by D. R. Rosier
He knew round three wouldn’t take long to start, if they kept kissing like that. He could also see their breasts pushed together, which turned him on. Chrystal had Ds now, and Nadia was a double D. That was a lot of soft wonderful flesh for him to play with.
They broke their kiss, and Nadia reached out and stroked Chrystal’s body.
She said, “You are so beautiful Chrystal, and I don’t mean your amazing body.”
Chrystal smiled, “Ditto. I like you a lot Nadia, I really want to see this work.”
Nadia kissed Chrystal, and arched her back a little to push her ass against his cock, which wasn’t recovered yet, but was well on the way.
He kissed the side of her neck, and caressed the bottom of both of their breasts with his free hand.
Nadia suddenly stiffened and broke the kiss, and her voice was tight and choked, “Excuse me.”
To his and Chrystal’s shock, Nadia got up and quickly fled the room without getting dressed, although he supposed there was no one around to see it, Alyndra went to bed when they did.
“What just happened?” he asked in a boggled tone, it was going so well, hadn’t it been? He knew having two of them, plus his libido may have blinded him to an issue, but he didn’t think so.
Chrystal shook her head, “I don’t know, she’s upset, but I don’t know why. I thought it was clear that she enjoyed both of us, she was aggressive, playful, and caring all at the same time. It was also her idea to double team you first.”
She frowned, “It was right after I told her how I liked her, and wanted to see this work. Maybe that made her think about what she’s keeping from us? Whatever it is?”
He shook his head, and leaned forward to kiss her softly, and then nibbled her lip as they broke it.
“I’m going to go see what’s going on, I love you baby, more than life.”
Chrystal smiled, “I love you too Mike. Go get her, or at least find out what the deal is.”
He nodded, got up, and crossed the hall. He didn’t bother getting dressed either.
Chapter Thirty
Nadia was face down on her bad, and he could hear her sobs and the sound tore at his heart.
He crossed the room, and crawled into her bed, and gathered her up against his chest, and spooned her from behind.
She stiffened as he kissed her head, and squeezed her warm body against his.
“What’s wrong gorgeous? We thought…” he trailed off.
She sniffled, and sighed sadly as she relaxed a little bit, but he sensed she was still uncomfortable in his arms.
He didn’t care, he wasn’t letting her go unless she told him to. He’d even made her that promise earlier in the day, he’d be there until she told him to leave. If the pain in his chest was any measure, he cared about her far more than he’d admitted even to himself.
She wiped her tears, and finally spoke.
“I wanted you so badly Mike. Your handsome, powerful, and you have a huge cock,” she giggled, “and you are without a doubt the most generous and understanding man I’ve ever met, while at the same time forcefully confident. I saw how you were with Chrystal, and I wanted that, I wanted you. Too much.”
She paused for a minute, but he didn’t speak, just held her tight until she was ready to continue.
“I even considered the polyamory, and I thought I was crazy, because I told myself that maybe they were right, and I could still have you. Deep down, I didn’t think that was true, deep down I thought when I went into that room tonight, that I would be disgusted, and finally get you out of my head, and my need of you out of my heart. I went into that room expecting it to fail, like popping the soap bubble of a ridiculous dream.”
He said softly, “You slept with us both in an attempt to get over and passed me?”
She nodded, “Exactly. Sorry.”
He asked, “So what happened?”
She sighed, and there was pain in her voice, “I was wrong, I wasn’t jealous at all. Watching Chrystal ride you like that, and participating to make it more intense for both of you, as you loved each other in front of me? It was one of the most wonderful and beautiful erotic moments in my life. It was… a life altering moment, in the exact opposite way that I’d hoped for.
“I’ve never been part of a threesome before, but that wasn’t a typical threesome for decadent pleasure like in some porn, there was caring, deep intimacy, and… there was also lust and desire, but it was… beautiful. I lost myself in it, in you, and in Chrystal. I’d never done anything like it before, I’d laugh if anyone suggested it, but I had to taste both of you, the results of that love. And god, the way you fucked me, and spanked me while I sucked your seed from her was unbelievable. It was the most intense orgasm of my life, because of the two of you, and I’ve had a lot of sex. I’ve never squirted like that before, not once.”
He nodded and kissed the top of her head, he knew she was about to get to the point, and why she’d panicked. At least, he hoped she would share that, he wouldn’t force her to do it. She was definitely taking a roundabout approach, but he wouldn’t rush her either.
“When we finished, you spooned me like now, and she held me from the front, and kissed me with every bit as much the passion as the way she kisses you. I felt… cared for, safe, terrified, naked, vulnerable, and invincible, all at the same time. And… I knew I couldn’t have it. I feel like I’ve lied to you, and betrayed you, it was supposed to be a failure, it was supposed to set me free. It wasn’t supposed to make me want you and Chrystal even more.”
He caressed her side slowly, and kissed her hair again, she smelled like sex, home, and like she was his. He hated that she’d said that, but he had no idea why she believed that, and a part of him worried she was right. Another part of him couldn’t imagine letting her go, regardless of the reason.
