The clouds are ranged like banners
And I think of this:
Think of what it means to love
One who lives beyond my world.
CHAPTER 61
AN EFFICIENT HAWK
As soon as Hanshiro stepped off the ferry at Kuwano, he spotted the rMnin. He looked to be the sort who hired himself out as a bodyguard for rich merchants. He was dressed in shabby gray trousers, a laborer’s short bluejacket with cotton wadding showing from rips, and a faded green-and-black-striped coat. He wore a blue cotton towel draped over his head and tied under his chin. Hanshiro couldn’t read the white lettering on the towel, but it probably advertised some inn or a shop’s specialty.
The bodyguard was sitting on a straw-wrapped sake tub and lounging against a stack of boxes. He had crossed one leg over the knee of the other, and his geta dangled from the knob between his bare toes. The pairs of slats on the bottom of the geta had worn down almost to the nub. The rMnin seemed to be absorbed in watching the stars’ reflection on the bay and in cleaning the wax from his ears with a long bamboo pick.
“Someone to be wary of,” Hanshiro said. A thousand years in the sea and a thousand years in the mountains, he thought. The bodyguard had the air of a man made cunning by hard experience.
“Uhm.” Cat had noticed him, too. In spite of his ragged clothes he had an air about him. “You said Kira was hiring dregs to track me.”
“Dogs and hawks work for the same master.” Hanshiro reached up a hand for Kasane to hold.
She used it for balance as she shouldered the pole of the travel box and carried it down the board that served as a gangplank. She smiled a shy thanks. Hanshiro was as at ease with Kasane as he was stiff and formal with Cat. Kasane was quite charmed by him.
“Perhaps Kira hired this one as the final fart of a weasel,” Hanshiro said.
“Who?” Alarmed, Kasane looked around.
“Don’t look at him.” Cat pretended to check the baggage. “Tosa thinks the rMnin sitting off to the right is waiting for us.”
“Will he attack us here?” Kasane asked.
“No.” Hanshiro shouldered his bundle. “He’s the type to despise filling out official papers. He’ll ambush us at a crossroad distinguished by an absence of witnesses.”
“How many others do you think there are?” Cat surveyed the crowded beach in an offhand way.
“He’s alone.”
“What makes you think so?”
“I would be if I were him. Too many sailors drive the boat up the mountain.”
“Then let’s sample some of Kuwano’s famous clams.” Cat strode across the littered beach toward the brightly lit shops facing the bay from the other side of the wide floodplain. “I’m hungry.”
Kuwano’s waterfront was busy. The big round lanterns glowed, and banners fluttered in the wind. The shutters of the tea shops and souvenir stands were open, exposing the interiors to view. The occupants were industriously vying for the business of the passengers disembarking from the late ferries. For the nonce, however, most of the passengers were intent on finding a spot to relieve themselves.
“The disciple always follows three steps behind his master.” Hanshiro caught up with Cat.
Cat scowled at him, but she slowed her pace to walk behind him.
“Are you tired, Hachibei?” Cat asked.
“No, young master.” Kasane knew that meant they’d walk a while before they stopped for the night. “I slept on the boat.”
“We can use the lantern to light our way as far as Yokkaichi. The inns will all be full here anyway.”
“As you wish.” Hanshiro understood her eagerness to push on. They were within twenty-six ri of KyMto and Oishi Kuranosuke and the vengeance for which she had struggled so valiantly.
Hanshiro read the shops’ signs. “I’ll meet you at the Clam House.”
Cat almost panicked at the thought of his leaving. She had a sudden fear that if left alone with the shabby bodyguard, still picking his teeth, she would be as helpless as a carp on a chopping block. “Where are you going?”
“Nature makes demands that even a student of the New Shadow school can’t ignore.” Hanshiro’s sardonic bow included a gibe at his own dignity.
He angled off toward the privy, where a line of people were waiting. They were mostly women and a few men for whom a short pause by the roadside wouldn’t suffice. Hanshiro stepped into the shadows of a bamboo thicket where he could keep an eye on the Clam House and Lady Asano.
