“Then why does he allow you to have the shop?”
“Allow me?” Colette echoed in disbelief.
“Yes,” he said simply, as if his question were acceptable.
“He has no right to sell it because it is not his shop to sell. It is my mother’s. And someday it will belong to me.”
“I see,” Lord Waverly stated carefully. With an interested expression, he looked around the shop as if seeing it for the first time. “You have made some definite changes since I was here last.”
“Good or bad?” Colette asked somewhat anxiously, not sure why his answer mattered so much to her.
“I first came to this shop a year ago and I remember it being rather dark and cluttered. And now, well, the light color certainly brightens up the place. It’s much more organized with the books neatly arranged. And the signs designating the different areas are an excellent touch.” He gave a warm grin to Paulette. “I could probably find the books I needed without any assistance at all. I would have to say that is a positive change.”
Thrilled with his response, Colette felt all her hard work had been validated. “That was exactly my intention! A customer should be able to wander about and peruse the shelves if he wants. Or ask for assistance.”
“You make a good point, Miss Hamilton, but I still think you should not be managing the shop without a man’s help.”
Colette folded her arms across her chest. “I’m doing just fine without one.”
“So far,” he challenged her. “But this is not work for a woman alone. A man is better qualified for making rational business decisions.”
“That’s ridiculous!” she declared hotly. Statements like his made her furious.
“That’s outrageous!” Paulette chimed in, coming to her sister’s defense.
With a smug expression, Lord Waverly stated very calmly, “Men are better at business. It is a proven fact, ladies.”
“Proven by whom? Men?” Colette protested against his ignorant belief and rolled her eyes. “As if that means anything! I’m running this shop better than my father ever did, and if I just had more time I could—”
He peered at her inquisitively. “If you had more time, you could do what?”
“Nothing.” She pursed her lips and shook her head. If she had more time she could make all the changes she instinctively knew would increase profits. If she had more time she could pay off her father’s debts before the store had to be sold instead. If she had more time she and Juliette would not have to marry for financial reasons. But she needn’t go into that with Lord Waverly.
Colette took a deep breath to steady her nerves. “I shall not waste my breath explaining what I could do when you obviously have a preconceived notion about the capabilities of women, and you are not open to any new ideas.”
“In that case,” he said, bowing gallantly and flashing a heart-melting grin, “Perhaps you could help me choose some books that would appeal to my father?”
“I would love to,” she said in answer to the sudden change in his demeanor. Caught off balance by the contrasting personalities of the condescending nobleman and charming rogue that he encompassed, she felt her cheeks warm under his regard. “You mentioned that your father likes historical works, so we should begin our search over here.”
He followed her toward the history section of the shop with Paulette trailing behind them, listening avidly to their conversations and anxious to hang her hand-painted signs.
Chapter Five
Surprise, Surprise
Lucien finished reading aloud to his father one of the books Colette Hamilton had chosen for him during his last visit to the shop and realized that not only was his father pleased by the story The Count of Monte Cristo, but he had thoroughly enjoyed the book by Alexander Dumas as well. The woman had excellent taste. Normally such a thing would surprise him, but somehow with her it didn’t. She would have a fine sense of literary style. It suited her image.
Lucien’s father smiled lopsidedly at him and slurred his words. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” he said wearily and closed the book, placing it on the polished cherry table. He stood and poured his father a glass of water from the Wedgwood china pitcher on the sideboard. He had been spending a great deal of time in his father’s massive bedroom suite lately and felt somewhat confined.
Seeing his father bedridden and ailing had shaken Lucien. While he was growing up, his father had not always been the strong athletic type, but he had not been an invalid either. However, this apoplectic attack drained Simon Sinclair, the Marquis of Stancliff, of all life, and the doctor had confirmed Lucien’s fears. There was no indication that he would recover the full use of his right leg, right arm, or his speech. In his weakened condition, his father seemed to have lost the will to live.
“You should rest now,” Lucien suggested, holding the glass of water to his father’s lips.
Simon took a small sip and then shook his head in a feeble gesture. “No…I t-talk.”
“Of course we can talk if you like.” Over the last months Lucien had learned to understand his father’s garbled speech. And in spite of Dr. Garver’s pessimistic predictions of recovery, Lucien believed Simon’s pronunciation was improving. Slightly. He sat back down on the leather armchair and waited patiently for his father to speak.
“Y-you…d-don’t…h-have…t-to…marry.”
Racked with guilt, Lucien said, “Father, I have already made up my mind.” He owed it to his father to be married and settled down while he was still alive to see it happen.
Ever since the debacle of his engagement with Lady Virginia Warren five years ago, Lucien had lived his life like a bat out of hell, earning a notorious reputation for himself, taking no responsibility for anything, not caring about anyone but himself, and causing his poor father more stress than he deserved to bear. His father’s illness opened his eyes to how selfish he had been behaving.
Yet his father had never reproached him. Not once. And at times Lucien more than deserved to be reproached.
Again, Simon shook his gray-haired head in protest, his wrinkled face furrowed. “N-n-no! D-don’t…m-mar-ry…f-for…me-e.”
