by Val McDermid
“A few yards. Maybe a dozen?”
“How deep are the banks?”
“I suppose a couple of feet deep…” His voice began to trail away as his energy ebbed.
Fiona nodded. “So if I can get up the stream bed without him seeing me, I should be able to come up above and behind him. I can jump him. Hit him with a rock or something. Deal with him, anyway.”
“You can’t do that. He’s a big strong bloke,” Kit protested. “And he’s got a gun.”
“Yeah. But I’d put money on my will to live being a damn sight stronger than his. And that, my love, is a professional opinion.”
“You’re crazy. He’ll kill you.”
Fiona put her hand in the pocket of her fleece and took out the craft knife. “I’m not exactly unarmed. And I’m willing to use it. It’s our only chance, Kit. I’m not going to sit here and wait to be killed.”
Kit put his hand over hers. “Be careful.” He frowned at the inadequacy of his words. “I love you, Fiona.”
She leaned into him and kissed his cheek. The cold clamminess of his skin reminded her there wasn’t time to delay. She checked that Blake was still in position. Then she stood up. “Let’s do it.”
FIFTY-SEVEN
Caroline checked her watch. It felt as if half a lifetime had passed while she’d been sitting in the reception area of the police station. Whatever was going on, it was taking long enough.
At last, the door in the far wall opened again and the PC returned, followed by a man who looked as grey and monolithic as some of the rocky outcroppings on the nearby mountain. His light-grey suit was creased in all the places it should have been smooth and he showed no sign of pleasure at Caroline’s presence. “I’m Sergeant Lovat,” he said. “You’re lucky I’m here. I only popped round with a message for Sammy here.”
“Has he explained the situation?”
“Well, he’s told me what you told him, which doesnae sound like much of an explanation to me.” He leaned against the counter and cocked his head, as if assessing her and not much liking what he saw.
Caroline was conscious that she was not at her most prepossessing. Her hair was a mess and she knew she was probably almost as crumpled as Sergeant Lovat. Nevertheless, she needed to make an impression. “I’ve never been more serious in my life, Sergeant,” she said. “I really do think something untoward has happened to Fiona Cameron.”
“Untoward, eh?” Lovat said, chewing the word as if it were spearmint gum.
“Look, I know it sounds like a bizarre tale, but Dr. Cameron is not a woman who wastes police time. She’s worked as a consultant with the Metropolitan Police for years and I don’t think they’d be…” Her voice tailed off as a possible solution to her dilemma presented itself. She’d been so busy worrying about getting her message across, she’d lost sight of the obvious lateral route. She took a deep breath and smiled at Lovat.
“Detective Superintendent Steve Preston,” she announced. “New Scotland Yard. Please, call him. Tell him what I’ve told you. He’ll know this isn’t some wind-up.”
Lovat looked faintly amused. “You want me to call Scotland Yard on your say-so?”
“It won’t take you more than a few minutes. And it could save at least one life. Please, Sergeant Lovat.” She forced a cool smile. “It would be so much better coming from you than from me. But if you won’t make the call, I’ll have to.”
Lovat looked at the PC and raised his eyebrows. “What are you waiting for, Sammy? This should be a good one.”
The rock walls closed around them, about a dozen feet tall, producing a narrow channel that twisted away to the left. As soon as they were inside the sheltering defile, Kit urged Fiona ahead. “Go, now. Just leave me. I’ll find a place to sit down.”
She threw her arms round him in a quick hug. “I love you,” she said. Then she was gone, moving swiftly along the base of the passage. Sure-footed and driven, Fiona moved with the easy confidence of a regular traveller in the rough terrain of hill and mountain. Within minutes, she could see the defile start to widen out, opening into a rocky slope with patches of heather and bracken pushing through. She paused, checking out the lie of the land.
