by J. A. Jance
Joanna laughed. “How’d you guess? That’s one of the reasons I’m calling you back so late tonight. I waited until after Jenny went to sleep. She’s really worried about me, Adam, afraid something’s going to happen to me just like it did to her father. So I’m calling to ask what you think.”
“On what subject?”
“I helped you put a major crimp in a big-time drug dealer’s way of doing business. I was elected to office on the premise that I continue that process. What are the chances of his sending one of his hit men after me?”
The phone line was quiet for so long that Joanna thought the line had gone dead. “Adam?”
“Just a minute. I’m here. Let me ask you a question in return. What are the chances of someone being hit by lightning?”
“Not that good, but it happens. Depends on where a person is standing when the storm hits. If he’s out in the open with nothing much around him, or if he’s wearing or holding something that’s a natural conductor, then he could be in big trouble.”
“Exactly,” Adam York agreed.
“What do you mean—‘exactly’?”
“As of right now, you are standing in the middle of an open field. A hell of a storm is blowing up all around you, and that badge they handed you today is nothing if not a goddamn lightning rod.”
“Oh,” Joanna breathed. “I see. Any suggestions?”
“APOA, for one thing.”
The Arizona Police Officers Academy in the Phoenix suburb of Peoria was a mutually sponsored training program for officers from many different jurisdictions throughout Arizona. The six-week-long program of formal classroom lectures, lab work, and role-play provided general basic training for police recruits from all over the state, after which they returned to their separate departments for more in-depth and jurisdiction-specific instruction.
“You mean sign up for that course and take it just like I’m a new hire?”
“Aren’t you?” Adam York asked pointedly.
Joanna didn’t answer. “What else?”
“Target practice,” Adam York returned. “Lots of it. From what I know about you, you’re already a fair shot, but target practice never hurt anybody. And a Kelvar vest. Get one that’s properly fitted and wear the damn thing.”
“You sound serious.”
“I have never been more serious in my life,” Adam York asserted.
“If it really is this bad, how come you called to congratulate me?”
“Because congratulations are in order. What you did was amazing, and I’m not just talking about winning the election, either. You flat out saved that woman’s life.”
“If Jenny heard you sounding like this, it would scare the daylights out of her. You act as though I’m suffering from some kind of death wish.”
“What I’m telling you is strictly common sense. Any other cop would say exactly the same thing. People on the outside may make fun of the ‘war on drugs.’ They may claim it’s just so much political propaganda and bullshit. But you and I both know it’s a war—a real one with real guns and live ammunition where real people get killed. I’ve seen you in action, Sheriff Joanna Brady. In this man’s war, you’re one soldier I’m very happy to have on my side.”
“Thank you,” Joanna said.
“Think nothing of it. By the way, I’ve got a catalog from a specialty shop in California. It’s where some of the female federal agents get street-clothes-type equipment, vests included. I’ll send a copy your way tomorrow. And there’s another book you should have as well. Where do you want me to send them?”
“To the Cochise County Criminal Justice Complex, Highway Eighty, Bisbee, Arizona. I should get moved into my office sometime tomorrow morning.”
“Good,” Adam York told her. “It’s too late to make it in tomorrow’s mail, but you should have it the day after at the latest.”
“Thanks, Adam,” she said gratefully. “Thanks a bunch.”
She went to bed and tried to sleep, but her mind wouldn’t let her. At last she crawled out of bed, turned on the light, and reached for the phone book.
Bisbee had come so far into the modern era that after generations of five-number dialing, telephone users now had to use all seven numbers to make a local call, which seemed like an unnecessary and cumbersome waste of time. But some small-town practices persisted. Alvin Bernard, Bisbee’s chief of police, still had his home telephone number listed in the directory, and Joanna decided it wasn’t too late to call.
Back when Alvin graduated from high school, he had flunked the company physical and had missed being hired by P.D. When he went to work as a cop for the city of Bisbee, his former classmates had looked down their noses at him. They were somewhat more respectful and envious, both, now that their high-paying copper-mining jobs had disappeared and Alvin’s hadn’t. Not only was he still employed by his original employer, attrition and two key heart attacks had bounced him all the way up to chief.