“I’ve already chosen someone suitable,” Lucien stated calmly. “It will be fine.”
His father became more agitated and shook his head again. The watery blue eyes that had seemed vacant suddenly flashed with a spark Lucien had not seen in years. “No. F-for y-you, y-yes. F-for m-me, no!”
“Father, it is beyond time that I was married and had a family of my own. I realize that now.”
A single tear dripped down his father’s wrinkled and withered cheek. “M-motherrr…”
Good God! They had not spoken of Lucien’s mother in years because his father could not bear to have her name mentioned. Lucien’s stomach churned at the thought of his mother. Hazy images of a dark-haired woman with sparkling eyes, a lilting laugh, and the scent of roses washed over him. Childhood memories of his mother were few and far between, but he distinctly recalled that Lenora Sinclair’s presence lit up any room she entered. Elegantly gowned and sweetly perfumed, she would visit the nursery in a dramatic fashion and gather Lucien in her arms and smother him with kisses before leaving for whatever fabulous party she was attending that evening. Although he’d rarely spent time with her, Lucien had adored his mother and so had his father. Apparently that was not enough for Lenora, who wanted more from life than either Lucien or his father could give her.
She left them when he was only ten years old, and the crushing pain of losing her had devastated both of them.
“P-please, don’t. D-don’t do it,” Simon managed to sputter. “N-not, n-not like your mother.” The effort it took to articulate those few words drained him. He closed his eyes and breathed heavily, wheezing and hoarse, but he continued to shake his head in protest. “Don’t.”
Lucien did not want to talk about his mother now, nor ever, truth be told. She had made her choices and she was gone from their lives for
good. He had buried his grief with her when he was a child. His father, unfortunately, had not been able to do the same even after all this time.
“It’s all right. I think I’ve finally found a lady whom I believe will be perfect for me,” Lucien explained in a calm and rational tone, attempting to ease his father’s stress. “You will like her, Father. I promise that I’ll marry her before autumn. You will attend my wedding, and we shall have children, your grandchildren. The Marquisate of Stancliff will not end up in the hands of cousin Edmund. I give you my word on that.”
“D-don’t do it f-for m-me.”
Lucien could not fathom why his father kept repeating this when Lucien was finally giving him what he wanted at long last. He realized it was time to settle down and take up the reins of responsibility and manage the estate, especially because his father could no longer do so. Lucien’s marriage would give his father a modicum of peace, knowing the family line would continue with the Sinclairs and not end up with the Blackstones.
Simon made a feeble attempt at a dismissive wave with his good hand.
Lucien recognized the weary signal as the time to leave his father, who was obviously exhausted. His furrowed brows indicated his frustration at not being able to express himself clearly. Simon seemed to have aged twenty years in the last few weeks, becoming almost unrecognizable from the man he once had been.
“Yes, I’ll go now and send Nurse Fiona up to help you. You should get some sleep,” Lucien said, patting his father on the shoulder. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
He left with a heavy heart and an increasing sense of unease.
Later that evening, as Lucien arrived at Lord Hutton’s party, he still puzzled over his father’s vehement protests to his plans for marriage. The illness must have affected the old man’s thinking. Left him slightly unbalanced. Of course Simon wished his only son to marry. Every noble patriarch’s ambition was to continue the family line, and Lucien was determined fulfill that dream for him.
He glanced about the crowd as he made his way through the receiving line, but did not yet see Jeffrey Eddington. Which was a good omen. Jeffrey would only try to dissuade him from his mission that evening.
Lucien had made his decision at the Hayvenhursts’ ball which young lady he intended to pursue. He had spent the evening doing his homework, finding out all he could about her. She came from a well-respected and dignified family. Not a hint of scandal had ever touched her. She possessed clear blue eyes, a smallish nose, and light blond hair, done in simple curls. But most importantly in his view, a general air of steadiness and earnestness surrounded her, indicating she would eventually make a fine wife and mother.
He went in search of Lady Faith Bromleigh.
Not even an hour later, Lucien learned that it was quite a challenge to maintain an interesting conversation with a paragon of virtue. He had asked her about the weather, her general health, the various guests at the party, the music being played, the food being served, and the intricacies of the steps being danced. Lady Faith Bromleigh murmured simple yesses and noes with alarming regularity and did not venture an opinion on anything. There was only so much a fellow could say in response to such banal replies, and he had run out of topics upon which to question her. Especially with her mother hovering around them like a hawk, giving him sharp looks.
Lucien needed a drink. A strong one.
“Are you thirsty?” he asked her, if only to have an excuse to escape for a little while. “May I get a glass of champagne for you?”
“No, thank you,” she murmured demurely, her eyes downcast. “I would prefer punch or lemonade, please.”
This was the type of woman he wanted, so why did he find her behavior so irritating? She was exactly what he had prescribed for himself. She did not argue, but bowed her head in deference to him. She smiled sweetly and possessed a calm and serene manner. She would never cause him a moment’s worry.
Then, across the ballroom, he saw Colette Hamilton, and completely lost his train of thought.
