before, but, because Kush made her feel so comfortable at the moment and assured her that they wouldn’t get caught, she was ready for whatever.
Kush rubbed on her private area until it became moist. He was shocked at how wet she was. Feeling bold as ever, Shaniyah placed her hand on Kush’s solid hard penis. She was amazed at how hard it was. She pulled back from the kiss between them.
“Do it supposed to be that hard?” Shaniyah asked. Kush chuckled and shook his head at how innocent she was.
“Yea,” he responded as he unfastened his belt buckle, followed by his jeans. When he eased his penis out, Shaniyah almost jumped out her seat. Besides, RJ when he was an infant, she’d never seen one before. That thing was huge to her virgin eyes. “Give me your hand,” Kush demanded. She was a little hesitant, but she did.
Kush placed her hand on his penis and instructed her on how to jerk him off. Shaniyah didn’t have a clue what on earth she was doing but she was a quick learner and before long she was doing it without the help of Kush.
“Yeah, just like that baby,” moaned Kush as he inserted one finger into her vagina, followed by another one. Shaniyah prayed she wasn’t moaning too loudly from the pain, but after a while she was moaning in ecstasy. If his fingers felt like that then she couldn’t wait to see what the huge thing she was holding in her hand felt like.
Kush felt her walls tighten around his fingers and he began thrusting them faster and farther into her vagina.
“Wait Kush. Something is wrong with me.” Shaniyah had stopped jerking him off and was now trying to remove his hand. Poor thing didn’t know she was on the verge of releasing an orgasm. Kush knew it though, and that’s why he wasn’t stopping.
“Just let it out,” he ordered.
“Oh my god. Wait, wait, waittttt,” Shaniyah said and just like that, her whole body began jerking as if she was on the verge of having a seizure. “Dang, why you didn’t stop boy?” asked Shaniyah as she manage to get herself together. Kush laughed because she was a wreck.
“That shit felt good, didn’t it? What you wanted me to wait for?” He asked as he tucked his penis back into his pants. He wasn’t even going to worry about getting his nut in. All that was on his mind was breaking her in until he was able to get her into bed.
“Ugh. It’s not funny. I didn’t know what was going on.”
“That’s okay boo, I’ll teach you everything there is to know. Just keep fucking with me,” Kush assured her as he kissed her lips. Shaniyah smiled because she was definitely willing to know any and everything about sex. Getting up, they both headed to the bathroom. Kush wanted to wash his hands and Shaniyah had to clean between her legs. There was no way she could go home with a wet behind.
*****
Destiny sat having an innocent conversation with Man. He was so sweet and funny and Destiny loved that about him. They’d only been talking for a little over a week and he was slowly bringing her out her shyness. He made her feel so comfortable around him, something no other guy at school could do. Though she and her sister were very popular in school, Destiny was always the quiet one. She never let the compliments she gets go to her head like Shaniyah. They were close, but at times, they could be like day and night.
“So, have you ever had a boyfriend before?” Man asked her. Man’s real name was Marcus but he was told by his mother that he earned him nickname when he was younger because he walked around like he was the man of the house. She said when he was younger, it was like he was trapped in a grown man’s body.
Meanwhile, Kush, whose real name is, Deon; earned his name when he was only thirteen. Running with the wrong crowd; smoking and selling weed, he’d pretty much made a name for himself. Their mother, Robyn, didn’t like it one bit, but there was nothing she could do about it. Kush was hardheaded and rules didn’t apply to him.
“No, my daddy would kill me. If he even knew I be talking to you on the phone he would beat my butt,” Destiny informed him, honestly. Man kind of looked at her funny. “He would,” she said.
“Oh okay. I’m not trying to get you in trouble. If you want me to stop calling you I will,” Man said, hoping she would tell him, he better not stop calling her. Though Destiny was a little shy, he was willing to break her out her shell. He wasn’t trying to rush into a relationship, shit, to be honest, he’d never been in one before, either. Man had just about as much as Destiny had to learn about a relationship, and he was hoping they could learn together.
“Nooo, what my daddy don’t know won’t hurt him,” she laughed. Destiny hated going behind Ronny’s back but she was growing up and there’s nothing wrong with having a friend. It wasn’t like she was trying to have sex anytime soon.
“I was hoping you would say that,” Man smiled.
As they continued to carry on their conversation, he learned that Destiny mother had moved out of state with another man and left her to live with her dad and stepmom. She let him know that she didn’t mind because she would rather live with them than her lowlife having ass mama. He felt for her because though she said that, he could hear the hurt in her voice, and began rambling on about his family—which wasn’t very much to tell. The movie was over before they knew it.