“Congrats, Joanna,” he enthused. “Welcome aboard and all that shit. Excuse me, all that crap. What can I do for you?”
“I was calling for some information about that hit-and-run incident last night.”
“Ask away. We’ve got letters of mutual aid out the kazoo. What do you need?”
“Can you tell me what’s happening on that case?”
“Sure thing. My guys talked to Holly Patterson’s sleazebag lawyer. He says it’s nothing. That her foot slipped on the accelerator or some such thing, and that by the time Holly had the car back under control, she was too upset to come back.”
“Right.”
“That’s what I say. But we picked up another angle on it from someone else. One of my officers’ aunts, Isobel Gonzales, and her husband work at Casa Vieja. She’s the cook, and he’s the gardener, for the new owner.
“Isobel told her sister that Holly Patterson has really been going downhill ever since she got back home. Sounds almost like a rerun of what happened to her mother. From what I’ve been able to pick up, Burton expected Harold Patterson to offer Holly some kind of settlement yesterday. Harold stopped by to see her, but when they couldn’t come to terms, Holly went ballistic. She blames her cousin, Burton Kimball, for talking her father out of settling.”
“What does Burton say?”
“He flat out denies it. He says he tried to talk Harold out of it but that he didn’t get to first base. He did succeed in talking old Judge Moore into granting a continuance when Harold didn’t show up in court this morning. I guess the out-of-town lawyer was screaming like a scalded Indian.”
Joanna thought about all that for a minute. “I’ll bet he was. So one person says Harold was going to settle, the other says he wasn’t. Who’s right? What do you think is going on?”
“Well,” Alvin Bernard replied cheerfully, “I’d have to say somebody’s lying through his teeth. It’s just too damned soon to tell which is which. But then, that’s what you and I get paid for, isn’t it—to find out who’s lying?”
“Yes,” Joanna Brady answered. “I suppose it is.”
Nineteen
JOANNA EXPECTED to toss and turn after those two disquieting phone calls. Instead, she fell asleep the moment her head hit the pillow; her eyes closed, and she fell into a heavy, dreamless sleep. Toward morning, though, she drifted into a dream—an unusually happy one at first, a dream about the old days, about when Andy was still alive.
Joanna and Jenny were sitting in the back of a moving pickup. Jenny was holding an old wicker picnic basket, and the two of them were laughing and singing songs at the top of their lungs.
They were driving down a bumpy dirt road. It took some time before Joanna realized they were in Hank Lathrop’s old Chevrolet pickup—the venerable old half-ton truck her father had promised would be Joanna’s someday when she had her license, the truck her mother had sold to a farmer from out in the Sulphur Springs Valley the week after Hank’s funeral.
The time frame of the dream was disjointed and confusing. Details were disturbingly out of
synch. There were two dogs riding along in the pickup, but not Liz and Pearl, Hank Lathrop’s two old black-and-tans, but Joanna’s present-day Sadie and Tigger.
Eventually, Joanna turned around to look in the cab and see who was driving. She was startled to find that the driver was none other than Hank Lathrop himself, while Andrew Brady rode shot-gun in the passenger seat. The two of them were talking and laughing, enjoying some private joke.
Like the time-warped dogs, that part of the dream could never have happened in real life, either. D. H. Lathrop might have known Andy Brady as a child by name or reputation, but certainly not as Joanna’s future husband—as Hank Lathrop’s future son-in-law. By the time Andy came home from the service and he and Joanna became a hot item, Joanna’s father was already dead.
But this was a dream. In the dreamscape, those things were possible, and both men were together. And the Joanna Lathrop Brady who was riding in the back of that silver Cheyenne was overjoyed to see them. She tapped on the window, wanting to catch their attention. Since there was plenty of room in the front, she wanted to ride up there with them, to join in the stories and jokes, but they were too busy laughing and having a good time to hear her. She tapped on the window again and again. Still they didn’t notice.