The bodyguard ambled up beside him and arched his back as he too relieved himself. He stared out at the bay and gave a long, satisfied sigh.
“Beaten to the privy,” he recited. “He praises the stars.” The poem was droll, but artful and spare. Hanshiro expected no less.
“Who scattered the stars so carelessly in the sea?” Hanshiro composed a haiku using the last word of the bodyguard’s as a pivot. “Now they sparkle there.”
“Traveling far?”
“In this fleeting world one never knows how far one will travel.” Hanshiro bowed politely. “ ‘Rosy cheeks in the morning, white bones at night.’ ” He left the rMnin and walked through the flocks of travelers whose inn geta made a merry clatter on the stones of the road and the slate entryways of the tea houses.
The Clam House’s customers were clustered around the braziers, watching the clams bake in the hot ashes. Inside the shop, square platforms stood like islands surrounded by earthen passageways where the waitresses passed back and forth.
Hanshiro stepped out of his sandals at the flat boulder that served as a stoop. He drew his long-sword, in its scabbard, from his sash and knelt on the platform. He laid the sword on a silk cloth on his left side, with its cutting edge facing him to show he had no hostile intentions. Then he crossed his legs and sat at the low table across from Cat and Kasane. He unwrapped the bamboo sheath from around a serving of clams, picked up a pair of chopsticks, and selected a plump one that steamed fragrantly.
Cat and Kasane were discussing Yokkaichi. From there a road led south to Ise and the great shrine that had been Kasane’s original destination.
“I prefer to go with you up to the capital, young master,” Kasane was saying.
“What of Traveler? He’s going to Ise.”
“I’ll leave a message in Yokkaichi.” Kasane’s unspoken thought was that if he really cared for her, he would change his plans.
From the corner of her eye Cat saw the bodyguard enter the shop and take a seat on a platform at the rear. He roared jovially for service.
“I’m an ordinary man,” he shouted to the world at large. “I neither burn incense nor fart.”
Cat also saw a smile flicker so quickly across Hanshiro’s face, it could have been mistaken for a tic. Could the impudent wretch from Tosa be happy to see the hired thug?
“What did he say?” Cat spoke in a low voice, but she needn’t have bothered. The waitresses were buzzing around the bodyguard and laughing at his jokes.
“He praised the stars.” Hanshiro’s mood was approaching elation at the prospect of a contest to the death with a worthy adversary. He ate with gusto.
“He looks so harmless,” Kasane said hopefully.
“He’s not,” Cat answered.
Kasane sneaked a look at the bodyguard.
“ ‘Who came along with his auger,’ “ the rMnin recited loudly, “ ‘and drilled these nine holes in us?’ ” He grabbed at a passing waitress, who shrieked and laughed and slapped his hand. “ ‘Year after year we fret over taxes,’ ” he continued. “ ‘By the thousands we knock our heads together and yell as we scramble for coppers.’ “
“He’s hiding his talons,” Cat murmured.
“ ‘An efficient hawk hides its talons.’ ” Kasane had learned the saying from Cat.
“Exactly so.” Hanshiro scooped a mound of sticky rice onto the chopsticks and ate it.
Hanshiro guarded the small procession’s rear while Kasane walked ahead, carrying the wicker travel box and
the travel lantern. There was always the possibility of a bandit ambush from the front, but Hanshiro knew that tonight an attack from behind was more likely.
“Forgive my rudeness, Your Honor . . .” For probably the hundredth time since leaving Kuwano, Kasane stared into the darkness behind her. “But how could you tell the bodyguard’s dangerous? He seemed so good-natured.”
“Scoundrels know each other.”
“Pardon my contradicting you, sir, but you’re not a scoundrel.”
“He carries himself a certain way.”
“Oishi-san once told me a story his sensei told him.” As Cat spoke she kept watch over her shoulder, too. She expected an attack from the shadows. “A young man who was orphaned and masterless and desperately poor came to the master asking for instruction. The master glanced at him and said, ‘You might as well go your way. There is nothing I can teach you.’ “
“The man was so desperate, he cared not if he lived or died. He was already living as though he were dead. He had attained what students of the warrior’s Way seek. A master of the arts of war can recognize the attitude just by looking at how someone carries himself.”