Waltzing in the arms of Jeffrey Eddington, of all people, Colette laughed at something he was saying to her and her face lit up with merriment. In that moment the differences between Faith and Colette were glaringly exposed to him. Colette’s exquisite beauty was infinitely more appealing than Faith’s plain looks, but the beautiful and lively Colette was too modern and opinionated, full of passionate ideas and determination. Her strong, spirited nature, although nowhere near to that of the impetuous Juliette, filled him with apprehension. Other emotions, some best unmentioned and under control, flooded him at the thought of her.
He would definitely be better off with Lady Faith Bromleigh.
Yet Lucien felt an unexpected tightening in the pit of his stomach at the sight of Colette with his best friend. Strange.
He went to get Lady Faith a glass of punch, and for himself something much stronger.
“You are a delightful dancer, Miss Hamilton,” Lord Jeffrey Eddington said with a seductive grin.
“Thank you very much,” Colette replied, unable to resist his genuine charm. “You are a very fine dancer yourself.”
Lord Eddington had somehow managed to finagle a dance with her before her Uncle Randall could protest. And Colette had been thrilled. She found that she liked Lord Jeffrey Eddington very much, in spite of his scandalous reputation. She agreed with Juliette’s appraisal of him. He had a warm and easy manner about him. He also had a way of making a woman feel as if she were the only woman in the room.
They waltzed together quite easily, and for the first time all week Colette was actually enjoying herself. Lord Eddington made her laugh. He was irreverent and lighthearted, ignoring all the stuffy social rules that had been pounded into her head by Uncle Randall and Aunt Cecilia.
As the last strains of “The Blue Danube” came to an end, the orchestra began readying for the next dance. Lord Eddington escorted her from the floor.
“Would you care to rest for a bit?” he asked.
“That would be lovely. Thank you.”
A footman walked by with a tray of glasses and Lord Eddington took one for Colette and for himself.
“Have some champagne,” he offered with a gleam in his eye.
“Thank you again, Lord Eddington.” Taking the glass from his hand, she glanced nervously around the room, but did not see her aunt and uncle. They must have cornered Juliette somewhere. Relaxing somewhat, Colette sipped the bubbly liquid, feeling its coolness slide down her throat.
Colette could not help but notice that Jeffrey Eddington was very handsome. His facial structure was noble and elegant, with an angular jaw. He had deep azure eyes, which were fringed with long, dark lashes. He had an attractive mouth, too, warm and quick to smile. Lord Eddington’s charm was just as powerfully attractive as his good looks, and she found her pulse quickening when he gazed at her.
“You are much sweeter than your sister,” he commented in a light tone.
“Yes, that is true. Juliette is somewhat impulsive.”
“Somewhat?” he asked incredulously.
“Point conceded. She can be quite a trial at times,” she corrected herself.
“But that’s what I love about Juliette, her spirit,” he explained. “No one could, or should, ever tame her.”
Something in his voice caused Colette to look closer at Jeffrey. She could not help but ask him, “Have you feelings for her?”
“I’ll admit that at first I was attracted by her beauty, but I now feel that Juliette and I are too much alike and more suited to be just friends.”
Admiring his honesty, she acknowledged his good judgment. “You are more than likely right about that. But I am curious about you, Lord Eddington. Tell me about yourself.” Colette had heard of his illegitimate birth and scandalous reputation from her uncle, and wondered what he was doing flirting with her. Marriage was definitely not on his agenda, yet quite obviously on hers.
“Oh, that’s a dull tale.”
“Surely not!” she encour
aged him. “I highly suspect that anything in relation to you would not be dull.”
“I’m just a man.” He held his hands out in mock helplessness.
“Just a man?” Colette laughed at his false humility. “Well, my lord, could you please tell me why a man such as yourself is so interested in ladies such as Juliette and myself?”
“Honestly?”
She tilted her head in his direction. “That would be nice.”
He seemed slightly embarrassed. His gaze lowered before he glanced back up at her. “I like you both. I have no sisters of my own and I feel a little protective of the two you.”
“That’s very gallant of you, Lord Eddington, but what makes you think we need protecting?”
Jeffrey flashed her a charming smile. “Isn’t it obvious? Your sister is trouble just waiting to happen, your uncle is intent on selling you both to the highest bidder, and it seems someone should be protecting you from those like myself.”
Colette smiled then. “Ah, but who will protect us from you?”
Jeffrey laughed loudly. “You are a wise lady, Miss Hamilton.”
“And you would be wise to remember that,” she challenged him.
At that moment she spotted Lucien Sinclair crossing the room, carrying two crystal glasses. After spending that afternoon with him in the bookshop, she felt even more intrigued with the man. He had sparred with Juliette as if he’d known her for years, befriended and gained the undying loyalty of Paulette in an instant, and had left her feeling completely unlike herself. Although they had laughed and talked easily together selecting a few books she thought his father might enjoy, she felt an impossibly strong and magnetic undercurrent of feeling between them that left her quite breathless when she was near him.
Now curious to see where Lucien Sinclair was going, and for just whom he was carrying a glass of champagne, she craned her head, but could not see through the crowd of guests. She lost sight of him as he entered one of the withdrawing rooms. A pang of disappointment shot through her.
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