Suddenly, a cloud seemed to pass in front of the sun, darkening the sky overhead. Joanna looked up and saw a rainstorm marching across the valley toward them. It was one of those fierce summer storms, the kind that kicks up clouds of swirling dirt and sends those out as reconnaissance troops in advance of the driving rain. Not wanting to be soaked, she turned back to the cab and pounded on the window again, only now no one was there.
The truck was still barreling down the road, but the cab was empty. The doors were open. Both her father and Andy had disappeared. No one was holding on to the steering wheel, which twisted wildly from side to side while the truck careened drunkenly down the narrow track, picking up speed as it went.
Joanna woke up slick with sweat. She fought her way out from under the covers and then lay there with her heart hammering in her chest, waiting for the fright to pass.
Gradually, her heartbeat slowed to normal, and a sort of calm numbness spread over her. You don’t need a Ph.D. in dream interpretation to understand what that one meant, she thought. In the dream—as in life—both Andy and her father had bailed out on her, abandoning her to fight the good fight alone, leaving her stuck in the bed of the moving pickup of life with no way for her to reach either the steering wheel or the brakes.
As she knew it would, eventually the clarity of the dream grew fuzzy and disappeared, taking with it both the terrifying end as well as the pleasant, carefree beginning. That was the problem with dreams. In order to shake off the bad parts, you usually had to let go of the good ones as well.
Joanna glanced at the bedside clock—4:45—too late to go back to sleep but still far too early to get up. That’s when she noticed where she was lying.
Ten years of habit are hard to break. Even after almost two full months, her sleeping body had yet to adjust to the changed circumstances of her life. When autumn chill penetrated the bedroom or when late-night dreams changed to terrifying nightmares, force of habit still sent Joanna scurrying toward Andy’s side of the bed. Her cold or frightened body still sought comfort and refuge in the spot where his fading scent lingered in the lumpy down of what had once been his pillow.
With a sigh, and knowing now she wouldn’t go back to sleep, Joanna crawled out of bed. She pulled on her heavy terry-cloth robe and went out to the kitchen, where she heated water and made herself a cup of instant cocoa. Not the old-fashioned made-from-scratch kind that Jim Bob Brady favored, but a close enough substitute to help shake off the chill.
Carrying the steaming mug with her, Joanna made her way into the darkened living room. It wasn’t necessary to turn on any lights. She knew the way.
Sitting down on the couch, she dragged one of Eva Lou’s heavy, hand-crocheted afghans over her icy feet. Moments later, Sadie, the big bluetick hound, emerged from Jenny’s bedroom and thrust her warm, smooth muzzle into Joanna’s lap.
“I didn’t mean to wake you, girl,” Joanna apologized, patting the dog’s seemingly hollow head.
It no longer disturbed her to find herself speaking aloud to the dog. In the preceding weeks, Sadie had given more than her share of late-night comfort to a grieving Joanna Brady. Tigger—an ugly and improbable mixture of pit bull and golden retriever—had been adopted by Jenny in the aftermath of his previous owner’s death. Tigger stuck with Jenny no matter what, while Sadie was more evenhanded about sharing herself. Even pawed, Joanna thought, smiling at the self-correction.
With a sigh, Sadie flopped down on the floor near Joanna’s feet, and the woman was grateful for the creature’s company. It made the early-morning house seem less silent and alien. In the old days, she might have turned on the radio, tuned in some far-off country-western station. She didn’t do that anymore, didn’t make that mistake. Those songs were all about couples, about relationships. The words always hurt too much and made her own loneliness that much worse.
So Joanna sat listening to her empty house, grateful for Sadie’s jowl-flapping snores. No matter how hard she tried, Joanna couldn’t escape the sense that the house was practically empty. And it wasn’t just because of Jenny’s continuing subdued silences, either. The small house seemed deserted and eerily abandoned because Andrew Brady wasn’t in it. And would never be again.