She sighed and stiffened, as if afraid of what his response would be as she started to explain.
“It wasn’t their fault, the men that cheat on and leave me. I’ve been in love before, and it always ends the same way. I’d decided to not even try again until I retired after my last breakup, right before this mission, and then I met you and this happened. Faster than I’d ever imagined possible. I work for the government of Australia, and I am not just an interpreter as you already surmised. I ferret out secrets, slips of the tongue, and truths most would like to keep hidden.
“It doesn’t happen often, not as often as Hollywood would make it out as, but there are times, when I need to take… special steps to complete the mission. Do you understand what I’m saying? The guilt of it destroys me, and I grow cold toward those I love, and push them away, even start to refuse sex. That’s why they cheat on me, and leave me, because I mentally check out way before that.
“I’ve always chosen my duty over my personal life. And maybe we could have a few weeks together, or a month, or maybe even a year. But someday I’ll be recalled from Xaran, and I’ll be sent on another mission. Maybe one I can return to you from with a clear conscience, but then it may be a mission where I must use this pretty face and sexy body to complete it successfully. I know most men can’t keep their eyes off me, even when I’m not trying to seduce them. I don’t like it, but it’s a part of my life, one that’s necessary sometimes.
“I can’t even believe I’m telling you this. I’m sorry Mike, I can’t go through that, I can’t do that and then look you in the eyes after, it would destroy me. You’re… too good for me, too good for the real world and what happens in it. So, that’s why I can’t have you.”
He kissed the top of her head absently, and his hand teased her stomach with light brushes of his fingertips.
She asked angrily, “Why aren’t you leaving.”
He said, “You’re mine, until you tell me you’re not. You haven’t betrayed me, or Chrystal, and you won’t. I have no reason to judge you for the past, or the decisions you’ve made before you entered my bed, and my heart.”
She asked, “How can you know that? That I won’t betray you
?”
He replied, “Because you wouldn’t have told me any of that otherwise. We can be together, until we aren’t. When the time comes for you to go home to a new mission, you’ll have to decide what you’ll do. I understand and even respect the concept, you’re willing to do anything for the country you believe in, and to keep it safe. If that includes betraying me, well, you’ll tell me your no longer mine so that it won’t be a betrayal, and we’ll part.”
She shook her head, “That’s crazy, it will just be harder, and hurt more then.”
He shrugged, “I’m an A.I., and part human. I’ll be around a very long time, and very few things are forever. I’m willing to enjoy, and even fall in love with you for a short time in this life. If the time comes that you must leave, and you choose your duty over what we have, then that’s okay. You won’t be betraying me, and I’ll be far richer for having known you.
“It will hurt, but wondering what we could have had will hurt and haunt me far worse. It will also hurt far less for you than your other lovers, since you won’t have the guilt of betrayal and regret weighing you down. You are mine and Chrystal’s, until you say you’re not. Why turn down the chance for love and happiness, just because it might end in four months, or a year?”
She shook her head, “I was sure you’d be disgusted with me, for whoring myself out for my government.”
He frowned, “I don’t like that word, and I believe it’s your body and your choice, and quite a bit more pleasant a task than dying with a gunshot wound on a field of battle somewhere. You aren’t a whore, you’re a dedicated, beautiful, and intelligent woman, and your mine, until you tell me you’re not.”
“You’ve said that before.”
He said softly, “It bears repeating, until you believe it.”
He backed away and pulled her onto her back, and crawled between her legs.
She said, “What are you doing.”
He smiled, “I’m taking what’s mine,” and he slid his cock into her tight sex.
She arched her back and gasped.
“Damn you Mike.”
He grinned, “You don’t mean that.”
He leaned down, and kissed her teasingly, and softly. He drew out a little bit, and pushed back in, and enjoyed the way her legs wrapped around him, and the way her body reacted to his invasion.
She said, “Fuck me.”
He pulled out slowly, and then pushed back in while he kissed her neck, her breathing grew shallow and fast.
He raised his head and looked deeply into her eyes, as he slowly sunk back into her moist warm heaven, the feel of her liquid velvet friction pulled a moan from his mouth.
Her eyes widened as she realized his intent, to make love, not fuck, as he continued to stare into her bright green eyes, all the feelings he felt for her gathered on his face, and in his eyes, as he stroked out of her as slowly as possible. She sighed in pleasure as he sunk back in, every small movement was an eternity of pleasure in and of itself, and she ground up into him as their bodies met again.
He said, “Tell me what you are.”
She smiled almost shyly as her green eyes lit up with a vulnerable desire that made his cock twitch.
“Yours. I’m yours.”
He smiled, and asked, “Tell me what I am.”
Her eyes grew moist, “Mine,” she whispered in a tone of awe and desire that went straight to his heart.
He slowly sawed in and out of her, as her body rocked up against his at the same slow pace below him. She was stunningly gorgeous, her body exquisite, and he knew he’d never get enough of her. He didn’t love her yet, but he cared enough, and she cared enough for him, that their slow loving coupling was more than intense.
