I looked back at her, and something seemed to swell inside me so rapidly I thought I would burst. I felt both a strong desire to cry and a strong desire to laugh at the same time, but I settled to smile gratefully at her for her candor. She smiled in return and then sat back and picked up her fur.
We worked in silence for a long time until the door opened again and Rex entered. His eyes found me immediately, and I melted into a puddle beneath his gaze. He was shirtless, as usual, and the white sunlight spilling into the doorframe around him gave him an angelic appearance. His lips turned upward in a boyish grin that sent my stomach into the series of flutters I so often felt around him, and I actually giggled. In my peripheral vision, I could see a small smile of amusement spread across Beni’s face.
“You are done with the Forum?” She asked.
“Yes,” he answered, stepping all the way into the room and closing the door behind him. In the absence of the white sun, the room was noticeably dimmer, but it had an air of mystique which only served to heighten my arousal for him. An image of my body beneath his on top of the rubberwood table flashed through my mind, and I felt my cheeks warm with a sudden blush.
He crossed the room to where his mother and I sat, and, as he moved to join me on the bench, his hand casually brushed the nape of my neck. I quivered beneath his touch, noticing that my skin felt the warm imprint of his fingertips even after he had sat down and rested his arms on the table.
“Has something happened?” Beni asked him. She didn’t sound overly concerned; rather, her tone was curious.
“The Council has decided to resume action on the ships in Andromeda,” he said. I looked at him with questions in my eyes, but he only locked gazes with me for a second before looking away.
Beni, however, seemed intent on knowing more, and she didn’t seem at all happy about what she’d just heard. “Why? There is no known threat.”
I realized they were most likely referring to the other ships on the mission including the Paragon. I turned to him for his answer, as well as to ask more questions of my own. Before I could, though, he answered his mother in his clacking A’li-uud language. She spoke back to him with more clacks, and I looked rapidly between them in desperate hopes to understand what they said. I wasn’t sure if they realized they had switched tongues or not, but it seemed unlikely to me they wouldn’t notice they had. Rex was intentionally making sure I didn’t know what he was saying.
It hurt me to realize that.
“Wait,” I interrupted. Both of them looked at me. “Speak in English.”
“It’s nothing for you to worry about,” Rex said dismissively, still keeping his eyes off of me.
I stared at him, trying to wrangle my mixed emotions. A part of me was hurt, but another part was furious he was keeping information about the fate of my human counterparts from me.
“I didn’t say I was worried,” I said in a clipped tone. “I just want to know. I think I have the right.”
Without a word, Rex got to his feet and walked toward the door. I looked to Beni for advice, but the expression on her face told me she was torn between loyalty to her son and her feelings on my right to know. I looked back at Rex.
“What is going to happen to the ships?” I called to his back.
He whipped around suddenly, and I thought I’d crossed a line and had infuriated him. His eyes were dark and angry, and his posture was defensive, as though he was about to engage in a deadly battle. I flinched at the mere sight of the expression on his handsome visage and opened my mouth to apologize for butting into Council business, but he spoke before I could.
“Tabitha, go to the bedroom.”
I blinked numbly; shocked he was actually sending me to my room as punishment for speaking out. When I didn’t move right away, he yelled, “Now!”
“Go,” Beni said in a hushed tone, pushing gently on my arm. “Go.”
I got to my feet in a harried rush, stumbling over the bench in my hurry to stand. Beni stood as well and reached for me to steady me. Then, with one last look at Rex, I strode to the stairs and ran up them two at a time.
“Close the door,” he ordered from the bottom of the staircase. I looked back at him, hoping to see some kind of explanation written on his face or any kind of telltale emotion in his eyes, but he was already walking outside.
I went into the bedroom and closed the door behind me as I’d been bid. Then, I made my way to the window to see where Rex was going. He was moving to the end of the walkway, and, in the distance, I saw the approaching figure of another A’li-uud. My stomach unknotted slightly as I realized his sharpness had been to get me up to the room to protect me, but it tangled up again as I wondered who it was and what they wanted.