The stream cut its own channel through the peat hag, its banks a rich, dark chocolate-brown fringed with the yellow of rough upland grasses and the cinnamon of bracken. It was, as Kit had said, about a dozen yards from the final cover of the low cliff. There was no way of checking whether Blake had figured out where they would eventually emerge or if he was just scanning the hillside in frustration, wondering where they’d disappeared to.
She considered for a moment. If she ran across to the stream, the very speed of her movement might attract attention. The fleece was a bright scarlet. But the thermal polo neck was mid-grey, her trousers a dark olive-green. If she shed the fleece, she would be pretty well camouflaged against the rock. It was worth a try.
Fiona pulled the fleece over her head and tossed it to the ground. Then she remembered her knife and retrieved it, making sure the blade was retracted before she put it in her trouser pocket. She dropped to her knees, then spreadeagled herself against the rock. In an agonizingly slow commando crawl, feeling hideously exposed, she crossed the dozen yards to the stream, crabbing round as she reached the bank so she dropped in feet first. The water was so cold it took her breath away for an instant. She crouched in water that came up to the middle of her calves, her head barely above the bank. She scanned the hillside, looking for Blake’s vantage point.
“Gotcha,” she said softly. From this side, he was entirely unprotected. She could see the outline of his body against the hillside, the gun barrel protruding like an obscene prosthesis. He had a hand up to his eyes, as if he was looking through binoculars. Fiona made a rough calculation of where she needed to be so that she’d emerge above and behind him. The burn took a sharp left bend a few yards beyond where she wanted to be. Taking that as her marker, Fiona ducked down below the banks and started up the burn.
It was a treacherous ascent, the stones of the stream bed slippery with algae and too uneven to make her passage anything other than slow and awkward. More than once, Fiona lost her footing altogether and sprawled full length in the chilly waters. After the third or fourth ducking, she decided she couldn’t get any wetter and started using her hands and arms to move her along faster, scrabbling up the burn like a chimpanzee.
So fiercely was she concentrating on her progress that the bend in the burn was upon her before she realized how far she’d come. She squatted on her haunches, trying to get her breath back. No chance of a stealthy approach if she was panting like a dog on a summer’s day.
Slowly, cautiously, Fiona peered over the lip of the bank. She frowned. She was pretty sure she was looking in the right direction. But there was no sign of Blake. She sighted down the burn, to make certain she’d come far enough up. There was no doubt about it. She was exactly where she’d planned to be, which meant Blake should have been about a hundred yards away from her, maybe fifteen feet down the mountain. But he wasn’t.
The tight hand of panic gripped Fiona’s chest. She stood up, scanning the mountainside. There was no sign of her quarry. “Fuck,” she moaned, scrambling out of the water course and on to the rocky side of the bank. Even with this higher vantage point, there was no mistake. Blake had vanished from the landscape.
That could only mean one thing, she thought. He’d panicked when they disappeared and made his way down to the last place he’d seen them. Where Kit was lying, vulnerable and weak as the runt of the litter.
Fiona took off like a mountain hare. Heedless of her safety, she hurtled across the steep slope at an angle she hoped would bring her to the beginning of the channel in the rock where she’d left Kit. Her wet boots squelched, skidded and slipped as she ran, and only the sharpest of reflexes stopped her pitching headlong down the slope.
As she raced down the hillside, what had started as a dark line in the rock gradually defined itself as the gap. From this angle,
it looked like a giant split in a massive slab of stone. The closer she approached, the more Fiona realized she had misjudged her line. She was actually going to hit the edge about halfway along. She adjusted her course slightly, but the going was too steep now for it to be possible to make much of a correction.
She slowed to a walk, stepping sideways until she was at the edge of the drop into the defile. She looked back towards the beginning, but the angle of the bend was too sharp for her to see all the way to where she’d left Kit. Without the concentration of the downhill run to protect her, fear coursed through her like electricity.
Fiona forced herself to breathe deeply and started the treacherous scramble back along the rock. Halfway to her destination, she came to an abrupt halt. She could hear a man’s voice raised in anger. She inched forward so she could see over the edge again.