She exploded beneath him in pleasure, and he just kept going at the same slow deliberate pace as he enjoyed her body’s trembling beneath his, and the look of amazement, desire, and bliss in her eyes. There were also a few tears, and he was sure that those tears weren’t ones of sadness, but of a naked vulnerable joy.
One day she would have a choice to make. Stay with him, or go back for another mission. Whatever her choice was, he knew he wouldn’t regret his decision this night even a little bit. She was worth it, even if they only belonged to each other for a short while. He also had no doubts at all that she would be faithful, and would leave him before she had to go on one of those missions. He just knew, that if she could have betrayed him, she would have just stayed silent and hidden that truth. Not bared herself for his judgement, which she so obviously and mistakenly believed would be final, and harsh.
She wasn’t entirely his though, she also belonged to another, as did he. He sent Chrystal, the love of his life, the contents of their conversation, and invited her to come join them. They had a senate meeting tomorrow to decide the course of events in the Empire’s future, which left the three of them a lot of time left tonight to explore and love each other. He intended to enjoy every moment of it…
Afterword:
I hope you enjoyed the story. This is the first book of three for Mike Stedman. I tried to stop in a good place, without any major cliffhangers. Hope I did well. This series will also be slower on the sex side, and there will be less ladies involved, which you probably realized before reading this note. Hopefully this will increase the depth of the erotic storyline, that’s my intent anyway.
If you can, please take the time to leave a review on Amazon and/or Goodreads.
About the Author: If you have any comments or suggestions you can send me an email at [email protected]. I started out posting short stories online and at readers’ requests started to publish them. If you like my work, or even if you don’t, please consider leaving a review of this book.
Other erotic fantasies by D. R. Rosier:
Cirenthian Chronicles – Book one is Out of Darkness.
Marcus, an ancient vampire, finds himself moved to another world where suddenly he is alive again, and magic is a known and powerful danger. No longer a vampire and dealing with emotions he hasn’t felt in over a millennium, will he be able to start a new life? This series is now complete.
Necromancer Chronicles – Book one is The Necromancer.
Vincent is a necromancer and has an even darker secret. Feared by the rest of the supernatural community he lives on his own, often struggling with his powers, and how to use them. But change is coming, and he will soon find himself dragged into the middle of a suspicious and untrusting community.
Anise is a sorceress, but she has secrets of her own. She is an ancient being, who has walked the earth for time immemorial. She lives in a never ending cycle of life, forever watching those she dares to care about age and die. But she is about to find something new that will offer her hope, if she can live long enough to find it.
Cytherean Chronicles – Book one is Flame of Cytherea.
This two book series follows the chosen champion of a goddess, brought to her world and healed after he was mortally wounded on Earth. At first Justin is a little lost, not knowing anything about the world he finds himself in or even why he is there.
Ashley’s Tale – This two book series follows the tale of a woman with unique parentage in a world greatly different from our own Earth. It is twenty-five years in the future, and the supernatural have long since been exposed. Ashley must struggle with her conflicting nature to find a balance, and her hidden power, as she is taken unwillingly into an extraordinary destiny.
Ashley’s Daughters – This three book trilogy is about Ashley’s three daughters. It’s about a new world of dragons, and a second new world of human mages and all the fallout involved. Of course, it’s also about them finding love, and their place in the worlds. It starts about twenty-eight years after the end of Ashley’s tale.
Sentient – This is the standalone book following an artificial intelligence from an advanced race, a man who comes back from war a little broken, along with diverse others as the Earth itself is put into danger as they are dragged into an interstellar war against their
will.
Sentient: Evolution – This is a sequel to the stand alone book Sentient. It takes place a thousand years later, when Aide finds herself alone and broken, yet still following her programming. Others join her as a new menace approaches, one that makes the Sthellan look like a great neighbor in comparison.
Will Aide be able to recover and rise to a new challenge? She’s been alive too long, she must either evolve, or wither away, if only she could bring herself to care…
More books and series can be found on my author’s page at amazon.com/author/drrosier
The Dragon Slayer and the… This is a series of novelettes in a unique world, each story will be different characters with HEA endings. These will be about eighty pages long and priced appropriately. The first book, The Dragon Slayer and the Princess, is now available:
Sir Lance Spears, Baron, knight dragon hunter, has been hunting dragons for ten years. It’s what he’s dedicated his life too, eradicating the dragons that destroy human villages and see humans as prey.
He’s also been alone for ten years, and tired of the women of the peerage that see nothing of him, only of his titles and money. Not to mention, they all play the courtly game and faint at his feet. That’s not what he wants. He wants a challenging intelligent woman who will help make life interesting.
He should have been more careful about what he wished for, as his life is about to become very complicated as nothing seems to make sense about his next dragon hunt. It doesn’t fit in his world view as he enters a neighboring kingdom to help slay a dragon. He’s not sure what’s going on, and he also can’t get a certain princess with fiery eyes and attitude out of his head either. He better figure it out though, or he could lose everything… including his life.