As the figure drew nearer, I saw it was a female. She was beautiful, much like Rex but with more femininity, and there was a look of strong determination on her face. She wore skins tightly fitted to her muscular, curvy form, and it struck me just how pale she was compared to Rex and his family. Her skin was very light azure, and her hair was almost white, but she clearly wasn’t an Elderly A’li-uud. In fact, she looked like she was around Rex’s age, perhaps even younger. I watched as she walked up to Rex and stood close enough that there was nothing but a breath between them, and I saw her lift a hand and squeeze his arm affectionately.
My breath caught in my chest. This female wasn’t a mere acquaintance, a simple tribeswoman. As I observed the way she stood with her chest extended out and her hip popped slightly, and as I watched her lean into him to whisper something in his ear, I realized she was something to him. It hit me that this woman—this alien woman—might have been the reason for his sudden distance from me, and I felt like I’d had a sledgehammer thrown into my gut.
When she tilted her face and pressed her lips to his, the first tear fell.
Chapter Nine
Rex
The Finding
I stood at the end of the walk and watched Pugna’ta come closer. When we were within earshot of one another, I opened my mouth to call to her it was a bad time, but I couldn’t say the words. Knowing Pugna’ta, she would interpret that as a challenge rather than a simple dismissal.
When she came in front of me, she smiled suggestively.
“Well, well,” she said, reaching forward and squeezing my forearm. “Awaited by the king himself. I’m a lucky girl.”
“What do you want, Pugna’ta?” I asked. My tone was harsh and very unfriendly, perhaps too much so, but it did nothing to change her intentions. On the contrary, her eyes lit up, and I knew I had been right about her taking any rejection as a challenge.
She bent forward slightly until her lips brushed against my ear, and I heard her whisper coyly, “You, Wise One.”
I didn’t have time to respond. She pulled her head back, tilted it sideways to look at me with a flirtatious grin, and suddenly leaned in. Her mouth pressed against mine insistently as she began kissing me.
Furious, I yanked my head back and stepped away from her. I snapped, “What are you doing?”
“Getting what I want,” she said, moving toward me again and trying to slip her arms around my waist.
“It’s not going to happen, Pugna’ta. I’ve told you this a hundred times.”
“Oh, you’re just being stub—”
Her words didn’t just die off into nothingness; they stopped short like they’d been chopped off by an axe. I looked at her, waiting for her to finish her sentence, but she was staring above my head with something like rage on her face.
“What?” I asked. I turned to see what she was looking at, and I realized, with the same sickening swoop in my stomach I’d felt in the Forum, that she was looking at the upstairs bedroom window. I caught the flash of Tabitha ducking out of sight, but I knew it was too late.
“You have a human in there?” Pugna’ta shouted. I swiveled my head back to look at her just before she shoved me. I stumbled back a bit but regained my footing. “You’re keeping one in your house?”
; “Shut up,” I hissed, leaping forward again and taking her by the throat. “Do not question me.”
“Our ever-faithful, ever-protecting Elder, hiding a human away for his own personal pleasure,” she spat icily. Her voice sounded choked from the pressure I was putting on her throat, but I didn’t release her.
“You know nothing of what I do,” I growled.
“I know the Council will be very interested to hear about this,” she retorted. Without warning, she swung her fist, and it connected with my temple. I let go of her at once, dazed, and she hopped back several feet.
“The human is not a threat,” I said, holding my head as it throbbed in my hands.
“Oh, no? Is that why we have all the others locked up?” I could see her physically seething, her body trembling with her fury. “You are putting us all in danger! And for what? To bed that human parasite?”
I roared, irate at the accusation. “Do not tell me I am compromising my tribe!”
“You are selfish!” She screamed.
“And you are ignorant!” I shouted back.