What she saw made her stomach clench in pure terror. Down below, about fifteen feet away, Kit was sprawled on the ground, half sitting, propped against the rock wall. With his back to her, Francis Blake stood above him, hefting the shotgun in his hands. She couldn’t make out his words, but his intent was clear. He took a step back and started to raise the gun.
Without pause for thought, Fiona sprang into action. She took a short run up along the edge of the defile and launched herself through the air.
As the gun levelled out, Fiona crashed on top of Francis Blake, the momentum carrying them both in a heap on top of Kit.
The crack of a gunshot split the mountain air.
FIFTY-EIGHT
The city glittered below her in a tawdry galaxy, zirconium to the diamond sparkles of the stars blotted out by the light pollution. It was, Fiona thought, probably all she deserved. She’d come up to her favourite vantage point on the Heath in spite of the frosty night air because she wanted to be as alone as it was possible to be in the heart of the city.
She pulled the letter out of her pocket, fumbling it through her gloves. There was barely enough light to make out the letterhead, but she needed to check its reality. The Procurator Fiscal had decided she was not to be prosecuted for culpable homicide. There were to be no formal repercussions for that single minute of chaos when the gun had gone off, taking most of Francis Blake’s head with it. They had finally accepted that there had been nothing calculated in her actions; a few seconds either way and the outcome would have been quite different. Earlier, and Fiona might not have won a struggle for the gun. Later, and Blake would have fired and destroyed Kit utterly. Somehow, miraculously, she had landed at precisely the right moment. The gun had jerked back, Blake’s finger on the trigger, and suddenly it was all over.
Both Fiona and Kit had been injured too, which was probably what had made the police believe her story that she had had no intention of killing Blake when she jumped from the edge of the defile on to his back. It would, she thought, have been much less credible if they hadn’t taken some collateral damage.
She couldn’t really blame the police for their incredulous reaction. She must have presented a bizarre sight, staggering off the hill covered in mud and blood, soaked to the skin. Reeling from the shock of what had happened, she had been cold-hearted enough to strip Francis Blake’s body of his padded jacket and use it to make Kit as comfortable as she could. Then she’d torn herself away from him and covered the last few miles to the road in a blur of fear and pain, every stride sending a sickening wave of agony through the shoulder that had taken a blast of shot in the fatal moment.
Only adrenaline had kept her going all the way to the road. When she finally emerged from the last belt of trees, the phone box where she’d left Caroline had shimmered like a mirage through the miasma of her exhaustion. She’d staggered over to it and dialled the emergency services. Her relief when she was connected to a police officer almost made her buckle at the knees.
A squad car had been with her within minutes. Somehow, she’d managed to string her story together. And because Caroline had made the police talk to Steve, they took her seriously. But suspiciously.
And at least they’d mobilized an emergency helicopter to get Kit to hospital. She’d had no time to luxuriate in her relief; while paramedics extracted lead shot from her shoulder, the police had hovered, grim-faced and unsympathetic, waiting to pick holes in her story.
But she had been believed eventually. Everyone, from Steve to Sandy Galloway, had assured her there was no chance of her facing charges, but it had taken anxious weeks for the official notice to reach her.
She wasn’t sure what she felt. Part of her believed she deserved some sort of punishment for taking the life of another human being. But her rational self kept telling her how foolish it was to imagine that anything formal could assuage that particular guilt. And she couldn’t deny that she felt a sense of remission that she wouldn’t have to relive those terrible seconds when she had to make a life and death decision that, ultimately, had been no choice at all.
It was ironic that the only person who would ever appear in a courtroom in connection with Francis Blake’s murders was the false confessor, Charles Redford. He was languishing in prison awaiting trial, charged with perverting the course of justice, threats to kill and offences under the Protection from Harassment Act. On the same wing as Gerard Patrick Coyne, due to face a jury for the murder of Susan Blanchard. The proximity of the two men who linked the crimes of Francis Blake provided a satisfying symmetry to Fiona.
