Punitive Damages

by Charlotte Byrd

  He runs his fingers over the outside of my arm, around my collarbone and down my left breast, pausing briefly to admire my nipple.

  I take a deep sigh and let it out.

  “What are you afraid of Ellie?” Mr. Black whispers.

  I close my eyes.

  “I’m afraid of everything. I’m afraid of making mistakes so I live my life without taking any chances. I want to be a writer, but I’m afraid that I’ll fail so I spend my days writing quizzes instead of something that really interests me.”

  “And what interests you?” he asks, making his way down to my navel.

  “Well, right now, sex.”

  “And what about writing about sex?” he asks, teasing me.

  “I’ve never thought about it before. But it seems like a scary thing to do. I mean, what if people I knew read my books?”

  “And what if writing about this fulfilled your every desire and quenched every fear? What if it made you a writer? Would you take that chance?”

  I nod without opening my eyes.

  “Tell me how you would’ve wanted to lose your virginity, Ellie,” Mr. Black says.

  “What do you mean?” I open my eyes.

  “The real stories of how we lost our virginities are often fraught with conflict and are quite sad. At least, that’s my experience. So, I want you to tell me how you would’ve wanted to lose your virginity if you could do it again. Tell me your fantasy, Ellie.”

  I close my eyes and try to think about what he had just asked of me. I’ve never really given it much thought. But my thoughts return to what happened on the yacht today. This has been one of the most erotic and sensual experiences of my life. What would it be like to lose my virginity here?

  “I guess it would have to be at an auction,” I say slowly.

  “An auction? Really?” He is genuinely surprised by the concept.

  “Yeah. Actually, it was really sexy not knowing who was going to buy me, so to speak. It helped that most of the men on the boat were quite sexy, though,” I say, laughing.

  “But what about the old dudes?”

  “Okay, maybe in this make believe virgin auction only hot guys are allowed to participate.”

  “Yes, of course. Hot guys with lots of money,” he says. “Okay, keep going. I want to hear more about your fantasy.”

  “Well, I’m standing at the auction and the auctioneer makes me take off my clothes. I have to remove every last stitch.”

  “Mmm-mmm,” Mr. Black licks his lips.

  “And the auction goes high. There’s a bidding frenzy. Because all the men want me.”

  “I can see that. Does it go up to a quarter million?”

  “Yes, actually, higher than that. Remember, I am a virgin,” I say.

  “Wow, now that’s hot. Going where no man has ever gone before.”

  “And then a tall, dark, handsome man in the back gets the winning bid. Once they transfer the money to my account, he leads me away to his room and does bad things to me.”

  “Bad things like what?”

  “Actually, nothing like what we’ve done of course. I mean, I am a virgin. But he really pleasures me. And I pleasure him.”

  “I like the sound of that,” he says. Suddenly, he leans over and kisses me. His lips are soft and persistent and they force mine open. When our tongues touch, a warm sensation spreads through my whole body.

  He climbs on top of me. He wraps my head with his large hands and cradles it with his strong powerful body. When he starts to grind on me, I feel that large bulge that I’ve already felt, but have not yet seen.

  “Slow down,” I whisper. He looks up, briefly pulling away from my mouth.

  “I want to watch you undress,” I say.

  I feel the power dynamic between us shifting. I’m no longer his servant and now I’m the one who is making demands. He flashes me a smile, with a twinkle in his eye.

  “Okay, then,” he says and gets off the bed.

  He stands with his legs slightly apart and begins to take off his clothes. First he removes his tie and throws it over me. Jokingly, I put the loop over my head and drop it in between my breasts.

  “Mmmm, that’s a delicious look.”

  “Okay, okay, keep going,” I say.

  Next, Mr. Black removes his jacket and slowly unbuttons his starched, white shirt. Once it’s unbuttoned, I finally get a glimpse of that rock hard body that I’ve been feeling through his clothes. When he removes the shirt, I admire the outline of every muscle and indentation. His skin is tan and smooth without a single hair. His stomach is a perfect six pack even when he’s just standing there, relaxing before me. His shoulder muscles bulge out giving his broad shoulders a wide and rounded look, making me even wetter than I was already.

