by Mandy Baxter
“Could be.” Avery wasn’t convinced, though. “But he hasn’t even introduced me to any of his friends yet. Maybe he doesn’t want them to know he’s slumming with a waitress.”
“Hey, Negative Nancy, I refuse to hear that kind of talk.” Kristie brandished her whisk like a weapon. “You might be waitressing to pay the bills, but it’s not who you are. And if Jase Blackwell is too closed-minded to see past what you do or where you live, then he doesn’t deserve you.”
Avery gave Kristie a sad smile. “Thanks.” It shouldn’t have mattered what Jase thought about her, but it did. She wanted him to be proud to show her off to his friends or take her out. And it’s not like she expected him to drop loads of cash on a date. She’d be fine with burgers and a movie.
“You know, he might be keeping a low profile because of the playoffs,” Kristie suggested. “The Cowboys have a good chance of going to the Super Bowl. That’s gotta be stressful. He might be one of those superstitious sports guys who have to follow a certain ritual during the season. His might be living like a hermit.”
Avery laughed. “It would be a heck of a lot better than wearing dirty underwear for four months.”
“All right everyone, please present a sample of your béchamel and begin to clean up your stations,” Chef Isaacs announced from the back of the classroom.
Thank god. Despite the fact that she couldn’t wait to show off her béchamel, she was anxious for class to be over and call it a night. She wanted to check the score from tonight’s game. With any luck, the Cowboys had racked up another win and Jase would be in a good mood. She loved his playful side and a lighthearted Jase was a lot of fun. Tonight would be one of their last nights together for a while. If the Cowboys won tonight, their next game would be out of town and she had no idea when she’d see him again. The thought of being away from him for even a day soured her stomach. Maybe Kristie was right and Avery’s feelings for him ran deeper than she wanted to admit.
Her phone vibrated in her back pocket and she peeked to the rear of the classroom to make sure Chef was occupied before she checked the text message. A smile lit her face when she read Jase’s name and she swiped her finger across the screen to read his text: Booyah! We won! One step closer to the Super Bowl, baby! Heading over to your place in an hour to celebrate. Can’t wait to see you. Preferably naked. Make sure you’re free tomorrow. Taking you to a party.
A party? A ribbon of hope unfurled in Avery’s chest. Maybe Jase wasn’t embarrassed to be seen with her after all. She smiled as she fired off a quick response: Congrats! I’ll see you in an hour. Maybe without my clothes. ;)
Chef Isaacs approached her station and Avery quickly tucked her phone into her back pocket before dipping a spoon into her béchamel, anxious for him to taste. She’d aced tonight’s assignment and tomorrow night she had an honest to god date with Jason Blackwell.
Could her life get any better?
NINE
Avery fidgeted in the passenger seat of Jase’s Maserati as a riot of butterflies swirled in her stomach. She’d worked plenty of the Cowboys’ team functions over the past few months, but she’d never attended one as a guest. Tonight’s was another private party and thankfully, Peyton’s catering service wasn’t providing the food. Which meant no familiar faces, no prying eyes and whispering lips for her to worry about. Unless some of the players or their dates recognized her from previous parties, Avery could maintain a modicum of anonymity. She wouldn’t have to make excuses for what she did or where she came from. At least, she hoped.
“So … the division championship game is in Miami?” Beside her, Jase was a picture of calm while Avery was so nervous she’d resorted to the most ridiculous small talk ever. “Have you been there before?”
Jase’s affectionate smile was enough to turn her bones to mush. “Several times. Like, every time we play them. Avery, relax. It’s just a party. You’re about to vibrate right out of your seat.”
She stilled her bouncing knees as heat rose to her cheeks. “I know.”
“Then why do you look like you’re about to lose your lunch?”
Avery shrugged. “It’s just … I mean…” Gah. Spit it out already! “What if someone recognizes me from the events I worked?”
“So what if they do?”
She cleared her throat, forced the words from her mouth. “Won’t you be embarrassed if your teammates find out that you’re dating the hired help?”