“Well this was fun and I hope I can see you again,” Man said. He already knew that Ray’Shun had come with them so he had to wrap up their conversation.
“I hope so too. I’m sure my sister will work something out.” Leaving it up to Shaniyah,
she would. Anything to see her Kush. Once they hugged and said their goodbyes, Man and Kush went their separate ways and so did Shaniyah and Destiny.
Once they got home, the girls were too excited. Just the thrill of sneaking behind her parents back, to meet a boy, got Shaniyah hyper than ever. Then on top of that she’d gotten finger fucked; you couldn’t tell her shit.
“So what you and Man do down there?” Shaniyah asked Destiny as they laid in her queen size bed. Destiny looked at her strangely.
“We talked about some of everything. What else were we supposed to have done?” she asked, unaware of her sister freshness. Shaniyah rolled her eyes upwards before laughing.
“Girl ya’ll lame! He didn’t try to feel on you or nothing?” she asked unbelievably. Destiny shook her head and said no. Once again, Shaniyah’s hot ass laughed and told her that Man was lame for that. “Kush played with my private part,” she informed Destiny. Destiny looked at her with widen eyes as her hands flew up to her mouth. She couldn’t believe Shaniyah let a boy touch her down there.
“Girl mama Shan and Daddy gon’ beat yo’ butt. Is you forreal?” Destiny was in shock.
“Mama and daddy ain’t gon’ find out unless you tell them. Are you?” Shaniyah would hate to fight Destiny but she would if she ran her mouth, to anyone. Destiny shook her head, indicating that she wouldn’t tell.
“How was it, like did it hurt? Oh my god, I can’t believe you let him touch you there. What it felt like?” Destiny whispered. She wanted to know every single detail, and Shaniyah gave it to her, missing nothing out. She was excited and happy to share the information with her little sister. It was as if she was teaching her a thing or two; Shaniyah felt grown.
Smacking her lips, Shaniyah nodded her head up and down and said, “Girl I can’t wait to get the real thing.”
Destiny looked at her with a frown. “Man, I bet it’s gon’ hurt. You already said his fingers hurt. You really going to do it with him? Ya’ll haven’t even been together that long Niyah.”
“Shoot yeah I am. That’s my baby and I like him,” Shaniyah said with a shrug. “Who cares how long I been knowing him,” she added.
Destiny just shook her head because she couldn’t believe her sister. She didn’t know where Shaniyah got her boldness from but she better hope their parents didn’t find out. Shaniyah on the other hand was shaking her head because Destiny was such a square to her, at times. Talking about they haven’t been together that long. How long do you have to be together to have sex? Shaniyah’s little young mind thought. All she knew was, she really liked Kush and she thought she was ready.
Chapter 10
The pain Trinity would feel seeing Ray’Shun smiling with another female was inexpressible. She hadn’t spoked to him since the incident in the car. He’d tried reaching out to her and now she was regretting shutting him down. She was missing him tremendously, and it seemed as if every time she would build up courage to approach him, Monae would put in her head that Ray’Shun didn’t give a fuck about her. ‘If he cared about you, he wouldn’t have put his hands on you,’ is what Monae would say.
Trinity knew it was true, but she didn’t see it like that. She hit him first and as they say, don’t dish out shit you couldn’t take. And not trying to take up for Ray’Shun, but she was in the wrong too and all she wanted to do was apologize for her action. Even if they didn’t get back together, all Trinity wanted was for him to know was that she was sorry. However, she knew he was a hothead and that was the exact reason she never approached him in school since they ended their relationship. Ray’Shun wasn’t about to embarrass the shit out of her with his rudeness.
“Mama,” Ni-Ni shouted. “Trin-Trin is here,” she announced. Trinity had took the initiative of getting her grandmother to drop her off at Ray’Shun’s house, unbeknownst to him. Though Grandma Mary didn’t really care for him, she knew how her granddaughter felt for him and she didn’t mind them spending a little time together. As long as his parents were there.
“Didn’t nobody tell your little fast ass to open this door! Next time you getting a whooping,” Shaniqua said walking from the kitchen. Both she and Ronny has told Ni-Ni and RJ over and over again about running to the door every time someone knock. RJ had pretty much stopped but Ni-Ni would still do it occasionally. They didn’t have any enemies nowadays, but hey, you could never be sure.
“Yes, ma’am,” Ni-Ni said as she headed back to the couch to watch cartoons.
“Hey girl. What’s up?” Shaniqua already knew the routine. Peeking her head out the door, she waved at Grandma Mary with a smile on her face; but on the inside, she was cursing the old hag out. Ray’Shun had mentioned how Grandma Mary didn’t care for him and just like every other mother would be in Shaniqua’s situation, she was ready to go check that old heffa. It was really like Déjà vu, being that her mother didn’t like Ronny for years, but all that didn’t matter to her; that was her son.