“Well, we’ll just see who the Council agrees with, then, won’t we?” She snapped.
I struck out again, grabbing her by the neck and slamming her to the ground. I pinned her to the dirt by her throat as she scratched at my hand, desperately trying to get me to let her up and free her airway. My voice sounded hoarse and otherworldly as I spoke.
“I. Am. Your. King,” I snarled.
She didn’t answer because she was unable to do anything but gasp for breath and struggle against my grip. I pushed down even harder, and her eyes grew so wide they seemed to bug out of her head a bit.
“Don’t you ever imply I care more for myself than my race,” I continued.
Her body flopped wildly, her legs kicking at the air and her arms pushing against mine. Her nails dug into the back of my hand, but I didn’t move even as blood rose to the surface of the wounds and started to spill in thin lines over my skin. She was making harsh gagging sounds that almost sounded like gurgles, and I could see her lips forming words she was unable to speak.
“Rex!”
My father’s voice blossomed out of the still prairie air, and I heard his footsteps getting louder as he rushed up behind me. He grabbed me by my shoulders and pulled, trying to wrench me off of Pugna’ta, but he wasn’t strong enough to succeed.
“Son! Stop!” He yelled, moving down to take my wrist in both his hands and tug.
With a growl, I released Pugna’ta’s throat, and she scrambled away from me on all fours. Her breath was gritty and coarse, and she looked both terrified and irate. She reached up to her neck and massaged it roughly. I was still staring at her, and she stared back with equal hatred. My dad’s hands had returned to my shoulders.
“You need to leave. Now,” he said over my head, and I knew he was talking to Pugna’ta.
She didn’t move her eyes from me, and, for a moment, I thought she hadn’t even heard my father speak. Then, she slowly got to her feet, still massaging her neck. I, too, stood, and my father’s hands dropped from my shoulders. Only the breeze could be heard in the stillness. There was thick tension filling the air, and I was sure Pugna’ta was going to attack me with vengeful rage. When she finally moved, though, it was to take off at a sprint away from the house and back toward the village. I didn’t exhale until her back had become nothing more than a blurry haze.
“I’m sorry,” my father said, breaking the silence. I turned around and looked at him. He looked back at me. “I’m sorry, son. You would have killed her.”
“I know,” I replied tonelessly.
He patted my shoulder and guided me inside. Mother was standing by the window, her eyes wide, and I knew she’d seen everything. The moment I entered, however, she hurried to get me something to drink, and father sat me down at the table.
“What happened?” He asked in a low voice.
I shook my head, angry at the fresh memory. Everything had happened so quickly and had been exactly what I’d been afraid of happening. It was hard for me to process the events. I could still see the image of Pugna’ta’s face as she spotted Tabitha in my mind, the fury and the fear in her features. I knew that, had I not attacked her, she would have gone into the house and killed Tabitha herself, or at least taken her to the lock-up with the other humans.
“She came to persuade me into a relationship again, and she saw Tabitha in the window upstairs.”
“What?” Mother whispered, horrified, as she brought me a mug of what I presumed was vigibrach root tea.
“She said I was putting everyone at risk, the tribe, and all the A’li-uud. She said she was going to tell the Council about Tabitha.” I shook my head again and stared into the mug of tea. Steam rose up and clouded my vision, but I didn’t care. “I lost control. I was angry, and I was scared.”
“She wouldn’t tell anyone,” mother said. I looked up at her and saw the worry scrawled across her face. “Would she?”
I almost laughed at the notion that Pugna’ta wouldn’t go running to the Council about this. “Of course she will. I’d bet my Elderhood she’s on her way to P’otes-tat Ulti right now.”
Mother just stared at me with wide eyes, but father asked, “How do the other Elders seem to feel about the humans?”
“They’re divided,” I said honestly. “Almost split down the middle. We all agree there is a potential risk to the A’li-uud if humans know about us, but there is contention about the level of risk—if any—if they don’t.”