Jase’s expression darkened and Avery’s heart plunged into her stomach. He put on his blinker and checked traffic before crossing over into the far right lane. At the first turnout he could find, Jase pulled off the road and brought the car to a complete stop. He threw the car into park and turned in his seat, facing her fully. “Jesus, Avery. Do you really think that I’m that shallow? That I’d be ashamed to be seen with you because you’re a fucking waitress?”
“Come on, Jase. You have to admit, I’m not exactly the type of girl a guy like you goes for. And I assumed that we spent so much time at my place because you were worried about being seen with me.” She’d never voiced her insecurities before and cringed at Jase’s pained expression.
“Wow. I had no idea that you thought so little of me.”
“What? No. Jase—”
His eyes burned with hurt and anger, making Avery wish she could take back everything she’d said. Damn it. Why did she always have to let her self-doubt get the best of her? Jase’s nostrils flared and he settled back into his seat with enough force to cause it to groan in protest. She’d never seen him angry before, but her careless comment had obviously triggered one of his hot-button issues.
“You know, Avery, there is nothing worse than someone making assumptions about the type of person you are. I’ve been called a snob, accused of using my money to advance my career, and yeah, of even being a shallow, insensitive dick. But you know more about me than most people. Like the fact that my childhood home makes your apartment look like the fucking Plaza. If I was embarrassed to be seen with you do you think I would’ve even asked you to come with me tonight?” His voice grew louder with each word.
“No.” Avery averted her gaze, his hurt slicing through her. “I know you’re not that sort of guy.” She was letting her own stupid insecurities get the better of her. “I’m sorry, Jase.”
He reached out and guided her chin up so she had no choice but to look at him. His expression softened and he said, “Avery, you’re beautiful. Funny. Intelligent. And don’t tell my mom I said this, but you cook the best food I’ve ever eaten. How could I not want to show you off to my friends? My teammates? Hell, the entire state. I haven’t taken you anywhere because I’m a selfish son of a bitch and I haven’t wanted to share your attention with anyone else. That’s all. So can we please get back on the road before all of the good snacks are gone?”
A reluctant smile tugged at Avery’s mouth. Emotion swelled in her chest at Jase’s admission. His compliment about her cooking alone was enough to endear him to her. Falling in love with Jase Blackwell didn’t seem so far-fetched anymore. “I think at a fancy party, they’re considered hors d’oeuvres.”
“If they’re bite-sized, they’re snacks. Period. So, are we good?”
“Yes.” He caressed the line of her jaw with his thumb and Avery leaned in to the contact, letting her eyes drift shut. “We’re good.”
* * *
“Damn, Blackwell. I need a good-luck charm like yours. She’s so tiny, I bet I could carry her around in my jock.”
Jase’s jaw was clenched to the point that he was pretty sure he’d taken the enamel off of his molars. Malcolm Willis was one bullshit comment away from getting coldcocked.
“Maybe if I got her on her back, I could have a killer post-season, too.”
If it wouldn’t mean suspension, he’d beat the son of a bitch to a bloody pulp right in the middle of Carson’s living room. Hell, if he could be guaranteed that he’d only be fined, Jase would pay upward of a hundred grand just to lay him out.
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sp; “Hell, I might even get to start Sunday’s game if I could get a blow job out of her.”
Jase took a step forward and Carson put a hand on his chest, urging him back. “Down, boy. The last thing you need tonight is to get into it with anyone on the team. He’s just jealous that you’re kicking ass on the field and he’s trying to rile you into doing something stupid. Don’t let him play you like that.”
Jase tore his gaze from the younger man and focused on his friend’s face. His chest heaved with labored breaths and his muscles ached with unspent adrenaline. He should have said something. Told the cocky little bastard to shut his mouth. But anger clogged his throat and Jase couldn’t force the words out no matter how hard he tried. Instead, he let Willis insult Avery behind her back while he stood there and took it like some sort of pussy. And the worst part of it was, before he’d truly gotten to know Avery, he’d considered her as nothing more than a means to an end. The lucky piece of ass he’d needed to get his game tight. Christ. He was just as big of an asshole as Willis, wasn’t he?