The sound of footsteps on the path broke into her thoughts. She turned her head and saw a familiar figure approaching. Fiona looked back across the city lights, unwilling to appear eager for company.
Steve cleared his throat. “I thought I’d find you here. Kit said you’d gone out for a walk.” He stood by the bench, uncertainty on his face.
“Did he also mention I didn’t want company?”
Steve looked embarrassed. “His actual words were, ‘You’re taking your life in your hands, mate. She’s off doing a Greta Garbo.’”
She sighed. “Now you’re here, you’d better sit down.” They’d rebuilt most of their bridges over the previous weeks, but the sense that Steve had somehow betrayed her still lurked in Fiona’s heart. That was something else she wanted to disappear from her consciousness, along with the memory of killing Blake.
Steve sat down beside her, keeping his physical distance. “Kit also told me the news.”
“You didn’t know already? I assumed that’s why you came,” Fiona said.
“No. I came because I finally managed to get Sarah Duvall to give me a copy of Blake’s journal. He started it while he was in prison, and kept it right up until a couple of days before his death. It was written in code, but it was pretty simple, and Sarah got it transcribed. I thought you’d be interested in seeing it.”
Fiona nodded. “Thanks.”
“It covers all the practical stuff of how he laid his plans and carried them out. How he gave the Spanish police the slip when he was supposedly over there in Fuengirola. It turns out he has a cousin who lives in Spain. This cousin lent Blake his car, and simply stayed at the villa when Blake was over in the UK and Ireland, killing Drew Shand and Jane Elias. They looked similar, and as long as the Spanish cops saw someone answering Blake’s description when they cruised past the place a couple of times a day, it never occurred to them that it wasn’t him.”
Fiona nodded listlessly. “I see.”
“He was able to enter the UK and Ireland by ferry without a problem because, of course, there was no general alert out for him. He’d got all the background information he needed from the Internet and from published material about his targets. He even managed to track down Kit’s bothy via Land Registry records. He was a clever bastard. He covered all his bases. The only mistake he made was not taking account of the CCTVs in Smithfield.”
“That’s fascinating, Steve. But does this journal answer the important question?”
“You mean, the motive?”
“What else?” Attempting to understand had kept her awake more nights than she
could count. She knew there had to be some coherent motivation in Blake’s actions, even if it only appeared reasonable to him. But why he should want to take revenge on thriller writers for what had happened to him had eluded her so far.
“It’s twisted, but it makes a kind of sense,” Steve said.
“Don’t they always?” Fiona said ironically. “So, what’s the story?”
“Blake was eaten up with the desire for revenge for what happened to him. But he knew if he took direct vengeance, he’d never get away with it. The more he brooded, the more he realized that there were people other than the police he could blame.”
“Thriller writers?” Fiona protested. “I still don’t see it.”
“He reckoned that if the police had never called in a psychological profiler, he’d never have had his life destroyed. But he also decided that the main reason profilers get taken seriously is because they’ve been turned into infallible heroes. And who turned them into heroes?”
Fiona sighed deeply. “His victims all wrote novels where the profiler was responsible for tracking down the killer. And their work inspired films and TV that took the idea to a much wider audience. So, ultimately, they were the ones to blame.”
“That’s about the size of it,” Steve agreed.
“And seeing Susan Blanchard’s murder had made him realize it wasn’t such a hard taboo to break,” Fiona said, half to herself. She looked up at Steve. “Does he talk about her murder?”
“Endlessly. How much it excited him. How it made him understand that killing was the most powerful thing one person could do to another.”
“It always conics down to power,” she said softly. Fiona got to her feet. “Thanks, Steve. I needed to know that.”
“That’s what I figured.”
“Would you like to come back for dinner? I’m sure Kit’s half expecting you.”
Steve stood up. “I’d love to, but I can’t.” He stared down at the ground, then looked up to meet her quizzical look. “I said I’d meet Terry for a drink.”