For a while the three of them walked in silence along the dark road, deserted now and cloaked in a cold, ghostly mist. Kasane continued to look back over her shoulder. Cat was absorbed with thoughts of Oishi and what would happen when she reached KyMto.
Hanshiro too was preoccupied. He wondered if he had lost the transcendence of regard for life and death he had had when he’d left Edo. Had his spirit been dangerously affected by the haughty, willow-hipped beauty who now made life enticing and wretched?
“I’ll wait for him here.” Hanshiro lowered his furoshiki to the ground at the crossroad. He folded his towel into a cylinder and tied it around his forehead to catch the sweat of a duel. He tied back his sleeves and made himself comfortable on the stone step of a roadside chapel to JizM.
“The two of you can meet me in Yokkaichi,” he said. “Go to the Nightingale Inn on South Street, across from the distillery. Tell the master there that I sent you. You can trust him.”
“You go ahead, Kasane,” Cat said. “I’ll stay here.”
“You both must go.” Hanshiro took out his tobacco and began filling his pipe.
“This is my fight, not yours. I won’t go.”
“Yes, you shall.”
“ ‘My will is not a mat to be rolled up.’ ” Cat crossed her arms around her naginata and glared at Hanshiro. Then she remembered the end of the poem, and her blunder confounded her. The poem finished with “My heart is not a stone to be tumbled about.” Its meaning included much more than Cat had intended. She knew from the heat in her neck and cheeks that she was blushing like a child.
“My lady ...” Hanshiro bowed low, then looked up into Cat’s face. “I can fight effectively only if I know you’re safe.”
Cat stared into his eyes and into the dark vortices of regret and longing and resolve that swirled there.
“Please, my lady,” he said softly. “If you seek to fool me and hide nearby, I will sense your presence.” I will always sense your presence, he thought. And if I die tonight, my spirit will cling to you.
Cat picked up her pack, turned, and walked away as though in a trance. Kasane followed, walking backward until Hanshiro was swallowed up in darkness.
“He’ll kill the bodyguard, won’t he?” Kasane whispered. She had to trot to keep up with Cat.
“I don’t know.” Cat was distracted. She was calculating how far Hanshiro’s inner senses could reach and how far she must walk before she reached their limits. She was wondering how even a match this would be. She was swimming upstream against the emotions that swept over her.
She walked another half a ri or so before she left the road and began scrambling up the steep hillside to an outcropping of rock. She put out the light, then she and Kasane lay on their stomachs and surveyed the road.
“Surely he’ll win,” Kasane whispered. “He was born in a Tiger year. The holy Kokuzo watches over those born in the Tiger years.”
“Hush.” Cat stayed silent and unmoving for what seemed an eternity.
She didn’t plan to flee up the TMkaidM with the bodyguard on her trail. She knew she wouldn’t get far. She also had no illusions that she would be able to surprise and kill the rMnin if he won the contest with Hanshiro and passed under her perch. He was too well trained to be ambushed, but at least she could make his job more difficult.
Cat tried to gauge the passage of time by the thumping of her own heart. Hours must have passed since she had left Hanshiro at the crossroads. The thought of him lying dead, his blood draining into the dust, filled her with despair.
“If the bodyguard comes, I’ll meet him,” she whispered finally.
“Do you have a plan?”
“Musashi says that if one sacrifices one’s life, one must make the fullest use of one’s weapon. It’s false to die with a weapon undrawn.”
“I’ll join you in the Western Land.” Kasane laid her knife within reach on the rock.
“You must not,” Cat said. “Find Traveler. Go with him and bear children to care for your spirit when you die.”
Cat looked over at Kasane. By the brilliant starlight she could see that Kasane’s face was set. She’d seen that look before. Kasane had no intention of leaving here if Cat didn’t. Cat sighed.
“Do you know how to do it?” she asked.
“No.”