Once Grandma Mary had pulled off, Shaniqua closed the door and turned to face Trinity. She knew something was up with Ray’Shun and her being that Trinity hadn’t been around in a while and not to mention, she hadn’t been to any of his games either. Shaniqua had been wanting to question Ray’Shun about his relationship status but Ronny wouldn’t let her. He simply told her to stay out of it.
“Ray’Shun ain’t here, but you can come in the kitchen with me. I’m in there cooking. I haven’t seen you in a while. What’s been up with you?” Shaniqua asked, fishing for information.
“Ugh,” Trinity grunted. “Me and Ray’Shun broke up.” Bingo! Just like that, Shaniqua was about to get all the details she was looking for.
“What? What happened? I knew your little ass wasn’t coming around for a reason.” Though Shaniqua put on as if she was shocked, she had already figured they weren’t together.
Rolling her eyes upwards, Trinity smacked her lips and begun venting to Shaniqua. “Okay here’s the thing. It’s no secret that I’m still a virgin and when it all boils down to it, I think that’s coming in between our relationship. You go out and sleep with all these females and expect me to be cool with it because I’m not giving it up. Well I’m not because it’s disrespectful! And to me it’s like that’s all you want from me is sex because you can’t wait until I’m ready. Maybe if you stop running around chasing females I would loosen up and let you take my virginity. But if you want them girls that’s been with every nigga out there then go right on and have them because I’m tired of crying over you. Humph!” Trinity folded her arms and fell back in the chair. She spoke as if it was Ray’Shun standing there listening to her instead of his mother.
Shaniqua totally agreed with what she was saying. Son or not, Ray’Shun treated Trinity wrong. If he claimed to love her as much as he puts on, then what was so hard in waiting for her to decide she’s ready to lose her virginity? Besides, they’re too young to be having sex anyways. That should be the last thing on their young ass minds. At least wait until they’re eighteen like she had done, but even that was too young.
“First of all, let me tell you this; don’t ever cry over a nigga that don’t want to be kept! I had to learn the hard way. Ray’Shun is my son and I love him to the death of me but if he can’t respect you as a young lady, then forget him. And don’t think by losing your virginity, it will keep him around because you can never keep a nigga that don’t want to be kept. Ray’Shun reminds me so much of his dad when Ronny and me first got together. He’s a fucking womanizer! Bitches falls in the palm of their hands because of those damn green ass eyes,” Shaniqua explained. Trinity might’ve been young but Shaniqua always kept it one hundred with her. Everything she said wasn’t anything but the truth.
“Is that what got you? Pops eyes?” Pops is what Trinity called Ronny. He insisted on her to not call him Mr. Ronny because it made him feel old. So pops was the next best thing.
“I wouldn’t necessary say his eyes. I mean, they are pretty and he is sexier than a mothafucka and fine as all out doors,” Shaniqua brag
ged as she shook her head, slowly while fluttering her eyes with a smile that was so bright. If no one knew she was in love before, they would’ve definitely been able to tell at that moment.
“Mama Shan,” Trinity laughed.
“I’m sorry, I got caught up in the moment. But seriously; Ronny was sweet in the beginning of our relationship. Like, he put on to be this prince charming guy that was a one woman’s man. Child, then out of nowhere, once he had me head over heels in love with him, females started coming out of his asshole. I would really have to fight bitches over him. One day I got tired of the shit and left him. I moved out of stated with Ray’Shun and everything; with a damn lunatic.” That was the past and Shaniqua wasn’t about to go into details. She was going to let the past stay just that; the past.
“I bet he straightened up then,” said Trinity. She really admired Shaniqua and wished that one day her and Ray’Shun could have the type of relationship as his parents. Their love was unquestionable and anyone could see how much they meant to one another.
“Yea he did. I still had a little more work to do but it was well worth it.”
“See, that’s what I want. I know that no relationship is perfect and I’m willing to work with Ray’Shun, but he needs to show me that he is willing to change also. I mean, we had one little incident in his car a few weeks ago and he called to apologize but I wasn’t trying to hear it. I mean, he’d actually put his hands on me so of course I was still mad a few days later but I would’ve eventually gotten over it.”
Shaniqua spun around so fast.
“What?” she shouted. “Ray’Shun put his hands on you?” Shaniqua was in disbelief. Though she and Ronny have had more fist fights than she could remember, she didn’t condone in any nigga putting their hands on a female. Not her son, anyways. But then again, what could she expect when he’d witness his father putting his hands on her a time or two, and what make matters worse, she continued to stay with him.