  I watch as his hands move to his pants and he slowly unbuckles the belt and the top button. It pops open with ease and the zipper quickly follows. Suddenly, the pants drop to the floor, exposing his strong powerful thigh muscles.

  “Someone didn’t skip leg day at the gym,” I joke.

  “Hell no,” he shakes his head.

  Once he steps out of his pants and removes his socks, all that’s left is tight, short, briefs. They’re black and fit him like a glove, perfectly accentuating the large hard-on that’s bursting out from underneath.

  “You like?” Mr. Black asks.

  I nod my head and lick my lips. When he tenses his stomach muscles to pull off his briefs, a defined V forms on the outside of them, pointing straight at his cock. I inhale deeply, unable to believe that I’m about to have all of this inside of me.

  His body is so perfect that I have to pinch myself just to convince myself that this isn’t a dream and that I didn’t accidentally die and go to heaven.

  “Are you drooling?” he asks, pulling off his briefs.

  I wipe my mouth and realize that yes, I actually am.

  “Well, it’s not every day that a girl sees something like this.”

  I have to physically force myself to look away from his body and to his face. But as soon as he stands back up, I know that there’s no way I will be able to. There’s a large, gorgeous, erect cock staring back at me.

  “Kiss me,” he whispers.

  “I thought you’d never ask,” I say and grab his cock and wrap my lips around him.

  “Oh wow, that’s not what I meant…but okay…” he says, moaning in pleasure.

  I’m not a girl who really enjoys blow jobs, not at all. In fact, most of the time, the thought doesn’t even really occur to me unless the guy asks. But Mr. Black is different. After everything he’s done to me tonight, after all the teasing and the flirting, I just had to have it. I love the way he fills up my mouth and I get wet thinking about what it would be like to have him inside of me. I want to have him like I never wanted to have anyone. No, it’s more than want. I need to have him.

  He puts his hands around my head and moves his body faster and faster in and out of my mouth. When I look up at him, I see that he has his head tilted back and his eyes closed from pleasure. But then suddenly, he slows down and pulls out of me.

  “Kiss me,” he says, lifting my chin up. I pull myself up on my knees, so that we’re almost at eye level. His voice sounds so desperate and raw and needy that it sends shivers through my body.

  I press my lips to his. His bottom lip is a little bit fuller than his top and my lips collide softly with his. We fall into a natural rhythm. First, he tilts my head to one side. And then another. Somehow, breaths manage to make it in between us. Our tongues intertwine and become one.

  I pull away a little, but then he pulls me closer. He puts his right hand around my jaw and slowly makes his way toward the back of my neck and head. His fingers dig into my hair and pull slightly. The sensation feels so good, I nearly lose control. His lips pull stronger on me. They are trying to devour me. Taste every last bit of me. I bathe in the softness of the warm draft of air that escapes his lips in between our kisses.

  Quietly, I start to moan. I am losin
g all control, beginning with the sounds that are escaping from my mouth. His body presses closer to me. I feel the thickness of his beautiful cock on my pelvic bone and my legs open up by themselves. His dick starts to nudge me in between my thighs, not really going all the way in, just teasing me. Just then he pulls away for a second and slips on a condom. It’s a good thing one of us is being safe because I’m so lost in his body and in the moment that the thought of safe sex didn’t even occur to me.

  A few seconds later, he’s back in front of me. Pushing into my body with his. Teasing me with his kisses. Suddenly, my legs give out and we collapse onto the bed. Even though I feel like I can’t handle anymore, I want more. I need more of him. Finally, he pushes himself inside of me and I scream out in pleasure. He is taking me and giving me everything that I never knew I needed or wanted. I never felt pleasure like this. It’s like every molecule in my body is suddenly excited and dancing.