When he was alive, there had been times when he had been away overnight, either at work or out of town on a trip. Occasionally, he had been gone for several days at a time. Joanna and Jenny had stayed on High Lonesome Ranch by themselves back then, but it hadn’t been a problem. In those days, the ranch hadn’t lived up to its name. It had never seemed lonesome or empty because always there was the expectation that Andy would come back eventually, and the house would once more ring with noise and laughter.
But now, with no such expectation, the High Lonesome was lonesome indeed. At times Joanna considered locking the front and back doors, slapping a For Sale sign on the front gate, and simply walking away. For good. After all, she and Andy had bought the house expecting to be there together, not alone.
She thought about leaving, but she didn’t do it. Of course, the scavengers had come out in force. Two different real estate agents from Tucson—sleazy developer types who were evidently both avid followers of the obituary pages—had showed up on her doorstep within minutes of the funeral, offering to buy the High Lonesome for some ridiculously low figure.
From what they said about “taking the place off your hands” it was clear neither one of them had any idea that the insurance she and Andy had purchased over the years had left her with the mortgage paid in full and with a good deal of financial security besides. Joanna Brady sure as hell didn’t have to give High Lonesome Ranch away, but she wasn’t at all certain she wanted to keep it, either.
For one thing, located seven miles from town and two miles off the nearest paved road, the house on High Lonesome Ranch was, as one might expect, very isolated. Clayton Rhodes, her nearest neighbor, was a toothless, hard-of-hearing octogenarian who lived a good mile away. Bill and Charlene Harris were another mile beyond the Rhodes’ place. If there was trouble—if lightning ever did strike—a mile or two was a long way to go for help. What happened to Andy had already proved that.
When that thought crossed her mind, Joanna’s first instinct was to turn on the light, pick up the phone, and call Adam York back that very minute to see if he had anything to add to the advice he had given her the night before. She was tempted to call again, but she didn’t.
What stopped her was the vision of herself—of Joanna Brady, the candidate—stomping all over hell and gone, asking the eighty thousand residents of Cochise County to vote for her. She had won the election, by God. More people had written her name in the blank for sheriff than had chosen Frank Montoya and Al Freeman put together.
Those people hadn
’t all voted for her because she was Hank Lathrop’s poor orphaned daughter or because she was Deputy Andrew Brady’s poor shattered widow, either. Sympathy stretched only so far. Voters had chosen Joanna Brady because they thought she was the right person for the job. And now, as the duly sworn sheriff of the whole damn county, she’d better not go ducking for cover at the first sign of trouble. Besides, Adam York had already told her what to do.
Joanna got up from the couch then, once more disturbing the sleeping Sadie. Leaving the dog behind, she again made her way through the house in the dark, returning this time to her bedroom, where she switched on the light. She made straight for Andy’s rolltop desk and unlocked the drawer where she kept her new 9-mm Colt 2000 semi-automatic, one she had bought for herself from part of Andy’s life-insurance proceeds. She had told herself at the time that she was buying it for protection; that living alone as she did, she needed the weapon regardless of whether or not she won the election. But now that she had won…
Handling the gun with the kind of careful respect it deserved, she carried it out to the kitchen. There, after mixing herself yet another cup of cocoa, she took a seat at the breakfast nook. Meticulously, she dismantled the weapon, cleaned it, and painstakingly put it back together. She had splurged and allowed herself the luxury of the wooden-handled First Edition model because she liked the smooth feel of it in her hand. The gun was new, and it was hers. It wasn’t something that had been handed down to her by either her father or her husband.
Finished with the cleaning, Joanna dressed warmly and went outside into the cold November morning. If the cattle were surprised to be awakened and fed long before daybreak, they voiced no objection. By the time the shadowy tops of the Chiricahua Mountains to the east were dusted with a soft lavender glow, all ten head of cattle were in the corral contentedly munching hay. That was when Joanna took her holstered Colt and retreated to the back pasture for a session of target practice.