“They’re going to destroy the ships in the galaxy,” mother told father. “Rex told me when he returned from the Forum today.”
Father looked at me for confirmation, and I nodded. “There has been no vote on what to do with the captive humans once we have everything we can get from them, though.”
“And the others do not know of Tabitha?” Father asked.
I breathed in a long, shaky breath, and then I shook my head with a hint of shame and an excess of defiance.
“Perhaps they wouldn’t mind,” mother said hopefully. “They made you an Elder for a reason. They trust your judgment. Maybe they will understand your decision.”
“My decision, at first, is what I thought was best for the tribe,” I said. I was starting to get angry again, but my anger was at myself for even getting into this situation in the first place. “But she has stayed here because I knew she would not be safe if I put her into confinement with the others. Too many A’li-uud would consider her a danger for her knowledge of us now.”
“You haven’t kept her here because you wanted her here?” Mother asked knowingly.
I looked away. I felt a strange heaviness in my heart, and my innards seemed to be twisted up in fear. “It’s true. I wanted her here,” I murmured. It was the first time I had admitted my feelings out loud, and it both thrilled and scared me.
My mother moved to the side to catch my gaze. “Then, don’t you think the Elders would understand that?”
“It’s not a risk we can take,” Father answered brusquely. He seemed to have snapped into action. His posture was very straight, and he looked deadly serious. “We have to protect Tabitha.”
“Of course we do, but how do we—?”
“Take her to your house,” Father said, cutting my mother off mid-sentence. His eyes bore into mine with more intensity than I had ever seen before, and I realized just how much he, too, cared for Tabitha.
I looked back at him, feeling helpless for the first time in my Elderhood. “I can’t. I’ve kept her here this whole time because I can’t take her there. The staff and the guards could tell someone, and it could be a disaster.”
“The staff and the guards are the protection you need for her right now. They don’t need to know they’re protecting a human. They just need to protect.” Father lifted his eyebrows at me with insistence. “Take her to your house, son.”
“How am I supposed to get her into the house without anyone seeing?” I snapped. My fear was making
me quick-tempered, and my heart was beating so hard I could hear it in my ears.
Mother reached forward and placed her hand lovingly over mine. When I looked at her, I saw a blend of worry and pride painted in her smoke-grey eyes.
“My boy,” she whispered. “You’re the king.”
Chapter Ten
Tabitha
The Finding
When Rex came flying into the bedroom, I practically jumped out of my skin. He flew around in a frenzy, grabbing the pile of clothes Beni and I had made and even snatching up the burnt, ripped clothes I’d worn when the Paragon had crashed. I was so stunned I wasn’t even able to move from where I sat on the bed. I just watched him race around, gathering all my things and not saying a word.
“Rex,” I said tearfully after a minute of no conversation or acknowledgment. “What’s going on?”
“We have to get you out of here immediately,” he said. He didn’t look at me as he spoke.
“Why?” I asked, sliding off the bed.
He didn’t answer me, but the look on his face told me not to ask again. I just started grabbing the few things I’d accumulated since arriving that he’d missed. When we had everything, he jerked his head to motion for me to exit the room first. I did, hurrying down the stairs, where I found his mother and father in a tizzy as well. Beni was hovering over the two little ones and putting away the furs we had been working on while Rex’s father trotted up to me with a huge bag made of sabrecat skin. He held it out, and I dumped the things in my arms into it. Rex came up behind me and dropped his gatherings into it as well. Then, he took the bag from his father and slung it over his shoulder.
“Be safe,” his father whispered, giving him a quick, one-armed hug.
Beni bustled over to him as well and threw her arms around his neck, murmuring, “I love you, my son.”
Rex opened the door, and I started to walk through it, but, before I could, Beni threw her arms around me as well. She pulled me to her warm body, and I could feel her trembling slightly.
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