  He continues to thrust in and out of me and I continue to moan with each thrust. I feel like I’m on the verge of orgasm, but I don't want to get there just yet. I need this to last. I want to stay in this moment forever. Suddenly, and without pulling out of me, he bows his head and places my breast into his mouth.

  “You have the most perfect breasts, Ellie,” he whispers. “I want to have them in my mouth always.”

  He bites down on my nipple slightly, sending a shooting sensation of pleasure mixed with pain through my whole body. Whatever little space existed between us becomes filled with pleasure. I close my eyes and allow myself to feel everything, every last delicious bit of his body, and this moment that we’re sharing.

  “Oh my God,” I moan. He groans on top of me, pushing himself even further within me. Suddenly, I lose all control. I fall into euphoria and start to see stars, both with my eyes open and closed. My hips buck into him and the warmest sensation releases over my entire body. But this time, it’s not just warm. It’s hot. I actually have something of a hot flash as my body starts to convulse underneath him. I want him more than I ever wanted anything in my whole life. The thought of him pulling out of me in this moment is enough to make me weep. Big round tears roll down my cheeks without my permission. They just appear from the pleasure of the orgasm.

  “Wow,” he whispers in my ear, as he continues to thrust into me but much slower and gentler this time. “How was that?”

  I wipe my tears and stretch out my toes. I can’t feel my legs and I can barely even feel him anymore.

  “Earth-shattering,” I whisper.

  “I kind of figured that,” he smiles.

  He continues to thrust within me. His movements are getting faster and faster. His bites become more hurried and his kisses become sloppier. He is losing control. I look into his eyes and watch it happen. He tilts his head back in pleasure. He also pulls away from my face, exposing his chiseled torso. As he pulls in and out of me, I watch as each muscle tenses and relaxes over and over. I feel a tingling come over my body again. I’m starting to get excited again. How many of these can I even have in one night?

  “Ellie,” he whispers and pushes in and out of me faster and faster. His breathing speeds up and then he finally reaches the climax. Every muscle in his body tenses including his face before a big relief sweeps over him. He gives me a few more small thrusts, before collapsing on top of me, covered in sweat.

  “Oh my God, Ellie,” he says, trying to catch his breath. “That was amazing.”

  “Yes, it was,” I nod.

  The room is silent while we both think about what we’ve just done. The experience was something beyond what I ever experienced before, or thought I would ever experience.

  “It felt like we were dancing, didn’t it? Like we were totally in sync?” he asks.

  I nod. “It felt like we were one.”

  He nods and rolls over on his back, then pulls off the condom with one swift motion. Drops of sweat glisten on his six pack and it takes all of my willpower not to lean over and lick them off him.

  I run my finger up and down his washboard abs, pausing over each grove.

  “Your body is…unreal,” I say. He smiles.

  “I have seven percent body fat,” he boasts.

  “Wow. That must take a lot of effort.”

  “It did at first,” he says. “But now, it’s just my life. I love working out. I actually feel sick if I skip a day or two.”

  “So, what we just did? Does that count as exercise?” I ask, coyly.

  “Actually, given the amount that I’m sweating, I’d say yes.”

  We lay there staring into space for some time. It takes a few minutes of staring into space and trying to collect my thoughts about what just happened to realize just how comfortable the bed really is. The sheets are so luxurious, they are probably 1000-thread count. The pillows are just fluffy enough without losing their shape, molding perfectly to my head. I close my eyes to savor the moment.

  Sometime later, I wake up. I’m not sure how much time has passed, but Mr. Black is not in the bed next to me. I stretch, marvel at the comfort of the sheets again and then finally pull myself out of bed. When I walk over to the windows and pull on the curtains, I see that the sun is high in the sky. It’s daylight.

  Last night, seems like nothing but a dream. Did it really happen? Did all that really take place? Frankly, I have a hard time believing that Mr. Black is even real. Do people like him even exist? So, kind and caring and demanding at the same time. Someone who is both a mystery and an open book?