Cat took Kasane’s hand and placed it against her chest. “With your palm, measure from this bone here, in the center. Put the point where the tip of this finger lies.” Cat tapped a spot under the swell of Kasane’s breast. “Hold the hilt firmly in both hands like this.” With her arms outstretched and elbows slightly bent, Cat grasped the knife and pointed it at her own breast. “Or you can cut your throat,” she said. “Although that way is messier.”
“Should I tie my legs together?” In Kasane’s village the women had whispered about a young woman who had been clumsy and left her legs untied. They had sprawled in an unseemly way in her death throes.
“If you have time.”
Cat heard the crunch of gravel. She held her naginata ready and stared down, trying to identify the dark figure walking slowly toward her. A chill racked her when she recognized the bodyguard’s blue towel, blood-soaked now, wrapped around the man’s head. He stopped beneath her rock and looked up, his face shrouded in shadow.
Cat stood up and Kasane moved back to give her room. Kasane took the cap off the spearhead of Cat’s old staff. She had changed her mind about suicide. She was resolved to follow Musashi’s advice and die with her weapon drawn.
Cat walked to the edge of the rock ledge. Hanshiro was dead, and she soon would follow him. She was filled with a strange euphoria. “I am Asano no Kinume of the Banshu-AkM clan,” she shouted. “I intend to kill you.”
CHAPTER 62
SHE LIES IN THE DARKENING WIND
“My lady,” Hanshiro answered, “if I have offended you that deeply, I shall take my own life and save you the inconvenience.”
Cat was grateful to the night. It hid the tears she couldn’t keep back. “Don’t laugh at me.” She scowled down at him.
“No one ever suffered loss because of laughter,” he said.
“I saw the towel.” Cat surreptitiously wiped her eyes on her sleeve as she slid down the rocky hillside. “I thought you were the bodyguard.”
“There was no sense in sullying my own towel when he wouldn’t be needing his any longer.”
‘ ‘He cut you.” When Cat came closer she could see the wound that the rMnin’s blade had laid open in Hanshiro’s cheek.
“He was very good.”
“But you were better, Hanshiro-san.” Kasane followed Cat down the hillside.
“My fate was not to leave this burning house today.” With a slight wave of his hand Hanshiro indicated the world at large, starlit and silent.
The three of them resumed their journey. Kasane led the
way with the lantern. She still looked back over her shoulder, but now she feared that the bodyguard’s vengeful spirit would pursue her. Cat trailed at Hanshiro’s right elbow, just far enough behind to be considered following, but not far enough to qualify as respectful.
Hanshiro’s feet moved as though they belonged to someone else. His head rang and his cheek throbbed. He was ashamed of the elation he had felt at the prospect of a duel. It had been childish of him to relish another’s death.
The outcome of the fight had been uncertain until Hanshiro dodged the downswing that would have sliced his head diagonally like a melon had it connected. Instead it opened the cut that reached from the corner of his left eye to his chin. Almost blinded by his own blood, he had feinted with a flower wheel maneuver and driven his sword into the bodyguard’s chest. He and the bodyguard had crossed swords less than ten times, but their duel had seemed to last a lifetime.
“Where is he?” Cat asked.
“I laid him out by JizM-san with a note saying the priests would come for him. He had war funds. I’ll leave the money at the temple in Yokkaichi.”
Hanshiro hadn’t been surprised to find a small bag with coins and a letter inside. No matter how poor a warrior might be, he always carried “war funds,” money enough to bury him.
The bodyguard’s note read, “If I should die, do not trouble yourself trying to locate my family. I have none. I shall be grateful if my bones are disposed of in the manner customary for a man of no great merit.”
Hanshiro had also found a poem and a cylindrical ivory chop with Kira’s seal carved into the end of it, both of which he kept. The bodyguard probably had written the poem in the Clam House before he’d set out after Cat, for Cat was surely the object of his pursuit.
Hanshiro planned to leave the poem with the priests to inscribe on the nameless rMnin’s funerary tablet.
My time here is up.
I will challenge Lord Emma
To a duel in Hell.
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