“Don’t even think about it,” Carson said as though sensing Jase’s thoughts. “You are not allowed to get down on yourself for being the bigger man.”
“Yeah?” The word burned his mouth like acid. He sure as hell didn’t feel like the bigger man. “Give me one decent reason why being the bigger man is a good thing right now.”
“Because if you start shit at my house, Gena will have your ass in a sling for starters.”
Gena, Carson’s wife, was a notorious ball buster and one of Jase’s favorite people. She kept Carson in line off the field and he was head over heels in love with her. Likewise, she ran a pretty tight ship and shenanigans of any kind were off-limits when you went to a party she was hosting. Jase knew better than to test her. “Willis oughta thank Gena for the fact that he’s not picking his sorry ass up off the floor, then.”
“So true,” Carson said with a laugh. “Man, I’m sorry I even said anything about Avery. If I’d had any idea how you really felt about her or that some of the guys would take it so far—”
“I know,” Jase replied. “Don’t worry about it.”
“If it’s any consolation, your girl looks like she’s doing just fine.”
Jase followed Carson’s gaze to where Avery was standing with a group of wives. He caught her eye and she flashed him a dazzling smile that made his heart clench and his gut curl up into a knot. Her expression shone like the sun, the happiness radiating from her. “I really wanted Gena to like her.” As the queen bee of the group of Cowboys wives, Gena’s approval meant that no one would give Avery an ounce of shit. Ever. Not to mention the fact that if the two women hit it off, Jase wouldn’t have to worry so much about Avery feeling as though she didn’t fit in. Truth be told, he couldn’t give a shit what anyone else thought about her. The only opinion that mattered was his.
“Hey, are you taking her to Miami?”
Jase hadn’t thought about it. She had school and work. But damn, having her there to support him during the championship would be awesome. “I don’t know.” His eyes were still glued to where she stood. He couldn’t wait to get her home and into bed. “I hadn’t really thought about it.”
“Between you and me, I think you should take her.” Carson put an arm around Jase’s shoulder. “Because if you don’t, I doubt you’ll be able to focus enough to tie your shoes, let alone catch a pass.”
“Are you saying I’m not a professional?” Jase ribbed.
“Not at all,” Carson replied. “But if the way you’re looking at her right now is any indicator, you’ll play that much better if you know she’s waiting for you at the end of the day.”
“Are you speaking from experience?”
Carson chuckled. “You know it. There’s nothing better than spending as much time as possible with the woman you love.”
“It’s only been a few weeks. Way too early for words like love.”
“Jase, you’re so far gone in love with that girl there’s no comin’ back. And the sooner you come to realize it, the better. Let’s go get another beer before Gena cuts me off for the night. I ordered a new microbrew I want you to try.”
As he followed Carson to the kitchen, Jase chanced a quick glance at Avery on his way out. Damn, she was beautiful. Smart. Independent. Funny. Not to mention sexy as all get-out. But love? Was that what this bone-deep ache in his chest was? He’d never felt this way about anyone before. Could he love her? And more importantly, could she love him back?
TEN
“Avery, will you excuse me for a second? I think we’re just about ready to eat and I want to check in with the caterers.”
“Sure. No worries.”
Never in a million years would Avery have thought that she’d hit it off with Gena. Gorgeous, well-spoken, and built like a supermodel with long blond hair and bright blue eyes, she was the type of woman who couldn’t help but project an air of self-confidence. Shorter, quieter, and a hell of a lot more introverted, it wouldn’t have been tough for Avery to just melt into the scenery in the presence of the other woman. But Gena had coaxed her out of her shell, engaged her in the conversation, and seemed to be genuinely interested in what she had to say. She was welcoming, open, and friendly. The type of woman Avery could see herself becoming friends with. Why had she been so nervous about coming here tonight? So far, she was having a blast.