  I look around the suite and after confirming that he is not there, I leave and make my way toward my own room. There, I jump into the shower and wash off all the sweat and sex from my body. On one hand, the shower is refreshing, but on the other, it makes me feel sad. I love the smell of Mr. Black on my hands and body and now a little part of him is gone.

  After putting on some eyeliner and mascara and darkening my brows a little bit, I hear a knock at the door. It’s Lizbeth.

  “I’m just here to check on you. How was everything last night?” she asks.

  “Great,” I say. “Actually it was really great.”

  “Well, I’m glad to hear that,” she says smiling from ear to ear.

  “And everything is alright with your account?” she asks.

  “Um, I don’t actually know. That’s a good question.”

  “Well, I can wait while you double check, it’s no problem.”

  That wasn’t exactly what I had in mind, but okay. I pull out my phone and log into my Bank of America account. I have exactly $251,459.39 in there. The quarter million is from last night and the $1,459 and some change is what I previously had to live on for the rest of the month. Wow, it didn’t seem like such a paltry amount until just now.

  “Yes, everything seems to be in order.”

  “I’m glad to hear that. Well, in any case, I just want to let you know that there’s breakfast in the dining room. And the helicopter is ready to take you back to Manhattan at any time.”

  Oh. Wait, what? A helicopter? I’m stunned for a moment.

  “Do I have to go back right now?” I ask.

  “No, of course not, you can definitely have breakfast first, if you like.”

  “No, that’s not exactly what I meant,” I say hesitantly. “What I mean is that I thought that this was going to be a weekend thing. I thought there was maybe another party later on?”

  Lizbeth flashes a mysterious smile at me.

  “Oh, so you really had a good time last night,” she says. My cheeks turn bright red and then I blush even more from the thought that I’m embarrassed.

  “Mr. Black does leave an impression, doesn’t he?” Lizbeth asks.

  From the tone of her voice, I can tell that she’s probably not a stranger in his bed. The thought of that makes me really mad, but I try to keep a hold of my temper.

  “Never-mind. I guess I was misinformed,” I mumble and turn back to my suitcase and pretend to pack.

  “Listen, the party was just for one night. I mean
the party continues, but there will be another auction tonight. With all new girls. The men here like fresh meat so to say.”

  “Yes, of course. I’m such an idiot.”

  “No, you’re not,” Lizbeth says, putting her arm around my shoulder. “You just didn’t know.”

  There’s a real tenderness in this moment. I suddenly feel like she knows exactly how I feel. The disappointment and the regret mixed with anger and jealousy. I want to know more about her.

  “So, how did you get this job?” I ask her.

  “I came here just like you, a few years go. Someone bought me and we had a very good time. Then he asked me to stay for a week. And then a month. And then I started to serve him all the time.”

  “What do you mean?” I ask.

  “Well, we have what you would call a master-slave relationship. I am here to serve him and do anything he wants. Indefinitely.”

  “And you like that?”

  “Oh yes,” she nods her head. “I have never felt anything this exhilarating in my entire life. It helps that we are very sexually compatible.”

  “So, who is he? Your master?” I ask. The word feels uncomfortable in my mouth and I cringe a little when it comes out. But there’s also something exciting about the thought.

  “He’s a friend of Mr. Black’s. He’s away now on business, that’s why I’m here entertaining you all on Mr. Black’s yacht. Otherwise, I’d be on his yacht.”

  “What’s his name?” I ask.

  “Mr. White.”

  I laugh out loud. “Do they all have names like that?”

  “Yes, they do,” she nods her head. “They are part of a loose organization called The Billionaire Boys Club. The members are the ones who own the yachts. The other men who were in the hall bidding are prospective members.”

  “Wow, I had no idea,” I whisper.

  “It’s somewhat of a secret organization. They don't like to talk about it very openly because many run very large, multinational companies with shareholders. Lots of people to answer to.”