“So Blackwell finally let you out of your cage, huh?”
Avery recognized the guy speaking to her from some of the other team parties, though she didn’t know his name. A smarmy grin was plastered on his face and his words were slurred. Someone had clearly had too much to drink tonight. He leaned against the wall, eyeing Avery up and down and a nervous tremor ran the length of her spine.
“I don’t think we’ve ever met.” Her voice quavered as she tried to infuse confidence into the words. She held out her hand. “I’m Avery Lockhart.”
“I know who you are,” he said with a sneer. He didn’t bother to take her hand. “You’re Blackwell’s good-luck fuck.”
A wave of nausea crested over her and Avery fought for a deep breath. “Excuse me?”
The drunken jerk leaned in and she got a strong whiff of bourbon on his breath. “You’re the talk of the locker room, sweetheart. I’m surprised the team hasn’t erected a statue in your honor. You must have a magic pussy because Blackwell’s never played so well. Maybe when he’s done with you, you’ll consider passing some of that mojo my way.”
Oh god. She was going to be sick. Avery’s heart raced, her rib cage constricting to the point of pain. It took a conscious effort to draw a deep breath, and even then it was ragged and shuddered in her chest. His words tore through her like a well-honed butcher knife, eviscerating her heart into a hunk of bloodied meat. Good-luck fuck? The term was so crass, so … disgusting that it made Avery feel dirty from head to toe.
Dark spots swam in her vision and she pushed her way past her verbal assailant and toward the foyer. “Avery?” Gena’s voice called out from behind her but she didn’t dare stop. Tears spilled over her cheeks, running in rivulets that dripped from her chin. Jase had used her and everyone on his team knew about it. Had he brought her here tonight—his lucky charm and the supposed reason for his outstanding performance the past few games—for the sole purpose of parading her around for the benefit of his buddies? Avery had never been so humiliated, so hurt in all of her life.
She burst through the front door gasping for breath. Kicking off her heels, Avery started off at a slow jog down the driveway. It was a forty-minute drive to her apartment, but she’d walk all night to get home and suffer blisters from hell before she’d stay another minute in that house and endure the humiliation of knowing she was nothing more than a pawn in Jase’s stupid game. God, what a fool she’d been! Her heart ached from the betrayal. Her stomach twisted into a painful knot. To think that she’d fallen for his act; actually considered the possibility that she could fall in love with Jason Blackwell and that he coul
d, in turn, love her. All the while he’d been bragging to his teammates about her, trivializing their time together as nothing more than something he used to get pumped up for his next game. What a joke!
She was finally starting to feel good about herself. Like her life was on track and things were going her way. School was better. Work was better. Everything was better because Jase had been in her life and knowing that it was all a lie made her feel like throwing up.
Avery had put about a half mile behind her when she heard the growl of an engine creep up behind her. She squared her shoulders and kept her eyes forward, unwilling to look back. The car accelerated with a roar and Jase pulled up beside her, leaning over the center console as the passenger-side window slid down.
“Avery, what happened? Gena said she saw you talking to Malcolm Willis and then you ran out of the house crying. What’s going on?”
“Go away, Jase.” The concern in his tone gutted her. The thought that he must’ve brought her here tonight to show off his lucky charm disgusted her. “I don’t want to talk to you.”
“What? Why? Avery, what in the hell is going on?”
His insistence on keeping up the pretense snapped Avery’s control over her temper. “Oh, come on, Jase! I don’t want or need your fake concern. You’re an asshole! Go back to your stupid party and find some other girl to give you a good-luck fuck before the championship game!”
Jase hit the brakes so hard that the tires screeched on the pavement. Avery picked up her pace, ignoring the bite of the asphalt on her bare feet as she continued her trek out of the swanky subdivision. The car door opened and slammed behind her but she paid it no mind. Damn it, she’d left her damned purse at the house. Which meant no cell phone to call a cab to get her the hell away from Jase Blackwell for good. And she wasn’t about to endure the shame of going back to get it.
“Avery, stop.”